What kind of bad intentions can a foolish deer have?

"Mummy." Chen Shuye's eyes lit up when he saw Xu Lanzhi.

Xu Lanzhi responded with a smile, walked to his side, pulled him up, and the two of them walked to the sofa and sat down together.

"Have a good time these two days. School will start tomorrow, and Mommy will pick you up." Xu Lanzhi stroked Chen Shuye's hair and said with a smile.

Chen Shuye nodded, thinking that he had to sleep by himself again at night, before he got home, he began to miss the deer in front of him.

"Lanzhi stay for lunch and afternoon tea, and then go home in the afternoon." Bai Xueqing said to Xu Lanzhi, "I'll cook at noon, how about making you your favorite open-fired fish?"

Xu Lanzhi was not in a hurry to go home, so she nodded and said, "Okay, I haven't eaten your dish for a long time. I remember this dish, and it was the first time Aunt Tang made it for me."

"At that time, we were only seven or eight years old. The two families lived next door and played together every day. Time passed so quickly." She recalled, "In the blink of an eye, we were in our 30s."

"You still remember. Minglu fish is my mother's specialty, but she hasn't cooked much for more than [-] years. I learned it from my mother specially, thinking that I can feed you, a glutton."

Bai Xueqing also remembered that her original intention of learning to cook was because Xu Lanzhi loved to eat, so she couldn't help but smile.

"I am content to have you as my girlfriend in life." Xu Lanzhi had a gentle smile on her face.

She looked at Bai Xueqing, then lowered her head and touched Chen Shuye's small face, and suddenly said in a low voice, "Xiaoye is my child, as well as your child. If one day I'm not here, Xiaoye will give Xueqing When you are a son, Xiaoye will be Xiaolu's second brother, isn't that good?"

Xu Lanzhi's voice was very soft, and his expression was relaxed. His eyes seemed to be on Chen Shuye's face, but they didn't seem to be focused. His eyes just stopped at a certain point randomly, just right on Chen Shuye's body.

What she said seemed to be joking, but at the same time seemed serious.Bai Xueqing couldn't even tell whether Xu Lanzhi was talking to her, Chen Shuye, or herself.

Chen Shuye quickly raised his head to look at Xu Lanzhi, but he didn't speak, but his lips trembled slightly.

Although Chen Shuye quickly lowered his head again, You Lu saw his flushed eyes at that moment.

You Lu stood up from the sofa, walked to Chen Shuye's side, and stretched out his small hand to hold the palm of his knee.

You Lu often sleeps with Chen Shuye, knowing that his body heat is like a small stove, and his body temperature is always high no matter in season, summer, autumn or winter.

In winter, Chen Shuye would say to him who was naturally cold: "Brother Xiaoye holds you, and you won't be cold." In summer, Chen Shuye would say again: "Lulu hugs Brother Xiaoye, My brother won't be hot."

However, at this moment, in the hot August day in City X, Chen Shuye was trembling all over, and even the fingertips holding him were cold.

"Aunt Lanzhi, don't make such a joke." You Lu looked straight at Xu Lanzhi, without a smile on his innocent little face, and said seriously, "Our children will be sad to hear that."

"Ah——" Xu Lanzhi covered her mouth with her hands, as if her soul was suddenly pulled back from somewhere, she was shocked by what she just said, and didn't understand how she could say that.

She looked at her son beside her, wrapped her arms around his body, hugged him and murmured apology: "Xiaoye, I'm sorry, Mommy didn't mean it, Mommy is talking nonsense."

"Yeah. I know." Chen Shuye's voice was a little nasal, but the corners of his mouth curled up on his raised face. His eyes looked at Xu Lanzhi, and he forced a smile and said, "I know mom didn't do it on purpose."

While Bai Xueqing was cooking, the two children ran upstairs to play in the toy room by themselves.

That toy room was arranged by You Zhilai himself for You Lu to play with, even though he has grown up for several years and is no longer a 3-year-old child, You Zhilai is still reluctant to put it away.

Bai Xue looked down on the two children and ran upstairs, and she asked Xu Lanzhi to come over and help her prepare the ingredients.The two were a little silent.After a while, Bai Xue leaned over and hugged Xu Lanzhi gently.

Xu Lanzhi put down the half-picked vegetable leaves, put her face on Bai Xueqing's shoulder, and cried.

She sobbed softly and said with a suppressed voice: "I really didn't say those words on purpose, I don't know why I said that. I made Ono sad again, I am a bad mother."

Bai Xue gently stroked Xu Lanzhi's back and comforted her: "You are a good mother, you are just sick, it's not your fault, and Xiaoye won't blame you either." She hugged her friend, "We are all with you you."

She let Xu Lanzhi cry for a while.

Xu Lanzhi raised her face when she had had enough crying, and casually wiped away the tears with the back of her hand like a child.Fortunately, she is naturally beautiful and doesn't like makeup, and now she has no makeup, otherwise she would have to become a big painted face.

Bai Xue patted her hand lightly, and reprimanded softly: "I told you not to touch your eyes with your hands, be careful of eye inflammation." She took a tissue to wipe off the tears on Xu Lanzhi's face, and asked her, "Are you in a better mood?"

"Yeah." Xu Lanzhi nodded, leaning on Bai Xueqing's shoulder relyingly, and continued to prepare the dishes, "Fortunately, you are by my side, otherwise I don't know what to do."

"Did you meet Dr. Nina this time when you returned to Russia?" Bai Xue asked lightly.

Xu Lanzhi shook her head, "It's not convenient for Kang Ye to follow Dr. Nina this time. I don't want him to know." She paused, "But maybe he already knew." She said flatly.

"In the past three years, Chen Kangye has changed a lot, and he no longer always asks about your whereabouts or forces you to wear a positioning watch like before. I think you are willing to date him, don't you?"

Bai Xueqing thought that Xu Lanzhi was going to get back together with Chen Kangye, but now it seems that she has no such plan.

"That's because he doesn't have the status to do these things openly. But how do you know that he didn't send someone to do it?" Xu Lanzhi looked at the flowing water blankly, and chuckled, "After all, he has no choice Tolerating others out of his control."

"You mean, Chen Kangye has people following you?" Bai Xue frowned slightly.

"Maybe. But I don't care. He pretends not to know if he knows." Xu Lanzhi smiled again, "I think this is pretty good. If I want to date him, I will date him. If I don't, I won't see him. If he dislikes me If you are sick, then I will stay away from him."

She said casually, putting her fingers under the water, watching the water from the faucet split into two, "Anyway, it's good to be happy, right?"

She raised her face and said softly to Bai Xue: "What I lack most now is happiness, isn't it?"

Chen Shuye in the toy room hugged You Lu and remained silent.

You Lu didn't know what happened to Xu Lanzhi, why he said those words to make Chen Shuye sad, and he didn't want to ask Chen Shuye, so he acted as a doll and gave Chen Shuye a hug.

Chen Shuye hugged You Lu blankly.

"I... saw my mommy take medicine many times." Chen Shuye said suddenly, his chin resting on You Lu's shoulder.

"Once, I heard footsteps at night, and when I went downstairs, I saw Mommy sitting alone in the dining room."

"I didn't turn on the light at the time, but the moonlight came in, and I saw that the table was full of pills that had been torn open and thrown away one by one. Mommy's fingers were scratching around on them, and she got up suddenly and swept all the pills on the floor. "

"That night, I sat on the steps and secretly watched her drink all night."

You Lu was hugged tightly by Chen Shuye, he couldn't see his expression, but he felt that he must be very sad, so he could only stretch out his arms and hug him tightly.

"Later, I observed that Mommy had to take the medicine four times a day, and she avoided me every time. After taking the medicine, she always stood on the balcony and looked downstairs, wondering what she was thinking."

"But I'm so scared every time."

"I am afraid……"

What Chen Shuye was afraid of, even he himself didn't know, and he couldn't say it, but there was a fear that haunted him all the time, making him uneasy.

This fear, in fact, existed in Chen Shuye's heart from a very early age, but now, like a nourished vine, it suddenly grows wantonly in Chen Shuye's heart with its teeth and claws, making him unable to breathe.