Yunyun

On the eve of the holiday, when the crowds at the station were surging, Qiao Yi held Fanfan's hand tightly, and with the other hand, she dialed Yuan Chaonan's phone over and over again.

"Givenchy, come up." Qiao Yi squatted down slightly, hugged Fanfan in his arms, and held her in his arms, "Look in the distance, see if there is your sister cook."

Fanfan put one arm around Qiao Yi's neck, half-twisted his body to carefully identify each person, frowned and looked at the fine sweat on Qiao Yi's forehead.

"Ah! It's there! That's it!" Qiao Yi followed the direction Fanfan pointed, pushed his toes away from the bustling crowd and squeezed past, "Oh, my ancestor, I found it!"

"Qiao Yi? Why did you come here with Fanfan in your arms?"

"Tell me back, why didn't you answer the phone, we were so anxious."

"Oh my phone, there are too many people here, I can't get the signal, and I don't know if my brother and sister-in-law have left the station, so I just stand here and wait at the exit." Yuan Chaonan pursed his lips and saw Qiao Yi With a sweaty look, amused and guilty, he clutched the cuff of his clothes and was about to wipe her forehead.

"Hey, don't mind, don't mind, the makeup will fade after a while."

"Yaomei!"

Yuan Chaonan's hands trembled, and he put it down quickly, turned around and looked at the two people carrying the big and small bags, and hurried up to pick up the things, "Brother, sister-in-law, are you tired all the way, let me get the things."

Qiao Yi made up his mind and walked up behind Yuan Chaonan. Yuan Chaonan was embarrassed to see her pointing at her sideways and introduced to his brother, "This, this is the leader of my kindergarten. Take care of mine."

"Hey, it's really a blessing that our sister is liked by the leader. Let me tell you, my sister has been hard-working since she was a child..." Yuan Chaomin also wanted to praise his sister more to the "leader" in front of him, and the sister-in-law at the side went up He glanced at Qiao Yi quietly up and down, and quickly gave his brother a wink. After seeing that he didn't look at himself, he pulled Yuan Chaomin back with his arm, and quickly took over the conversation, "Oh, what do I want to say?" It's really good to see that you take care of yourself, but you don't look like someone with such a big child at all."

Qiao also ignored her, and took the luggage in Yuan Chaonan's hand, and his sister-in-law pushed Yuan Chaonan's elbow, and whispered next to her, "Second sister, why did you ask the leader to bring us something? Ignorant, hurry up, take it over and let your brother hold it!"

Yuan Chaonan nodded, and ran to Qiao Yi's side in small steps, "I'll do it."

"Hold the baby. I'll put the luggage in the trunk and drive over here. Just wait here." Fanfan raised his chin from Qiao Yi's shoulder and stretched out his two little arms, "Sister Chef hug."

The white Volkswagen drove over, but Fanfan held Yuan Chaonan tightly and refused to let go. Qiao Yi took a look and said, "You can sit in the front with Fanfan in your arms."

During the evening rush hour, there was some traffic jam, the car stopped and went, and the street lights reflected on the foggy car windows were foggy, so the car was surprisingly quiet.

"Xiao Yuan'er, do you want to take your brother and sister-in-law somewhere to play?"

"Eh..." Yuan Chaonan turned his head and looked at the two of them. For a while, he didn't know how to answer. between……"

"What's wrong with the city~ I think it's good. I just want to go to that big shopping mall." The sister-in-law gave Yuan Chaomin a glance to signal him not to talk nonsense, then squinted and smiled, "Look at how many people this big city supports. They all look so juicy, and the kids are cute, even our superboys don’t look like they were at home, right~”

"Have you arranged the place to live?" Qiao also cut straight to the topic without any hesitation.

"We... just make do with Superman for a while."

A burst of silence made Yuan Chaonan, who was already very nervous, hold his breath even more, and subconsciously hugged Fanfan in his arms a little tighter.

"It's not a problem to stay for a few days..." Qiao Yi paused slightly at this point, looked at the reactions of the two through the rearview mirror, then turned his head to look at Yuan Chaonan, who dared not look directly at him, with an inexplicable tone "But this is an exception to take care of Xiao Yuan. She is usually very down-to-earth, but after all, she still doesn't follow the rules. If the hospital leaders know about it after a long time, no matter how much I take care of you, then Xiao Yuan, you will also take care of her." Don't even think about doing it here."

The sister-in-law didn't realize the change of Qiao Yi's topic for a while, she laughed awkwardly twice, and responded with "I know I know" a few times.

When the car stopped at the door of the dormitory, the elder brother and sister-in-law got out of the car first, and Yuan Chaonan hurried down to get the luggage, and told Qiao Yi that she could come here alone.Qiao Yi frowned and was about to get out of the car when he was stopped by Fanfan, "Sister Qiao Yi, I'm hungry..."

"Fan Fan, let sister Qiao Yi take you to eat delicious food~" Yuan Chaonan pushed the child forward and stuffed it into Qiao Yi's arms.

"Hey, let me tell you...you remember what I said...!"

Qiao Yi's unfinished words were blocked in the car door, the whistling warm wind gradually became clearer, Yuan Chaonan's vague shadow outside the window waved to her, and fled here like a shy child.

"Sister Qiao Yi, sister cook has already said goodbye to us, let's go."

"Um……."

"Hey, hey, he's just a little leader, what's the point of being arrogant~" The sister-in-law rolled her eyes, looked around the room while entering the room, and curled her lips along the way, as if she still felt uncomfortable, so she added it One sentence, "The car is not a very good car, I thought it was so powerful."

Yuan Chaonan cleaned up at the side, turned his back to the two of them and did not speak, but she was evading and panicking. How could she dare to show such a family relationship in front of Qiao Yi.

It's not that I won't reject them, I just know that those are futile, and then I subconsciously don't want you to get involved.Yuan Chaonan spread the new bed sheets, forced a smile and then raised his head, "Brother, take a break first, I'll cook some noodles for you."

The smell of coffee spilled over the writing, and there was also some brand new ink smell on the page.

"I've read this book. It's pretty good. I think you'll be interested. I bought a copy for you before I come back." Ye Fu held the cup and looked down at the cover of the book. The moment he put down the cup, But for some reason, she stared at the ring on her hand, her eyes gleaming and gleaming, not gentle.

He Youning pursed her lips, and somehow the "thank you" she had prepared got stuck in her throat, like a thorn that couldn't be swallowed, but she couldn't let it out easily.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, I'm going back." Ye Fu breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at the person opposite him intently.

"Bon voyage."

"It's been three years, and Teacher He's words are nothing new." Ye Fu smiled easily, the color of the chandelier above the coffee table was dim and warm. Reflected in his eyes, he was looking at her tenderly, "Oh, I'm getting old, I'll prepare daily necessities when I go back."

"He is very kind to me. He is a post-doctoral fellow in the laboratory over there. He is quite an academic, and his way of expressing his feelings is also very simple." Ye Fu didn't give He Youning a chance to speak, so he started talking on his own, and then As if speaking to himself, "He is going to stay in school, we should settle there in the future, alas, I didn't say that, the house over there is much cheaper..."

Ye Fu opened his mouth again, biting the corners of his lips lightly with his teeth, and looked at He Youning who was silent.

"I'm living a happy life now."

"Really." Ye Fu nodded, and affirmed his point of view again, "I hope you, Mr. He, can be happy too."

coming.

The drumbeat in He Youning's heart started beating again. Ever since she agreed to her invitation, she had prepared a lot of high-sounding manuscripts in her heart, calmly trying to disguise her state and the secrets hidden in her heart.But she should have expected all the precautions, how could people who have walked all the way like this not see the somewhat similar hesitation and sigh.

"I don't know much about her, but I think I know you, or have known you. Seriously, I really want to hear your story unfold, but I am afraid. I am afraid that I will hear Teacher He's familiar words. I'm refusing to do what's good for whom, and I don't want to see you entangled in sadness and enduring the pain."

"Ye Fu, stop talking..."

"Isn't one time enough, you academics, you never want to change." Ye Fu ignored her and sighed, "You always try your best to be good for everyone, so I tell you that I am fine now gone."

He Youning supported the coffee cup on the table with trembling hands, but the warm touch could not melt the ice in her heart. She didn't dare to ask or know how Ye Fu was doing, whether her superficial satisfaction was real or not. Yes, is her smile in front of those people just to reassure her, or maybe she just thinks too much, this person is still doing well without her.She didn't dare to delve into it but was still confused in this abyss of anxiety, guilt and confusion. She picked up the somewhat mockingly familiar plot, hesitated, trembling and wanted to put it back where it was, and then retreated step by step to the first scene. Before the show.

But when the show started, traces had long been left in the light and shadow they walked by. Without the director's yelling and reset, everything passed by.

"But...but I..." He Youning's eyes were mottled, she couldn't fully express a sentence, but she stubbornly bit her lower lip, her obsession hung her reason at the commanding heights of morality, once she let go If you sip it, you will be smashed to pieces.

She was afraid, she didn't want it, she didn't dare.

"She's so nice, so young, I...I'm so...too irresponsible..."

"Responsible?!" Ye Fu raised his eyes and placed the coffee cup heavily on the table with a bang.

"Are you very responsible now?"

"She's only 23 years old... She... I don't want to, I'm already like this... But she's different, she still has many possibilities, I can't let her just..."

"He Youning."

He Youning was startled, it was the first time she heard Ye Fu call her name so formally.

"Why are you so selfish?" Ye Fu lowered her head, but it was surprisingly dark under the light. She didn't know if she was crying, but she just shook her head, and her voice sounded softly as if she was talking to the person on the other side. It seemed to be muttering to himself, "Why have you ever asked her what she thinks?"

The air suddenly condensed, and many eyes that she had deliberately ignored flashed before He Youning's eyes. It was Ye Fu who looked forward to it, it was Ye Fu who was a little disappointed, it was Ye Fu who was shining and wished her a bright future, and it was Ye Fu who looked down. He lowered his eyes and said goodbye.

"I'm sorry... But, it's too late. If I were her age, maybe..."

"No maybe."

Ye Fu was silent for a few seconds, then raised his head and looked at He Youning, with helplessness and sadness in his reddened eyes, "You didn't choose three years ago, and you are still the same after three years, then you are 40 years old, 50 years old or you are here At the age of 70, you will still shirk, and it will be really late when you wait until then."

The paper towels folded into a triangle on the table were held in a bit of a mess by Ye Fu. She got up to leave, but stopped when she passed by He Youning. It was so long that she thought that she still didn't have the courage to say it.

After a long time, He Youning was about to be buried in this guilt and self-blame silence.

"If you still have time to love someone, how lucky it is."

"Youning, goodbye..."

He Youning wrapped her scarf tightly again in the cold wind. The wind was very cold, but it couldn't wake her up. Just looking at the gloomy sky, Song Qingyan's words appeared in her ears again.

"If you were really an absolutely rational person, then you wouldn't accompany her to that lecture, let alone bring her here."

I never thought that there would be stories about me and you in this city.

However, there will always be inexplicable encounters and unpredictable plots, which is very similar to the law of energy conservation in physics. When we exchange at this moment, it is destined that the story has already begun.

You had no reason, and I didn't resist. In the end, I looked back along the track inexplicably, only to find out that the story in this city has already been written for me and you.

It's the same with feelings, but I rationally change the algorithm, but I still can't find the right method and can't figure out the answer.

The bell for handing in the paper rang for a long time, and I nervously scribbled and tried to get the last-second analysis, but I had to convince myself to give up.Then hand in a blank paper, but the paper has already been mottled and covered with black marks that cannot be erased.

Two WeChat messages popped up on the phone, and a joking smile suddenly appeared on Qiao Yi's expressionless face.

"Joe, what are you doing..."

"I haven't paid attention to me for the past two days. Did you... get angry with me that day?"

Qiao also moved his fingers, quite provocatively, "What do you think I'm doing? [smirk]"

Yuan Chaonan sent a question mark to express his puzzlement.

"I'm...on a blind date~ Yuan Er, guess, will I agree to him, huh?"

Yuan Chaonan's heart skipped a beat when he saw WeChat, and he pounded his chest. A feeling he had never felt before flowed back from his heart into every corner of his body, and the growing unknown fear filled every inch of his body. Her skin was suddenly cold, which made her shiver.

After not receiving a reply for a long time, Qiao also took back the phone, stood up and apologized to the man who had chatted with him for less than 5 minutes, and walked away gracefully.

Qiao Yi's smile appeared again, and he cheerfully sent another WeChat message, "Little fool."