Sea of ​​people retrograde

There was no special preparation for Zhuang Shiling's birthday, both of them took a day off to play in the mall in the city center, Zhuang Shiling held Lu Mang tightly, she didn't want any gifts, she just wanted to be with the people around her forever.

Loud music was played in the video game city on the fourth floor, and there were many people inside, most of whom were young students who looked like students.

"Go in and have a look." Lu Mang dragged Zhuang Shiling in, she wanted to experience the feeling of falling in love with Zhuang Shiling today.

There are a lot of claw machines at the entrance, with dolls of various specifications. Lu Mang tried to clamp it several times but failed. She looked at the dolls inside through the glass in annoyance.

At this time, a junior high school student came over and put in two coins and took the doll out. He bent down and took out the doll from the hole and handed it to Zhuang Shiling, "Sister, this is for you."

Zhuang Shiling looked at Lu Mang flattered, and thanked the junior high school student again.

Lu Mang felt that he had been insulted. Seeing that the junior high school student was about to leave, he called to him, "Stop, stand here and wait for me."

Lu Mang turned and walked towards the counter. After a while, Zhuang Shiling and the junior high school students watched Lu Mang come over with stacks of baskets filled with game coins.

"I still don't believe it." Lu Mang thought to himself, put a lot of game coins into the coin slot and began to pick up the doll.

There must be at least a few hundred game coins in Lu Mang's baskets. The junior high school student was stunned by the woman with the krypton gold doll in front of him.

"Sister, why don't I clip it for you." He looked at the game coins wasted by Lu Mang with heartache.

"Okay, the one in the folder is my gift to this sister, you know?"

With more and more dolls in Zhuang Shiling's arms, she couldn't help but stop, "Lu Mang, can you stop being so childish."

Lu Mang watched with satisfaction that the junior high school student had changed from giving Zhuang Shiling the doll with great vigor at the beginning to admiring her for spending a lot of money, and said to him, "Okay brother, thank you, the rest of the game coins will be given to you."

"Are you happy?" Lu Mang asked Zhuang Shiling for credit.

"Happy." Zhuang Shiling replied.

"Then give me a kiss." Lu Mang pointed to his cheek.

"Is it here?"

Zhuang Shiling looked around with some embarrassment, the video game city was not very bright, everyone was immersed in the game and no one paid attention to them.

Seeing that Lu Mang was a little disappointed, Zhuang Shiling quickly stood on tiptoe and pressed a kiss on her lips, then dragged her and ran out.

The day ended happily.

And Xiang Jing was still under Song Zhixiao's attack.

Sometimes it was a professional dermatology question, but she was clearly in the radiology department.

Sometimes she is invited to have dinner together, even if Xiang Jing refuses, she can still see Song Zhixiao waiting for her at the entrance of the cafeteria.

At night, Xiang Jing was staring at Song Zhixiao's dialog box in a daze, and she was sure to receive her greetings in a short time.

"Do you miss me, Teacher Xiang?" It was ambiguous.

"What are you doing, Teacher Xiang?" Straight manly.

"Are you asleep? Do you want to go for a walk?" Sexy.

Xiang Jing always just replied, "Go to bed early, good night."

Song Zhixiao didn't care too much, she had figured out her schedule within a month of regular training in the dermatology department, so this kind of interruption didn't bother Xiang Jing very much.

It was quiet at work, and news began to come in when I was resting or returning home.

"Can you find something to do yourself?" Xiang Jing finally couldn't bear to reply her.

"Chatting with you is the most important thing for me besides work." Song Zhixiao answered by tapping the keyboard on the screen seriously.

"Little young man with a hot head." Xiang Jing looked at the message on the screen, smiled and threw the phone aside, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

In order not to let her thoughts run wild, Xiang Jing put on a coat and decided to go for a walk. Just after leaving the unit, she saw Song Zhixiao standing next to the green belt, and she rushed to Jing and shook the phone in her hand.

Xiang Jing opened WeChat and saw the caution sent by Song Zhixiao a minute ago. "Teacher Xiang, do you want to come out for a walk?"

Does she wait for her downstairs every time she asks herself out for a walk?Xiang Jing couldn't help but laugh.

There is a large park next to the hospital, and the two of them walked along the lakeside together. It was dark after eight o'clock in the evening, but the street lights were brightly lit, and Xiang Jing's long eyelashes cast shadows on his face.

The two walked onto a small bridge. Song Zhixiao stopped and leaned her elbows on the guardrail. She looked at the bare willow trees on both sides of the lake and thought of the radiology patient she was with.

Song Zhixiao's face is round and small, with very delicate features. She has a playful and cute appearance, but she has a very stubborn personality. She usually keeps her mouth tightly shut when she doesn't make an expression, but now she looks at the lake and smiles.

"What are you thinking?" Xiang Jing asked her curiously.

"I think of a patient who was undergoing an MRI this afternoon and was claustrophobic." Song Zhixiao turned his head, and the smile on his face grew stronger.

Xiang Jing leaned against the guardrail with her arms folded and looked at Song Zhixiao on the left.

"The teaching teacher told him, don't do it, but he insisted on doing it, so he asked us to sing in the room. He said that we would not be so scared when we heard the movement outside, and then we gave him a song in the room. Sing." Song Zhixiao thought that scene was very funny, and leaned forward and back with a smile covering his mouth.

Xiang Jing on the side looked at her and laughed too, not because it was so funny, but because Song Zhixiao's vitality infected her.

Song Zhixiao took a few breaths before she calmed down. She looked up at Xiang Jing beside her, "Teacher Xiang, why don't you get married?"

Going forward is a somewhat gloomy and winding path that leads to nowhere. Standing on the downhill of the bridge, Xiang Jing turned around and answered Song Zhixiao, "That's not what I want."

"Then I'm not what you want?" Song Zhixiao also walked down and stood beside Xiang Jing.

The wind was a little strong, and Song Zhixiao's skirt made a "violent" sound. Xiang Jing was speechless for a while, and grabbed Song Zhixiao's wrist to walk back, "The wind is strong, go back."

Song Zhixiao stood there stubbornly, waiting for her answer.

"If we are together, have you thought about what we will face next?" Xiang Jing looked into her eyes and replied seriously, "It's like this winding road in front of you, it's dark and you can't see the end, there are no lights on the road, no People, may be full of thorns and dangers. And we had better choose not to take this road in the first place."

"So you retreat?" Song Zhixiao's eyes were a little red, "Maybe a short distance will lead to a thoroughfare. Why are you so pessimistic? Teacher Lu is braver than you."

What Song Zhixiao thought was not on the same level as what Xiang Jing thought, so Xiang Jing stopped talking to her and dragged Song Zhixiao back.

"If I have to go, I have to go this way." Song Zhixiao shook Xiang Jing's hand and tugged towards the path.

"You can go this way, but I won't go with you the way you want to go." Xiang Jing drew out her hand and looked at her coldly.

Seeing Xiang Jing's expression, Song Zhixiao's heart felt sour, tears fell down, and Xiang Jing's heart softened when she saw her crying, and said "I'm sorry" softly.

"Then can we be friends." Song Zhixiao lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice, "Teacher Xiang, please don't ignore me, we are like you and Teacher Lu, is that okay?"

"Okay." Xiang Jing raised her hand, paused, and patted Song Zhixiao's head lightly. She did the same thing when she comforted Lu Mang. She comforted herself.

The two seemed to have resumed their previous relationship. They ate together at noon, and after get off work Song Zhixiao sent Xiang Jing home before returning to the dormitory.

On the way home, Song Zhixiao slowly took Xiang Jing's hand, Xiang Jing froze and didn't know whether to shake it off, but Song Zhixiao said, "Didn't Teacher Xiang hold hands with Teacher Lu?"

Xiang Jing frowned and let her lead her. Song Zhixiao used this trick to paralyze Xiang Jing's nerves with ease. Said that he liked her, and Xiang Jing couldn't refuse her at all if he did something about friendship.

"Teacher Xiang, my parents are here these days. I'll play with them for a few days, so I won't go to you these days." Song Zhixiao sent a WeChat message to Xiang Jing.

"Well, stay with them well." Xiang Jing replied.

Everything is going in the direction Song Zhixiao expected. Maybe she can use time and patience to impress Xiang Jing and give her the courage to walk down with her.

"What's your situation now?"

Ever since Song Zhixiao left the gynecology department, Lu Mang was too busy to pay attention to her. It wasn't until Xiang Jing talked to her about it that she barely remembered that Song Zhixiao seemed to be chasing Jing.

Lu Mang's memory space is very precious, and she won't remember it if it's something unimportant, just as Song Zhixiao chasing after Jing seems to her to be nothing more than a child's play.

Xiang Jing has been the object of pursuit of the boys in the class since she was a child. She is good-looking and has a dignified and generous temperament. Even after she broke her waist in the hospital, she would hear doctors chasing her from time to time. Of course, Xiang Jing's heart could not be moved in the end. Later, they also talked about their girlfriend getting married.

It seems that Song Zhixiao is different this time. It is rare for Xiang Jing to talk about a person in such a tone-love, hesitation, and reluctance.

"The time is wrong," Xiang Jing shook her head, "She's too young."

"It sounds like we are old." Lu Mang leaned his back against the railing of the balcony, through the glass window he could see Zhuang Shiling's busy figure, Xiang Jing invited Lu Mang and Zhuang Shiling to come to her house for dinner, Zhuang Shiling knew that the two had something to talk about , I took the initiative to ask Ying to be responsible for preparing today's dinner.

Seeing Lu Mang's loving gaze and smiling face, Xiang Jing walked up to her and blocked her view.

"Doctor Lu, please respect me."

"Director Xiang, age is not a problem, okay?"

"Of course it's not about age." Xiang Jing's heart was in a mess. Her character was not as decisive as Lu Mang's. She knew very well that if she continued to entangle like this, she would soon fall.

She must figure out whether the two of them are suitable as soon as possible, and what she will face next, otherwise her life is already like this, and she doesn't want to hurt Song Zhixiao anymore.

"Then you shouldn't be looking for me, you should be talking to Song Zhixiao."

"Talk to her? It's useless to talk about it."

Song Zhixiao is too young, so she rushes forward with a hot head, the more she is stopped, the more energetic she is, as if she is participating in a gambling game, she doesn't care about the cards or the consequences, she just wants to fight the dealer, as long as she wins, she will be happy up.

Xiang Jing is the banker, and she knows that as long as she talks about this topic with Song Zhixiao, she will always be able to cite some strange examples to refute her words, and will not consider practical issues at all.

And this is the main contradiction that hinders their progress. The lack of positive communication between the two makes it impossible for Xiang Jing to distinguish whether Song Zhixiao's feelings for her are like a child seeing a toy he likes and insisting on getting it, but he loses interest when he gets it. Or is it a childish but deep and long-lasting love?

"You like her." Lu Mang's tone revealed excitement. She almost thought that Xiang Jing had lost the ability to love others because of Liu Youyou's affairs, but she didn't expect that the bluffing Song Zhixiao could touch her heart.

"Like is the most useless thing."

This was Xiang Jing's last comment on this matter that night. In her opinion, it is the control over her own life that determines whether two people can be together, and her point of view was soon proved.

After Song Zhixiao's parents went back, Song Zhixiao went to find Xiang Jing as usual after get off work, but Xiang Jing was a little different today. After she closed the door of the consulting room, she took the initiative to hold Song Zhixiao's hand for the first time, and held it all the way. Tight, as if afraid of losing, more like holding hands for the last time.

"I made up with my ex-girlfriend." Xiang Jing swallowed the rice in her mouth, and said to Song Zhixiao, her tone was as flat as saying that the weather is very good today.

Song Zhixiao stared blankly at Xiang Jing, Xiang Jing could see that she was trying to suppress her emotions, she pulled the corner of her mouth with difficulty, "Congratulations."

Xiang Jing nodded and put down her chopsticks before Song knew about it, and went back to the outpatient department by herself.

She wanted to thank Lu Mang for only half-spoken at the beginning, and did not tell Song Zhixiao that her ex-girlfriend had passed away. She just used this to break up with Song Zhixiao.

"Clarified?" Lu Mang typed and deleted in the dialog box, not knowing how to ask Xiang Jing, and finally sent this message.

"Yeah." Xiang Jing returned, "I'll take you to buy some snacks after get off work."

"Then go to the imported supermarket in the city to buy."

After get off work, Lu Mang took out the car keys from his coat pocket, and dragged Xiang Jing to the underground garage.

Along the way, Lu Mang observed Xiang Jing's expression by looking at the rearview mirror, Xiang Jing turned his head to meet Lu Mang's eyes at the right time, Lu Mang immediately moved away and pretended to look around, and said: "Oh, this point Going to the city is a traffic jam.”

Xiang Jing didn't answer her words for a long time, Lu Mang closed his mouth wisely.

"It's also close to your parents' house, why don't you just take you there?" Lu Mang put the shopping bag in the trunk, then turned and asked Jing.

After this happened, Lu Mang himself was a little worried about her emotions. If she went back to her parents' house, Lu Mang would feel more at ease.

When Xiang Jing arrived home, Xiang's father and mother were still busy in the kitchen.

"Jing'er is back?" Xiang's mother heard the sound of the door opening, turned her head and shouted while cooking.

"Well, Lu Mang sent me back." Xiang Jing put down her bag and went to the toilet to wash her hands.

"How long have you stayed at home this time?" Mother Xiang reluctantly looked at Xiang Jing who was eating, and stroked her back.

Xiang Jing felt her eyes turn sore, put down the bowl and chopsticks and ran to the toilet.

Xiang Jing has always restrained her feelings, unwilling to let others see her sadness easily, so she patted her face with cold water.

"What's wrong?" Mother Xiang sensed that something was wrong with her mood.

"Ah, I just choked. I will rest tomorrow, cough, and go to the hospital the next morning."

"Then I'll go buy some of your favorite seafood tomorrow, and let your father take you there the morning after tomorrow." Mother Xiang said lovingly.

Even though Xiang Jing seldom goes home, her room is still very clean. The objects on the desk are arranged according to her habit since she was a child.

After taking a bath, Xiang Jing watched TV with her parents in the living room. When she saw something funny, Xiang's father and mother would deliberately laugh, and Xiang Jing would raise the corners of her mouth, but there was sadness in her eyes that couldn't be concealed.

She was walking from the outpatient department to the gate after get off work yesterday, when two people caught up behind her, they were Song Zhixiao's parents.

"Leader," Mother Song called her, "must our family know?"

She patted her chest with trembling hands, and Papa Song was beside her supporting her worriedly.

"What's the matter, Mother Song?" Xiang Jing thought that Song knew what had happened.

"You are all women, it's not normal for you to behave like this!" Song's mother gritted her teeth and said.

Hearing these words, Xiang Jing's heart sank suddenly, and she reacted immediately, and said to Mother Song: "Mother Song, you misunderstood, we are just friends."

Obviously Song's mother didn't accept such a statement. She had already seen Song Zhixiao's thoughts in the memo on Song Zhixiao's mobile phone. At that time, she almost didn't come up.

Xiang Jing and Dad Song hurriedly dragged her back. There were a lot of people coming and going at the entrance of the hospital, but this scene looked like the patient's family members begging the doctor to save their child, so it didn't arouse any onlookers.

"Mother Song, I don't know where you know about this, but I really have nothing to do with knowing. If you are worried, I don't have any contact with her." Xiang Jing looked at Song's mother and hesitated to speak. She added with an expression, "I won't make it difficult for her at work. She will be doing surgery in the future. I'm just a dermatologist. There is no intersection at work. Don't worry."

Only then did the two let her go, and left the hospital muttering words.

"It's too late, I have to get up early to buy groceries tomorrow, so I'm going to bed first." When the hour hand reached 10 o'clock, Xiang Mu yawned and went back to the room.

The TV has changed from a variety show to a TV series. Father Xiang looked at Xiang Jing who was sitting on his knees with distress, and looked at the TV with dull eyes as if he was thinking about something.

"Jing'er."

When Xiang Jing heard someone calling her name, she turned her head to look at Father Xiang not far away.

"what happened?"

Seeing Xiang Jing's forced smile, Xiang's father sat down to comfort Xiang Jing.

"My parents are here for anything."

"Dad, I'm sorry."

Xiang Jing apologized for herself and her sexual orientation. For so long, her parents have never urged her to find a partner. From their words and deeds, it is not difficult to guess that they already know that she likes the same sex.

"It's okay, silly boy." Xiang's father hugged Xiang Jing, and Xiang Jing's tears could not be held back at this moment, she sobbed softly on Xiang's father's shoulder.

Everyone's family is different, not all parents can accept their children like the same sex, she and Lu Mang are lucky, but who said Song Zhixiao is unlucky, it's just that every parent loves their children in a different way .