i'm not a phoenix

In fact, whether Li Wan can recover his memory or not doesn't seem to be that important to me now.After all, Li Wan's memories related to me in those seven years, except for a marriage certificate, are the houses that hang out in the sky during the day.The noble and prodigal son who used to love to play, has become used to staying at home peacefully.But I turned it around with him, because I couldn't get home from work.

——That kind of memory is not good.

I thought at that time that we were still young and would have a lot of time in the future, so I worked hard, and Li Wan didn't care about my family background at all, all he wanted was a husband who came back home, I didn't understand until now, Li Wan How disappointed I have been over the past few years.It only takes a few seconds to say "I love you", but in the past five years, I haven't said as many love words to him as after he lost his memory...

Thirty, not young anymore...

I was in the office looking at the empty sofa in a daze. Li Wan didn't come today, so I couldn't concentrate on my work.

I sent a message to Li Wan: Are you up yet?

As soon as the message was sent, Li Wan replied immediately.

Li Wan: Get up.

I looked at the time, it was only nine twenty, I thought he would get up late.He woke up almost as soon as I arrived at the company.

Me: so early?No more sleep.

Li Wan: ...you won't be able to fall asleep after you leave.

Maybe there is no other meaning in his words, but when I look at it, I feel... It's quite heartbreaking.

Me: have you had breakfast?

Li Wan: I ate it.

I don't know what to say to Li Wan, but today I suddenly separated, and I miss him so much.

Li Wan: Are you not working?

I want.

Li Wan didn't send any more messages, and I felt a little anxious, but I didn't know why.

I said anxiously: Wan Wan?

Li Wan: What's the matter?

Me: I miss you so much.

As soon as I uttered these words, I felt that the restlessness in my heart was smoothed out, replaced by fantasies about how Li Wan would respond: Will he let me concentrate on work?Or will you say I'm bored?What I hope more is that he responds with a "me too".

I snickered because of this wonderful anticipation, the secretary came in and delivered the documents like hell.

Then... I finished processing all the documents sent by the secretary, but Li Wan still hasn't replied...

Wronged, lost, frustrated...

Ding--

Near noon, I received a message from Li Wan.

Li Wan: Zhang Jun and I are going out now.Do you want to work overtime today?

Me: No, I will go home after get off work.And... did you see the news just now?

Looking at the words the other party was typing in the dialog box, I was looking forward to his reply again.

After waiting for a long time, he replied: Got it.

I……

knew?What do you know?I was so angry that I sent him another message: I said I miss you.

Well, he didn't reply again... I scratched my hair... If I would have said something like this before, Li Wan probably would have called in a video... But now... oh...

When I was about to leave work, the ring was delivered, and I carefully put the ring into the briefcase.I checked my phone, but Li Wan still didn't reply to my message.I sent him another message asking how the party was going.He still didn't reply.

As I was driving home, I thought that no matter what time I got off work, Li Wan would wait for me at home first.When I opened the door after get off work, I could see Li Wan sitting on the sofa and smiling at me.

Sometimes I haven't seen each other for a month on a business trip. I obviously have a lot to say, but after he finished talking about you and came back, I simply replied with an um.Why didn't I say "Honey, I miss you so much" at that time?It's so simple to say a word, but my unsuitable silence made me miss many moments that can prove that I love him very, very much.

So Li Wan and I have been married for five years, but we haven't felt the fact that Song Zhinan loves his Wanwan very, very much.

When he got home and opened the door, Li Wan was standing at the door, he was still wearing party clothes, British style white trousers, really handsome.Seeing that I opened the door suddenly, he was startled and said to me: "You came back so soon? Didn't you say you will be late?"

I went up to hug him and said, "Wanwan, because I miss you very much."

Li Wan: "..."

I hugged him and didn't want to let go. I couldn't help but touch his lips lightly. Seeing that he was embarrassed but didn't resist, the frantic thoughts I suppressed today made me even more excessive.His sexy Adam's apple rolled, and his body went limp tremblingly.I lifted him up and sat on the porch cabinet.The swan's neck was lifted up weakly, and the solemn and gentle kiss fell on its brows and lips like a feather, and sank into its collarbone.

"A Zhi..." He murmured unconsciously.

...As if the pause button had been pressed, I gasped and asked, "Wanwan, what did you call me?"

"Azhi..." He leaned on my shoulder, his skin was hot.

"...do you remember?" My heart tensed.

"Ah."

"...when?" I asked hoarsely.

"Just now," he said.

I thought that after Li Wan regained his memory, I would have to do many, many things.But the first thing must be to let him know my guilt and love for him.

"Wanwan, I'm sorry, I set up a company without telling you, and made you feel sad." I held his face in both hands, with a pious expression: "Wanwan, I love you! You can beat me and scold me, as long as you can forgive me."

"It's okay." He kissed my lips, "I'm actually very happy, you love me so much."

"... Wanwan."

"I just need to know that you love me. I'm sad because I thought you didn't love me. But judging from the time when I lost my memory, Ah Zhi, you love me."

I took out the ring from my briefcase and opened it in front of him: "Your previous ring fell off, and I made a new one for you."

He reached out and I put it on him carefully.

It's like going back to five years ago, back to our wedding ceremony.

"I, Song Zhinan, would like to marry Li Wan as my lifelong partner and only true love.

In front of God, I will promise that I will love you unreservedly regardless of life, old age, sickness, death, poverty, wealth, health or disease.

I will be in harmony with you, be proud of you, respect you, love you, and be loyal to you. Until the end of my life, I will still love you. "

I repeated my vows once again.

His eyes were filled with the same affection as mine, his noses were facing each other, and the hot breath he exhaled when he spoke hit my face: "I love you too." Afterwards, his brows and eyes became vivid and charming: "Continue to the bridal chamber?"

"my pleasure."