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Yan Luo glanced at the three people present, and stood up: "I'll go back first, you guys eat slowly." After speaking, he walked out the door.

"Ah Luo!" Meng Yi shouted, but the other party ignored him.

"Then let's eat first."

The other two suddenly became a little embarrassed, smiled and began to eat, and did not speak again.

Chen Zimo picked up the coffee and took a sip, turned his gaze out of the window, looked at Yan Luo's figure getting further and further away, and sighed secretly: Wannian is equal to Yan Luo?I really didn't expect to meet him again.

"What is Zimo looking at?" Chi Yaoyao inserted a small piece of chopped beef from Chen Zimo's plate, and muttered when she saw him looking outside thoughtfully. "Hurry up and eat ~ aren't you hungry?"

Chen Zimo came back to his senses, and when he raised his eyes, Meng Yi happened to be looking at him, and was stunned for a second.

He thought about Meng Yi's words for a long time that day. As for why he thought about it, it might be because he was mixed up in the online distribution circle, and he also read a lot about this aspect.

Sometimes he would think, in fact, it is good for two men to be together, stay together if it feels right, separate if it feels wrong, and neither will drag the other.

But at the same time, Chen Zimo also understood that he couldn't accept that kind of insecure feeling.

Take Tan Li as an example. He doesn't believe that the other party will like a man. How can online feelings be mixed with sincerity?It's just for fun.

Two men, what to love.

***

"Senior brother, do you think I'm pretty cheap? When I saw him go into the gay bar, I followed him in. When I saw him talking and laughing with other men, I drank alone and put my own situation I forgot. What’s so good about Tan Li, isn’t he just a rich second generation, a playboy who wants to play with men out of curiosity? Why should I care so much who he is with..."

"Tang Tang..." It took a long time for Yan Luo to speak, and only called the other party's name.

"Brother, it would be great if the person I like is you."

Yan Luo stood at the intersection, and the traffic lights opposite changed over and over again.

Looking at the strange street, smelling the strange air, holding his mobile phone, his mind went blank.

People walked past him laughingly, with expectations for life and happiness for their families on their faces. They must have an enviable significant other around them, and they have received everyone's blessings.

Obviously, he is also a person with feelings, and he also wants to get everyone's approval and blessing. Obviously, he is no different from heterosexuals. Why do they have to be treated so unfairly by the society, just because they gave their feelings to a man, So he didn't even have a chance to confess.

Worry about the person you like, dislike the same sex, dislike the same sex, or even feel disgusted and distressed.

But the man I fell in love with was about to get married.

Yan Luo was not reconciled.

Now that I think about it, during the eight years of being secretly in love with Chen Zimo, he had no other plans other than blindly in love with Chen Zimo... I just thought that even if the other party didn't know, it would be good for me to have a crush on him like this for the rest of my life.

But the reality, the reality doesn't allow it at all, he can't leave his parents, friends and Chen Zimo's family behind, if one day his secret love is made public, it will disturb the life of the other party, and he will be disgusted, spurned, scolded and disgusted.

It will hurt him even more and disturb his originally peaceful life.

Yan Luo realized that he had never thought about these things in the past eight years.

"Tang Tang, wait for me to go back." He heard himself say so. "We'll be happy."

But, there was no answer on the other end of the phone, so he hung up directly.

Yan Luo didn't feel very well either, he could feel that Tang Hui was beginning to doubt something, and he might have already guessed what he was thinking.It's just that now both of them have no other choice but to rely on each other for warmth, and then hope to reap their own tiny feelings.

Yan Luo walked back to the hotel from the station alone.

After taking a shower, she stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows with her wet hair on her head.

Looking down from the height of [-] floors, the vehicle becomes as small as an ant.

At this moment, he suddenly thought of Gu Haoran, the man who committed suicide because of a man.

When he heard the news of Long Yichen's divorce in the second year, he guessed the real purpose of this man's marriage.Because he only fought for that child during the divorce.

But what's the point of these? After all, Long Yichen doesn't understand Gu Haoran, and children are not the reason for his betrayal.

Yan Luo sometimes wonders if Gu Haoran actually knows everything.

I know why that person got married, and I also know that as long as I am willing to wait, that person will still return to him.

However, he is also very clear that if he lets go of that person, he can return to a normal life. He will have a home that he cannot afford, and a lively and cute child who will call Long Yichen 'Daddy'.

These were all things that he could not give back then, and he will never be able to give them now.

Could it be that when he asked Yan Luo to return the ring to Long Yichen, he told that person that he had gone abroad, and in the third year, he would send the written letter to the other party's mailbox by international mail? the reason.

Inside the envelope was an invitation for his engagement to another man.

All of this is in Long Yichen, what he can't give, other men are willing to give it to him.

Gu Haoran just wanted him to give up and live a good life.

Yan Luo pressed his palms on the glass of the window, leaned towards it with his whole body, rested his forehead on it and closed his eyes.

Why does love hurt so much?

***

At two o'clock in the afternoon, when Meng Yi took him and Chen Zimo to the company, Yan Luo had already calmed down his emotions.

Walking into the office building, the front desk received them warmly and informed Meng Yi that the representative of 'Leo' had arrived this time and was waiting for them in the meeting room.

Meng Yi nodded and led the two of them into the elevator.

"Ah Luo, you wait in my office first, and Zi Mo and I go to talk to the representative of 'Leo' about cooperation first." After speaking, he turned his head and motioned to Chen Zi Mo.

Chen Zimo nodded, but did not speak.

"I'll go too." Yan Luo said calmly without even shaking his eyes.

"Your major is not in this area, you should get familiar with it first..."

"Senior Meng, since I promised to help, please don't hide anything from me..." Yan Luo finally raised his eyes, glanced at Meng Yi, then turned to Chen Zimo, and then stared at the elevator door without moving.

Meng Yi didn't expect him to say that, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

Chen Zimo still stood aside, looked at Yan Luo's back and still didn't speak.

When the elevator arrived, Yan Luo walked out first, then stood at the door and waited for them to come out.

Seeing Meng Yi, he had no choice but to step out of the elevator.When the moving footsteps passed in front of Yan Luo, there was a second of hesitation, and then Chen Zimo also stepped out of the elevator: "Let's go."

He smiled at Yan Luo and said.

The meeting room is getting closer and closer, and one can vaguely see from the glass that there is a person sitting in it, who should be the person in charge of 'Leo' coming this time.

Yan Luo has been looking at this floor from the elevator to the corridor of the meeting room.

There are only three offices, a conference room, two bathrooms and a pantry on this floor. The company logo and a stylish guidepost are facing the elevator door; Transparent and frosted uneven glass materials are used to partition, which is not only stylish and simple, but also highlights the sense of space; the seemingly random bonsai at the feet brings a breath of life to the sense of space, and the atmosphere is still alive.

Yan Luo likes this kind of decoration very much.

Chen Zimo, who was walking with him, had been observing him, and it was a little strange to see the faint smile on his face at this moment.

The door of the conference room was opened by Meng Yi.

"I'm really sorry to keep you waiting, great designer Kevin..." Meng Yi pushed open the door, before his foot stepped in, the voice had already entered the meeting room.However, after the man named Kevin turned around, the originally indispensable polite words turned into a simple sentence: "Hello."

Kevin is a controversial designer in the past few years. His works are favored by the fashion industry for their simplicity and variety. However, the designers of these works have always been mysterious. It was not until January this year that the media in the fashion industry revealed him. I signed a contract with 'Leo', and after becoming the design director of the company, I slowly lifted a layer of veil.

But he is still mysterious, apart from knowing that his company is 'Leo', he still doesn't appear in any activities and fashion shows.

So Meng Yi was very surprised and honored that he could come to Guangdong to discuss cooperation with his company on behalf of 'Leo' this time.

"Mr. Meng, long time no see." Kevin didn't care about Meng Yi's stiff expression, stood up and said hello, and saw the two people behind him nodding.

Yan Luo smiled and nodded, and found that Kevin looked at him with a strange expression, but after watching Chen Zimo, he didn't feel that way when he looked at himself again, and seeing Meng Yi's abnormal performance, he felt even more strange.

He looked at the person next to him, and when the other person noticed it, he also looked at him, and then smiled.

Fuck me!Didn't you see that I was asking you what's going on with my eyes?Laugh at me ass!

Yan Luo looked away angrily.

Chen Zimo suppressed his smile, not understanding what happened to Yan Luo suddenly.

After the initial discussion about the general situation of the cooperation, it was already two hours later.

Yan Luo felt that he was just a display, and he was confused by what he heard. If he had known earlier, he should have gone to Meng Yi's office and stayed obediently, instead of slapping his swollen face to pretend to be fat and showing off his power there.

—— Let you be a hero, let you pretend to know what you don't know!

"Coffee." A cup of steaming coffee appeared in front of him.

Yan Luo looked up and saw that Chen Zimo was holding a cup in his hand, and the other cup was handed in front of him. "Thanks."

After the conversation just now, Meng Yi personally went to see off the great designer, while he and Chen Zimo rested in the tea room.As soon as he entered the tea room, Chen Zimo stood on the side and was busy, while he sat on the chair beside him in a daze, thinking about something.

But now it seems that Chen Zimo is interesting enough, knowing that he is thirsty after listening to it for two hours.

Thinking of Yan Luomei, he took a sip of coffee: "Pfft, it's scalding to death!" He made a big move, and suddenly he felt ashamed.

Looking up, he saw Chen Zimo leaning against a side cabinet, holding coffee and looking at him: "It's just brewed, be careful not to burn it."

"Damn it, it's already hot!" As he spoke, he stuck out his tongue and felt something was wrong, so he quickly stretched it back.

Chen Zimo didn't say anything, picked up the coffee and took a sip.

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