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Yi Lin walked out of the detention center with a heavy heart.

He could feel her remorse from the girl's last cry.But it was too late.Regardless of whether the teacher and I forgive her, she cannot escape legal sanctions after all.

The age of twenty is the beginning of life, and Yi Lin doesn't know how much impact this will have on a girl's life.He only hoped that the girl could give herself a relief in the end.

But let go of the obsession in your heart and let go of yourself.It's never too late to start over.

It was past eleven o'clock when Yi Lin drove back to the hospital.

The paparazzi couldn't make any breakthrough with Yi Lin, so they tried every means to dig some news from the medical workers.No one dares to take pictures, but some people will do it for the sake of money if they provide some information anonymously.

The doctors and nurses in the hospital are already very familiar with Yi Lin, and they are used to him coming to the hospital every day no matter how late.Most of the time, they leave the next morning.

The ward where Yu Qing lived was single, and the nurse saw that Yi Lin hadn't left very late the first day, so she suggested whether to add an extra bed to stay with her overnight.But Yi Lin shook his head and said no.The nurse thought he would leave in a while, but in the early morning of the next day, she saw Yi Lin sleeping lying on the side of the hospital bed through the glass of the room.

He is tall, and he feels uncomfortable when he sleeps on his stomach.But he just lay there all night, holding Yu Qing's hand like that until dawn.In the next few days, as long as he stayed with Yu Qing at night in the hospital, he would always accompany Yu Qing like this.

After this detail was exposed on the Internet, it attracted great attention.

There are those who are so cute that they become rotten, there are those who swear to support this pair of CPs, and there are also those who start writing fanfiction.Of course, there are also people who feel that it is a hype when they see it, and they are too disgusted to look directly at it.

Although they didn't say a word, magazines and the Internet basically serialized their stories every day.People's voyeuristic desire is stimulated like never before at this moment.

Because love is always considered to have a reason, Yu Qing's past has also been dug out thoroughly.Everyone wants to know what kind of charm Yu Qing wants to make a popular idol so infatuated.Even Tan Zhuo has almost become a popular search, and everything about Yu Qing has been infinitely magnified.

Yi Lin didn't bother to pay attention to these things, he had long been used to the violence of public opinion.But this time he knew the truth about Yu Qing's accident, which moved him extremely.Because of this, Yu Qing was really hurt and put him in danger.

On the way back from the car, Yi Lin kept thinking about a problem.He suddenly discovered that the safety he wanted to give him had never been achieved.

If she were an ordinary person, Yu Qing would no longer be pushed to the forefront of public opinion, and would not receive such intimidation and threats.Everything that you don't want to happen will never happen.

Maybe, we should give up...

Give up everything you have now, give up the hard accumulation and dedication in the past few years.

Go back to England with him, or go to Canada.

In short, leave this right and wrong place and go anywhere.

This kind of thinking makes Yi Lin feel very complicated. It is a lie to say that he really has no regrets about the entertainment industry.

It is said that the siege of the city means that those inside the circle want to get in, and those outside the circle want to get out.

But it's different in this entertainment industry. I don't know how many people try their best to jump into the dyeing vat every year, but not necessarily anyone is really willing to come out.Even if his face is beyond recognition, he can't bear to part with this "cage".

In the final analysis, I just can't let go of the feeling of being surrounded by stars, the temptation of fame and fortune.

How old is Yi Lin?Even if he is more open-minded than ordinary people, he is not so free and easy.And for him, there is another reason that is difficult to give up, that is Richard.

The one who thought of himself from beginning to end, the one he could completely trust.

Richard's career was tied to his own.Yi Lin can kill his dreams, but it is really difficult for him to say no to Richard, telling him that everything will come to an abrupt end, and everything will be for naught.

But Yu Qing's accident made Yi Lin terrified, really terrified.

This made Yi Lin realize once again what is most important to him.Compared with Yu Qing, he really can let go of everything.

Contradictions and hesitation filled Yi Lin's brain, and he didn't know what was right.Like a person lost in the fog, confused and at a loss.

After thinking about it, he had already reached the door of the ward.Yi Lin slowed down his thoughts and gently opened the door.

The headlights in the ward had been turned off, and the bedside lamp was emitting a yellowish light.All the books in his hands had fallen on him, and Yi Lin was a little surprised that he fell asleep with his pillow.

He is a light sleeper, and he is unlikely to sleep soundly leaning against the head of the bed like this.

Yi Lin walked to the sofa beside the hospital bed and sat down, quietly looking at Yu Qing under the light.

His glasses were still resting on the bridge of his straight nose, through which one could clearly see the eyelashes curved into two gentle curves.That handsome face was shadowed by the light, making it look so thin.The lip color is also light, and there is no blood.

If there was still a little hesitation in Yi Lin's heart before, then seeing Yu Qing's appearance now.He no longer has any reason to be nostalgic.The teacher has become like this, and everything is blamed on himself.What else can't be let go, can't be cut off?

Yi Lin sat on the sofa and looked at Yu Qing for a while, then got up and wanted to take off his glasses for him.Prepare to let him lie down well, so as not to accidentally injure the fractured place when he falls asleep.

As soon as Yi Lin's hand touched Yu Qing's glasses, it was no surprise that Yu Qing frowned.

Yu Qing just woke up, a little unaccustomed to the light that was too bright.Seeing his half-closed eyes, Yi Lin turned the wall lamp around.

"Teacher, lie down and sleep. I'm afraid I'll get hurt again if I sit and sleep," Yi Lin said.

Saying that, Yi Lin helped Yu Qing to sit up straight, and then put the pillow flat.

"Have you been to the police station?" Looking at Yi Lin who was about to adjust the height of the head of the bed for herself, Yu Qing asked.

"Well, how does the teacher know?"

Yi Lin replied while laying the head of the bed flat.

"I heard from the nurse that I saw you. I asked about the time, so I guess you will meet Sir and the others." Yu Qing paused, and then said, "You know everything?"

Yi Lin adjusted the head of the bed and sat down on Yu Qing's bed.He didn't say anything, and he didn't even look at Yu Qing too much.Just nodded.Then he reached out to turn off the wall lamp.As if he was afraid that the light would reveal his emotions, he avoided it.

Yu Qing took his hand and called out, "Yi Lin..."

"Huh? What's the matter?" Yi Lin turned his head and pulled out his usual smile to make his expression look more relaxed.

"You don't have to blame yourself, and there's nothing serious about it this time."

When Yu Qing looked at Yi Lin, those clear eyes were rarely so sad.That's why Yu Qing waited for him to come back.The fear is that he blames himself too much and feels uncomfortable.

"Teacher, shall we go back to England?" Yi Lin said suddenly.

"Back to England?"

As soon as Yi Lin said this, Yu Qing guessed his decision.Not to mention that the two have been together for several years, just based on experience alone, if Yu Qing really wants to see Yi Lin's mind clearly, it has never been difficult.

"It was just a very extreme accident."

Yu Qing held Yi Lin's hand and comforted him:

"You don't have to choose between me and your career. It's not a multiple-choice question that you have to give up."

"But I don't want you to have any more risks, and I don't want to see your life being disturbed." Yi Lin touched Yu Qing's cheek and said word by word, "Yu Qing, I just want to be with you. "

Yu Qing......

Seeing him frowning and saying these two words, Yu Qing's heart suddenly slowed down.

They say that a man grows three times.

The first time was when I found myself not the center of the world.

The second time was when I discovered that no matter how hard I tried, there was still something that was powerless.

The third time was when I knew that something might be powerless, but I still tried my best to fight for it.

Growth always comes with a price of loss and heartache. Perhaps the reason why the 21-year-old Yi Lin was more mature than his peers was because he knew from a very young age that he was not the center of the world.

Yu Qing had never met Yi Lin at that time. How did he understand this truth when he lost his mother when he was ten years old.He didn't have time to give the ten-year-old a hug, but now, he wanted to give him the deepest hug.

Yu Qing hugged Yi Lin tightly in her arms, even though the wound hurt a little from pulling, but Yu Qing still hugged Yi Lin like that.

His eldest child has worked hard, and he has been working very hard.Wanting to be the best, wanting to have everything he has.But now, he is so helpless, so self-blaming and sad.

Many people's growth is stuck in this second stage.

We have learned to be realistic and to accept this helplessness.

From struggle to pain, in the end, it all tends to habit.

Then, in the disappointment again and again, he lost his vigor, and finally compromised with the world.

Yu Qing had gone through this stage when Tan Zhuo left for the second time.

Yu Qing hid herself in that hollow body, and her feelings became his backlash.But when he fell in love with Yi Lin, he saw that hope again.

I want to be with him, even if I may get hurt, even if the road ahead is lost.Yu Qing was willing to try again for him.The feeling of rekindling hope in the ashes, even if there is only a little bit of starlight, is the power that can shine for a lifetime.

The pain of the wound makes the hug feel real, a reminder of the weight of this love.

"Don't you want to be an artist?" Yu Qing asked.

Do you want to be an artist?

It's not that I don't want to... It's just that compared to Yu Qing, I am willing to give up.

Yi Lin could nod his head and say yes.But he couldn't do it, he didn't want to deceive Yu Qing.Not even once.

As if anticipating Yi Lin's reaction, Yu Qing placed the weight of her body on Yi Lin.He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.Accompanied by the lingering smell of his nose.

"What I like the most is Yi Lin who goes forward bravely and always has enthusiasm. He walked into my life and told me that I can still believe in something and look forward to something."

Yu Qing's voice is nice, clear and clean.When it rang in his ears, it touched Yi Lin's heartstrings.He uses his body and his voice to express his dependence.No scruples, no reservations, completely entrusted to Yi Lin.

Feeling the big child's body froze slightly, Yu Qing slowly let go of her arms, looked at him and said:

"Do what you want to do! It's hard, but let's work hard together, shall we?"

Yi Lin, I also want to be your hope and light.Appearing when you are most confused in life, just like you mean to me.

My big kid, I want to grow up with you.