for a long time

Shi Yi has a secret that cannot be resorted to in any case.

He was once forcibly kissed by a boy in the first year of junior high school. In the backyard of his house, he was forcibly kissed by a boy who was not as tall as him, was covered in ashes, and his face was so ashes that only his eyes remained.

It was a kiss mixed with dust and gravel.

After he was kissed that day, he pushed the boy to the ground and punched him unambiguously, and they never saw each other again.

Later, he asked about the boy who suddenly appeared in the backyard. His parents introduced him as the son of a friend they came to play for a while, and his name was——

Can not remember.

One week into the first year of high school, I heard that a new student would be transferred to the class. Shi Yi sat at the front of the class, straightened his back, pushed the gold-rimmed round eyes on the bridge of his nose, and waited seriously for the teacher to guide him. New students come in.

The new classmate is a very tall and thin boy, who looks very aggressive and handsome, with a face of "I'm super fierce" and walked in behind the teacher.

After the teacher said a few words, the new students began to introduce themselves routinely.

"My name is Lu Jiu," he said, "for a long time."

——Lu Jiu.

"That boy, his name is Lu Jiu. It's been a long time. He's actually quite handsome, but he accidentally fell into the limestone pile in front of our door when he came over..."

Shi Yi suddenly remembered that the person who forcibly kissed him in the first year of junior high school was Lu Jiu.

Shi Yi really didn't want to accept this fact, he couldn't believe that the boy at that time would be so handsome now, and he didn't want to believe that he actually wanted to be a classmate with this boy.

At this time, Lu Jiu said something that shocked everyone: "I am gay, please take care of me in the future."

The teacher was also surprised, but adhering to the principle of being a teacher, he still didn't show any surprise, and said a few words to ask everyone to treat each other equally, get along well, and don't be biased.

Then he started to look around the class, looking for a seat for Lu Jiu.

Shi Shi looked at the empty seat next to him, his Adam's apple slipped up and down, and swallowed nervously.

But nervousness doesn't help.

In the whole class, there was only one vacant next to him, so Lu Jiu became his deskmate as a matter of course.

"Shiyi," Lu Jiu said with great interest as soon as he sat down, "We met, do you remember me?"

Shi Yi didn't want to think about it, and directly denied it: "No."

To his surprise, Lu Jiu didn't bother too much, he just said "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I will let you remember." After that, he stopped talking.

Lu Jiu is gay, and he is also super handsome, fierce and cold. This news caused a disturbance in the class and even the whole grade for a long time. What, don't communicate with Shi Yi, just follow Shi Yi's side.

Finally, Lu Jiu's gay turmoil passed, and another turmoil followed.

——It was spread throughout the grades that the super handsome and temperamental gay in class [-] liked the little boy with glasses in their class.

Time to collapse.

He stopped more than once and told Lu Jiu to stop following him.

Lu Jiu replied like this: "I want to appear in front of you more often, lest you forget me again."

The turmoil about him having an affair with Lu Jiu became more and more real, more and more rumored, and it had reached the point where they lived in bed several times a week.

But in fact, the two of them didn't say more than twenty sentences before and after talking, and they didn't even touch each other's hands once.

When Shi Yi was about to be overwhelmed by rumors, he finally couldn't help pulling Lu Jiu, who was still following him, into the empty sports equipment room.

"Lu Jiu, I was wrong," Shi said as soon as the iron door was closed, "I was wrong from the beginning, I remember you, your name is Lu Jiu, it's been a long time, so, can you stop following me? ?”

Lu Jiu shook his head: "No."

"Why," Shi Yi couldn't understand the meaning of his doing so, "don't you feel very troubled?"

"No," Lu Jiu shook his head, "I enjoy it very much."

Shi Yi: "...Are you perverted?"

Lu Jiu smiled: "No, I like you."

Moment is quite complicated.

His first reaction was that Lu Jiu wasn't joking, or that he was taking revenge on himself for not remembering him. He even wondered if Lu Jiu still remembered the punch he punched him at that time, so To play tricks back.

But Shi Yi's second reaction told him that this was not the case, it couldn't be the case.

Lu Jiu didn't seem to have such a purpose at all. Although he was smiling, his eyes and tone of voice were very serious.

"I've been thinking," Lu Jiu said as he approached step by step, "when will you stop to look at me and ask me why I followed you, and I finally waited."

Shi Yi was forced by him to take a step back.

"I don't like you," Shi Yi said, "I don't like men."

Lu Jiu tilted his head, and there was some aggrieved tone in his tone: "That's not what you said when you were young."

Shi Yi: "What?"

His memory is not very good, it can be said that he is very forgetful. The reason why he can remember meeting Lu Jiu in the first year of junior high school is because the things that happened at that time were too memorable. No matter how long ago, he has no memory at all.

Lu Jiu told him that when he was young, he was not kidding.

"You said you liked me the most when you were young," Lu Jiu approached Shiyi again, "You still kiss me often, you said that I was the person you wanted to protect the most, and you wanted to be with me all the time. Those who don't like men are because of you, you said you like me, and I like you."

Shi Yi still couldn't think of anything, just felt shocked, and stared at Lu Jiu in a daze.

At this time, Lu Jiu was only half an arm away from him, and Lu Jiu slowly lowered his head.

Lu Jiu kissed him lightly on the lips.

Shi Yi kicked backwards, stepped on the edge of the bamboo basket containing the basketball, and made a small sound, but Shi Yi didn't respond.

He was completely taken aback.

"Otherwise, why do you think I kissed you when I saw you three years ago?" Lu Jiu laughed dimpled, and every sentence touched Shi Yi's heartstrings, "Brother Shi Yi, You don't know how happy I was when I saw you, but you pushed me away, I was always afraid, worried and thinking, I hesitated for three years before I dared to appear in front of you again, I have been waiting for you."

Shi Yi still didn't think of anything, his memory seems to be spent on studying, and things like this in life, if he can't remember them, he really can't remember them.

"I..." Shi Yi walked over and unscrewed the doorknob of the sports equipment room, and opened the door. He looked back at Lu Jiu, sighed softly, and said, "I really can't think about what you said. Get up, I won't settle accounts with you for this kiss, but don't do it again."

The days gradually moved forward, and after Shi Yi finally found out about Lu Jiu's affairs from his parents overtly and secretly, the school celebration came.

As the squad leader, Shi Yi still has to run errands and do work even if he doesn't participate.

When school was over, he stayed and sat by the side of the dance practice room to watch the students in the class rehearse the dance.

Lu Jiu had no interest in the school celebrations, nor in watching the chick-like dance of the group of people in the class. He stayed and followed only because he was interested in Shi Yi.

Shi Shi glanced at Lu Jiu who sat down beside him, frowned and said, "Can we not get so close?"

Instead of retreating, Lu Jiu stuck him closer: "Why?"

When the enemy doesn't move, I move, Shi Yi moved to the side: "Hot."

Lu Jiu smiled lightly, and put his hand on Shi Yi's shoulder: "Are you hot in autumn? Brother Shi Yi, this excuse is too perfunctory."

The dancers were all girls, and naturally there were many rotten girls among them. The movement of the two of them so close made many girls almost explode into fireworks, and their eyes kept looking this way.

As soon as Shi Shi noticed these gazes, he pushed his eyes and said seriously: "People will tell you, everyone knows you are gay, if we get too close..."

"No," Lu Jiu's arm on his shoulders suddenly tightened, and he raised his voice, "Everyone knows that you are my boyfriend."

Many of the girls in the dance line screamed and started booing.

Shi Yi blushed instantly, he pushed Lu Jiu away, grabbed the schoolbag on the ground and ran out.

The girls shouted even more vigorously.

Lu Jiu chased him out.

Shi Yi looked like a little boy, but his physical strength was not bad. It was quite a thing to start running. Lu Jiu chased him for a long time before blocking him in front of a small milk tea shop in a small street.

Shi Yi leaned on his knees and panted, "Why are you chasing me?"

Lu Jiu faced him face to face, panting on his knees: "Why are you running?"

"I..." The heat on Shi Yi's face was just blown off by the cold wind, but he couldn't help but blush when he said that, "I..."

But Lu Jiu didn't follow up and asked again: "Okay, you don't need to say it, I know the reason."

Shi Yi couldn't help raising his eyebrows: "Huh?"

Lu Jiu stood up straight, rubbed Shi Yi's hair, looked at the small milk tea shop and said, "What do you want to drink? I'll treat you."

Shi Yi didn't answer, but glanced at him, intending to take the opportunity to continue running.

Lu Jiu grabbed his wrist wittily, secretly pulled him into the milk tea shop, and said as he walked, "If you don't say anything, I'll just guess blindly."

Shi Yi was brought into the milk tea shop by him, Lu Jiu was talking to the clerk, Shi Yi was struggling to free his hand, so he didn't pay attention to their conversation at all.

After leaving the milk tea shop, Lu Jiu handed the milk tea in his hand to Shi Yi: "Try it."

Shi Yi snorted and took the milk tea, but found that he only bought one cup: "Aren't you going to drink it?"

Lu Jiu shook his head: "I don't want to drink now."

Shi Yi looked at the milk tea in his hand, because it was a white paper cup, so he didn't know what was inside.

"What kind of milk tea is this?" Shi inserted the straw in and asked as he walked.

Lu Jiu said, "You will know after a taste."

Shi Yi took a sip.

Mango milk tea is delicious.

"Is it good?" Lu Jiu asked.

Shi Yi licked the corner of his mouth, and said with a vengeful smile, "You will know after you try it."

Lu Jiu suddenly pushed him against the wall, kissed Shi Yi's soft lips, and swiped the tip of his tongue in.

After letting go of him, Lu Jiu smiled and looked at the distraught Shi Yi and said, "Not bad."