Wannian dragon set

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"Excuse me, I have a call." The silent Yan Luo said to the people waiting for him to speak in the channel.

"Okay, Mr. Wannian, you are busy first~" Huang/Gua Peiju replied.It's a pity that the atmosphere was so good just now. "Come on, come on, Bai Kaida, you continue~"

Tang Hui returned to the computer: "Continue what?" He teased.

Perhaps because Wangqing told everyone before the scene that the matter between them had come to an end, Tang Hui felt that he didn't feel very uncomfortable, but felt that a stone had fallen.

Yan Luo was standing on the side talking on the phone with others, and his voice came into everyone's ears along with Tang Hui's chatter.

"Hey, Mom? You don't have to worry about me. How are you and Dad? I'll see this year. I'll go back when I'm free... By the way, Mom, what did you say to your teacher's wife? I already told you clearly back then. If I can change it, I won’t confess to you, mom...it’s not a disease, what do you want me to...OK, I’ll find time to go back after I hang up, um.”

After hanging up the phone, Yan Luo said to Tang Hui, "Tang Tang, I'm going out to smoke a cigarette, you tell them to come here today..."

"Brother, are you alright?"

"It's okay, I'm just a little stuffy in my heart, just blow some air, you guys play." Yan Luo picked up the cigarette case and lighter from the table, and walked towards the balcony.

Tang Hui frowned, and shouted at his back: "Senior brother, don't blow the wind, it's just good for you to be sick! Well, I'll log off first, you guys take your time~" After finishing speaking, YY immediately shut down and followed Yan Luo went to the balcony.

channel

"You guys definitely don't feel like Bai Kai is a different person."

"Do you think they are really not together?"

Then no one spoke on the microphone in the channel, and everyone chose to be silent and thought of a direction.

"Brother." Tang Hui came to the balcony, holding two cans of beer and handing him one of them. "Stop smoking, drink alcohol."

Yan Luo glanced at it and took it: "What happened today, you are very different, Tang Tang."

Tang Hui first opened the beer and took a sip: "Hehe, it's really nothing, I guessed it a long time ago." Turning the beer can in his hand, he looked outside at the dark night. "Wangqing confirmed the CP, and that little pink CV that I met not long ago."

"..." Yan Luo looked in disbelief, and then observed Tang Huiyun's calm expression: "Then are you okay?"

"It's okay. I'm not very well. There's nothing wrong with me." Tang Hui smiled.

"Tang Tang, don't support yourself, I don't feel at ease seeing this state." Tang Hui's performance made Yan Luo feel uncertain.

If Wangqing went back that day and figured it out, and knew what his words were telling him, he would let Tang Hui go to provoke others when he understood, then Tang Hui's performance was too calm. "Tang Tang, if you are not reconciled or want to vent, you can come to senior brother." He was really afraid that Tang Hui would drive himself crazy.

Because he has experienced this kind of case before. When he first discovered his feelings for Chen Zimo at the university, the ignorant uneasiness made him try to find similar people to learn from.

At that time, I met a friend who was living with his lover, but in the end the sweet-talking man got married, which they made clear before dating, and they would get married in the future, just for fun.

That friend accepted the breakup very calmly, and would still chat with Yan Luo, go shopping, eat and sing, and then on the day of that man's wedding, he cut his wrist and committed suicide on the big bed where he had had countless sweet times with that man.

At that time, it was Yan Luo who received the text message that he might have sent after he had timed it. When he opened the door, he seemed to be asleep, lying there quietly, with no pain or tear stains, only pale lips and cold body temperature, And the bright red blood on the wrist reminded Yan Luo that the person who was joking and eating with him yesterday was not breathing.

He didn't want such a thing to happen again, and he didn't want to be his friend, and Tang Hui was no longer just a junior or a friend to him.

Tang Hui was already a different existence to Yan Luo.

"Tang Tang, wait for me, I will show you something..."

Tang Hui nodded, still staring at the dark night in front of him, the wind was a bit chilly.

I don't know which family's children are practicing the piano, playing Clayderman's "Blue Life and Death".He quietly closed his eyes, recalling all kinds of things during this period, not many meetings, not many contacts, and everyone seemed to be as clear as a mirror.

His empty hand slowly moved to his lips, and his first kiss was actually given to his brother who suffered the same suffering and was also lonely.

After a while, the sound of the piano stopped, and Tang Hui opened his eyes, Yan Luo stood aside and looked at him. "Brother, what do you want to show me?"

Yan Luo sniffed and handed a letter in front of him, took a sip of wine and didn't answer.

Tang Hui accepted it suspiciously, and told him intuitively that this letter contained a story about love, perhaps not very happy.

The letter was not long, as for the simple three lines, Tang Hui was surprised by the name of the signer. "Brother, this is..."

Gu Haoran, the name of their head teacher.

"It's your homeroom teacher. We knew the rumors in the school at that time. He was indeed gay, and so was I, but we were friends, very good friends. The first time I met him was at the Gay Bar, and he was sitting at the bar. Waiting for his lover to pick him up..." Yan Luo squeezed the beer can hard after drinking, and threw it aside: "University, many people will go to bars or even gay bars. As a teacher, he has no taboos and bartenders. We chatted very happily. At that time, I didn’t know that he was the teacher of the school. He was the first person to strike up a conversation with when I went to the Gay Bar for the first time. Later, when he came to you, I realized that he was your class teacher. I had a lot of contact with him It's too familiar."

"That you……"

"Huh? Did something happen?" Yan Luo smiled. "He had a man who loved him very much. He also told me that homosexuality is to live a life. It is no different from heterosexuality except that the partner is the same sex. Later, I seldom go to bars. How many people hang around there are sincere. .”

"What about this letter? Didn't he go abroad to study?!" Tang Hui felt a little uneasy.

"He died, on that man's wedding day. The last time I saw him was in his bed at home, he was wearing a white suit, holding this letter and a ring in his hand..."

Tang Hui held the letter tightly, and asked in a trembling voice: "Then you really follow what is written in this letter..."

"Yes, that man still thinks that Haoran is just going abroad, even though he is divorced." Yan Luo's voice was flat, without any emotion: "I respect and understand Haoran's decision and intention."

after a while

"Tang Tang, do you know why I told you this?"

Tang Hui turned his head away: "I'm not a teacher, Wangqing will not be that man." That's what he said, but when the blood flowed through the heart, it became very painful. "And brother, haven't you persisted for so long?"

"Me?" Yan Luo was taken aback for a moment, thinking helplessly that he had no right to take care of their affairs, but he still didn't want to see the people around him in such pain. "I should almost give up?" Even if you feel unwilling.

"give up?"

"That's right, your aunt met with your teacher's wife to set up a blind date for us. Tangtang, why don't we just live like this, it's fine."

"Hehe, yes, it's very good..."

As long as the family is mentioned, both of them are unwilling to continue this topic. After all, they are the people closest to them, and not only did they not let them worry, but they kept hurting them.

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