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That night, Xie Baijing left the party early.He returned to the Binjiang apartment and once again took the trouble to do the cleaning himself.On weekdays, he doesn't even come here as a part-time worker, and he always needs to travel around the country. There is no one at home, and there will always be some empty loneliness and dullness.Fortunately, this house is not as cold and extravagant as it is popular at the moment, it is even a bit crowded and noisy, it is all Ke Jiang's style.Xie Baijing turned on the lights, as if Ke Jiang was still in the room, and played a popular song that Ke Jiang used to like.No one used Ke Jiang's toothbrush cups. He used them to wash them one by one, and even the hanging towels had to be rewashed and dried.He has to clean up the cloakroom that has been done many times.Maybe Ke Jiang himself doesn't know how many of his old clothes are in the cloakroom of this apartment, and even the "battle robe" he cherished when he was [-], [-], and early [-]s-but now it seems that it is too much. Exaggerated.

Xie Baijing sorted out the clothes by category, imagining how Ke Jiang, a man who claimed to dress handsomely, elegantly, not rigidly or frivolously, used to wear this big T-shirt full of sequins in his hand, even his lips The corners are bent.

In contrast, Xie Baijing's clothes can only be stored in a separate wardrobe in the bedroom.On weekdays, the clothes that the brand asked him to wear and the outfits that the stylist prepared for him were not eligible to come in, so they were all placed elsewhere.In the cabinet here, there are sets of clothes, from casual to formal clothes, all bought by Ke Jiang for him last year.When he grew up, Ke Jiang's vision was really vicious, and the clothes and accessories he chose were all special and well-known.There are even gossips saying that I don’t know if Xie Baijing has dug up a particularly powerful stylist. In the past, the private servers were all straight men’s boring sportswear, which made a good face. Although the current private servers are not the brand’s current season It's new, but it's also a very suitable and tasteful match.

Xie Baijing also found it strange, what kind of paranoid thought did he have before that he didn't even want to touch the clothes Ke Jiang bought for him?Even at the beginning, he sold all the wrapped shoes that Ke Jiang gave him in exchange for living expenses. Looking back now, apart from being funny, there is also some inexplicable regret.Now he is willing to wear it very much, not only willing to wear it, but also to send each piece to special dry cleaning and maintenance, and keep it like a treasure.It's a pity that that person won't choose clothes carefully for him anymore.

The action of "losing" is not instantaneous.There are not so many dramatic enlightenments and heart-wrenching, but gradual and orderly progress.When Xie Baijing was wandering outside filming all night, he could still pretend he didn't care.In the apartment at three o'clock in the morning Beijing time, he had to keep the house brightly lit, squatting in the cloakroom staring at a plain T-shirt in a daze, in order to conceal some of his true emotions.

I can see Ke Jiang tomorrow.

Xie Baijing came back to his senses, stroked his face from bottom to top, his hair was messed up, his eyes were bloodshot.His lips were dry, he pursed his lips, stood up, ordered himself to take a shower and then go to bed, saving his best state for tomorrow.

Before eight o'clock, Ke Jiang got up and had breakfast alone quietly.I don't know when, the son who can sleep until noon has started to go to bed early and get up early, with a very regular schedule, very healthy and healthy.I don't go to the all-night party at night, I don't touch anyone when I play cars, drink, and disco, and there are no newcomers around me.Someone asked him what was the matter, and he answered very seriously: calm down, stop playing.

And without Mrs. Ke, why would you care?The other side must ask this question.

Before Ke Jiang changed, he must have joked a few words with a smile: Then I have to wait for the girl to understand?Don't let people feel at ease before you dare to hold hands with me?It's not necessary now. On the one hand, his sexual orientation is well known, so it's useless to pretend.On the other hand, he really took it easy.The friends who used to drink and eat were really boring. Ke Jiang no longer cares about the excitement and madness after three rounds of drinking.

So after his grandfather left, Ke Jiang originally wanted to make a quick decision, finish all the business affairs, and run away easily.Unexpectedly, his idea is very beautiful, but the reality is always not as satisfactory.The properties he held in his hands for nothing were greedy for many people in the Ke family. It would be unreasonable for him to sell them to outsiders even if he didn't give them to his family.It is normal for his elder brother, Ke Cheng, to dislike him all day long. Even his father, in theory, has finally become the real and only male master of the Ke family.Various pressures have been exerted, and the date of Ke Jiang's departure has been postponed again and again.

Ke Jiang, who was dumbfounded at the beginning, has gradually become the current calm.In the past, they were the ones who disliked him and wished that he would never step into City S; now they are reluctant to let him go, insisting that he be tortured here again.There is no reason why all good things are taken care of!Anyway, they just dawdled around for two or three days. They thought they could trap him in this way, so Ke Jiang was going to leave the stall like this.

Before parting, Ke Jiang received no fewer invitations than before.He only promised one, that is tonight.It's funny to say that Zhang Luo's party tonight is none other than director Lu of Xie Baijing's first film.Ke Jiang owed him a favor for Xie Baijing back then, so he always had to go and give him some thin noodles.Presumably that person is not a young guy anymore, and he shouldn't have too much fun. For this kind of banquet, Ke Jiang only needs to be there, so he readily agreed.

He had expected that he would run into many people tonight.The person surnamed Lu is so smart that he has a wide range of friends, not only limited to the entertainment circle.Sure enough, there were familiar faces sitting around him, one said why he was so handsome after not seeing anyone for so long, and the other said why Ke Jiang was still biased, he would not come out when others asked him to come out, and it was only today that he met.Ke Jiang wasn't embarrassed at all, with shallow dimples on his cheeks, and he was still making jokes with others.But most likely because of the impatience in his heart, Zhang Yuntian came from nowhere and sat down next to him.

"Jiang'er," Zhang Yuntian put his arms around him familiarly, and asked, "It's so embarrassing, why don't you come to play with brother these few days."

Seeing that it was him, Ke Jiang smiled sincerely: "Brother Zhang, I'm not busy, I was wrong, I'm guilty, I'll punish myself."

He picked up the glass and drank it for himself first.Zhang Yuntian pinched his arm and motioned him to look elsewhere.Ke Jiang glanced over, but it was Xu Li who was sitting at another table.Xu Li faced him sideways, looking a bit stiff in his sitting posture.Because the people around him were not familiar with each other, he could barely talk to him, and everyone could see his embarrassment.The fact that he sent his good brother to the bureau back then was not spread, but as long as he knew about it, no one would not despise him in their hearts.When you get to their level, it's nothing to be a criminal, but stabbing your brother has become the most despicable act-who knows when the person who calls you a brother will give you a paw?What's more, Xu Li used to get his way by clinging to Ke Jiang. Now that Ke Jiang is gone, no one will take the initiative to flatter him.

Ke Jiang only glanced briefly, then looked away, as if he didn't see anything.

"This, alas..." Seeing this, Zhang Yuntian knew that Ke Jiang would not soften his heart.As a mutual friend of the two, out of friendship, he couldn't bear to see them part ways.But Xu Li's previous stupidity was really speechless, he had to favor Ke Jiang a bit.He thought for a while, "Don't be unhappy, Jiang'er."

Ke Jiang: "Why am I unhappy? Hey, look, isn't this Lin Feng?"

Lin Feng stepped onto the stage handsomely and bowed to everyone.He first introduced himself humbly, then mentioned how upright Lu Dao is, how his works have been passed down through the ages, and then wished the newborn health and happiness, etc. After a set of scenes, he was neither humble nor overbearing and beautiful and decent.On the outside, he is also a good at speaking, but here he can only serve as a pleasing foil, but he does not show any inferiority or arrogance.From this point of view, Ke Jiang thought, Lin Feng really deserved his popularity.

He used to use Lin Feng as an example to ask Xie Baijing to learn more, but he didn't know if that person listened.

Realizing that Xie Baijing popped up again in his mind, Ke Jiang pursed his lips, lowered his head and took a sip of his wine.Lin Feng wanted to sing a song on stage to cheer up the fun, but everyone in the audience was in a low mood, only a few girls took out their mobile phones to take pictures.Ke Jiang was thinking about how to leave the stage halfway, his eyes wandered to the stage, and he suddenly stopped.

A tall and thin man stood beside the stage in the banquet hall.Even if the distance is not close, Ke Jiang can still recognize that it is Xie Baijing.

That person is the same as when we first met, whether the crowd is lively or not has nothing to do with him.He was born tall and thin, and his young body was dressed very thinly. He lowered his head slightly, thinking about something, as if he had become an isolated island by himself, and no one dared to approach him easily.After Ke Jiang looked at it for no more than two seconds, he raised his head and looked at Ke Jiang. Across several tables of guests, accompanied by an inexplicable love song that Lin Feng was singing, he looked at Ke Jiang with heavy eyes. .The moment their eyes met, Ke Jiang was almost burned.

Ke Jiang stood up suddenly, Zhang Yuntian whispered: "What's wrong?"

"I'm going to the bathroom," Ke Jiang realized his gaffe, said something hastily, and walked out.

"Why are you here again?" Ke Jiang said in disbelief, "I've told you so many times, haven't we broken up? Xie Baijing, what's the matter with you? Who brought you here? The one surnamed Lu invited you ? I see, it's Lin Feng, right?"

Xie Baijing still looked calm, and only said calmly, "I'm sorry."

Ke Jiang tried his best to suppress his anger: "You just say sorry, then what?"

"I'm sorry, Jiang Bao," Xie Baijing said very frankly, "I miss you so much."

Ke Jiang suffocated immediately.

This kind of greasy and crooked words, even when the two of them are like glue, only Ke Jiang can say it.If Xie Baijing could have said this at the time, I am afraid Ke Jiang would have been so happy to set off a fireworks salute for three days and three nights.Now that he said it, it only made him feel unable to respond.

But Xie Baijing felt relieved - he really missed him.The longing after separation is not as good as before, like a poisonous snake that can penetrate straight into the heart, entangled with people day and night.If he knew that he should tell Ke Jiang his feelings one by one like this, why would he be so repressed and refused to tell the truth before, how could there be a rift between the two?

"You don't want to act anymore?" Ke Jiang calmed down and said in a cold voice, "I let you go before, and it's easy to mess with you again. Your contract is still in Xinrui's hands, don't you want to continue messing around? ? The career is gone?"

Xie Baijing still said calmly: "If you want, that's fine."

Ke Jiang raised his eyebrows in disbelief.

"It's ridiculous." Ke Jiang said, "Xie Baijing, you—"

Xie Baijing's sudden approach made him stop his voice.He thought that the young man would kiss him forcefully like last time, and was even ready to beat someone.And Xie Baijing didn't, but he just unavoidably engulfed his breath, which was refreshing with a faint smell of tobacco.The handsome young man lowered his eyes to look at him. His beautiful eyes were as thick as ink, filled with burning longing and stubbornness. If the object was anyone other than Ke Jiang, he would probably fall in love with him.The two got too close, Xie Baijing's nose twitched lightly, as if he was sniffing something.

Ke Jiang said without hesitation, "Get lost."

His last footsteps can almost be described as "escape".After returning to the table and taking a seat, Zhang Yuntian looked at him with speculation in his eyes: "What's the matter, buddy?"

"Brother Zhang," Ke Jiang picked up the key he had put on the table, pretending to be leaving, and said sincerely, "I changed the time and decided to leave tomorrow. We will meet again in the future."