An alpha's ancient life record

Lin Wei stared at her for a few seconds with a thoughtful expression. The guess in her heart added some weight. He was a young man, but he didn't want to take a concubine at all. He would rather let others think that he had health problems than have children. The possibility is indeed very high.

Shen Qingshu next to him didn't notice it at all, completely unaware that the thinking of the two had deviated so far.

In the afternoon, the two went to Zhao Mansion to see Shen Peili together.

Because she was in confinement, there was no window in the room, it was tightly sealed, airtight, and there was an indescribable complex smell.

Shen Peili still had a veil wrapped around her head, and she was half lying on the bedside. After these days of recuperation, her whole complexion became much more normal. She was not as puffy as before, nor as pale as she was just after giving birth.

The baby whose name is Zhao Wenjian and who is nicknamed Bao'er has grown a bit, and the skin is finally no longer wrinkled and red like a monkey, but that's all, the nose is still collapsed, the fetal hair is sparse, and the eyes are only small There was a gap, Shen Qingshu looked left and right, but he didn't see any resemblance between him and her, her mother was really talking nonsense with her eyes open.

Because only Bao'er survived, everyone was partial to him. Shen Peili looked at Bao'er with loving eyes, and there were obviously other emotions mixed in.

Her eldest nephew, Zhao Wenqin, may soon experience partiality.

Alas, let her make up for it. In comparison, Shen Qingshu still likes Wen Qin a little more, after all, she is the first child born under her watch.

While talking, the nanny came over with Wen Qin in her arms. The little guy is over two years old now. He is short and short with a round face. He is at his cutest time, and his big black eyes are particularly pleasing.

Seeing Shen Qingshu, Wen Qin's eyes lit up all of a sudden, he broke away from the nanny's hand, ran over, hugged Shen Qingshu's calf, raised his face and called her, smiling brightly, "Uncle!"

"Hey," Shen Qingshu responded, and hugged him up, feeling a little heavier than last time, "Qin'er has grown taller, and I won't be able to hug him anymore."

Wen Qin opened her mouth childishly, revealing a mouthful of neat baby teeth, "As tall as Uncle."

"It's taller than uncle. I haven't seen you for so long, does Qin'er miss me?" Shen Qingshu hugged him and sat down on the low kang next to him, and couldn't help pinching his face lightly while talking.

It feels really good, but it is too tender, and it will turn red when you pinch it a few more times.

In fact, her psychological age is just in the middle, and she neither hates children too much nor likes them too much.

But in this decadent feudal aristocratic life, children eat, drink, sleep, and have a group of nannies and maids to take care of them, so there is no need to worry about it at all.The cuteness of that human cub can be almost tenfold.

So much so that she always involuntarily bought all kinds of delicious, fun, and beautiful things for Wen Qin, and she bought a lot of them without knowing it. Naturally, Wen Qin also liked this uncle very much.

She also taught the little guy to call him aunt in private, but every time he turned his head and forgot it, and when he got older, he didn't dare to teach it anymore.

Shen Qingshu teased him again with a smile, "You said you missed Uncle, what do you think, um?"

Wen Qin frowned, with a cute and cute expression on his serious face. After thinking for a while, he hesitated and spread his left hand in front of Shen Qingshu, "Uncle, eat candy."

"What kind of sugar?" Shen Qingshu glanced at it, and the corners of his mouth twitched. His fleshy little hands were holding a half-melted sugar cube. It wasn't dirty, but it was sticky, and it was still stained with some shiny unknown liquid. It's saliva.

This... Even if she likes her eldest nephew, she still can't say it.

She refused, "Uncle doesn't eat candy, you eat it yourself."

Wen Qin still persistently handed it to her mouth, "I miss Uncle, give Uncle candy."

Shen Qingshu was very moved and refused, feeling like shooting herself in the foot with a stone, she said solemnly: "Uncle doesn't like sweets."

"Really..." Wen Qin's eyes widened. He couldn't believe it. In his world, sugar is the most delicious thing. How could anyone not like sugar.

Shen Qingshu nodded vigorously, "Really, hurry up and eat it yourself, eat it quickly, it will melt in a while."

"Then I'll eat it!" Wen Qin rolled his eyes, seeing that she really didn't want to eat, he immediately retracted his hand happily and took another bite.

It was really his saliva, Shen Qingshu immediately felt that he had escaped a catastrophe, the child was so innocent.

While smiling, she suddenly felt something, and when she looked back, all the people beside the bed were looking at her, including Lin Weizhi.

"..."

With the conscience of heaven and earth, she absolutely has no sugar to deceive children.

Shen Peili sighed with a smile, "It's so old, but it's still like a child who can't grow up."

In her words, she was talking about Shen Qingshu, but she turned to Lin Weizhi, "Brothers and sisters, please forgive me."

Lin Weizhi smiled slightly, "It's okay, Uncle, this is childlike."

The two looked at each other and laughed together.

It was worth it to please Shen Peili, Shen Qingshu smiled helplessly, and nodded Wen Qin's forehead, "What is there to be reluctant about a piece of candy, I still hold it in my hand for a long time."

Wen Qin was dazed, blinked his black and white eyes twice, then smiled and lowered his head to lick a mouthful of candy.

After a while, Zhao Yijian also came, and after exchanging a few pleasantries, he gave Shen Qingshu a wink to go out and talk.

Shen Qingshu handed Wen Qin to the nanny, followed him to the door, "What do you want to talk to me about, brother-in-law?"

Zhao Yijian glanced at the inner room, and pulled her worriedly, "Go to my study and talk about it."

"No." Shen Qingshu stood still and said truthfully, "I can't be too far away from my wife."

These words didn't mean the same thing to Zhao Yijian's ears. He looked at Shen Qingshu speechlessly, as if you were this kind of person.

"What's the matter?" Shen Qingshu knew he had misunderstood, and didn't bother to explain. Anyway, she was telling the truth. If she really went to the study, she might not be in the mood to talk to Zhao Yijian.

Zhao Yijian still took her a few steps away and said in a low voice: "That's right, this time the dystocia, you also know that the lady has been hit hard, and she is not in a good mood. I can't go away here for a while. But this year, Piansheng is kind again. Section, the teacher told me not to miss the opportunity, I was hesitant to give it a try.”

He looked at Shen Qingshu's expression, "Qingshu, what do you think?"

"I think?" Shen Qingshu was stunned for a while, then lowered his head and repeated, his expression a bit gloomy, "I have no objection, brother-in-law, you can make your own decision."

Zhao Yijian was a little anxious, "But I just couldn't make up my mind, so I came to ask you! Give me an accurate answer."

Shen Qingshu thought for a while, but didn't know how to reply, she suddenly hated her sharpness.

She heard Zhao Yijian's subconscious meaning, Zhao Yijian didn't want to ask her opinion at all, he had actually made a decision in his heart, but he was still haunted by some guilt.

He handed over the decision-making power, and if Shen Qingshu agreed with him, he could calmly think that the Shen family had no objections.

Shen Peili, who had just survived a dystocia, would not see her husband for two whole months.

But if Shen Qingshu disagreed, he might not have taken the exam.

Even if he really didn't take the exam in the end, he might still have grievances in his heart, feeling that the Chengyi House was oppressing him, and eventually these grievances would be transferred to Shen Peili.

Shen Qingshu didn't know if it was because she thought of people too badly, but she knew too many such cases. In a feudal society where husbands were the key, she really didn't dare to gamble on the minds of men who grew up in this environment.

She was in a dilemma and didn't know how to choose.

After a long time, I finally raised my head and said cautiously, "Brother-in-law, in fact, according to regulations, there will be a rural examination next year."

"It's different," Zhao Yijian said with a bitter face, "I heard that His Majesty intends to make the son of the empress of the Yuan Dynasty the crown prince. The scholars admitted by Enke this time will all inherit the kindness of the sixth prince, and will naturally support the sixth prince in the future, so they will be more respectful." I recorded more in previous years, so I might be able to win this time.”

Shen Qingshu's heart sank, he had heard of this rumor, but it was too far away, she didn't take it seriously.

She herself has to take part in this township examination, and she can't persuade Zhao Yijian much. In case he has bad luck in the future and fails to pass the exam, she still hates Shen's family.

"Then brother-in-law, you'd better take the exam." After saying this, Shen Qingshu had mixed feelings in her heart. She was silent for a moment, and said insincerely: "My sister has elders to take care of her. It should be fine, my wife will too. I often come to accompany my sister."

Zhao Yijian looked a little relieved, but he was not very happy. He sighed, "Oh, Qingshu, I'm really sorry, this opportunity is too important to me."

Shen Qingshu twitched the corner of his mouth, but he didn't smile at all. Zhao Yijian was only the second son, and it was normal not to miss the opportunity of the scientific examination.How could a man in this era make such a compromise for the family members.Zhao Yijian will hesitate and feel guilty in his heart, and he is already considered a rare good person.

But she is a person of later generations. She knows how difficult it is for a mother to give birth and how much she needs company, but she made the decision herself.

She thought evasively, why did Zhao Yijian come to ask her, why didn't he ask others.

She felt very uncomfortable.

After dinner in the Zhao residence, Shen Qingshu and his wife returned to the residence.

After getting into the carriage, Lin Weizhi asked softly, "What's the matter, what did brother-in-law say to you?"

After Shen Qingshu entered the room in the afternoon, she noticed that her expression was not right, there was always a hint of depression between her brows, and she was trying to force herself to laugh with Shen Peili, and her smile was stiff.

"It's nothing." Shen Qingshu didn't answer, she didn't really want to talk about it.

Lin Weizhi didn't speak, but kept looking at her quietly, asking silently.

There was really nothing he could do about her, Shen Qingshu shook his head helplessly.She leaned her back on the wall of the carriage, slid down a bit, closed her eyes, and replied concisely: "Brother-in-law is going to participate in this year's Enke, and it will take two months to return to his ancestral home to take the exam."

Lin Weizhi blinked, but didn't understand, and it took a few seconds to realize, "Are you worried that sister can't bear it?"

It's not that she is slow, but that it's normal for men to go out to take exams. Sometimes, when a woman gives birth, her husband may not be by her side.

But she knew that her husband-in-law was a different kind, and he couldn't be measured by ordinary people.

"Well," Shen Qingshu nodded, his eyebrows furrowed, "Now is the time when she needs her husband...husband's company most, I'm afraid she's going to be mentally ill."

In modern society, most of the mothers will suffer from mild postpartum depression a few weeks after giving birth, requiring timely psychological intervention, and it is not uncommon for women to commit suicide with their children.

She believed that in ancient times, there were many such examples, but no one paid attention to recording those poor women.

Shen Peili's personality is relatively weak, plus the pain of losing her son, and her husband is not around, she is afraid that she will do something stupid.

The author has something to say: Recently, a lot of cuties have left messages saying that they hope they have a child, great, I will think about it^_^

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