accidentally lost love

The night is hazy, and what is hazy is not only the line of sight, but also the veiled heart.

After returning to Chu Yunfei's residence from the hotel, Chen Haonan sat on the sofa all the time, not saying a word, crying, making noise, moving or asking, and even his expression didn't change. This kind of Chen Haonan made Chu Yunfei worry, and even more so. Let him be overwhelmed.He didn't know how to comfort Chen Haonan's scarred heart, and he didn't know how to make his heart riddled with holes no longer hurt.He knows that time will not turn back, but if possible, he is willing to use everything he has in exchange for Chen Haonan's smile.

Chu Yunfei gently sat next to Chen Haonan, took his hand carefully, held it in his palm, and said softly: "You haven't eaten all day, your meal is ready, why don't you eat something!"

Chen Haonan turned his head and looked directly at Chu Yunfei for a long time before saying expressionlessly: "Chu Yunfei, let's have sex!"

This sentence once appeared in Chu Yunfei's dream, and more than once, but now when he really heard this sentence with his own ears, he hesitated and felt distressed!

He wasn't sure whether Chen Haonan was a little delirious because of the blow he had suffered, or because he was too depressed and wanted to vent, or some other reason, but just because Chen Haonan's injury was not healed, Chu Yunfei didn't dare to touch him To be precise, he was reluctant to touch him, even if he kept thinking about it, thinking about it terribly.

Chu Yunfei looked at him uncertainly: "Haonan, I know you are sad now, but you..."

Chen Haonan became a little impatient: "What are you! Do you want to do it? If you don't do it, I'll find someone else!"

Chu Yunfei was angry: "How dare you!"

This sentence obviously stimulated Chu Yunfei, the current Chen Haonan is too abnormal, he is afraid, afraid that Chen Haonan can really say it, so he can do it.He hates everyone who touches Chen Haonan, especially now, even normal contact is not acceptable.

Already hungry and thirsty, he rushed towards Chen Haonan like a wolf like a tiger, and eagerly kissed the pink lips that he had missed for a long time.Just like dry firewood met with fire, gnawed, ravaged, violently turbulent like a gust of wind, hearty like a rainstorm, the two stripped off each other's clothes in twos and threes, and soon became entangled nakedly.

Chu Yunfei kissed every inch of Chen Haonan's skin, leaving traces of love on him.However, when Chu Yunfei stretched his fingers towards Chen Haonan's back, Chen Haonan suddenly trembled, and then a cool liquid flowed down his cheeks.

He is still afraid!Chu Yunfei hurriedly stopped his original movements, and while frantically wiping his tears, he comforted him with distress: "Haonan, don't cry! If you don't want to do it, we won't do it! Don't cry, You cried until my heart broke!"

Feeling the heat against him, Chen Haonan felt a little guilty: "I'm sorry..."

Chu Yunfei hugged him tightly, pulled the quilt next to him, and covered the overlapping bodies of the two: "Don't say sorry, it's me who should say sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Chu Yunfei lightly pressed his forehead against Chen Haonan's forehead, and lightly pressed the tip of his nose against Chen Haonan's nose, slowly grinding together: "Everything is my fault! I failed to handle it well and failed to protect you! If it wasn't for Me and you would not have been hurt so much! Without me, you might be going to school happily and living a peaceful life like everyone else. You may have a little trouble occasionally, but when the wind blows, you will pass It's all my fault, I'm too selfish and domineering, but I just can't let you go, what to do, what to do..."

There were lust, remorse, guilt, and distress in the hoarse voice, Chen Haonan shook his head violently, crying so hard that he couldn't speak.

Once, he heard a radio broadcast, the female anchor said that when he was tired, he would replace everything with silence, and I would not ask or mention it.When I'm sad, I just keep walking alone, I won't cry or laugh.Because I know that every road is so difficult to walk...

Now, he somewhat understood the meaning of this sentence, but he really didn't want to be alone.

He always thought that love was very simple.Either I love you, you love me, or I love you, and you don't love me. It's more complicated, but it's just that I love you, you love him, he loves him, and he loves me... When you love each other, you love each other. Stay together, unrequited love, either stick to it, or let go...

It turns out that love can also be so complicated.Ye Xiaoting, a person who once shook in his life opened many windows for him, but closed the only door.

After a long time, when Chen Haonan had cried enough and calmed down his mood, he pushed Chu Yunfei who was lying on his body and hugged him tightly, and said softly, "Hey! Get up!"

For a long time, Chu Yunfei remained motionless and unresponsive, and Chen Haonan gently pushed him again: "Hey, get up quickly!"

After a long time, Chu Yunfei still didn't move, but tightened his arms.Chen Haonan knew that he hadn't slept yet, so he became a little impatient: "Hey, don't pretend to be dead! Your thing keeps pushing against me, I feel uncomfortable, get up quickly!"

Chu Yunfei finally moved, but he only moved his hard and hot thing from Chen Haonan's thigh to between his legs.Chen Haonan became angry: "Don't take the opportunity to be a hooligan! Get out of me!"

Chu Yunfei rubbed against his neck, his low voice was full of suppressed lust: "No! You seduced me first!"

Chen Haonan was angry: "Didn't you say that if I don't want to do it, I won't do it?!"

Chu Yunfei began to cheat: "I didn't do it! Didn't I just stay there all the time?! Which eye of yours saw me do it?! Or, do you want me to do something?!"

"You, you mess around!"

"I'm still making trouble for no reason!"

"You are shameless!"

"I'm still a rascal!"

"you……"

Seeing that Chen Haonan was really angry, Chu Yunfei had no choice but to make a soft voice, coaxing: "Okay, okay! I won't do anything, just let me hug you for a while, okay! I'm so tired!"

Hearing Chu Yunfei's tired voice, Chen Haonan felt a little distressed, so he didn't struggle anymore, and let him hug him naked.

After half an hour...

"Hey, you, have you hugged enough! You can get off me!"

"Hold for a while, it will be fine in a while!"

After an hour...

"Didn't you talk for a while? You can come down now!"

"Hold for a while, just for a while, just for a while!"

After an hour and a half...

"You are finished!"

"It's not over! Be good! Let me hug you for a while!"

"You are fooling!"

"Shh, don't make noise..."

two hours later...

The room reminded of the quiet sound of sleeping, warm and peaceful.