An alpha's ancient life record

Lin Weizhi looked at her for a few moments, and then looked away. Her eyes were clear and honest, without any falsehood. It was because this person was always so gentle that she couldn't help but fall for her.

Although she was angry at Shen Qingshu's deceit, she also knew that she had almost handed over her wealth and life to her, and the reason was that she didn't want her to pay by mistake.

But she happened to be a woman, and when she thought about it, she didn't dare to think about it anymore, and when she thought about it, it felt like a needle was pricking her heart.

She withdrew her thoughts, raised the corner of her mouth reluctantly, and said: "Let's talk about it, and let me think about it a little longer."

Shen Qingshu nodded, "Okay, you can tell me anytime you think it through."

Having said that, the atmosphere froze for a moment.

Lin Wei had only been here for two days, but the relationship between the two suddenly took a sharp turn, and they ran towards a direction she never expected.She obviously just woke up from sleep, but she felt very tired, almost physically and mentally exhausted, and she didn't want to move lazily.

"Can you go out?" She lay down again, with her back to Shen Qingshu, and said softly, "I want to be alone for a while."

Her slender back also showed a hint of rejection, Shen Qingshu hesitated for a moment, not knowing what to do.She knew that Lin Weizhi no longer wanted to talk about it.However, she hadn't finished speaking yet.

She thought about how to answer last night, but Lin Weizhi didn't ask, but the doubts she didn't take into account when she was sad now, she will notice one day sooner or later, instead of being shocked again at that time, it's better for her to confess at this time So that she won't be suspicious anymore.

He didn't hear her answer for a long time, Lin Weizhi didn't care, she didn't look back, Shen Qingshu had to bend down, gently shook her shoulder, and said guiltily: "I...I have a bigger secret to ask. Tell you."

Lin Weizhi was stunned, a bigger secret?What secret could be greater than her womanhood?

She had mixed feelings in her heart for a moment, why she had so many secrets, she was both uncontrollably curious and afraid that this secret would be as unbearable to her as the previous one.

He even felt a little bit of resentment, what secret must be revealed today, can't he consider her feelings and say it another day?

Lin Weizhi knew that her thoughts were unreasonable. She was venting her anger, but she let her feelings go, and she still didn't turn around to answer.

Shen Qingshu waited for a moment, then touched his nose in embarrassment, "Are you still angry with me?"

As soon as he exited the mouth, he realized that he had asked a nonsense question, paused, and added, "Don't you want to know how I took the imperial examination and escaped the body search?"

Lin Wei was shocked, and went back rationally. As she said, the imperial examination and body search are so strict, how did she, a woman, cheat the world.

She restrained the emotions in her heart, and finally sat up and faced Shen Qingshu. She stared at her face, brows slightly furrowed, and the doubts that had been covered up by emotions before gradually emerged, "Indeed, in the past, what method did you use to cover up?" Yes, I didn't even notice half of it."

As she spoke, she moved closer, and lightly tapped Shen Qingshu's throat with her fingertips, "There is also an Adam's apple, what is it pasted on?"

She used to wonder why Shen Qingshu didn't leave any stubble, but there were quite a few men who didn't like to grow beards, so she didn't think much about it, and thought she shaved too cleanly.But the man's Adam's apple is really hard to disguise.Coupled with the reason of the imperial examination body search, although she found some clues, she never suspected in this direction.

Finally came to this question, Shen Qing breathed a sigh of relief, smiled in relief, fixedly looked at her, and said softly: "About this, before I talk about it, I ask you to keep this secret for me."

With a serious expression on her face, Lin Weizhi also seriously promised: "Okay, I swear here that I will never spread the word."

"Although what I want to say is a bit bizarre, it is by no means empty words." Shen Qingshu sorted out his thoughts and said after consideration: "Since I came to this world, I have been born with a kind of ability that transcends the ordinary, which I call spiritual power. force."

"It's this ability that allows me to deceive her human vision and keep my identity a secret." She stretched out her hand, and with a slight movement, her face squirmed again, returning to the familiar look of Lin Weizhi.

She was afraid that Lin Wei would not believe it, so she demonstrated it twice. Looking at her expression, she saw that she was shocked and moved for a moment, and then quickly calmed down, without any further expression.

"Don't you believe it?" Shen Qingshu was a little puzzled. This reaction was too indifferent. She actually took a big risk. For this era, the spiritual power that everyone will have in the future is superpower. Once it is leaked, she I believe those dignitaries who pursue longevity will arrest her all over the world.

"I believe," Lin Weizhi responded casually, furrowed her brows, and urged, "Is there anything else to say? I'm tired."

She herself was also a little strange. She was a little surprised by this bigger secret, but she couldn't arouse any interest. She quickly accepted and understood it, and didn't even bother to be shocked.

Maybe her mind is on another matter, yes, Shen Qingshu has the ability to transcend the ordinary, but so what?Can it change the fact that she is a woman?

Seeing that she was about to lie down again, Shen Qingshu didn't care about guessing, and quickly said: "There is one more thing."

Lin Weizhi looked up at her quietly, expressing a questioning look.

"Well, I said before that I have a mental illness." Shen Qingshu lowered his head in embarrassment, at a loss, and didn't know where to put his eyes, "Actually, it's a negative effect attached to mental power, which happens occasionally and makes me unable to control myself. "

She honestly confessed, "Before, I could only bear it by myself. After we got married, I fell ill that time, but found it easier to be with you. That's why... I don't mean anything else. If you misunderstand, it's really I'm so sorry."

Lin Weizhi was stunned, so there was such a reason, she thought at that time that Shen Qingshu was also interested in her, but it turned out that she was just pretending to be passionate, and she was just blindly taking medicine.

She laughed at herself, the tip of her nose was a little sore, she never thought that she would be so embarrassing, she turned her face and asked softly: "Have you finished?"

"Well," Shen Qingshu responded, and because of her urging several times, he said, "I'm going out now, you..."

She wanted to comfort her again, telling her not to be too sad, but she couldn't think of the right wording for a while, and then remembered that the harm to Lin Weizhi was caused by her, so she couldn't say anything more, and only sighed slightly. , got up and went out.

After explaining these things clearly, the guilt and troubles in her heart dissipated a lot, and except for traveling through time and space, she almost didn't hide anything from Lin Wei anymore.

One is that traveling through time and space is really difficult to explain, and the other is that she is afraid of scaring Lin Weizhi.She is a solitary ghost, everything she did yesterday was like death yesterday, everything today is like being born today, and the beauty of her past life thousands of years later should be kept in her heart alone as her only remaining secret.

Shen Qingshu closed the door, and as soon as the light blue clothes disappeared from Lin Weizhi's vision, her vision immediately blurred again.

She actually left just like that. Although she drove people away by herself, she still felt an unstoppable sense of emptiness and loss in her heart.

She lay down clutching the corner of the quilt, with half of her face sunk in the thin quilt. She had just woken up in the morning, and there seemed to be that person's breath and warmth in the pillow and bed.

She didn't want to cry at first, her mother said, no one likes to see other people look sad, women must smile more, smile to themselves and others.She always remembered, but today, she really couldn't take it lightly, she shed more tears than the sum of the past few years.

She unconsciously recalled the past, on the day of the wedding, when the bride came in, the groom had to shoot three arrows at the sedan chair to drive away the evil spirits along the way. Shen Qingshu shot very accurately, but with very light force, as if he was afraid of startling her. .The people around laughed and teased her, and they were already afraid of guilt before they even got through the door. She heard her answer in a gentle voice that didn't care.

She carefully stretched out her hand, carried her thin back, and raised Xipa's shy face, she still clearly remembered.

After passing the mansion, she treats her gently, politely, considerately, pays attention to her favorite dishes, and specially orders to hire a chef from Suzhou; when she goes to the bookstore, she will buy her favorite books by the way, and recommend which ones are more interesting with a smile; Kuishui would hug her and make up stories for her softly; on rainy days, the road would be muddy, and he would carry her back home, holding an umbrella and always leaning towards her.

Her eyes are clear, and when she smiles, there seem to be twinkling stars in her eyes. She keeps herself clean and never flirts outside. She has rare empathy for women. She never imposes her own ideas.

Such a person turned out to be a fake, and their engagement was doomed to be wrong from the very beginning.

She didn't know what to do in the future. She fell in love with someone for the first time, and she understood the bitterness of love before she tasted the sweetness of love.

If she leaves Shen's residence and remarries, she may never meet such a person again, and she can't predict what kind of person she will marry, whether it is good or bad.Thinking of reconciling and leaving, she didn't feel relaxed, but felt prickly and sad.

But if they stay in Shen's house, what are she and Shen Qingshu, fake phoenixes, are they like sisters and respect each other for a lifetime?

She was forced into a corner by reality, at a loss, unable to make a choice.

Go to sleep, when you fall asleep, you don't have to think about these worrying things anymore.Lin Weizhi wiped away her tears, and she didn't know how long she had been crying on and off. Her eye sockets were dry and painful. She closed her eyes, feeling exhausted, and soon lost consciousness.

Shen Qingshu went out here, and Sheng Hanhou came up: "My lord, breakfast has been prepared for a long time, and the girl hasn't gotten up yet?"

Because Shen Qingshu had ordered them not to approach and disturb them before, she was not allowed to call the door without authorization.

"She, she won't have breakfast today." Shen Qingshu rubbed his temples, said with a headache, "Leave it, I don't have much appetite either."

Sheng Han was taken aback, she had served Lin Weizhi for so long, knowing that she would never sleep in, something else must have happened.

She looked at Shen Qingshu's face, and carefully asked: "Master, is our girl okay, you and the girl..."

Shen Qing avoided answering, "It's nothing, she wants to be alone for a while, don't bother her."

Sheng Han knew something was wrong when he saw her face, she hesitated to speak, but because of Shen Qingshu's identity, she didn't follow her to ask, Fu Sheng agreed, and went to guard outside Lin Weizhi's door.

It wasn't until noon that she heard the movement, knocked on the door and went in, and saw Lin Weizhi with disheveled hair, red and swollen eyelids, and she looked pale and haggard.

It was obvious that she had cried before, Sheng Han was taken aback, walked up to him hurriedly, and asked anxiously: "Girl, what's wrong with you?"

Thinking of Shen Qingshu coming out of the room in the morning, his expression was also very bad, and he suddenly understood, "Did you quarrel with my uncle, and he bullied you?"

"We didn't quarrel, don't worry," Shen Qingshu's identity was an absolute secret, Lin Weizhi didn't want to talk about it, she got up and sat in front of the vanity mirror, brushed her hair, "Groom me first."

She is not the kind of character who weeps and complains, she speaks clearly about the matter, Shen Qingshu is not entirely responsible, if her father hadn't forced the marriage contract back then, there would be no such thing as today's mischief.

It's okay to cry for a while, and all the tears shed have been shed. No matter what she does, she can't change the established facts. She still has to regain her sense and continue to face the days ahead.

"The eyes are swollen into walnuts, and the girl still wants to fool the servant girl," neither of them wanted to say, and Sheng Han couldn't help it. Seeing that her face was calm now, her heart felt a little more at ease, and she muttered Walking over, "I thought my uncle was a good person, and I didn't want to bully people like this."

Lin Weizhi was silent for a moment, before saying, "She didn't bully me."

Sheng Han took the wooden comb, combed her long hair, curled his lips and asked, "Then why did the girl's eyes turn red from crying?"

Lin Weizhi couldn't answer, but she had delusions and couldn't accept the reality. Shen Qingshu had told her before marriage.

She closed her eyes and said, "Don't say any more."

Sheng Han observed her words and expressions, and saw that she didn't want to talk, so she shut her mouth tactfully, quietly tied her hair and changed her clothes, and ordered Luan Ying to find eggs to reduce the swelling of her eyelids.

Shen Qingshu wasn't there at lunchtime. Uncle Liu said that she had gone out to inquire about the news, and the list was about to be published, and the news that could be known had already been known, so what was there to inquire about, Lin Weizhi knew it, but she just said it just now Just to avoid embarrassment when the two meet.

That's fine, she didn't want to see Shen Qingshu with red eyelids for the time being, it would make her seem so weak.

Shen Qingshu was wandering outside and had nowhere to go, so he still went to look for Guan Yiming.

"Why did you come here?" Guan Yiming was a little surprised when he saw her coming, he laughed and teased, "You miss your wife every day, now that she's here, I thought she was warm and soft, and you can't help it." How many days will you not go out?"

Shen Qingshu twitched the corner of her mouth, but she really couldn't laugh. She sat down at the stone table and said, "Brother Guan, I'm going to bother you for a while."

"You... what's the matter? It looks like you have an argument with Mrs. Sister-in-law." Seeing her gloomy expression, Guan Yiming also stopped laughing, and poured her a cup of tea.

Shen Qingshu nodded, cupped his hands, "A little contradiction, I'm afraid it will disturb you for a few days."

"I live here alone, so I can't talk about disturbing you. I'm glad you came here before it's too late." Guan Yiming waved his hand. This is a boudoir matter, and he didn't ask too much, just thought it was a dispute between some parents.

He looked closely at Shen Qingshu's eyes, shook his head twice and sighed, "It's really a hero since ancient times who is sad and beautiful, Qingshu, you see that you are worried about gains and losses, and you are not as free and easy as you used to be."

Before the two of them traveled around the mountains and rivers, Shen Qingshu's reaction was always indifferent. Even when talking about the rural examination, she would not show her emotions like she is now.

But between men and women, it’s just that matter, Guan Yiming laughed and gave her a bad idea, "Where is there no grass in the end of the world, Qingshu, we haven't seen the Qinlou Chu Pavilion in Chuzhou Mansion yet. Why don't you and I go together today, and get drunk and relieve your worries."

Shen Qingshu was speechless, but Guan Yiming really wanted to see each other. Before that, he wanted to abduct her to the brothel, but after being rejected by Shen Qingshu, he was still ruthless.

She shook her head and refused, "Brother Guan, stop joking at a time like this."

"I'm not joking, you really don't understand style," Guan Yiming felt very sorry, and said disapprovingly, "You have too few women to worry about such trivial things as men and women."

"For example," he turned around, tapped his fan on Shen Qingshu, and commented: "You must have quarreled with Mrs. Sister-in-law. Judging by your expression, it is probably because of your fault. It is obvious that you hid here. I don't understand women's thoughts."

He took a sip of tea, and then said: "Most women are duplicity. If you tell you to get out, you must not get out. If you say she wants to calm down, you must not let her calm down. You have to stalk her face and stalk her. If you don’t correct it, don’t say anything, you must admit your mistakes, reflect deeply, and correct them immediately, then cry bitterly, swear and swear, and immediately hug and make out, I can guarantee that no matter what mistakes you make, most women will Let it go."

Shen Qingshu was stunned when he heard it, and said amusedly, "Where did you get this nonsense?" Why does it sound like a scumbag.

"I'm not lying, I have summed it up after long-term practice." Guan Yiming smiled and shook his fan contentedly, "Qingshu, after all, how old am I? I already have two concubines and three housekeepers gone."

Shen Qingshu really didn't know before, but looking at his baby face, he suddenly felt very disobedient, with so many concubines, and occasionally visiting brothels, he wasn't afraid of kidney deficiency anymore.

Guan Yiming asked strangely, "What are you doing looking at me like that, don't you believe me?"

Shen Qingshu withdrew his gaze, smiled and shook his head: "My situation is different from yours." Her mistakes, words and behaviors, cannot be corrected. She is also a woman, so she doesn't follow such routines, and she doesn't think so. Lin Weizhi is just that kind of woman.

"It's fine if you don't listen, anyway, sooner or later you will know that I am a good plan." Guan Yiming closed his fan, knocking on the palm of his hand one after another, he winked his eyes, and said: "Like tonight, you Let's go, you will definitely be left out by Mrs. Sister-in-law when you go back."

His winking is really a bit wretched, Shen Qing gave him a blank look, how could she not know it?

She didn't want to talk about this anymore, and instead chatted with Guan Yiming about the article's strategy.

After spending the whole day here, when she returned at night, there was still a light in the room for her. Lin Wei was lying on her side with her back turned outward, already asleep.

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