accidentally lost love

Looking at Chu Yunfei's look full of anticipation, he looked like a little Jingba waiting for his master to touch him.Unexpectedly, Chu Yunfei, who has always been tough and domineering, has this side. Chen Haonan couldn't help but find it funny, so he asked instead: "What do you think?!"

Seeing that Chen Haonan was trying to whet his appetite, Chu Yunfei hurriedly said like a child cheating: "Of course it counts! You said that you would marry me when you grow up! You also said that you would like me for the rest of your life, and only If you can like me alone, you still have to stay with me for the rest of your life, and you can't leave! We've checked each other, you can't count your words..."

Chen Haonan just listened halfway, the corners of his eyes began to twitch uncontrollably, his face was gloomy, it could really arouse the old rheumatism in the kneecap.Looking at Chu Yunfei's serious expression, it was as if Chen Haonan would die for Chen Haonan if he didn't take responsibility for him, so Chen Haonan almost fell on the spot.

How old is this man!Well, Chen Haonan remembered the matter of saving Chu Yunfei back then, but in the end, he still didn't remember the agreement between the two of them back then.

Although Chen Haonan was a bit innocent, he was not stupid. The two had fought so many times, and every time Chu Yunfei got mad, it was all because Chen Haonan wanted to distance himself from him.Chu Yunfei was like an insecure child, as if he was very afraid of losing Chen Haonan.After carefully analyzing Chu Yunfei's words and deeds, and even every look in his memory, Chen Haonan made a bold assumption—maybe, he made some promise unintentionally when he was young and ignorant, and it was this promise that affected Chu Yunfei. His whole life also led to his behavior towards himself.

Unexpectedly, it was really shit luck, and the blind cat bumped into the dead mouse, right.However, did he really say such a thing? !Just standing by and listening to such disgusting words, Chen Haonan already had goosebumps all over the floor, let alone letting him speak.If Chu Yunfei didn't lie, then he must have been lied to when he was a child.

Yes, it must be so!He was only a little older at that time, besides playing in the mud, eating, drinking and crying, what else did he know? !How could he know how to say such nasty things? !It must have been Chu Yunfei who coaxed him into saying this by taking advantage of his youth and ignorance, even intimidating and seducing him.

Thinking of this, Chen Haonan couldn't help holding his breath a little, so he spouted out eloquently like scolding a student who made a mistake: "What are you talking about! I was only a little older at that time! Still pulling hooks, are you sour? Also, have you ever studied law? A kid under the age of ten is a person with no capacity for action. Don’t say a word, even if I kill people, you don’t have to be responsible, do you know?! Besides, I was like that at the time Just say it casually, you really take it seriously!"

"Just say it casually?!" With that sad expression again, Chen Haonan couldn't help feeling a little stuffy in his chest.He really would rather Chu Yunfei argue with him, quarrel with him, or even scold him, but don't look at him with such a sad expression and say helpless grievances.

Chen Haonan really empathized with Chu Yunfei's mood at this moment!Maybe it's a bit vulgar to express empathy.Chen Haonan had a crush on Li Zicheng for 12 years, and Chu Yunfei also waited silently for Chen Haonan for 14 years.At least Chen Haonan can still see Li Zicheng every day, feel Li Zicheng's aura, and enjoy his silent care for him. As for Chu Yunfei, if all this is true, then Chen Haonan is really hard to come by. Imagine how Chu Yunfei survived...

It was just for an unreliable kid, for a promise with no future in sight, he had waited silently for so long.Can't feel the other party's temperature, can't even hear the other party's voice, can only hide in the corner where the other party can't see and silently look at the other party's figure, what kind of mood is that!

He knew what kind of torment that hopeless waiting was, and this kind of experience was really too profound.

Chen Haonan didn't know how to express his feelings, he couldn't even say a word of comfort or apology, there were too many things stuck in his throat and he couldn't get them out.

The two of them were silent for a long time before Chen Haonan quietly said: "Let's forget about the past! I'm really sorry for making you wait so long! But you too... you too... we're even. So...so ..."

Forget about the past, is it possible? !However, Chu Yunfei has already decided not to hurt Chen Haonan anymore, so if letting go of the past can make Chen Haonan live a relaxed and happy life, then let the past go!

Chu Yunfei smiled, and wanted to stretch out his hand to rub Chen Haonan's head, but he pressed it down forcefully, and just said lightly: "Don't say 'I'm sorry' to me, never! If you want that, then so be it! I know it might be difficult for you now if we start with friends, so let's start with strangers!"

Chen Haonan was taken aback!He thought that Chu Yunfei would stalk and play tricks, but he didn't expect him to agree so readily.While Chen Haonan was grateful for Chu Yunfei's thoughtfulness, he also felt a little inexplicably lost.

However, before Chen Haonan had time to express his emotions, a white and beautiful hand appeared in front of his eyes. Chen Haonan stared at that hand for a long time before he could react, so he looked at Chu Yunfei with a puzzled expression.

Looking at his silly and cute appearance, Chu Yunfei couldn't help but joked: "Why are you standing there! No one stipulates that strangers cannot know each other! Hello, my name is Chu Yunfei! Please give me your advice!"

Seeing Chu Yunfei holding a serious posture while winking at him mischievously, Chen Haonan couldn't help turning his head and smiling, then turned around, coughed twice, and then lightly grasped the long-awaited bird Hand: "Chen Haonan! Give me a lot of advice!"

Then, the two of them laughed at the same time, the clear laughter fluttering in the wind, so beautiful, so long.

☆, end

When I woke up, it was already ten o'clock.Stuck in bed for a long time: continue to sleep, get up to eat, continue to sleep, get up to eat... In the end, my stomach was better, and I decided to fill him up.

I don't have any big hobbies in my life, I just like eating food!The cabinet dedicated to storing snacks has never been empty. Whenever I complained heartlessly to my bad friends that the poor would drink the northwest wind, the bad friends would look at me with contempt : You are poor, but you are also poor!However, it is said that Feng Shui takes turns, which is true!When the bad friends were hungry and too lazy to go out, they all ran to me to rummage through the boxes!Every time I crossed my legs and looked down at them like the old lady Cixi, I muttered in my heart: Xiao Mian, don’t you despise me? !Don't come here to find food!But I dare not say it out, I will have to rely on them if I have nothing to eat in the future!

When I have nothing to do, I always like to lie on the bed with a bag of snacks in my arms, eat something while watching TV, sad or happy.Whenever I burped and rubbed my bulging stomach, I couldn't help feeling: This girl eats so well, it's so round and rich!

I was sitting in front of the computer in my pajamas, drinking oatmeal, nibbling on a piece of bread, staring blankly at the screen with a sloppy look on my face.It is a conditioned reflex to turn on the computer as soon as you open your eyes, but what to do after turning it on is really confusing.

What are you doing? !Those things sprung up like mushrooms after a spring rain, one crop after another, so many people were overwhelmed!But I am the type who can sit and never stand, and who can lay down and die without sitting, how can I be lazy!It's hard to celebrate the festival, it's really rare for me not to fall asleep in bed, work, stay where you should stay!

It suddenly occurred to me that this novel was written on National Day last year, and it’s National Day again tomorrow. If I haven’t finished a volume, I’m going to be so slow, haha... I’m really sorry for the audience!

Ever since, when I had eaten and watched enough TV, I began to crackle and start coding.

When I was young, I thought: When I grow up, I will become a doctor instead of a teacher.

What an awesome teacher!He treats himself like Lafayette every day, saying Nao Ye with just one mouthful!When I was in class, I stood on the podium and stared at the little kids below, spit and spittle flying around for a while; when the class bell rang, I kicked a small goose step and came down with my head held high; when I went out, there were students from time to time Nodding and bowing to say hello to myself, that feeling of superiority is so cool!If you are lucky, you can also train a national leader by the way, how arrogant!When I meet any disobedient student, I slap him up and call you brat to challenge me!Even if it is stipulated that corporal punishment is not allowed, I can crush you to death with homework alone!Let me see who dares to refuse!

If being a teacher is tiring, then I can become a doctor!What is a doctor?That's an angel!Do angels know?It's the one with a small sparkling circle on its head and two little white wings on its back!Occasionally, I flapped my little wings twice with a huff, and then I flew up into the sky, like following the wind, how majestic!Whoever has a headache, I can solve it with a swipe of my pen, even if it is a person who has a fierce fight with Hades at the gate of hell, I have to come back obediently once I get an injection!That feeling, how proud!Adults have frightened me since I was a child: If you are disobedient again, I will ask someone to give you an injection!Xiao Mian, now that I am a doctor, I will prick anyone who dares to offend me with a needle!I'm already an angel, I don't believe that I can't kill you!

╮(╯▽╰)╭ Now that I am old, I realize how naive my original thoughts were!

Teacher, is it so easy to be a teacher?Not to mention that being a teacher requires a lot of economics, just preparing lessons can be exhausting!After class every day, I was so tired that I felt as if I had been skinned and boned, and I lay down on the bed, breathing out but not breathing in!There are also the horrible occupational diseases, chronic pharyngitis, varicose veins, and the diseases of the cervical and lumbar spine, and some of them may be mentally exhausted... You say that I am mentally exhausted, how can I still think about destroying the motherland? the flowers!If I'm unlucky, if I run into a little guy who can cause trouble again, I won't take care of him later, and if he kills me with anger again, I'll be indebted!

And that doctor, is it so easy to be a doctor!Just the smell of the potion that kills people is enough to suffocate you!If you are accidentally assigned to the surgery department and face bloody intestines and stomachs every day, how miserable and bleak your life will be!In the future, once the leader rises up, let me take a knife and slash and slash someone's body to perform major surgery, how terrifying it would be!It's okay if we're nervous, if we accidentally cut off a cecum organ for someone else, or pull that pliers and knife into someone's stomach, that would be a crime!It’s fine if my reputation is ruined, and if I’m accused of murder later, throw me in that little dark room, and lock me up for more than 20 or [-] years, what a tragedy my life will be!Just thinking about it makes me feel sick!

Without the naive ideals I had at the beginning, I even lost my direction.Every day I see everyone crowding around like grandchildren in order to have enough food and clothing, and I feel stomach ache.Ever since, I started squandering my youth like a billionaire.

However, I also want to survive!We are a little bumpkin from the countryside, we have no money, no power, our mouth is like a rusty axle, and we can't utter a word for a long time, even if we want to sell our looks, but our looks, I feel that Happy!A pair of small watery eyes, a big shiny nose, paired with plump and plump banana lips, plus a little misplaced combination, heh!This girl is long, so classic!When I went from spicy to spicy, the pimples on my face popped up, looking like lychees, so youthful!I was puzzled, you said our appearance when we were young, we can still be regarded as an idol child star, why did we lose our shape when we grew up!

have to!Now I am even more confused!

Sometimes life is so boring that I just want to die!Once it's done, it's still quiet!But after thinking about it, if I die, then the little old man and the little old lady of my family will have to strangle me and drag me back from the Palace of Hades!Just thinking about it makes my neck hurt!So, I decisively dismissed the idea.In fact, thinking about it, even if I really die, the earth should turn around or turn around, everyone should laugh or laugh, and no one will even remember that I have been here, so how unfulfilling I am in this life!It's better to live and continue to harm this society!

Since life is boring, I'll just create some fantasies to deceive myself!So, I started crackling gibberish!However, I found that I was really unreliable. After writing for an hour, I began to feel uncomfortable all over, as if what I was sitting on was not a stool, but a needle board!

Later, I also figured it out, it is not easy for a human being to live, so why do you have to make things difficult for yourself? !So, I decided: while I am still alive, I will cry loudly when I want to cry, and laugh loudly when I want to laugh; Sleeping like hell; when I want to write, I will write for a while, and when I don't want to write, I will continue to squander my youth...

Uh... It seems a bit irresponsible to say so, but Ben is a heartless person!

You see, I started to procrastinate when I was doing business, and babbled endlessly when I talked about nonsense, so I almost forgot the business!This article is divided into three volumes: the first volume - meeting; the second volume - getting along; the third volume - staying together.This is the end of the first volume. Thank you for accepting me as an irresponsible little author with a broad mind like the sea. Don’t care about me and follow me until now!There are two volumes left, and readers with enough patience and nerves are welcome to continue to step on it!