Captain wants to fall in love with me [E-sports]

Don't express your thoughts, don't need to explain your liking.

The KPL star night starts at 25:[-] pm. First of all, there is the usual red carpet walk. After the walk, enter the infield and sit at their respective tables.At present, KPL has a total of sixteen teams, and each team has one table. In addition to the official commentary, the invited anchors of major platforms, and the official guests, there are nearly [-] tables in total.

The table position of their LND is neither front nor queen, it just happens to be on the side.

Li Mengxun originally planned to let the team members change into suits and walk the red carpet, but he didn't prepare for it before coming to Shanghai, and everyone didn't have the thought to rent it.

Chen Cheng rubbed her head impatiently: "Isn't it okay to wear team uniforms? It seems that we love the club so much, we wear team uniforms wherever we go."

So, at the banquet where all the suits were worn, LND was the only one who wore black and red team uniforms.

Li Mengxun looked around, praying that there would be at least another team that didn't wear a suit like them. It was very similar to junior high school, when one person didn't wear a school uniform, and he imagined that the whole class didn't wear a school uniform.

Li Mengxun gritted his teeth and whispered: "I told you to wear a suit! This, this, this, all of them, let's wear a team uniform! Isn't it embarrassing."

"Hey brother Xun, we don't feel embarrassed anyway." Chen Cheng felt his mouth dry, he opened a bottle of coconut juice to fill it up, and then poured it for Yue Shang. Yue Shang loves to drink coconut juice, he still knows that of.

"Besides, the suit is so uncomfortable."

Lao Yang was instantly comprehended: "You're not feeling well? Then don't I have to be strangled to death?"

Chen Cheng immediately stopped: "Hey, I really didn't mean that."

In the past, there would always be quarrels at this time, but this time it may be because the mood is not very good, the interest is not high, and the joke is over.Until the start of the night of stars, everyone swiped their phones separately.

Li Mengxun saw that although the mental states of these people were not extremely bad, they were not so good that they could not be ignored.

As for the FT team, which was a few tables away, like LND, the atmosphere in the team was low.The reason for the low atmosphere of their team is not because of missing the championship, but because of the coach Shen Tian.

Zhang Xun was so depressed in his heart. After hiding for a few days, no one coaxed or paid attention to him, so he had to sneak around and ran back to participate in the star night. He thought he would run into Shen Tian at the banquet, but he even wanted I rehearsed in my mind for a long time, what should I say after meeting, so that I don't look so embarrassed when I come back.

However, he was ready to speak, but Shen Tian did not attend the banquet.

He was also told by others in the team that Shen Tian would most likely leave FT in the near future.

Zhang Xun took a sip of his wine, as if he didn't believe it: "He said this about the transfer?"

Peng Yu nodded: "...Yes, Brother Tim seemed to be calling President Ma at that time, and we all heard it. Later, he also tentatively asked, and he really planned to transfer."

"Okay, very good." Zhang Xun almost gritted his teeth.He didn't expect Shen Tian to give himself such a big surprise as soon as he came back.what is this?He didn't say anything clearly, and he didn't answer the questions he asked.At that time, he was just angry at the boss, saying that he would not be allowed to fall in love, he would be fine, FT would transfer if he didn't talk about it?Just leave the stall and leave?

"Transfer? I want to see where he wants to transfer!"

Zhang Xun was originally impatient, but meeting someone like Shen Tian again, his shortcoming of impatientness became even more obvious.

Peng Yu panicked, looking at Zhang Xun's glaring look, he was afraid that he would do something wrong: "Don't worry, don't worry. I think Brother Tian must have wanted to tell you, but haven't you been avoiding him these days? Might not be able to."

Zhang Xun thought to himself, is this the case?Is it a matter of saying or not?Obviously the most important question is why he wants to transfer!

Could it be... Mr. Ma put pressure on him?

Zhang Xun rested his chin in boredom and thought, but he couldn't figure it out no matter how he thought.He didn't know what level Shen Tian's coaching ability was in the coaching circle.But since Shen Tian took over FT, FT won the double championship last year, and the results after that have been on the upper side. Why can't the club want to let Shen Tian go?Except that Shen Tian himself wanted to leave and negotiate with the club, he couldn't think of a reason why the club would agree to Shen Tian's transfer.

Such an analysis is even more troublesome.

He took out his mobile phone and planned to find someone to complain about, but when he saw that it was Shen Tian at the top, the breath in his chest suddenly became congested again.He operated for Shen Tian to remove Zhiding Jialahei, and Lahei was a little bit reluctant, in case he came to him for something.

Zhang Xun stayed on the button for a while, so it should be Do Not Disturb messages.

After finishing all this, he clicked on the chat box with Xu Yichen.

Zhang Xun: [[burst crying.gif]]

Zhang Xun: [[Big cry/dk][Big cry/dk][Big cry/dk]]

Zhang Xun: [My good brother, where are you? ! 】

Zhang Xun: 【Lonely night, I can hardly take it anymore woo woo woo! 】

Zhang Xun: [If you don’t answer me again, believe it or not, I will sing "Lonely Night" for you on stage]

Xu Yichen: [... What's the matter with you? 】

Zhang Xun: [I'm sad, I want to hug and comfort. 】

Xu Yichen: [The leftmost table in the second row. 】

Xu Yichen: [Is it okay for you to come here?Won't Coach Shen say anything? 】

Zhang Xun: [Don't mention him to me! 】

Xu Yichen turned off the screen and understood, it's probably because of Shen Tian again.

At the beginning of the banquet, the attention of almost all the teams was attracted by the song performance on the stage.The only exceptions were LND and FT. When the leaders of the two teams took the stage to speak, they were already cooking.

Chen Cheng broke off half of the crayfish and began to think about the big plate on the GKD table next door. GKD's mid laner was so frightened that he quickly turned the turntable, saving Chen Cheng's eyes from it.

Originally, Zhou Yan sat on Xu Yichen's left and Lao Yang sat on his right, but because Zhang Xun ran over, an extra chair was added.Zhou Yan was determined not to abdicate, so he had to wrong Lao Yang.

Zhang Xun even passed on the spicy crayfish from their FT table.

The rest of the FT team members looked at each other in blank dismay: Where did our team's big plate of crayfish go?

Zhang Xun sighed several times in a row, almost sending all the LND members who were already depressed to heaven.Just when Zhang Xun sighed for the fifth time, Lao Yang stuffed a big chicken leg into his mouth.

"Don't sigh. Why are you sighing here? If you continue to sigh, we won't be able to breathe out, and we will just stay where we are."

Zhang Xun put the chicken legs in the bowl with a melancholy expression. He turned his head and asked Zhou Yan: "Old Yan, tell me...is our FT result considered good or not?"

"Shiguan's?" Zhou Yan was too busy peeling shrimps to look at Zhang Xun's frosted face like an eggplant.The peeled shrimp was thrown into Xu Yichen's bowl again, as if feeding a baby.

"Yeah, the world champion. Even if you don't count as the world champion, FT's performance isn't too bad, right?"

Xu Yichen ate the prawns quietly, wondering why there was so much crayfish in this bowl.He nudged Zhou Yan with his elbow, signaling that he had enough to eat, so stop peeling.

Zhou Yan took out a few paper towels and started to wipe his hands, "It's okay. What's the matter? Are you going to have a big change in your FT staff?"

Zhang Xun was surprised: "You, how do you know? Oh no, who said that, I never said that."

Zhou Yan smiled and said: "It's so obvious. The transfer period is not long after the World Championship, and you ask me about FT's results. If you exclude the fact that you want to be in Versailles before our four-time champion team, then it can only be the transfer period." There will be personnel changes. To be more precise, if you can come to my family Chenchen and ask me this again, it can only be a change in the coaching staff."

Zhou Yan uttered the last sentence, and it was finalized: "So, Shen Tian is going to transfer?"

Now Zhang Xun panicked, he quickly took a sip of beer to suppress his shock: "Well, so what. Anyway, there is no conclusion on this matter... Could it be that you still want to find another coach?"

After listening to this long conversation, Li Mengxun couldn't help teasing: "That's not sure, poaching Shen Tian can also expand our LND coaching staff by the way."

Zhang Xun's face became even darker: "Don't think about it!"

Lao Yang almost stopped laughing: "Brother Renxun is just teasing you, why is this so rushed."

The banquet lasted almost three hours, and Zhang Xun didn't really want to stay here any longer. Taking advantage of Zhou Yan getting up to chat with Chen Yi and Gu Qian, he kidnapped Xu Yichen and was about to run away.Thanks to Zhou Yan's sharp eyes, he stopped him: "Why are you abducting my child?"

Zhang Xun said with a sneer: "That's right, we brothers have something to talk about. Right, Yichen?"

Zhang Xun winked at Xu Yichen, Xu Yichen successfully received the signal, and he said "um" seriously: "It's something."

Zhou Yan was about to bring Xu Yichen back when he heard the host on stage calling his name.

Host: "Let's invite Yan Shen to come on stage!"

Zhou Yan pointed at himself inexplicably, to confirm that the host called the wrong name?

The host smiled and said, "It's you, Yan Shen. When the big screen draws your name, we will play a very simple game."

Generally, when playing this kind of small game on Star Night, players will be asked in advance if they want to sign up, and then scroll the big screen to draw lots.Otherwise, what should I do if I won the lottery and the other players don't want to go on stage?

However, he didn't know anything in advance, and he didn't sign up, so he was drawn anyway.

Zhou Yan turned his eyes, and when his eyes met Li Mengxun, Li Mengxun didn't hold back his smile, and shrugged his shoulders.

Good guy, you should think of who else would sell him?It's his Li Mengxun again!

All eyes were on LND, and Zhou Yan couldn't shirk it, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk onto the stage, and then watched Xu Yichen being taken away by Zhang Xun.It felt like it wasn't Xu Yichen who was taken away, but his heart attached to Xu Yichen.

It was said to be a simple game, but it took more than ten minutes to play it. After Zhou Yan stepped down, he hurriedly sent Xu Yichen a WeChat message.

Zhou Yan: [Where did you two go? 】

Zhou Yan: [You can't drink, don't go to drink. 】

Zhou Yan: [Why don't you send me a location and I'll come find you. 】

……

When Xu Yichen received the wechat, Zhang Xun was already lying on the four-corner table drunk.

He was about to reply Zhou Yan's WeChat, but Zhang Xun grabbed his wrist.He raised his face from under his arms, his eyes were red, and he said softly, "Don't, don't let Old Yan come over..."

Xu Yichen reported Zhou Yan's safety, saying that he was going to accompany Zhang Xun and might have to go back later, but he didn't send him a location.After sending these, he put the phone back in his pocket, and Zhang Xun was relieved: "Don't worry, he wasn't asked to come over."

Zhang Xun let out a "huh" and lowered his head again.He was feeling uncomfortable at the moment, ever since he knew that Shen Tian would leave FT.He was so uncomfortable that he even wanted to find Shen Tian desperately and tell him - Shen Tian, ​​I will go with you, and I will go to whichever team you go to.

But he can't.

Even if he can be listed during the transfer period, FT can still keep him because of the existence of a self-reserved sign.

At the banquet, he poured beer for himself, trying to get drunk, but the beer was not strong enough, and the more he drank, the more melancholy he became.But on the night of stardom, in front of the camera, he had to hold back and hold it, pretending that he was fine.

However, farts can be big.

The moment he dragged Xu Yichen out of the hotel lobby, a gust of cold wind blew in his face, which immediately lifted all his suppressed emotions.

He was wearing a thin short-sleeved team uniform, and sneezed heavily, feeling extremely wronged in an instant: "Damn it! Even your wind is bullying me!"

Xu Yichen worried: "You didn't drink too much, did you? Are we going to send you back now or what?"

Zhang Xun shook his head like a rattle, and muttered: "I'm not going back! I didn't drink too much either! A few bottles of beer and I'm so drunk! Let's go! I'm going to drink spirits!"

Xu Yichen was taken to a nearby food stall by Zhang Xun.Zhang Xun asked for liquor, but Xu Yichen couldn't stop him.

There seemed to be tears in Zhang Xun's eyes, and he brushed Xu Yichen's hand away: "You, what do you know...how can beer be, how can..." He paused for a while, and then said in a hoarse voice: "...he, he Got to go……"

Xu Yichen's hand, which was about to snatch his wine, stopped in the air, but finally let it go.

Let him drink some, a little more, maybe he will feel better.

The shop owner brought a bottle of white wine. Xu Yichen took the small cup, mixed it with hot water and rinsed it twice. Turning around, Zhang Xun had already opened the bottle of white wine. He didn't need the cup, so he took a big gulp in a muffled voice.

"He's leaving...he won't be staying in FT anymore..."

"Don't tell me anything, he has already made plans. Everyone else knows! He just keeps it from me!"

"...he didn't tell me anything."

At this time, Zhang Xun stopped pretending. If he is unhappy, he is unhappy, and when he is sad, he is sad.

"You know, Yichen. On that day, the day he lost in the semi-finals, he also said that he would go on a blind date. He would find a girlfriend and get married. I was angry when I heard it, and I didn't know that I Why do you have to be so angry, but it's just very uncomfortable. Hearing him say that... I feel very flustered."

Zhang Xun mumbled softer and softer, and then suddenly cursed: "Damn it! That bastard Shen Tian! He won't come to see me after I leave, he won't coax me anymore, he doesn't care about me at all!"

His ghostly cry attracted the attention of many supper guests nearby, Xu Yichen nodded apologetically towards the group of guests.

Zhang Xun was probably already drunk, and what he said began to repeat: "Why do they all know, why I don't know... If Peng Yu and the others hadn't mentioned it tonight, would I, would I have waited until the day he left?" Know……"

Zhang Xun's body seemed to be covered with a layer of thick fog that could not be dispelled, sad, sad, and hard to let go.

Xu Yichen didn't know what to say, so he raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder comfortingly.

After all, it is Zhang Xun and Shen Tian's business, so these can only be resolved by themselves.

And Zhang Xun grabbed the edge of the liquor bottle with his right hand, and drew a circle on the four-corner table, slowly, like a prison was circled.

The name of that prison may be like.

He began to recall when he first entered FT——

"After I came out of the youth training camp and was signed by FT, Shen Tian took me with me for a while. He said that I would become his trump card, and he said that he would witness the most brilliant scenery of the peak with me... …Winter solstice he can make dumplings, he will celebrate the new year with me…he will prepare gifts for me on my birthday. He said that as long as he is in FT, I will definitely be in FT, and if he wants to leave, he will also ask me if I want Together."

"He said it all! He said it!" Zhang Xun was crying, his voice was stained with crying. Compared with crying, it was actually more of the grievance of being abandoned by Shen Tian.

Zhang Xun sucked his nose hard, he didn't want to cry, how ugly it was when he cried.But——fuck it ugly, I'll cry first before I talk about it!

He murmured: "Yichen...he doesn't want me now, and he can't count everything he said."

Xu Yichen was silent for a long while, then turned his head to look at him, looking at his decadent face, he seemed to be able to say some words by opening his mouth again: "Zhang Xun..."

Zhang Xun didn't let him finish his sentence, he said in a self-defeating manner: "...well, I'm fine, I'm just a little crazy in the middle of the night, and I want to find someone to relieve my emotions...Give me some time, I'll be there soon, soon alright."

Xu Yichen looked at the bottle of white wine on the table in silence, and asked abruptly but in a soft voice: "Zhang Xun, do you like Shen Tian?"

Hearing these words, Zhang Xun's body instantly became stiff.

Both of them tacitly know what kind of "like" this "like" is.

Don't express your thoughts, don't need to explain your liking.

There was a wind blowing at the entrance of the alley, the gust of wind was very light, like smoke, and it seemed to have revealed some secrets in their hearts that should not be revealed. They were silent, trying to cover up the past with silence.

In the end, it was Zhang Xun who spoke first, and he said bitterly: "You saw it..."

In fact, he didn't want to hide it, but it was only these few days that he understood and was sure of his intentions.

Xu Yichen looked directly at him quietly: "...when?"

After uncovering the most secret mind, Zhang Xun breathed a sigh of relief instead: "...I don't know, maybe very early." He paused, and added: "Help me keep it secret, Don't tell Shen Tian either. I don't want...to cause trouble to him. Besides, if he finds out about being liked by a man, will he feel uncomfortable? Maybe he will be hated. That's it, that's fine of."

Xu Yichen was silent, the Zhang Xun in front of him really looked like himself.

Keep it secret, don’t want to cause trouble, if you are liked by a man, you will have pimples in your heart, you will be hated, this is also very good...

These, he once thought about.

However, Zhang Xun could honestly say that he liked Shen Tian, ​​but what about himself, he asked himself, could he say that?

Xu Yichen opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't do it.

Can't tell Zhang Xun that I like Zhou Yan, let alone tell Zhou Yan that I like you?

He can't.

From childhood to adulthood, because there are too many things to worry about, what he wants is close at hand, but he is afraid of breaking the flower in the mirror, the moon in the water.

He hates this kind of self, but it has been like this for more than ten years.

In high school, there was an English competition. The teacher had already told him that he would be the first prize in the competition, but in the end it was awarded to another person.But he holds the certificate of second prize with the highest score.He has questioned and fought for it, but the answer he got is that another student is going abroad, and his parents hope to have an English competition award.

The teacher told him to take it easy, it was just an award anyway, and besides, the student was about to leave, and there would be many more competitions like this in the future, so he still had a chance.

But he was not reconciled, because the first prize in that competition was a massage chair, which was a gift he wanted to give to grandma.

At that time, he asked the teacher straightforwardly: "Teacher, what's the use of winning an English competition award for a student who is going abroad? Shouldn't he take the IELTS or TOEFL test? After all, the school awarded the award because his parents gave him the award. Sponsored by the school."

The teacher's face turned pale for a moment, and in the end he didn't even give him the second prize.

Xu Yichen was thinking, why, why is it so easy for others to erase what he won with his own strength.

They wanted that first prize, that honor, but he only wanted that massage chair, and only wanted what he should have.

However, he got nothing.

He didn't tell anyone about it, including grandma.

Later, he went to work as a tutor and raised enough money to buy a massage chair.He lied to grandma, saying that it was the first prize in his English competition. Grandma was very pleased after hearing this, and would sit on the massage chair for a while every day, telling everyone that this was her good girl, who participated in the competition. What competitions get prizes.

At that time, he suddenly felt that it didn't matter if he was misunderstood or wronged, as long as the person he loved didn't worry about him, and the person he loved could be safe and happy.

It wasn't until he grew up that he realized that in the world of adults, there is a secret that doesn't need to be revealed, just like the tricks he exposed in the English competition back then.Perhaps in their world, these are all tacitly allowed.

As for himself, he fought for it many times, but in exchange for worse results.

When he was in SQ, he clearly knew that Coach Lin was just drawing a big cake for him. No matter how hard he achieved his goal, he would be put on the bench, but he would still fight for it. However, the result of the fight was the coach's tear. fall out.

Maybe he was not tactful enough, or maybe he was too transparent and straightforward.

But every time, every time, he never gave up.

But this time, facing Zhou Yan, he flinched.He was afraid that his fight would cause more troubles to Zhou Yantu, and Cheng Su was the best example.

Xu Yichen couldn't help thinking: that night, that drunken kiss was perhaps his most fearless moment.

……

Zhang Xun didn't blame Shen Tian as before, instead he drank quietly, only when he got drunk would he forget some unhappy things.

At least, at this moment, he wants to forget.

Zhang Xun didn't know how much he drank, and a bottle of white wine was just like that.He still felt that it wasn't enough, and wanted to have another bottle, but Xu Yichen stopped him at all.

"Stop drinking, I'll take you back to the hotel first. Get a good night's sleep. If you drink so much all at once, you'll feel bad tomorrow."

Xu Yichen wanted to help him, but Zhang Xun pushed him away.

"Don't... I don't want to go back."

Xu Yichen responded: "Okay, if you don't go back, then go to my hotel and stay for one night first?"

Only then did Zhang Xun nod his head and agree: "Well...no, I don't want to see Shen Tian..."

After Xu Yichen transferred the money to the shop owner, he helped Zhang Xun up. Zhang Xun's legs were limp when he got up, and he couldn't stand up straight at all. He hung on Xu Yichen's body.

After Zhang Xun walked a few steps, he slid down to the ground. Xu Yichen picked him up with some effort. After walking a few steps, he saw Shen Tian who was more than ten meters away.

He seemed to have been looking for Zhang Xun for a long time, and his clothes looked a little messy.

Shen Tian trotted over, subconsciously took the unconscious Zhang Xun from Xu Yichen's hand, and let him lean on him.The neckline of his clothes was wet, and his forehead was covered with sweat.

Shen Tian: "I'll come."

Xu Yichen let go.

Zhang Xun, who had drunk too much, thought he was hallucinating, closed his eyes tightly and said in despair, "Yichen...I can't do without him so much, I can hear his voice..."

Shen Tian frowned and asked, "How much did he drink?"

Xu Yichen: "A whole bottle of liquor with a degree of more than 40 degrees."

Shen Tian frowned even tighter.

Shen Tian held Zhang Xun's waist and lifted Zhang Xun a little: "It's really troublesome to watch him at night, so I'll send him back first? You should go back to the hotel earlier."

Xu Yichen nodded, he wanted to say that he remembered to let Zhang Xun take some hangover medicine, but after thinking about it, Shen Tian must know better than himself how to take care of Zhang Xun.

He looked at the back of the two of them leaving - Zhang Xun leaned on Shen Tian's shoulder, and Shen Tian took the trouble to support his slumped body.

He always felt that... Zhang Xun was not actually having a one-way crush on Shen Tian.

At least Shen Tian cared a little bit.

The author says:

Chen Zai: Captain, what if I say I like you?

Yan Shen glanced at him: I think you are tired of living.

It was not until later that Chen Zai understood what this "tired of life" meant.