An alpha's ancient life record

"No, it's impossible," Old Liu murmured with trembling lips, her eyes lost focus, and she almost couldn't stand still. Suddenly, she pointed at Lin Weizhi and scolded angrily: "Is it you! Did you let Shu'er say that?" Yes, you, you woman... you are going to cut off the incense of the Shen family!"

As she spoke, she panted sharply, her fingers kept shaking, and her face was full of disappointment and hatred.

Lin Weizhi didn't expect this kind of situation. They planned to avoid it before, but she turned her head to look at Qingshu, feeling a little at a loss.

Shen Qingshu blocked her behind, with a trace of unbearable in his eyes, he grabbed old Liu's fingers and pressed down, calmly said: "Grandmother, I will not joke about this kind of thing, you also know that every generation of the Shen family is difficult for children, It is inevitable that I will end up here. My lady has suffered such a great grievance, and it is very rare that she did not tell outsiders to abandon me. The responsibility lies with me. If you want to scold me, scold me."

"You, you..." The stimulation was too great, old Liu's breath was blocked in his chest, and he passed out immediately after taking a look.

"Mother!" Fortunately, Mrs. He was beside her, immediately reached out to hug her, looked at Shen Qingshu and shook his head and said, "You really scared mother to death, Shu'er, you are too careless."

Shen Qingshu hugged Old Liu from her hand, pursed his lips and said, "Call the doctor first."

After much tossing and turning, the old Mrs. Liu was finally settled. There was nothing serious about the old lady, but she was furious for a while.

When the three of them came back after seeing the doctor off, Mrs. He closed the door, turned around to look at Shen Qingshu, sighed and said, "What if something happens to your grandmother when you say what you said today? If the servants spread the word, others will How do I see you?"

Shen Qingshu also knew that she was impulsive. Now that she was thinking about it, she might as well say that she should let it out and divert the old Liu's attention. But although she could understand women in this era, she couldn't blindly converge.

"Then what should I say? This is my problem. No matter who I marry, this day will happen sooner or later. Mother, have you never imagined this? Where do I make grandma an heir?" Shen Qingshu also Feeling that his head was big, he questioned in a tone of voice, "Others can see what they want, as long as there are no children, there will be rumors sooner or later."

He choked, with mixed feelings in his heart, he didn't know what to say, in the final analysis, it was caused by their original decision.In fact, she still had an idea that she didn't dare to say. At that time, the old Liu family was about to disappear. She thought she would last for a few years at most, but she really didn't think about it. Who knew that 20 years later, she began to look forward to her great-grandson again. .

He blamed himself: "It's all mother's fault, I shouldn't have put you..."

She paused and glanced at Lin Weizhi.

Shen Qingshu said directly: "There's nothing to hide, Ah Zhi already knows."

"What?" Although he already had some guesses in his mind, He Shi took a step back and said in shock, "This, this, why..."

"We get along all day long, do you think you can hide it?" Shen Qingshu said helplessly: "What's more, we lied to her first, and we were already sorry for her. How long will we have to hide it?"

Lin Weizhi stepped forward to support her, and comforted her: "Don't worry, mother, I will keep my mouth shut and never let it out."

Holding her hand, He was also very guilty, his lips twitched a few times, and apologized: "My child, we are the ones who are sorry for you. I didn't want to implicate you, but I am a housewife, and I really have nothing else to do." There is a way."

Seeing tears welling up in her eyes, as if she was about to shed tears, Lin Weizhi hurriedly said, "Don't worry, I don't blame you."

After a pause, she looked down at her toes and whispered, "I really like her."

Ok?

He stifled back tears, suspecting that he had heard wrongly, looking left and right, both of them seemed a little uncomfortable.

She said cautiously: "You just said..."

Wei Zhi was embarrassed to repeat it again, but blushed and did not speak.

Shen Qingshu went over and took her hand, looked directly at He Shi and said affirmatively: "It's just what you think, we want to stay together and spend this life forever."

Her voice was not loud, but her tone was very firm. He was stunned for a long time before she could react.

In wealthy families, there are often wives and concubines in groups, and there are no men in the back house. When it is empty and lonely, there are many scandals about fake phoenixes. Vague thoughts.

So at this moment, she didn't feel any disgust or disgust, but she was a little surprised that this person was Lin Weizhi.

But after thinking about it, she felt that it was unexpected, and within reason, although she didn't know how Shen Qingshu was taught to be like this, her daughter was no worse than any man.

She didn't speak for a long time, Shen Qingshu asked worriedly: "Mother, are you okay?"

Don't get scared again.

"Oh, oh, it's okay, you are like this, it's good, it's good, mother has no objection." He recovered and nodded repeatedly.

Shen Qingshu was even more worried when she was like this, "Is it really all right?"

"Really, don't worry too much," He took the hands of the two of them and held them together, with tears in his smile, "Mother used to worry that you would be lonely and helpless all your life, now you can have someone to accompany you, mother It's too late to be happy, Mother has only done that one wrong thing in her life, and I'm most sorry for you, as long as you can do well, Mother has no objections."

Shen Qingshu wiped away tears for her, feeling a little moved in his heart, Mrs. He is a traditional woman with a cowardly temperament, she has never had much presence in the Shen family, but because of her, she can accept this kind of thing so quickly.

The atmosphere was rare and warm, and at this moment someone came to report that Mrs. Liu had woken up.

"Let's go, go and have a look first." He sighed, and said worriedly: "Your grandmother may not believe what you said earlier after she wakes up. She has always been tough, and she may have to make trouble afterwards."

"But procrastination is not an option. I don't want to make my lady suffer any more." Shen Qingshu hesitated for a while, and said directly: "Mother, after the palace examination, I plan to be released as an official."

Mrs. He was about to go out when she heard that she staggered and almost tripped over the threshold. She held on to the door and barely stabilized her body. She turned her head and said in shock, "What did you say?"

Shen Qingshu closed his eyes, looked away and said: "Mother, I'm sorry, the child is not filial, so I can no longer serve you at your knee."

"You, Shu'er, you want your grandmother's life," Mrs. He shook her head in disbelief, "It doesn't matter to me, but I know my mother, she will never agree."

Shen Qingshu's jaw tightened and he didn't speak.

He's eyes widened, "Are you really going to piss your grandmother off?"

There was silence, Wei Zhi bit her lower lip, and was about to stand up to speak, but was stopped by Shen Qingshu's hand.

She looked straight into He's eyes, her eyes were full of pain and entanglement, and asked slowly: "Mother, what do you think I should do, take a concubine, harm more innocent women, seek medical advice all day long, cure Is it a disease that doesn't exist? You know, as long as the grandmother's wish is to see her great-grandson, then our conflicts will always exist and cannot be reconciled."

Mrs. He opened her mouth, but was speechless. She wanted to say that the old Mrs. Liu hadn't had a good life for a few years, and wanted to persuade Shen Qingshu to bear it, but she looked at Lin Weizhi, and she really had no face to say such a thing. In other words, good girls from other people are raised by gold, so why should they suffer this kind of training in their house.

And it's also uncertain, what will happen to things if the old Liu lives for more than ten years.

After a while, Mrs. He lowered his head and said sadly: "It's up to you, mother is incompetent, I can't help you much."

After a pause, he sighed again: "It's just that, don't say it now, let your grandmother take it easy."

Shen Qingshu also felt uncomfortable, so he silently nodded in agreement, and the three of them went to see old Mrs. Liu.There was nothing to say along the way, Mrs. He suffered too many shocks today, her mind was in a trance, and her walking was like drifting.

Old Liu was lying on the bed, a little sluggish. Hearing the movement, he opened his eyes and looked over. He stared dully for a few moments before waving to Shen Qingshu.

"Grandmother." Shen Qingshu squatted beside the bed and held her hand. Seeing her disheveled gray hair, he still couldn't help but feel soft-hearted.

Old Liu tremblingly touched her face, "Shu'er, you lied to grandma just now, didn't you?"

Shen Qingshu lowered his eyes and did not reply.

The two were in a stalemate for a moment, the air was frozen, the old Liu let go of her hand in disappointment, turned over, and said tiredly: "You guys go out, I'm going to rest."

Shen Qingshu looked at her back for a while, stood up, tucked the quilt up for her, and said in a gentle voice, "Then you have a good rest."

Her heart is sour. Ever since she passed through, the old Liu family has treated her unreservedly. The cost of food and clothing is the best in the mansion. It is as big as arranging for her to go to the exam, and as small as changing her clothes for the season. Don't worry, I will do it all by myself.

Let alone asking about the health and well-being on weekdays, one year when it snowed heavily in the middle of Beijing, she stayed at Mr. Zheng's house for dinner, and forgot to send someone back to report. It was very dark when she returned to the uncle's mansion. Old Liu was worried and waited for her at the door. Dinner didn't take a sip.

But these good things are conditional, based on the fact that she is a grandson. Like Shen Peili, she is just a granddaughter, so there are only a few incidentals left.

She sometimes wondered, if the old Liu knew her identity one day, what would his reaction be, would he still love her so much? I'm afraid it would be good if he didn't treat her as an enemy.

After seeing old Mrs. Liu, the two slowly walked back to their yard, Wei Zhi kept expressing his words, and finally couldn't help but said: "I..."

"Wait a minute," Shen Qingshu raised his hand to interrupt her, and smiled with the corners of his lips curled up: "If it's something like sorry, don't say it, it's between me and my grandmother, if I marry someone else, will happen too."

Lin Weizhi raised her eyebrows, "Do you still want to marry someone else?"

"For example, I will only marry you." Shen Qingshu rubbed his nose and comforted with a smile: "Don't worry, there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain, and I will solve it."

Lin Weizhi looked at her quietly, and asked softly: "But, if grandma is really angry, can you feel at ease?"

With Shen Qingshu's character, I'm afraid he will be burdened with it for the rest of his life, and in this era, unfilial piety is a great sin, and everyone will despise it if it is spread.

"I will try my best to do my best." Shen Qing was silent for a moment, then cast his eyes into the distance, and said firmly: "But if I really can't have the best of both worlds, I will feel guilty, but I will not compromise. I am myself first. Living for others, what is the difference between that and a puppet, such a life, what's the point of living?"

She cherishes this opportunity given by God, and also regards the Shen family as her indistinguishable relatives, but it does not mean that she must obey everything, everyone has their own way to go, and only she can be responsible for herself.

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