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Ke Jiang's hands trembled, his breathing was heavy, and his chest heaved vigorously.He didn't want to turn off the call, but he didn't know what to say, and the hand holding the phone was trembling subtly.The fireworks outside the window are still constantly blooming, it can strangely blend splendor and magnificence, and project the light on Ke Jiang's body through the dim room.There was a gap in the window of the room, and a little summer evening breeze slipped in, warm and playfully wrapped around the ends of his hair, and then wandered to the peak of his lips, like an intimate kiss.

"Give me some time." Ke Jiang said with difficulty. He found that he hadn't been so honest with others for a long time, "Can you understand me, Bai Jing, I can't forget all of them immediately. My nightmares will always appear On that day, I wished I could chop you up with a knife..."

"I know, I know." Xie Baijing repeated hastily, his voice was full of excitement and trembling, and his usual reason and calm seemed to have failed, just like an impulsive kid, "I know."

Xie Baijing: "I want to go back to see you now...I want to see you."

"No," Ke Jiang said, "Fix your work first, and I won't give you any more money, understand? You should think about supporting yourself first."

There was a deep laughter on the other end of the phone: "Okay, I can still support you."

Ke Jiang: "No need." He paused and emphasized deliberately, "I haven't finished thinking about it yet."

Xie Baijing still said in a calm manner: "Okay." He paused for a second, "Happy birthday, Ke Jiang."

Be happy not only today, but also in the future.

The best thing in the world that Xie Baijing can know is the birth of Ke Jiang 27 years ago.But this sentence is too embarrassing. He may not be able to say it in his life. In the end, he said it softly, even though he said it to Ke Jiang many times, but still not proficiently: "I love you, good night."

Ke Jiang threw down his mobile phone and fell down on the bed for 10 minutes, sat up straight suddenly, and sighed:

At the beginning, he set off fireworks and gave gifts to Xie Baijing in the same way, but Xie Baijing continued to be cold, he didn't know how long.Why is he "give me a little time" now in his head? !Ke Jiang, you are ashamed.

Xie Baijing returned to the country in a hurry, such a tossing and repeated itinerary made him look tired, but his eyes were always bright, showing a spirit that was different from the previous days.The little assistant picked him up, but he didn't know how to deal with it, and finally said as usual: "Brother Xie, it's too late to go back and rest, you can sleep in the car for a while."

Xie Baijing nodded silently.He is not picky in this regard, and people who are used to suffering seem to have better tolerance than others.The nanny put the seat flat in the car, and he lay down directly. In fact, his legs still couldn't be stretched, but he didn't complain.He knew that even though he was in high spirits, his physical condition was not very good and he urgently needed to rest.He closed his eyes and let his assistant wipe his face with a wet towel, apply skin care products, and put on a mask, hoping to look less embarrassed under the scrutiny of the high-definition camera.

While sitting in the dressing room, Xie Baijing was far from making up for his need for rest, and drank a whole can of energy drink with his head raised.Afterwards, the recording of the program took a whole afternoon and night. During the period, it was jumping and jumping, and the effect of the program had to be maintained. It was not allowed to lose face for half a minute. slack.The assistant was sweating for him the whole time, for fear that tonight's hot search headlines would be the sudden death of a popular star during the recording process.In fact, Xie Baijing performed unexpectedly well, but the tiredness in his brows and eyes was always hard to hide.

During the recording, the assistant, at the request of Xie Bai Jing, brought coffee and snacks to the program crew and other artists.Nodding and bowing while sending it off: "We, Bai Jing, have caught a cold and are not in a good condition today. Everyone has worked hard."

This kind of small matter of communication and entertainment was taught by Ke Jiang to Xie Baijing. Although no one has taken the initiative to mention it now, he will never forget it.

What Ke Jiang gave him was always much more than he thought.Xie Baijing thought.

His work is endlessly busy with no vacations at all.He is still signed under Xinrui. Although Ke Jiang specially equipped a team for him at the beginning, the important work still cannot be arranged according to his own wishes.It was also after Ke Jiang left that he realized that it was not so easy to stay in this circle. It wasn't that you could sit back and relax with a good-looking face and some good skills.This Vanity Fair requires luck, contacts, and background, and there are many little people who have sharpened their heads and want to climb up, but can't climb up, and become a stepping stone for others.Xie Baijing has no wealth and no financial backer, especially because he had such an affair with Ke Jiang before, and he has been at odds with Xu Li for a long time. Now he can still rely on the bonus of popularity, but it is only superficial.Really good resources are not in his turn.

But Xie Baijing didn't have a stupid head.He has never been afraid of the disadvantage he is in, let alone it is not really a disadvantage now.He was not good at socializing with people, but now he can handle all kinds of drinking situations with ease.The only insistence is not to touch anyone, and how the men and women around him behave wildly after drinking will not prevent Xie Baijing from being alone.

His senior brother, actor Lin Feng seems to be another him in the world.Lin Feng usually enjoys more fun than him, and is more popular, but he always seems to be a leaf among thousands of flowers that doesn't touch him. Don't touch him at all, some people even slander him for being cold and cold.When others don't understand, maybe it's because of sympathy, but he appreciates Xie Baijing even more, and even helps to match up a film contract.During the small gathering, the ears of gossip came closer again: "How are you and that person?"

That person is naturally Ke Jiang.Xie Baijing answered frankly and calmly: "I will wait for him."

Lin Feng was stunned: "It's really infatuation. You wait for him, is he willing to wait for you? Little Ke Shao was not a master who didn't know how to play before."

This is Xie Baijing's usual rebellion, but he only lowered his eyes and said lightly, "He will."

Whether he is really so determined in his heart is unknown.

Lin Feng lit a cigarette: "What do you want? Even if you two are married, it's not easy to leave. He can't come back to Xinrui."

"The contract I signed is only for three years," Xie Baijing said, "Brother, what about you?"

Lin Feng understood Xie Baijing's hint almost immediately, his eyes flashed a few times, and he said in a deep voice, "Stop talking."

Xie Baijing smiled indifferently.Ke Cheng is so suspicious that he will never really trust anyone.Lin Feng has been in Xinrui for ten years. He is the pillar and the first brother in name. In fact, Ke Cheng has always been secretly committed to cultivating different people to check and balance with Lin Feng.Lin Feng is not a person without ambition, how could he be willing to continue to be under his shackles, but he still hesitates for various other reasons.And he, Xie Baijing, is indifferent and selfish by nature, and he will not pay attention to the great favors he has.What's more, as long as he thinks of Ke Cheng's poor methods before, which caused Ke Jiang to be injured and the two of them separated, he wished he could treat Ke Cheng with a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye.

He tapped his fingers on the table and wanted to light a cigarette, but remembering Ke Jiang's rejection of the smell, the hand holding the cigarette stopped in mid-air.It seems that his crazy addiction to smoking a while ago has dissipated a lot. As long as Ke Jiang responds to him, he no longer needs to rely on tobacco and alcohol to numb himself.

Back at the apartment late at night, he sat on the sofa in the living room, lit a floor lamp, and called the person he missed.The person on the other end of the phone answered: "Hello?"

Xie Baijing's expression suddenly softened, and all the indifference and calmness melted away.The time when he can talk to Ke Jiang every day is the most relaxed and safe time of the day.He asked in a low voice, "Have you eaten lunch?"

"Eat." Ke Jiang was rather disgusted, "What's the matter with your voice, it doesn't sound good."

Xie Baijing subconsciously coughed a few times.He has not had a good rest for several days, and his natural voice is hoarse.Ke Jiang paused unnaturally, and said hastily: "Someone is looking for me, go to bed early."

Facing the phone screen, Xie Baijing frowned slightly, all his attention was focused on those few words.Someone is looking for it, who is looking for it, and why is it looking for it?

In fact, there was no one on Ke Jiang's side, he just wanted Xie Baijing to rest for a while.He is very free, besides taking care of his own property every day, he helps Jiang's mother do some small things.When you don't want to work, just walk around casually and pick up the habit of outdoor sports.Although he never wanted to take the initiative to care about Xie Baijing's life, he knew that Xie Baijing was busy only from the state of the person in the call and the news he saw "intentionally or unintentionally".

He has tried to understand.Xie Baijing is different from him. Their growth environment and family background are very different. No matter how much Ke Jiang squanders, he can spend a few lifetimes without worrying about food and clothing. Xie Baijing has the goal of making money since he met Ke Jiang. He has goals, Ambitious, unwilling to be a person who only has enough to eat.It is undeniable that a large part of the reason for Ke Jiang's sadness at the beginning was that Xie Baijing pointed out that there are some things that he cannot give, but Ke Cheng can.He couldn't understand it at all at the beginning, and felt an indescribable shame as if he had been betrayed: it's not that he couldn't give it, if Ke Cheng could get it, he could too.But what Xie Baijing wanted, he would rather get it from others in exchange for benefits than ask for it from him.

The current Xie Baijing has apologized more than once, each time sincerely and full of remorse, the clumsy big boy doesn't know how to apologize and coax others, he just blindly repeats when he mentions that matter "Sorry" "I won't be anymore".But Ke Jiang knew that what Xie Baijing regretted was that his behavior hurt him that time.If time goes back to the original point, Xie Baijing may not have any more affairs with Ke Cheng, and he may do it more tightly, but no matter what, he will never tell him that he wants to make more good movies, he wants to be popular, and he want to make money.

The weather turned from warm to deserted.Xie Baijing will come over as soon as he has free time.After all, he is a public figure. Every time he comes wearing a hat and mask, he comes quietly like a thief, and the rented car drives all the way into Kejiang's underground garage before he can get off.In the first 10 minutes when the two first met, they must have secretly speculated on each other.Ke Jiang is always energetic and handsome, his eyes are naturally smiling, and he looks very young, which makes people feel close to him when he sees him; Xie Baijing is always a little tired, but fortunately his face is handsome enough, but his eyes are deep and sharp There is some strong affection in it, and it can burn people when they make eye contact.

They didn't know what to do, they just ate together peacefully, walked downstairs, put on masks and went shopping.When talking, I only talk about my life and work superficially. More often, as long as two people can sit together, it seems that they can feel comfortable with each other.Sometimes Xie Baijing is too tired, Ke Jiang will let him sleep in the guest room.When he was fast asleep, Ke Jiang would enter the room to take a look at him. The thin young man showed a calm and relaxed sleeping face when he fell asleep, his eyelashes drooped, and he breathed softly.In the dark room with the curtains drawn tightly, he was lying on his side with his arms exposed. Ke Jiang wanted to tuck him in, but he frowned slightly, showing reluctance.It seems that he is no longer the big star who is unparalleled on the screen in the news, but the college student Ke Jiangchu met two years ago, taciturn, cold, a little dull, and a little green.

At this time, Ke Jiang's heart would be so soft that he thought that if Xie Baijing said anything to him now, he would agree without any blame.

When Xie Baijing woke up, Ke Jiang was still sitting beside his bed, looking at him steadily.

They looked at each other, Xie Baijing sat up half propped up, he raised his head slightly, showing a nice jaw line.Before Ke Jiang could speak, the two kissed naturally.