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Yan Luo raised his head slowly and looked at his expression, which made Chen Zimo regret for a second.

"Disgusting you, hahaha, Chen Zimo, let me tell you, I have loved you for eight years, a full eight years, I am crazy to have loved you for eight years, what the hell is so good about you! What do you have that I have loved you for eight years? , why did you make Lao Tzu like you for eight years!!!"

"Fuck! You still say it!!" A second of regret disappeared in Yan Luo's words, and Chen Zimo stepped forward and grabbed the clothes on Yan Luo's chest. "You..." But seeing the emotion in his eyes, it can't be fooled.

"Chen Zimo is all your fault, why did you come to Guangdong, why did you bring Chi Yaoyao around in front of me, ahem, and that day on YY, why do you say we are old friends, in my heart we will always be together They can't be friends." Out of control, Yan Luo gradually lost strength in pressing on his abdomen, and his roaring turned into a violent cough.

Chen Zimo let go of Yan Luo.

I came here tonight to prove the relationship between Chi Yaoyao and Meng Yi, but what's going on?He felt that he needed to calm down for a while, and then looked at Yan Luo who was bending over and coughing, and felt that he seemed too impulsive.

Obviously knowing that he likes men, but beating him because of his words, it doesn't seem very good.

"Are you okay?" The other party didn't respond. "Go to bed and lie down, I'll get you a hot towel."

"Aren't you going?" Yan Luo was already desperate in his heart, he felt that this man must not want to stay with him for a second, but now the situation was a little confusing.

"I don't want to go back yet." After Chen Zimo said this, he was also surprised, and he was more willing to stay with this man when he returned to the place where he lived with Chi Yaoyao. "I hurt you."

"That's because I kissed you." Yan Luo frowned, he had a little understanding of Chen Zimo's intentions.

Sure enough, impatience appeared in that person's eyes immediately.

"Don't do that."

Yan Luo glanced at Chen Zimo, smiled bitterly and said, "You don't believe me?"

Chen Zimo didn't speak any more.

anger?

When I saw the painful expression of the other party frowning, half of it disappeared, except that his words shocked me, and I calmed down a little and thought that it had nothing to do with this person.

He also punched him twice.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Yan Luo finally looked away and refused Chen Zimo's support.In fact, Yan Luo's mind is in a mess now, and he regrets the impulsiveness just now. Let's not talk about his sudden kiss and confession, let's talk about his relationship with Tang Hui and Meng Yi who misunderstood Chen Zimo. These things have not been dealt with yet Well, just get messed up by your own impulses.

But there is no way, who let him see Chen Zimo's desperate attitude towards Chi Yaoyao, just like overturning the vinegar jar, he can do anything impulsive.

The next day

Yan Luo lay on the bed, staring at the chandelier on the ceiling of the hotel without blinking, his mind was blank.I thought that I would feel better after sleeping, but I didn't know that it would not improve at all, so I became helpless.

Last night, Chen Zimo poured himself a glass of water and left without saying a word.

"Alas. Hiss..." He sighed, and immediately felt pain in his abdomen. He slowly put his hand on his stomach, pressed it lightly, and then there was another long sigh.

Zi Mo, although you rejected me, at least I said it, I confessed my love to you, I deserved these two blows.

Yan Luo lay on the bed until ten o'clock, during which time he would drain blood from his stomach from time to time. I have to say that Chen Zimo is a real man, and he doesn't even pretend to beat anyone.

Due to the innocent absence from work, Meng Yi called at 10:30, Yan Luo just reluctantly put it off, and the other party didn't suspect anything because of Chi Yaoyao's incident last night, just let him take care of it. rest.

On the other hand, Chen Zimo, who knew the situation, didn't have a condolence call, not even a text message.

Yan Luo felt awkward.

自己都和他表白还被他揍了,竟然就这样狠心的将他丢在了失恋的深渊里。

With a rest day, Yan Luolai checked Weibo with his mobile phone in bed.

Yesterday's incident was still in full swing on the Internet, and the owner disappeared for almost a whole day. After canceling AT himself and commenting on himself, he swipe his finger on the screen, pause for a few seconds, and then swipe Plan, carefully look at the news every day.

Suddenly his eyes narrowed slightly, and his body tensed up when he was lying comfortably.If it wasn't for the suppression of the abdominal pain, he would have scolded 'Damn' and jumped up from the bed, instead of just gritted his teeth and gasped for air like now.

He read Weibo back and forth several times, then ran to the other party's Weibo homepage to see if it was him, and finally opened the comments below and looked around, and sure enough, he saw someone else's comment.

Yan Luo turned off Weibo, found Tang Hui's cell phone number, and hesitated the moment he was about to press it.

In distress, the phone vibrated, and then the ringtone rang, he blinked his eyes in shock, and when he was sure that it was really that person's call, his hesitant fingers hesitated even more.

"Hang up!" He said to himself, and swiped his finger to the right.

Yan Luo instantly felt a thunderbolt flash above his head.

A person who is already approaching his thirties is now doing strange things like a little boy in love.Even if he was rejected, that person is still willing to call, isn't he?

"Hello." Because Yan Luo kept silent, the person on the other end hesitated to speak first. "I heard that you are sick, is it serious?"

The silly question and the unnatural tone made Yan Luo happy.This person still knows how to care about people.

"You did a good thing yourself, why do you turn around and ask me now? My whole body hurts, and it's like my bones are about to fall apart!"

For this different Yan Luo, although Chen Zimo felt strange, but because he was a little apologetic for the beating in his heart, he didn't have any other reaction: "Uh, do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No, no, but it's surprising that you would call to care about me." I thought it would disappear.

"Don't say such things in the future, even if it's a joke."

Yan Luo's original good mood was suddenly extinguished by his words. "I'm not kidding you!"

"But I won't accept it, I already have Yaoyao."

Hearing this, Yan Luo suddenly laughed. "I don't mind, I knew you were straight eight years ago." He paused: "I said that because I was too impulsive yesterday."

"Impulsive?"

Chen Zimo's voice close to talking to himself made Yan Luo suspect that he had heard it wrong, but after realizing that it was not a mistake, his calm heart couldn't be calm all of a sudden: "What did you say?"

Unfortunately, the other party denied it.He is a little lost.

Chen Zimo stood in front of the window of the office that Meng Yi had prepared for him, holding a mobile phone in one hand and a cup of fragrant coffee in the other.Hearing Yan Luo's question, he turned around and saw Yan Luo's seat opposite his desk, but because of his recklessness yesterday, that person didn't come to work.

"Have you had lunch yet?" Not knowing how to answer his rhetorical question, Chen Zimo changed the subject.

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, and said, "No, do you want to prepare lunch for me?"

Yan Luo's heart, which he could no longer understand, sank again, even if he was joking, he no longer intended to hide his emotions.Chen Zimo should be let know what he thinks about him, why should he still bear all the pain after confessing his confession by himself.

It's just that Yan Luo didn't expect that the other party would agree.

After hanging up the phone, he was lying on the bed alone, slowly sorting out his thoughts in his mind, suddenly feeling a little nervous but also a little excited and looking forward to it.Chen Zimo's performance was the same but different from what he thought.

I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face, and then lay down on the bed again.

Chen Zimo rejected his confession, but he did not refuse to continue to get along with him. The two were like friends.

Yan Luo woke up suddenly, before he had time to digest this knowledge, the bell of the hotel room rang.

Thinking that Chen Zimo had arrived, he slowly got up from the bed and opened the door for him.

The person outside the door was carrying a bunch of things in his hands, a trace of surprise flashed in Yan Luo's eyes, and he turned sideways to let him into the room.Chen Zimo walked directly to the small round table by the window with his things in hand, leaving him alone at the door to stare blankly at the figure behind him.

After closing the door, he walked to the sofa and sat down, raised his head and stared at Chen Zimo's chin, then slowly moved upwards, and finally the man with lowered eyes took a look at himself, stopped his movements, and moved slightly Bend the waist and straighten up.

"what happened?"

Yan Luo smiled slightly: "I'm hungry." His eyes moved to the food in front of him, and when he saw the food protruding from the bag, he reached out to look for it. "Why only porridge?"

"It doesn't take much effort to drink porridge." After speaking, he took another bag. "These are some ointments for removing blood stasis, you can use them according to the situation." As he spoke, he dug out two or three ointments with the same effect. "The pharmacy said that these ones are more effective...Huh? What is this one?"

Yan Luo put the pickled vegetable and lean meat porridge in front of him, and while drinking, his eyes aimed at the ointment in Chen Zimo's hand.The warm porridge entered the protesting stomach, and the body immediately heated up, and the cells in the whole body seemed to be revived all of a sudden, with strength coming.

"How are you and Chi Yaoyao?" Although he knew that this person didn't want to talk about this topic at all, Yan Luo cared about it and wanted to know.

Chen Zimo paused, and then put the things he took out just now back into the bag one by one: "I don't want to talk about this issue."

"This is very important to me."

Chen Zimo stopped what he was doing, and looked at Yan Luo who seemed to be chatting: "Yan Luo, I don't want to make my words too clear, lest sometimes I can't even be friends."

"Oh..." Hearing what he said, Yan Luo suddenly sneered and put down the disposable spoon in his hand. "Chen Zimo, do you really think we will become friends? I hope that we can understand this matter quickly. As long as you say a word, you can agree or refuse, friend? In eight years, friendship is no longer possible."

"Yan Luo, why are you so absolute! What's wrong with being friends?"

"No sex/love between friends."

Yan Luo's words made Chen Zimo feel his heart clenched, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Again, being together just for sex/love.The feelings expressed for this purpose made Chen Zimo feel disgusted, and he looked at Yan Luo with a lot of cold eyes.

Yan Luo caught his cold eyes and was taken aback: "What's wrong with you?"

"In your eyes, what exactly is love? Is it just for doing that kind of thing? If so, wouldn't it be more..."

"I only want you!"

"impossible!"

Yan Luo stood up, pulled Chen Zimo and pressed him on the bed behind him, holding his hands with both hands, keeping his body low, preventing Chen Zimo from trying to resist getting up.His eyes flashed brightly, and he stared seriously at the panic-stricken person: "If you can't accept it, just keep beating me." After speaking, he smiled lightly, ignoring Chen Zimo's resistance, and his face got closer and closer to him.

Yan Luo's kiss was not crazy, as if he was afraid of scaring the person under him, he first took Chen Zimo's lower lip, sucked it slowly, and kissed carefully.Finally, with the tip of her tongue, she carefully traced the other party's sexy and beautiful lip shape, and after engraving it deeply in her mind, she was reluctant to leave her moist lips.

When Yan Luo opened his eyes, he found that Chen Zimo had closed them.

Chen Zimo opened his eyes and saw that Yan Luo was observing him, and his body was pressed against him motionless.The bound hands exerted force and were soon released, but the body did not leave.

He sighed. "Why me? What do you like about me?" I actually no longer feel disgusted by this man's kiss.

Yan Luo suddenly smiled mischievously, turned over and lay down next to Chen Zimo, his left leg dangling under the bed gently hooked Chen Zimo's right leg, and the other party didn't give him a chance to escape, and finally Chen Zimo didn't bother with his legs anymore. Leg thing.

"Zi Mo, you don't actually hate it, right? I kiss you like I did just now." While talking, he looked at the chandelier above his head, and the hands on both sides of his body were tense and unsteady.

Chen Zimo also looked at the chandelier above his head, and after a while he said, "I don't feel anything."

In fact, he knew in his heart that Yan Luo's kiss this time was acceptable to him compared to yesterday's completely unprepared kiss, and he didn't have the same disgust as yesterday.But Chen Zimo thinks that this can only be regarded as not hating Yan Luo, and it is not enough to accept him. Besides, it is also because of the reason why he has acted in Tanmei radio dramas for many years. It is not difficult to accept this. Men are a bit out of sorts.

If he likes men, maybe he will consider it, but the reality is that he has never been attracted to any man, and he clearly knows that he is not gay.

"No feeling?" Yan Luo asked back, increasing his strength with his left leg, bringing the distance between the two of them closer again. "If I don't feel like it or hate it, it means I still have a chance!"

For his childlike logic, Chen Zimo just laughed it off.He felt that when he met this person this time, the relationship between the two was as if two people were pulling the same rubber band.

Every time both parties pull the rubber band very tightly, and if the other party uses half the force or lets go, it will hurt the other party or even other people, one of them will take a step forward.

If Yan Luo took a step forward, he would take a small step back, and when he took a step forward, Yan Luo would also take a step forward.

So the distance between the two, seemingly unchanged, is actually approaching silently.

Sometimes Chen Zimo would find that he didn't even take that small step back.

While he was thinking wildly, Yan Luo spoke again, but his tone was a little hesitant.

"Zi Mo, I think I have to confess something to you. It's better to say it sooner than later." Taking a deep breath, exhale slowly, and quickly glanced sideways at the side face of the person lying flat. "Senior Meng Yi and I used to be together, but he was abroad when we established our relationship, so we are not considered together..."

"Didn't you stay with senior Meng Yi when you lived off campus? I remember that he just returned to China during that time."

Yan Luo originally thought that he would not be able to answer, and asked subconsciously: "How do you know that I live outside?!" But when he saw Chen Zimo calmly turned his head to look at himself, he slowly recovered to look at the ceiling The action, I thought badly, doesn't my reflection mean that half of the above sentence is a lie?

"Yan Luo, you don't know me at all. You said you liked me for eight years. I can't believe it." Chen Zimo also took a breath and let it out, and the right leg hooked by Yan Luo also came from the other side break free from the shackles. "You are 28 this year, and I am also 27. You said you liked me for eight years, that was your sophomore year and my freshman year, but to be honest, I don't remember how we got along at that time, just I even forgot when we met for the first time, but there was a faint impression in my mind that there was a senior in the university who was often troubled by Tan Li and me."

"Well, what else?" Yan Luo just wanted to act as an audience at this time, and in his heart, Chen Zimo's willingness to talk about his feelings for him at this time was a sign that he still had a chance.

In fact, Chen Zimo was also suffocating, although it wasn't just for Yan Luo, but after his words, he couldn't help but want to let it all out, so he confessed his inner thoughts to others for the first time. "I stayed in school for five years. Except for these five years, you are blank before the age of 19 and after the age of 24. You don't know me at all, so you add the time period of eight years to me. Isn't it too cruel? And whether it's you and Meng Yi or Tang Hui, whether you've been together or not, it doesn't matter to me."

Yan Luo felt that Chen Zimo's speech was a little incoherent, and he felt a little uneasy. He checked his whole body and looked at him. "Zi Mo, what's wrong with you?" But the other party didn't respond. "Chen Zimo!"

Chen Zimo came back to his senses, but his mind was blank about what he said just now. "I, I'm fine." It was the helpless expression that made the people who looked at him feel tight.

Something was wrong with Chen Zimo.

Half a minute later, all of Chen Zimo's blank thoughts came back, and what he said just now gradually had an impression. He looked at Yan Luozheng with a worried expression on his face, and looked away guiltily: "What I said just now, I just want you to give up."

Although Chen Zimo has recovered now, Ke Yanluo still feels uneasy in his heart, and he doesn't even care about being rejected.

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+++++Date of deposit on March 2015, 3+++++++

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