superficial dialogue

In the private hospital, Grandma Xie was taking a nap on the hospital bed.Since she entered here, her complexion looked much better than usual. She was lying flat on the bed, wearing long-sleeved cotton pajamas, and the quilt was well tucked in.The spacious single patient room had large windows half covered by shutters, casting soft light in.The central air conditioner and aromatherapy machine are working quietly, and there is a faint fragrance in the air.A nurse sat by the bed and took care of them. He got up when he heard footsteps, and it was another nurse who led Xie Baijing and Ke Jiang in.

The nurse nodded and told softly, "The old lady is still sleeping."

Xie Baijing looked down at the old man on the hospital bed, Ke Jiang glanced at him, and asked for him: "I heard that the old lady fell a while ago, is there such a thing?"

"No," the nurse was surprised. "We never leave our bodies. There won't be such a thing."

Hearing this, Ke Jiang shrugged his shoulders, but did not express any opinion. He walked aside alone, holding a folder in his hand.The management here is indeed perfect. Grandma Xie has regular physical examinations, and her daily physical condition, mood swings, and medications are all recorded in the book.He casually flipped through a few pages, and found that when the old man lost his temper occasionally, he was quickly calmed down.When the seasons change, I have a little cold and fever, and it will be better in a few days.Judging from the data alone, the weight has increased, which should be taken care of well.

"Ke Jiang," Xie Baijing looked up and called him, "Shall I go out with you?"

Ke Jiang didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "It's rare for you to come here, leave me alone, okay. What did I tell you just now?"

Xie Baijing pursed his lips, turned his head, and continued to sit quietly beside Grandma Xie's bed.

Ke Jiang was helpless on the face, but slowly became happy in his heart.When the two were first in the hotel, Xie Baijing seemed to have suddenly opened his eyes, even daring to shed tears, and Ke Jiang was so shocked that he said whatever he thought of, any skills about love, such as playing hard to get, All the temptations, criticisms, and education were left behind. He just hoped that the person in front of him would stop crying, and his heart couldn't stand another drop of water.

Now the child seemed to wake up suddenly, his senses returned, and his face was about to rise. He realized how embarrassing his appearance was just now, and he didn't know how regretful he should be.Thinking about how invulnerable Xie Baijing used to be, how the mountain collapsed in front of him and his color did not change, even Ke Jiang himself did not expect that he could see Xie Baijing's truly emotional appearance, and he decided to cherish it in the deepest place in his heart.

Grandma Xie woke up after half an hour.She still didn't remember people, and she was even more familiar with the nurses around her. When she saw Xie Baijing for the first time, she was a little scared and grabbed the nurses around her like a child.Xie Baijing sat by the hospital bed, waited patiently for the old lady to calm down, and introduced herself softly, even though the confused old man couldn't understand her very well.A nurse at the side introduced him to Grandma Xie's situation. Xie Baijing listened, occasionally responding with a "huh", but his eyes kept on grandma, and occasionally gave some to Ke Jiang, and then quickly moved back to conceal it.

Ke Jiang pretended not to know, and leaned on the window sill to watch him. The winter sun passed by and found the person in Ke Jiang's eyes.

After the nurse finished speaking, leave them alone space.Although the privacy is well protected here, Xie Baijing has a special status, and he is always worried that others will see something, so Ke Jiang didn't change his seat until there were only the three of them in the room, and sat down next to Xie Baijing.

"Hi, grandma," Ke Jiang showed a generous smile, with small dimples on his cheeks, "I am Bai Jing's boyfriend, and my name is Ke Jiang."

Xie Baijing suddenly turned his head to look at him.

"Ah..." Grandma didn't show any surprise, but stared at Ke Jiang for a long while, a smile slowly appeared on her old face.Her hand was still so skinny, she lifted it up tremblingly, and Ke Jiang grasped it without struggling. She mumbled a few words in dialect, and finally said quite seriously, "You look good."

Ke Jiang couldn't understand the dialect, so Xie Baijing repeated softly in Mandarin: "You look good."

Ke Jiang laughed: "Do I look good?"

When he spoke, his eyes were fixed on the old lady, but Xie Baijing said, "Yes."

Grandma Xie made no secret of her love for Ke Jiang, as if she mistook her grandson for the wrong person, she naturally felt close.And Ke Jiang is used to taking care of the elderly, even if his grandmother is unconscious, he is patient enough to talk nonsense with her.Xie Baijing and Ke Jiang stayed in the ward until night fell, and they had dinner with Grandma Xie before leaving the ward.They went downstairs, and when they stood at the door, Ke Jiang pretended to be casual and said, "Let's go over there for a walk."

Xie Baijing has no comment.He and Ke Jiang walked side by side in the small garden of the hospital. It was dinner time, but they were the only ones in the small garden.Even if it is a private hospital with an excellent environment, try to decorate it with beautiful decoration and greenery to make it warm and affectionate, but it is a place where life and death are always related, and it is inevitably a bit cold and solemn.And when the warm yellow street lamps in the garden gradually turned on, the two of them paced slowly, Xie Baijing's thick coat that Ke Jiang was forced to wear before leaving the hotel rubbed Ke Jiang's coat, and the two lowered their heads. There was a kind of softness like water that could not be touched by the hanging hand, and it floated in their hearts at the same time.

Ke Jiang said calmly: "I will visit my grandma often in the future. She is so old, it is a good thing to see her more."

"En." Xie Baijing agreed, remained silent for a while, and then added without thinking, "Actually, I don't have a good relationship with her."

Ke Jiang did not show a surprised expression, and quietly waited for Xie Baijing to continue speaking.

"She loves my mother very much," Xie Baijing said, "so much so that she doesn't like me a little bit. To a certain extent, I really drag my family down." He paused, and found that Ke Jiang reached out to hold his hand, The palms of the two were close together, fingers intertwined, warm and warm, "She is a bit paranoid, and I am always unwilling to listen to her. Sometimes I think that my personality flaws may be from my grandma. But she treated me well and took care of me growing up, and she was the breadwinner until I was in high school."

Xie Baijing: "Working as a cleaner, setting up a stall, and selling waste products, she should have retired for many years at that time. My mother doesn't want to work, so she is responsible for the expenses." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Maybe you can't imagine it."

Ke Jiang: "Do you hate your mother?"

"I hate her," Xie Baijing said frankly, "but after my grandma got sick, I couldn't let her go. I probably felt that she was the only blood relationship I had left."

He didn't even use the word "loved ones" to describe it.Ke Jiang's heart hurts a little bit, even though his embarrassing status caused him to be criticized in the Ke family when he was a child, at least Jiang's mother and Ke Lao loved him.No matter what, Ke Jiang has never experienced the pain that ordinary people suffer in order to dress and eat, so he cannot fully understand Xie Baijing's feelings of loathing and inseparable towards his relatives.He hesitated for a few seconds, and said in a joking tone: "If I had met you a few years earlier... I would have spent a lot of money to give you up."

"Then I will definitely fight with you." Xie Baijing also said in a relaxed tone, "Ke Jiang, you are right, I can't rely on you. My personality is very bad, even I know it. I often If you do something bad, I don't deserve you."

Ke Jiang was silent for two seconds, then suddenly became serious: "Don't say that again in the future."

He stood still, still holding hands, but turned his body sideways, and looked at Xie Baijing seriously: "You have never been unworthy of me, Xie Baijing, I like you, I love you, you are not bad at all in my eyes .”

Xie Baijing looked at him in astonishment.

"Am I a good person?" Ke Jiang said, "I'm a fucking mess. I don't study well, and I don't do my job well. I just rely on my family's money, which may have been saved since ten lifetimes ago. Luck. The thing I have done the most since I was a child is to frame my brother and make my grandpa like me more, saying that I am not greedy for wealth, who would believe it? When I grow up, I will just pick up little boys like you , especially to you. You used to go to school and work hard, but I have delayed you until now. Don't look at me with this look, I know my character quite well, and we are quite compatible. "

Xie Baijing frowned when he said the first few words, and slowly relaxed it until he finished the last sentence.He lowered his jaw slightly and moved closer to Ke Jiang.When the two exhaled together, they realized that the weather was so cold that a faint white mist would appear when they exhaled.He remembered that it was also in the deep winter of last year, when he exhaled a lot of white mist alone, hiding all the words he should say but didn't say in the air.At that time, he really thought that he was about to lose Ke Jiang, and it was only then that he realized that all the things he once valued were not worth Ke Jiang.

Only Ke Jiang is free from his control, can't rely on ambition, can't rely on skills, no matter how hard he works, it's useless.A really smart hunter will understand that the only way to really catch love is to use the heart as bait.Trading hearts for hearts may be the most demanding, least profitable, and most likely to fail transaction in the world, but Xie Baijing did it willingly.

God did not pay attention to fairness in creating man.Some are tall, some are short, some are beautiful, some are ugly, some are born with wealth, and some are born poor.But human beings are strangely able to possess a gift called "lover". Love connects two complete people with two complete hearts.Xie Baijing used to think that he might never have this kind of talent in his life, and he didn't need to have it. Only now did he realize how wrong he was. Fortunately, it was not too late to wake up.

They came out of the hospital and went to Xie's house together.The car was parked in the parking lot, Xie Baijing wanted Ke Jiang to wait in the car, but Ke Jiang insisted on going up together.

Mother Xie seemed to have expected it, and even prepared three cups of tea.It's just that when she looked at Ke Jiang, her expression was obviously not as warm as last time.

"I have nothing to say," Xie Baijing said very briefly, "don't use this method to trick me back in the future, I will give you the money, and you don't have to worry about anything else."

Xie's mother burst into tears almost in the next second, sobbing: "Bai Jing, how can you say that about me? Didn't we come from a hard life together? Don't I wish you well? Now you have money , can you leave me?" She seemed to know that Xie Baijing's heart was as hard as iron, so she turned her head and looked at Ke Jiang, pleading, "Boss Ke, do you think I don't know about the relationship between you? I do. , but for the sake of Bai Jinghao, I never said a word of no. You are the big boss and the young master, of course you don't understand how worried I am about my child!"

Xie Baijing's brows and eyes had already cooled down, and he raised his voice a little: "Shut up."

For the first time, Ke Jiang felt sincere anger.He looked coldly at the tears on Xie's mother's face, but he couldn't help but think of the tear on Xie Baijing's face at noon today.

"I heard that you have never raised a family." Ke Jiang said suddenly, "Grandma Xie's hospital records for more than a year, you have only been there once. Have you ever paid for Bai Jing's tuition for so many years? He is working part-time while going to school, you know? He is working part-time to support himself, and you can’t sleep for a few days because of filming, and you are not there, right? Oh, the only contribution is there. Bai Jing, who debuted, has his first stain, doesn't he?"

Mother Xie didn't seem to expect that the gentle-looking Ke Jiang would suddenly be so sharp, she opened her eyes wide in a daze, and within a few seconds, she spoke incoherently: "You! You, what qualifications do you have to say about me?! You slept with me Son, you use the money to do the whole thing, you—"

"Auntie, I don't know who you heard about, and who instructed you to call Bai Jing back this time. But I can only tell you this," Ke Jiang said calmly, "I will come back later. In S City, no one can stop Bai Jing's career development, will not delay giving you money, and will meet your appropriate material needs. Most of the people who come to give you advice are under my brother's subordinates, and I also have what my brother has. as well as,"

"And, I didn't take care of him, your child, someone will take practical actions to worry about and love him for you."

At this moment, Xie Baijing was out of place, his ears were red.

After sitting at home for less than half an hour, they hurried downstairs.Xie's mother sat on the ground crying, Xie Baijing naturally didn't want Ke Jiang to watch her embarrassing performance, Ke Jiang also understood that Xie's mother always represented Xie Baijing's background and family, and Xie Baijing would inevitably feel inferior. Tacitly got up and left quickly.The two got into the car, the driver started the car and drove towards the hotel, Ke Jiang's head was still buzzing.

He intended to watch from the sidelines without expressing his opinion. After all, this was a problem between Xie Baijing's own mother and son, and he shouldn't go beyond Xie Baijing to solve it on his own.Ke Jiang was just angry. Why should the person he cherishes the most be treated like this as a handle to ask for money.He only needs to imagine a little bit how Xie Baijing survived the dark and long years in his youth, and grew up slowly by himself, his heart almost wrinkled with pain.

He was worried that Xie Baijing would be unhappy about this, so he secretly glanced at him.Unexpectedly, the first sentence Xie Baijing asked was: "Are you really going back to S City?"

"..." Ke Jiang was puzzled, "Otherwise, you will come to me every now and then in the future?"

Xie Baijing looked at him, his eyes were bright.Ke Jiang seemed to have expected something, and stretched out his hand to press Xie Baijing's lips, preventing him from kissing: "I remember that the contract you signed was only three years? You were very smart at that time. Lin Feng probably will come out and do it alone. , When your contract expires, your studio with him is not bad. I haven't cleaned up my brother yet."

Xie Baijing's lips moved slightly, and he said vaguely, "How to clean up?" He paused, "I have some news about him, I'll give it to you when I get back."

"I can't tell you that either," Ke Jiang said with a smile, "You are allowed to say nothing, and I am not allowed to hide it from you? I don't care about you, my own brother, I will take revenge myself."

I don't know if it was his illusion, but Xie Baijing's brows and eyes softened, he was helpless and guilty, and also had some unexplainable grievances. He fixedly looked at him, his thin lips were still obediently pressed under his fingers, teasing Ke Jiang Xin has melted.Ke Jiang let go, and leaned on Xie Baijing as before, resting his head on his neck, and said softly: "I also want to do something serious."

"Okay." Xie Baijing embraced him, "I'll be with you."

The light and shadow constantly sweeping back from the car window hit the two of them, as if the road was very, very long, with no end in sight.Ke Jiang felt in a daze that he should have experienced this scene before. He and Xie Baijing have been entangled for so many days, but looking back at his memories, it seems that they are separated by a foggy window. Those sensational dialogues at that time, There is nothing like the real emotion of the moment.

Ke Jiang yawned slowly.He seemed to be a little drunk. When he kissed his lover in the hotel room, he could hardly wake up, and he staggered until he fell on the soft cotton.He felt that Xie Baijing seemed to be more enthusiastic than ever, almost kissing his whole body, and the arms hugging him were as tight as if he was going to run away.When they were ups and downs in the ocean of lust together, Ke Jiang looked up at the person above him. Xie Baijing's long black hair was hanging down, and his beautiful eyes contained a thick and strong affection that even scared him. He swallowed it.Ke Jiang guessed that his own was not much better, otherwise, why would Xie Baijing be a little surprised when they looked at each other, and randomly tilted his head and kissed him hard.

Ke Jiang was really overwhelmed.During this time, Xie Baijing hung his ears and tail in front of him, pretending to be cute and pitiful, and even pulled out his teeth, which made Ke Jiang mistakenly think that the wolf cub had changed his mind.In fact, the wolf cub was still a wolf cub, and Ke Jiang became dizzy when he became fierce, and even his groans were crushed and let out from his throat.What's different from the past is that Xie Baijing is vicious, but also has a tenderness that makes people blush. The two of them are probably kissing all the time, and their fingers are intertwined to prevent him from pulling the bed sheet.Xie Baijing is always saying "I love you" over and over again, as if he wants to make up for everything he didn't say before.Ke Jiang still had the energy to respond at first, but later he simply turned a deaf ear and raised his slender neck, waiting for his lover to send him to the summit.

Even though he thought it was time to end, and lay lazily on the bed, Xie Baijing seemed to be still full of energy, kissing all the way from the back of his neck, along the depression on his back, kissing him carefully and intensively. waist.Ke Jiang couldn't bear the itching, and arched his waist to hide, but the young man's hand fell on it lightly, lingering in a certain place repeatedly without any erotic meaning.After a while, Xie Baijing said softly, "You were beaten here last time."

Ke Jiang suddenly relaxed.

He realized that what Xie Baijing was referring to was the time when he came out, his grandfather beat him with a stick.In fact, it didn't hurt very much. The old man loved him after all. He didn't put in much effort. He almost forgot about it. Unexpectedly, Xie Baijing still remembered it clearly.

"You are so reckless." Xie Baijing was so calm that he seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, "I don't understand why you told the family so impulsively, and you came back bravely after being beaten. I was almost pissed off."

Ke Jiang laughed a few times in a low voice: "It's okay. My grandpa probably regretted it too. Before he left, he said sorry to me."

Xie Baijing fell silent.What he felt most guilty about was not being able to accompany Ke Jiang when Mr. Ke passed away.The harm he inflicted on Ke Jiang always exists objectively, like a scar, not on Ke Jiang, but on him.Because even if Ke Jiang doesn't care anymore, he will remember it for a lifetime.He wanted to open his mouth to say sorry, but Ke Jiang seemed to know what he was thinking, turned around, reached out and touched his cheek, and said in a relaxed tone, "Why did you say he said sorry?"

"He must be very regretful." Xie Baijing said firmly, "He loves you very much."

In fact, Ke Jiang once had some dark and obscure speculations. Perhaps his grandfather was not ignorant of what Ke Cheng did at the beginning, and even deliberately contributed to the flames, not for Ke Cheng, but also for the stability of the Ke family. There is nothing wrong with it.He was just afraid. He had always thought that the person who loved him the most in the world didn't actually love him very much.Ke Jiang longs for love, and there are very few people who love him, and he cherishes each one very much, and cannot accept that the only love still has flaws.But maybe because Xie Baijing came back, he could face it calmly, not all feelings can be perfect.A person's sincerity is precious, and it is a blessing in three lives to be able to see eight or nine out of ten.

He no longer needs to rely on some unique oaths and superficial dialogue that pretends to be touching to act out a drama.He just wants to protect what he has now, without doubting his sincerity at any moment.

Xie Baijing, however, seemed displeased with his relief, and solemnly repeated: "He loves you very much. Ke Jiang, I love you very much too. You are worthy of love."

Ke Jiang's eyes were full of smiles, he didn't answer "I love you too", he just said: "Bai Jing, go back to the car and have a look, I seem to have left something behind."

"what?"

"Go and have a look," Ke Jiang said, "I have to save myself some face. You go and get it, and then give it to me."

Xie Baijing got up reluctantly. He only put on a sweater and jeans. Although Ke Jiang's request was so true and unreasonable that he was confused, he still hurried out.He stood in the elevator, his fingers tapping the handrail impatiently.The elevator door opened, he strode towards the parking space, unlocked the key, pulled open the rear door, and suddenly stopped.

On the seat of the rear seat, there was a small black velvet box randomly placed.

Xie Baijing guessed something, his fingers were trembling, he picked up the box, and opened it two or three times, a pair of rings lay quietly inside.

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Both Xiao Ke and Xiao Xie have gradually learned how to love each other.

It's a story with a lot of flaws, like both of them, it's not perfect, but I did my best.Thank you for reading here, see you soon.

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