An alpha's ancient life record

When the two left the temple, neither of them spoke first, and the atmosphere seemed a little delicate.

Shen Qingshu didn't know what it was like, maybe Lin Weizhi just asked casually just now, but she still inevitably came up with other thoughts.

Asking about marriage, it would be great if the question can be signed, but in case, the master didn't see their relationship, what else could he figure out?What would she have thought then, did she believe it?

Shen Qingshu had to think more, she knew that this kind of thing was very difficult for Lin Weizhi, it didn't matter, she could wait as long as she wanted, she was only afraid that she would shrink back.

They came to a small remote county, away from the bustling capital, but without the attention and pressure of their family members. She didn't think it was a sacrifice, but she tried her best to create an environment. However, Shen Qingshu felt a little hurt by such an attitude. .

Lin Weizhi could feel that she was holding her hand with increasing strength. She turned her head and glanced, her face was calm, but she secretly regretted it. She knew that she would believe it or not, but Just now, for some reason, he asked like that by a strange coincidence.

With their own concerns, the two walked around the temple slowly in silence. Although Sheng and Han didn't know what was wrong with them, they also saw that something was wrong, and hung far behind.

Losing his temper couldn't solve the problem. After a while, Shen Qingshu finally digested the emotions in his heart, stopped and stood still, and turned to face Lin Weizhi.

Lin Weizhi was also a little nervous, looking at her in bewilderment.

"I always thought that communication between two people is very important," Shen Qingshu let out a long breath, his voice was still very peaceful, "Frankly speaking, I was a little unhappy just now. You doubt or are not sure about our relationship. If you don’t have confidence, you will ask questions about religion and ghosts. I want to know why? Could it be that I really can’t accept who I am, or am I not doing well enough?”

She didn't lose her temper, but Lin Weizhi felt even more disturbed, but she couldn't answer it herself. At that moment, it seemed that her body was about to pass out of consciousness, and she asked before she could think about it.

"I don't know." After thinking for a long time, Lin Weizhi looked at the distant mountains, and said in a daze, "Maybe, I'm a little scared, and I want to get a definite answer. This place is far away from the capital, but it's more closed. , what I come into contact with every day is these, the age is getting old, the color is fading and the love is slack, I have no children, I only have you, if one day, I grow old and ugly, and you don't like me anymore, then what should I do good?"

The more she spoke, the clearer it became that these worries had been hidden in her heart all along, but they were stimulated at an accelerated rate when she came to a strange city.

She has seen too many tragedies like this. Everyone thought they were a special one, but in the end the scripts were roughly the same. Often those who gave their sincerity to their husbands lost the worst.

Shen Qingshu felt relieved after hearing this, as long as she could communicate, she was afraid that if she kept silent in her heart, it would eventually become a barrier between the two parties.

She draped Lin Weizhi's shoulders, bent slightly, looked straight into her eyes, her eyes were gentle and peaceful, without any attack power, and said softly: "But, I only have you, and I will grow old and change Ugly, will you despise me for this?"

Lin Weizhi blinked, "No."

Shen Qingshu laughed, "You won't, so why would I? I know that men in this society will have more convenience and choices, but I think we are equal, and I will not use the privileges bestowed by these societies .”

"Of course I can't give any guarantees when I say this, but please believe that time will see a person clearly." She moved closer and touched Lin Weizhi's forehead, "When you are afraid of losing me, I will also I'm afraid of losing you."

"Also, during this period of time I was busy with official duties, so I ignored your feelings. It was my fault, but you never said it, and you were bored in your heart. How would I know? You are my wife, and you don't need to be so dignified and sensible. Basically, you have the right to complain to me about acting like a baby."

Her soft voice flowed into Lin Weizhi's heart like a spring of Lingling, calming her recent emotions.

In just three months, traveling thousands of miles, longing for parents, decline in living environment, changes in social circle, and various trivial matters of moving, all these are mixed together, which inevitably makes people restless and overthinking.

Lin Weizhi said "hmm" without replying. She put her arms around the back of her neck and kissed her on tiptoe.

Sheng Han didn't pay attention at the back, and saw the two hugging each other in a large crowd. She and Xiang Anxin looked at each other tacitly, turned around together, saw the main entrance of the temple at a glance, put their hands together, and said aloud "Amitabha".

Lunch was a vegetarian meal in the temple. After the two reconciled, the lottery was nothing. Shen Qingshu carefully put away the lottery paper, regardless of whether it was a feudal superstition, anyway, the master said, they were a match made in heaven.

Few people came up the mountain in the afternoon, and the two of them asked for a nap in a meditation room. The warm autumn sun shone in, and fine dust fluttered in the bright yellow light. Go to sleep and steal half a day's leisure.

But after waking up and relaxing, Lin Weizhi's legs were so sore that it hurt even to walk on flat ground, let alone step down the steps. Shen Qingshu smiled mercilessly, then squatted in front of her and carried her on his back.

Lin Weizhi was still hesitant at first, but Shen Qingshu laughed and said, "I'm going to go down the mountain, you won't let me carry it, and Sheng Han can't carry it, otherwise I'll make a stretcher with the saddle to carry you down?"

Lin Wei was so angry that he punched her, and leaned on her back, bitterly setting a small goal for himself.

The mountain road was rugged, but Shen Qingshu walked very steadily.

After walking for a while, she suddenly asked, "Azhi, is there anything you want to do?"

Afraid that she didn't understand, he added: "It's similar to a man's ambition to be an official and do business."

Shen Qingshu thought about it carefully, although the autumn tax was about to be collected, the next period of time would never be easy.She felt that Lin Weizhi was thinking too much. First, the two of them were in a special situation, and second, it was also because of the environment.

She stays in the back house all day, except for the housekeeper, she has nothing else to do, and she contacts few people. After a long time, she naturally tends to worry.

This situation is similar to that of full-time housewives in later generations, but they have no children to take care of, no housework, no relatives and friends to care about, and no Internet and entertainment facilities. Who would not be depressed.

"Why did you ask me this all of a sudden?" Lin Weizhi leaned against her back, raised her head slightly, and said after recalling for a while: "When I was young, I wanted to be an official like my father. When I was a little older, I learned Danqing. I wanted to be a painter, but later I realized that women cannot show their faces outside casually, so I thought less about it."

Shen Qingshu lifted her slipping body up, and replied in a gentle voice: "A Zhi, I hope you can do something you like, no matter what it is. I'm sorry, since it's because of business, I can't always be with you. You, it’s also because I hope that your life is not all about me, and you also have things that you work hard for and love. You can broaden your horizons and see more, it’s not that you have nothing if you lose me.”

She has wanted to say these words for a long time. Everyone is an independent individual, but women in ancient times lived like the shadow of their husbands. so.

After not hearing the movement on his back for a long time, Shen Qingshu added: "I support you to do things. Of course, I am not forcing you. This is just my suggestion. Whether you want to do something or not, it is up to you. If you I feel that this kind of living habit is comfortable, and I don’t want to change anything, so I just take it as a casual mention.”

After all, everyone has different ideas, and she also respects different ideas.

Lin Weizhi lightly tapped her back with her fingers, her expression thoughtful. After a while, she chuckled lightly and said, "When I go out to work, others will definitely make irresponsible remarks. Then where will you put your magistrate's face? ?”

Hearing her tone, Shen Qingshu felt relieved, and joked, "What's the matter, I'm the county magistrate and I'm the oldest, no one in the county dares to gossip about me."

I didn't have this condition in the capital before, so there is nothing to be afraid of in Yueshui County. To put it bluntly, she is a passer-in-law. If she comes here to be the county magistrate, there is nothing to be demoted. As long as she doesn't commit any serious mistakes, she will be deprived Fame, who would take care of her when she has nothing to do.

For a while, I really couldn't think of anything I wanted to do. Lin Weizhi hesitated for a while, and knew that she didn't want to be too boring. Remembering that Guo Jiaoyu's granddaughter was very talented, she gave some pointers and said, "Then I'll find some Girls come, is it okay to run a school and teach them how to make Danqing?"

This is not too out of the ordinary, although it is rare in small county towns, there are some enlightened families in the capital, but they will also invite teachers to teach their daughters piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

Shen Qingshu said with a smile: "Of course, my wife has the final say. Tomorrow I will send someone to find a suitable house, a daughter of the right age from the official's family. You can pick whatever you want when I get it. I have time to spend occasionally, so I can go and spend a while your class."

She has always thought that her daughter-in-law is very smart and excellent, but there is no place to display her talent. She loves to read, is knowledgeable, and has beautiful handwriting in lower script. Confined to her status as a woman, she can only manage housework.

Well, it's just that the parents wanted to curry favor with her. Those little girls, who didn't like to study, might be sent here forcibly, and they would feel a little wronged.

Shen Qingshu sympathized silently for a few seconds. Someone like her who has no artistic talent is really rotten wood, and the painting looks like a dog eating shit.

The speed of descending the mountain was fast, but when we reached the foot of the mountain, the sun was about to set.Shen Qingshu carried people down the mountain, no matter how strong his physical strength was, he still felt a little tired, and Lin Weizhi did the same. The two got into the carriage and leaned against each other, and soon fell into a drowsy sleep.

When they arrived in the city, the carriage stopped suddenly, and the surrounding noise became louder, coming in from the window. Shen Qingshu was woken up, raised the curtain and asked, "What happened?"

The saddle said: "Young master, there are two groups of people in front of us who are arguing, and they are blocking the way. It looks like they are going to fight."

Shen Qingshu frowned, what time is it, why don't people go back to their homes and make trouble on the street?

"You rest, I'll go down and have a look."

She talked to Lin Weizhi, got out of the car and struggled to push through the crowd, and looked in the middle, and sure enough, two groups of people were facing each other, wearing coarse linen clothes, there were four or five young men, shouting and cursing, very angry It's not stingy.The two people on the other side were wearing brown clothes, and their expressions were also very ugly, just because the other side had a large number of people, they were holding back.

Shen Qingshu only listened to the endless yelling and scolding, no one said what it was for, so he had to stand up and interrupt: "Why are you arguing and blocking the road?"

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