Bamboo horse he actually

A week has passed since that day, and the bamboo horse never came to see me again.

I feel an easy sadness.

It's like floating on the water with my eyes closed. I don't care what's on the ground, and I don't care what's in front of me.I floated quietly, dull and sensitive.

As if it was yesterday, his expressions and movements were still so clear.

Zhuma showed a confused expression, as if in disbelief, "Like? What are you talking about?"

I said lightly: "You look like you care about your girlfriend, I thought you fell in love with me."

He pulled the corner of his mouth, "How could it be? I just...we..."

I interrupted him, "Then don't worry about it."

"Then I, then I..."

"It's getting late, goodbye."

Then he left.

I stayed at home for the next week and never saw the bamboo horse again, nor did I find him.

I don't know if he will realize that I actually like him, and I don't know what he will think of me and our relationship.

Maybe he realized it, maybe this week of silence was his answer.

I packed up, put my schoolbag on my back and went to the library to study with roommate A.

What's the point of a man, it's better to read a book.

Roommate A is really a good person, willing to take me to study.

I sighed again.

When I arrived at the library, I greeted my roommate A, muted my phone, and started studying.

The happy time is always so short, it just passed in one afternoon, and I asked a few questions by the way when I left.

Walking to the door, I was surprised to find that it was raining.

Me: "Have you brought an umbrella?"

Roommate A: "I brought it."

Roommate A: "How about I take you back?"

Me: "It's okay, no need, I'll just take a taxi."

I took out my mobile phone to take a taxi, and saw several WeChat messages and calls.

It was the bamboo horse who asked me where I had been, and then asked me if I had an umbrella.

I replied: Library, I'll be right back.

Bamboo Horse: Have you brought an umbrella?

Me: No, I will take a taxi back.

Bamboo Horse: Good.

Roommate A thoughtfully waited for me to get in the car before leaving, and even covered me from the rain for a while.

The rain was a bit heavy, and I was still drenched in rain when I got off the car.

I ran into the corridor, only to find that the bamboo horse was waiting for me on the first floor.

"Why are you here?"

"Wait for you."

While waiting for the elevator, I dropped back a message from roommate A and told him I was home.

When I got home, I unloaded my schoolbag and charged my phone.

The bamboo horse came over with a glass of water.

"Thank you." I took a sip, "Hot?"

"Well. You just got caught in the rain, so be careful to catch a cold."

"That's all." Saying so, I still drank sips.

"Who did you... go to the library with today?"

"Roommate A."

The bamboo horse was silent.

The cell phone rang, and roommate A said that he had something to do tomorrow, so he would not go to the library.I replied yes.

"Are you...do you want to go tomorrow?"

"Go." One has to be strong and study.

"I..." Zhuma hesitated to speak.

"What do you want to say?"

"You...do you...do you like me?"

Finally asked out.

I feel a burst of relief.I looked into Zhuma's eyes, but he lowered his head and didn't look at me. After a while, he quietly raised his eyes to look at me, and I caught him straight.

"Yeah. I like you."

I stared at the bamboo horse closely to see how he reacted.

Zhuma pursed her lips, and suddenly said loudly: "I think I like you too!"

This is something I didn't expect.

"Really!" Zhuma opened his eyes wide, "Let's fall in love!"

Me: "Are you okay?"

"Huh? I'm fine!"

"Aren't you a straight man?" It is undeniable that I was indeed setting off fireworks in my heart, but I think he might have been misled by my previous words.

"I'm not now!"

"Calm down. Are you impulsive?"

"I'm super calm!"

I think he is even more restless.

"Did you regard the relationship between friends as liking? Haven't you always been a straight man? Don't say whether you like it or not. Even if you reject me, we are still friends. There is no need for this."

"No! I really mean it!" Zhuma said anxiously, "I will prove myself!"

Then the bamboo horse slammed the door and went out.

I sat on the bed, thinking that if I didn't go to the library tomorrow, I must be full of this fool.

The next day the bamboo horse knocked on my door early.I yawned and opened the door, and after letting the person in, I wanted to go back to sleep.

Yesterday I kept thinking about what the bamboo horse would do, and I lost sleep.

Zhuma grabbed my hand energetically, "Let's go to the library to study together!"

I closed my eyes and shook off his hand, I was so sleepy, "Learn what, don't go!"

Then I go to bed.When I woke up, Zhuma was sitting at the desk writing something, I quietly went over to look, "Self-certification plan?"

The bamboo horse covered it and stuffed it into the bag, "Are you awake? Let's wait and eat Japanese food?"

I looked at the time, it was ten o'clock, so I nodded and went to wash up.

After dinner, the bamboo horse took me to catch the doll.

Then I watched him catch for 15 minutes without picking up any of them.

He has been catching dolls since he was a child, and I don't know why he suddenly wants to catch dolls today.

"Forget it." I said.

"No!" The bamboo horse was very stubborn.

Another 10 minutes passed, and I caught three and stuffed them into the arms of the bamboo horse.

Zhuma held the doll, a little frustrated.

"What's wrong? Not enough?"

Zhuma shook his head, "I wanted to catch it for you."

"Why did you catch me?"

"Plans...uh nothing."

"Oh." I suppressed a smile and asked, "What are you going to do next?"

"Go to the movies! I've already bought tickets!"

As expected, it is a small fresh romance film.

As I was watching, my shoulder suddenly sank, and the bamboo horse fell asleep leaning on my shoulder.

I laughed, Xia Tian was prone to sleepiness, and he got up early in the morning, it is normal to be sleepy.

I tilted my head to look at the bamboo horse, I couldn't see his face clearly in the darkness, I could only hear his shallow breathing.

Could what he said be true?Does he really like me?Does he really understand how he feels?

I was thinking wildly.

There was a sudden burst of laughter, and the bamboo horse was awakened and met my eyes.

He looked a little dazed, blinked, and rubbed against my shoulder, I subconsciously held my breath.

The bamboo horse said softly: "Why don't you look at it?"

I……

"I'll watch it now."

The weight on my shoulders is gone, and I sneak a peek at him out of the corner of my eye, only to find him staring intently at the screen.

After sleeping for so long, do you understand?

I thought to myself.

After watching the movie, it was time for dinner again. This time, Zhuma chose a restaurant with Hangzhou cuisine.

Their fish is delicious, and the egg yolk chicken wings are also good.

Bamboo Horse: "I will do it for you when I learn it."

I laughed: "Really?"

Bamboo Horse: "Really! I'll read the recipe when I get back!"

In the evening we went to see a livehouse, Zhuma and I heard his songs.The atmosphere at the scene was very enthusiastic, and I couldn't help being infected, and I swayed along with it.

After the end, we ate supper together by the way.

While eating octopus balls while going home, Zhuma asked me, "Are you happy today?"

"happy."

"If you fall in love with me, you will be so happy every day."

I teased him and said, "I'm happy if you don't talk about it."

Bamboo horse chirping: "Then I'm not happy."

"Are you unhappy now? Were you unhappy with me before?"

Bamboo Horse: "Happy! Everyone is happy! It will be even happier if you fall in love!"

I looked at him and said seriously: "I'm not sure if you really like me, can you give me a little more time?"

The bamboo horse nodded.

In the next week, he took me out to play without repeating the same thing every day. One day we even went to the court to attend the trial.

On an ordinary afternoon, I was finally sure that he really liked me.

It was a rainy afternoon, and he said he would go for a walk in the rain together, but the wind was too strong and the umbrella was blown over, and we went home wet.In the bedroom, I just took off my wet T-shirt when he came in without knocking on the door with a cup of hot water.Then I found out that he had changed his mind.

OK, fine.

Then the happy days began.

After falling in love, the bamboo horse has become very clingy. Although he was clingy before, he was a follower before, but now he is a big sweet rice cake.

Mushy and sticky.

Good morning kisses in the morning, good afternoon kisses at noon, goodnight kisses at night, reward kisses for winning games, encouraging kisses for losing games.

I feel like I'm a heartless stamping machine.

"How can you say that?" Zhuma was aggrieved, "Don't you like kissing?"

"Yeah, I like it."

"Are you perfunctory?"

"No no."

"Then you kiss me."

"..."

Zhuma became keen on taking pictures.He spent huge sums of money on a camera.But I have to say that his shots are really ugly. Fortunately, although his skills are good, his aesthetics are still online, and he has improved a lot after studying hard for a while.

Then they started taking pictures of me, sometimes taking group photos.

"I'm going to make a photo book!" he said.

But after looking at me in the camera, I realized that I have big eyes!

I was shocked.

The bamboo horse doesn't care: "You look good no matter what, big and small eyes are cute too! Besides, everyone's facial features are actually asymmetrical. You see, I actually have high and low eyebrows."

I was relieved, and felt a little cute when I looked at it.

Damn, those who were brought up became a little narcissistic.

Bamboo Horse is really narcissistic.He looks in the mirror at least ten times a day.

You need to take a photo before going to the toilet, and you have to take a photo after you go to the toilet.

He never cared about his hairstyle before, but now he has to do it for a long time when he wakes up.

It made his mother a little worried, and quietly asked me if Zhuma had a girl he liked at school.

I said no, he has been studying hard.

Indeed, there are no girls I like, but there is one boy I like.

My sister sent me a message saying she was broken in love.

I was taken aback, did I fall in love so quickly?

She said that her secret love was coming to an end, and she had a girlfriend, and she was indeed a mature sister.

I don't know what to say, I can only say that there will be better things in the future.

She asked me how I was doing with the person I liked.

I looked at the bamboo horse who was making egg yolk chicken wings for me in the kitchen wearing a Hello Kitty apron, smiled, and replied to her: it's too good to die.

☆, bamboo horse perspective

The first time I saw Tuantuan, I was only seven years old and had just entered the first grade of elementary school.

Yes, Tuantuan is his nickname, but it's a pity he won't let me call him that after the third grade.

Tuantuan's family is synonymous with gentleness and elegance.When they knocked on the door of my house to say hello, I was completely shocked.

His father was wearing a suit and his mother was wearing a floral dress.He was also wearing a small suit with a small bow tie on his collar, and his lips were red and his teeth were white.

In contrast, I was muddy and dirty just after playing downstairs.

I always felt that his mother didn't like me a little bit at that time, and she never let Tuantuan play with us.

His mother whispered that they had just moved here and that they had made some cookies for the neighbors to try.

Cookies are delicious.

Tuantuan also took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket and gave it to me, smiled at me, and said, "I'll eat it for you!"

I took it, a little embarrassed.He is so white, the contrast with me was too stark when he just stretched out his hand.

"Thank you." I whispered.

Later, I always wanted to play with him, but unfortunately his mother often said at that time: "I'm sorry, Tuantuan is practicing the piano, can we play together next time?"

When I was a child, I didn't know that playing in mud was dirty, and boys mostly rolled in the mud.

Later, Tuantuan's sister came to play with him.

The first time I saw his sister, I was a little unhappy.He is very similar to his sister, not because of his looks, but because of his delicate appearance, the kind of appearance that his mother likes when he looks clean and beautiful.

That's right, who doesn't like pretty kids.

At that time, I vaguely realized that there was a strange barrier between Tuantuan and me. Over the next ten years, the barrier gradually disappeared, but I never felt that it disappeared.

Later, my relationship with Tuantuan got better, and I think part of the reason is that I stopped playing in mud.

Not only Tuantuan's mother doesn't like it, but Tuantuan himself doesn't like it too much either. He actually has some cleanliness in some places.So it was amazing that he gave me chocolates when he first met me.

When asked later, Tuantuan said, "Oh, yes, I don't remember much, but I don't like chocolate at all."

I:……

Oh, I see, I used to be a trash can, sad.

Tuantuan and I were in the same class in elementary school and high school. We were not assigned together in junior high school, but we still played together all the time.

It’s a bit embarrassing to say, the girlfriend I talked about in high school, I thought she was pleasing to the eye at first glance, but I didn’t know what was pleasing to the eye. Later, I found out that when she smiled, she showed a dimple, which was very similar to Tuantuan’s.

I haven't told him about this, for fear of being scolded by him, and I also think I'm an idiot.But at that time, all I knew was, hey, she looks a little nice when she smiles.The error just happened.If I could go back to the past, I would definitely slap myself twice, what did I do, how sad was Tuantuan at that time.

It took a long time to realize that I liked him.He was always there for me, never been special to anyone else, and it was very hard to realize that he might leave me.

A week before I confessed my love to him, I read three books on the psychology of love, read three Tanmei novels, and watched a few pornographic movies.

I also found the diary I wrote when I was a child, and three of the five articles in it were about what I did with Tuantuan today.

In the diary, I found the big head stickers I took with him before!Hehe, Tuantuan was so cute when he was a child!