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Yi Lin didn't even know how he got out of the apartment, he just wanted to get out of here quickly.Get out of this breathless place.

Walking aimlessly on the street, he found that no matter where he went, the image of the teacher in his mind would never go away.The traces on his body, his last cold tone, mixed with the tenderness of the past, echoed repeatedly.

Yi Lin subconsciously covered his chest, this was the first time, the first time he really felt heartache.It hurts, it hurts!

Unable to bear the uncontrollable memories at this moment, Yi Lin took a taxi directly to the bar.After getting in the car, Yi Lin immediately dialed Ray's cell phone.

"Hey, idol! Remember me?" Ray, a night owl, answered the phone energetically.

"I'm on my way to Kinx! Come here quickly."

Ah Ray was really surprised to receive this call, he could hear that Yi Lin's tone was not right.Since entering the circle, Yi Lin doesn't like going to bars very much.Not to mention the bar, in the past year, I have been able to stay at home as long as I can. Except for my birthday, I haven't seen him for a long time.This time it was so abnormal, I don't know what happened.

The heavy metal music in the bar made the floor vibrate and hit the heart deafeningly.It is really troublesome to find someone in the bar, but it is really convenient to find Yi Lin.

He drank wine alone in the booth, and there were many people standing around the booth.They all took pictures with their mobile phones, just like taking pictures of rare animals.

Ah Ray sat down beside Yi Lin under the envious eyes of others.He looked at Yi Lin, who had drunk a third of a bottle of Black Fang.Hastily stopped the wine glass he continued to put into his mouth, and shouted next to his ear:

"What happened?"

"It's nothing, just want to get high! Call your friends, and I'll pay for it tonight." Yi Lin roared back with a smile.

"Hey, do you want to change the box? It's too eye-catching for you to sit here!" Ah Ray looked around and said.

"What are you afraid of! Can't I come to the bar when I'm resting! Call quickly!" Saying this, Yi Lin took another sip of his wine.

Seeing that he couldn't stop him, Ray had no choice but to start calling.I found a few friends who had a good time and good conduct and came to the bar.There are only several kinds of games in bars, and the king game is the most played by men and women.

Yi Lin drew the king in the first round. He took a sip of wine and said:

"No. 3 and No. 7 safe kiss."

As soon as Yi Lin said this, Ah Ray quietly paid attention to the reactions of the girls around him.They were all happy, and Yi Lin had such a big scale when he opened his mouth, and he himself was very likely to be 3 or 7.If you get a kiss with him, even if it's a safe kiss, you can be infatuated for half a year.

After speaking, Yi Lin turned over the last hole card, which was the 7 of spades.The girls screamed, and Yi Lin took the cards, looked over one by one, and said with a smile:

"Who is 3?"

The girl who was sitting in Yi Lin's second position from the left raised her hand blushingly, and opened the 3 of Spades in her hand for everyone to see.After finding another person who was being punished, Yi Lin got up and pressed the girl's shoulder, then put his 7 of spades on her lips, and kissed her directly.

The atmosphere in the audience instantly turned high, and the subsequent punishments were almost very ambiguous.Yi Lin did not refuse anyone who came, and had a good time.It wasn't until four or five o'clock that Ah Ray dragged the drunk Yi Lin out of the bar.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Yi Lin walked out of the bar, a large group of reporters were guarding the door. As soon as Yi Lin walked out of the bar, the flash almost blinded Ah Ray's eyes.

He immediately stretched out his hand to cover the camera for Yi Lin, wanting to quickly drag him to the taxi parked beside him.But who made Yi Lin even walk unsteadily now, and Ah Ray couldn't walk fast when he pulled him.The photos taken by the reporter are so clear that they can be sold as portraits.

Richard, who was far away on the set, was woken up by Shi Lin's phone call at six o'clock.Let him take care of Yi Lin and take care of the aftermath.

Richard quickly went online, only to find out that the news titled "Popular Artist Nick Bar High Turned King" had occupied the headlines of all websites early in the morning.The large-scale games that Yi Lin played with the girls and the photos of Yi Lin coming out of the bar in the morning are clearly exposed.

Seeing such news, the stone in Richard's heart finally fell to the ground.I thought it was Yi Lin and Yu Qing's affair that was exposed, but I didn't expect it to be just such a scandal.

Richard's premonition told himself that something must have happened between them.It is absolutely impossible for Yi Lin to rush to work for three days in order to go back to clubbing.No matter what the reason is, in short, this matter is a good thing for the time being!

A few days of all night and a hangover gave Yi Lin, who only woke up in the afternoon, a terrible headache.But when his mind cleared up, a terrible idea emerged from Yi Lin's heart.

I lost my teacher!

The severe headache kept coming, and the memory of last night made it almost impossible for him to breathe.

Yi Lin looked around, he hadn't lived here for more than a year.When I lived here last time, I just met the teacher.Yi Lin suddenly felt that it was like a dream and woke up.

He lost Yu Qing, and he suffered a crushing defeat.

Get up and walk out of the room, Ah Ray is not in the apartment.Yi Lin picked up the cigarette case on the table, lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath.

This is not the first time Yi Lin has smoked, but it is the first time he has experienced the pleasure of smoking.He took a deep drag on the cigarette, and then watched the smoke come out of his mouth.At least at this moment, you don't have to think about anything, just stare at the thick smoke curling up in a daze.

Yi Lin sat on the sofa and smoked most of a pack of cigarettes.When Ah Ray opened the door and came back, he felt like he saw a ghost.Yi Lin was smoking a cigarette decadently, but there was no trace of the usual morning sun.

Putting down his things, Ah Ray sat beside Yi Lin and asked:

"What happened, you scared me!"

Yi Lin snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and said, "Where are you going to get high tonight?"

"Why are you high and not high!" Ah Ray was almost irritated by Yi Lin's uncharacteristic reaction, "Why are you so nervous?"

"If I don't go, I'll go by myself," Yi Lin said.

"All right, I'll accompany you! I'll accompany you!"

At this time, Ah Ray probably guessed the general reason. He probably had a problem with his relationship because his career was so popular.

"Go brush your teeth and wash your face, I bought you lunch."

Just a day ago, the two people who were more than 1000 kilometers apart had no grievances at all.It's only 12 hours, but there is an insurmountable gap between each other in the same city.

Is this what you mean by impermanence?

Yu Qing, who suffered from insomnia all night, was handling business at the communication company.

It wasn't until the morning that he realized that he had lost his mobile phone. As for where it was lost, Yu Qing couldn't remember at all.After buying the same mobile phone again, Yu Qing went to the communication company to reapply for a phone card.

He was as calm as if nothing had happened, but really, it was just as if.

"Sir? Did you hear me?"

The lady who handled the business looked at Yu Qing who was a little absent-minded and said.

"Cough, cough...Excuse me, what did you say?" Yu Qing came back to her senses and asked.

"Please show your ID card, and I will reissue the phone card for you."

"Oh, good." Yu Qing took out the ID card from the wallet and handed it out.

"Okay, sir's identity is confirmed correctly. Now I will help you reissue a phone card, please sign here."

As he said that, the salesman skilfully printed out a contract for Yu Qing.

Yu Qing picked up the pen, but her hand, which was about to sign, paused.looked up and said:

"Please cancel this card for me, and I will apply for a new one."

"Do you want to cancel?" The salesman confirmed with some surprise, "After canceling, you can't apply for this account again."

"Well, log out." Yu Qing said lightly.

"Okay, this is for you. You wait a moment."

After Yu Qing changed the number, she only told Yu Fei and her parents.Yu Qing suddenly discovered that there are really only a handful of people she cares about.

Since when?

I am used to being alone, and even like being alone.

Looking at himself in the mirror, his pale face was in stark contrast to the red mark on his neck.He suddenly understood what Yi Lin said last night, his distrust was not unreasonable.

Yi Lin's number was no longer in the phone, but Yu Qing remembered his number clearly.After pressing the eleven-digit phone number, Yu Qing's hand froze when she was about to touch the call button.

Yu Qing was suddenly very frightened, even if they got through this time safely, what about the future?

The sleepless night last night made Yu Qing think a lot, and those memories that were once the warmest have become thorns in her heart.The warmer it is, the more heart-wrenching it is.

During this period of time, there were too many unstable factors breeding in Yu Qing's heart.Yi Lin's youth and the pressure of public opinion are unavoidable problems.The love between them has never been as simple as love.

If we still separate from each other in the end, if we start all over again, we just repeat the same mistakes...

If that is the final result, Yu Qing would rather refuse to start again.

All of Yu Qing's trust in love was destroyed by Tan Zhuo and almost disappeared in ten years.Yu Qing wanted to keep the last ones for herself.

He is still so young, he will forget about this relationship after a while.He's going to have a good life, living the life he deserves.Have a happy love that is blessed by the world.

And this last trust in love is the only thing Yu Qing can hold on to tightly.

There was a kind of liquid that blinded Yu Qing's eyes uncontrollably, making him unable to see clearly the numbers that he had deleted one by one on the screen.The severe cough made Yu Qing bow down, and she could only support her body by leaning on the sink.

Yi Lin, if you forget that I love you, I will remember.

Richard rushed back to Hong Kong the next day, and after knowing that Yi Lin had gone back to his apartment, Richard chose not to meet him for the time being.

Richard allowed Yi Lin to be high in the nightclub for 4 days, but then all the photos were blocked by Richard except for a very small range of circulation.Far water cannot save near fire in the mainland, but scandals of this level in Hong Kong City are really not a big deal to Richard.

It wasn't until the day before Yi Lin flew back to the set that Richard called Yi Lin.He said that he was working in Hong Kong City and would fly back to the mainland with him.

Although he had seen high-definition photos taken from paparazzi, Richard was still a little surprised when he saw Yi Lin with his own eyes.

But in four days, his whole person changed.There are obvious dark circles under the dull eyes and the smell of cigarettes.It was very different from his healthy and sunny appearance in the past, which made it difficult to accept for a while.

Only Richard asked him to wear a large toad mirror to cover up his haggardness a little, so as not to make people feel that the photos that flowed out were too different from the screen.

After arriving at the hotel, Richard told Yi Lin to take a good rest and left the room.

In fact, it is not very troublesome to solve such things as emotional injuries.

If you haven't forgotten someone, it's nothing more than the time is not long enough, or the new love is not good enough.What can be difficult?

I just hope that it doesn't affect his recent work too much. He will start filming tomorrow. I don't know if he will always be distracted on the set.

But to Richard's surprise, Yi Lin arrived on the set the next day except for dark circles under his eyes.The mental state of the whole person is very good, even better than before.

The makeup artist applied makeup to Yi Lin, and Yi Lin complained that his skin had deteriorated recently, so he needed to put on more powder.He also smiled and talked about the interesting things that happened in the bar, and he couldn't see the decadent state of yesterday at all.

In the busy studio, he worked energetically.Even after the director yelled cut, he even asked for more shots. The condition was so good that Richard couldn't understand it.

When it was finally time for lunch break, Yi Lin touched the phone in his pocket almost subconsciously.Then those eyes full of brilliance suddenly became lonely, and the whole person froze there.

No matter how strong the camouflage is, at this moment, it is easily shattered by the subconscious habit.

He forgot, forgot that no one was waiting for his call.

His disguise, Richard knew.When Yi Lin started to avoid someone, he would make himself as busy as a spinning top.Working non-stop, he was afraid that he would think of Yu Qing as soon as he stopped, but the more he didn't want to think of it, the more he couldn't help missing it.

So, after work.Yi Lin asked Richard to arrange various parties.Whether singing K or clubbing, almost every time I was helped back to the hotel by Richard from the outside.

Only in this way can he fall asleep, only in this way can he temporarily forget.

Huo Yao has noticed Yi Lin's anomalies these past few days.The person who advised him to smoke less suddenly started smoking himself. In Huo Yao's eyes, Yi Lin, who was seen as high-spirited, was trying to hide his decadence.

"Where are you going at night?" Huo Yao asked.

"Let's sing K! Brothers together?" Yi Lin touched a pack of cigarettes from his seat, lit one for Huo Yao, and smoked himself.Said, "It seems that I haven't gone to karaoke with my senior brother yet!"

"Okay." Huo Yao nodded.

Yi Lin was very happy to hear that Huo Yao would go, and said that he would see you tonight.

The girls who played with Yi Lin these days were all called by Richard from Hong Kong City. He secretly wanted to introduce Yi Lin to him before, but he refused even to meet her.This time is a rare opportunity, and Richard will naturally not let go of the opportunity.

When Huo Yao opened the door of the KTV box, Yi Lin was kissing a girl.The girl hooked Yi Lin's neck on tiptoe, and stuck her whole body on it.And Yi Lin also kissed back without hesitation.The girls on the side were coaxing and watching them kiss passionately.

Huo Yao walked in and pulled Yi Lin over.In everyone's astonishment, he punched him.Yi Lin's suppressed emotions these days were almost reaching a critical point, and Huo Yao's sudden slap made him furious.Without saying a word, he punched back.

Soon someone in the crowd recognized Huo Yao, others were fine, but Huo Yao and Yi Lin would dare to fight against each other.A few interesting girls dragged everyone out of the KTV.There were only two fighting men left in the private room.

Yi Lin's figure is stronger than Huo Yao's, but he really can't beat Huo Yao in a fight.Huo Yao's kung fu movies in recent years are not for nothing. Huo Yao pushed Yi Lin, who smelled of alcohol, onto the sofa, picked up ice water from the table and poured it on his head.

"Look at what you look like now!" Huo Yao scolded.

The bucket of ice water made Yi Lin wake up instantly. He looked up at Huo Yao and said:

"Brother, I lost him."

All the pretense collapsed at this moment, and Yi Lin's whole body seemed to have been polished, lifeless.Ice water dripped from his wet hair like an abandoned puppy.Regardless of the fact that the sofa was covered with the ice water he had just splashed, Huo Yao walked over to Yi Lin and sat down.said:

"If you like it, go and chase it back."

"I thought I wouldn't call him again. But it turns out that really liking someone will make you put down face and everything. As long as he says sorry, I can pretend that I don't care about anything. But guess what, the result is What?"

Yi Lin smiled wryly, looked at Huo Yao and said to himself:

"It's an empty number...that's the only way I can contact him."

Yi Lin looked at it and sighed, then continued:

"Brother, I can't let myself stop. As soon as the surroundings are quiet, I feel like I can't help thinking about him. That feeling is as uncomfortable as dying."

"If you can't forget it, then continue to miss it. If you can control the emotional matter, then it's not called emotional." Huo Yao said.

"Brother, am I useless?"

Just as Huo Yao put the cigarette into his mouth, he accidentally pulled the corner of his mouth which was broken by Yi Lin's punch.There was a "hiss" in pain.Touching the corner of the blood-stained mouth, Huo Yao said:

"It's useless, you're ruthless enough!"

Huo Yao's words made both of them laugh.Yi Lin took Huo Yao's puff of cigarette, put it in his mouth and smoked it.After a long time, I said a word:

"Brother, thank you."