What kind of bad intentions can a foolish deer have?

"I like you." Chen Shuye said in a low voice, the word love is too heavy, he knew that his feelings for You Lu were love, but he was unwilling to put pressure on him.

You Lu wanted to raise his head but was restrained by Chen Shuye's big hand and couldn't move, so he could only lie down quietly against him.

"Hey, don't look at me." Chen Shuye's eyes fell on the ceiling,? His eyes were scattered,? He stroked You Lu's hair,? There was tenderness in his deep voice, "Just listen to me. "

"I like you." He hugged You Lu,? "But this is my problem alone,? You don't need to be troubled by it."

"I don't want to lie to you. Since you asked me, then I will answer you, but I don't need you to answer me now." Chen Shuye said: "You are still very young, and there is still a long time in the future. I I don’t hope that you in the future will regret this haste.”

Chen Shuye turned his face slightly, kissed his hair, and said softly: "So,? Just forget it after hearing it."

At this time, You Lu only felt confused. He couldn't tell what kind of feeling he had for Chen Shuye, whether it was family love or friendship, or a love that he was unfamiliar with.

Chen Shuye hugged You Lu tightly, leaned him against his chest, let him hear his heartbeat, as if every beat was for this boy, "When you grow up, if one day you feel If you think it through yourself, if you want to make a decision about our relationship, then you can tell me."

"I will always stand behind you, no matter what my identity is?" Chen Shuye's chin lightly touched the top of You Lu's hair, and he involuntarily tightened his arms to hug him tightly.

He will wait, waiting for the juvenile's sentencing.

You Luwo lay in Chen Shuye's arms, and asked him in a low voice: "When will I grow up?" His voice was ignorant and bewildered, and he didn't know when he would truly realize how much he loved Chen Shuye. Shuye, what kind of feelings did it come from?

Chen Shuye smiled softly, ran his big hands gently through the boy's long hair, smoothed the wrinkles on his pajamas, and replied dotingly: "At least 18 years old, you should be responsible for your own decisions as an adult .”

"You will wait for me to figure it out, right?" You Xiaolu said in a muffled voice.

"Yes." Chen Shuye hugged You Lu, his voice was hoarse with unprecedented seriousness, "No matter what your answer will be in the future, I will support you. The relationship between us is up to you to decide."

"But..." Chen Shuye's arms relaxed slightly.

"Huh?" You Lu looked up suspiciously.

"Before you think it through, we should go back to where we should be." Chen Shuye calmly made a decision, "Don't let the intimacy between each other affect your judgment, let's go back to where we should be as family and friends." Some status."

Chen Shuye didn't want it to be a long-term habit that gave You Lu the illusion that he couldn't do without him.He hopes that all decisions can follow You Lu's original intention, and he doesn't want to let the boy suffer a little bit of grievance, and he doesn't want his beloved to feel regret or pain in the future.

"Go to sleep." With a serious and cautious attitude, Chen Shuye gently kissed You Lu's forehead, putting an end to his secret love.

Chen Shuye covered You Lu with a warm quilt, and the two teenagers snuggled together quietly.

The conversation that night became a secret in the hearts of the two, and the sudden clear sense of boundary also became an invisible wall separating the two.

From that day on, Chen Shuye and You Lu tacitly distanced themselves from each other and regained their proper proportions.People who are familiar with each other find that the way they get along has changed, and they are no longer as close as before, and there seems to be a slight gap.

Everyone can feel the alienation between them with the naked eye. In fact, this is the distance that the two teenagers should have, but the filter of the bamboo horse blurs everyone's sight. When they understand their transgression and retreat to the safe limit, it makes them Everyone felt weird and uncomfortable.

Chen Shuye still took good care of You Lu, supervised and tutored him in his studies, cared about his life, but no longer indulged his desire to get close to You Lu, no one played around in the bed, nor kissed and hugged He held it high and was very intimate.

He restrained himself from embracing the boy, and tried his best to remain in the position of a family member, brother, and friend.

You Lu also tried to learn not to rely on Chen Shuye.

He has learned to deal with his long hair, tidying it up neatly even though he feels flustered.

He also gradually got used to sleeping alone on a 2-meter-high bed. He could roll on it without kicking people around him. When he got cold in the middle of the night, he curled up and wrapped himself tightly in his quilt, so that he would not be imprisoned again. In a warm embrace.

This change made everyone very confused, and family members and friends even began to speculate whether there was any conflict between the two teenagers.

In the early morning of the weekend, the winter chill covered the plants in the yard, and a light mist shrouded the windows, making the past look hazy.

Chen Shuye still got up very early, his classes were getting more and more full, and he didn't even have a break on weekends.

He calmly got up from his bed, ran in the morning and walked the dog according to his usual habits, and it was only eight o'clock after washing. He had two business management courses in the morning, and now he still had an hour for dinner.

Chen Shuye took a shower and dried his hair before going downstairs.

"Aunt Bai." As soon as he walked to the restaurant, he saw Bai Xueqing eating breakfast.

Bai Xueqing had to work overtime at the company today, so she also got up early.When she saw Chen Shuye, she beckoned the young man to come over, "Xiaoye, sit here."

Chen Shuye took the seat next to Bai Xueqing and sat down, and Uncle Yun brought him breakfast.

"Thank you, Uncle Yun." Chen Shuye nodded his thanks, "Uncle Yun, have you had breakfast yet?"

Uncle Yun looked kindly, and answered him cheerfully: "Uncle Yun has already eaten, Master Xiaoye, eat it quickly, and I have to go to the professors for classes later, so don't delay."

Only Bai Xueqing and Chen Shuye were left in the restaurant.

Bai Xue sat aside and looked at today's itinerary, and waited until Chen Shuye was almost done eating before gently placing his phone on the table.She asked in a normal tone: "Xiaoye, what happened to you and Xiaolu? I feel that there is something wrong with the two of you recently."

Chen Shuye looked at Aunt Bai, her eyes were full of concern for herself, she lowered her head slightly to avoid her gaze.During this period of time, the conflicting emotions that were constantly colliding in his heart resurfaced again, making him breathless.

His longing for Youlu, as well as his guilt towards everyone in Youjia, always tormented him in every quiet night.

Chen Shuye clearly knows that he likes Youlu, and even deeply loves this young man who grew up with him, but Chen Shuye has no choice but to lead him to the intersection of same-sex love and let him make choices about the future. Ye always felt guilty and uneasy.

Whether it's the You family or the Bai family, whether it's You Zhilai or Bai Xueqing, or even grandparents and aunts, they have accepted themselves as part of the family since childhood.They treat themselves like their own children, but they want to lead Youlu, whom they love like life, into a road of no return full of whirlpools and rumors.

Even if he swears that he will walk the path of this life with the boy behind his back, and will always protect the boy from being hurt by anyone, he still can't contain the shame in his heart.

Chen Shuye still felt that his behavior had failed the Youbai family's love and trust for him.This heavy sense of guilt that almost made him ashamed to face his family made him more suffocated during this period, and even began to avoid the warm eyes of his family.

Chen Shuye hoped contradictoryly, not only hoped that You Lu could fall in love with him, but also hoped that You Lu would not fall in love with him.

He knew that he couldn't turn back, his love for Youlu had already made him go a long way on this doomed tortuous road, and he didn't want to turn back at all.

However, Chen Shuye, who was not afraid of getting hurt, was really afraid. He was worried that the boy who was carefully placed in the softest position in his heart would feel a little sad because of him. That sadness might come from the family he loved the most.

In his memory, the little prince in a white tuxedo was always placed in the highest position by him. He hoped that the boy would always be clean and free from dust, and he would never let You Lu's soles be stained with mud.

Facing Bai Xueqing's caring eyes at this moment, Chen Shuye's sense of guilt in recent days has risen to the extreme, making his heart constrict and ache, and making his handsome face pale.

Chen Shuye plucked up his courage to look at Bai Xueqing, his thin lips were pursed white, and he asked slowly in a stagnant voice: "If, I did something wrong. Aunt Bai, you will forgive me." me?"

Bai Xue looked at the tall boy in surprise with a light face, feeling that he seemed as fragile as the crying toddler in memory.She raised her hand and stroked his head gently, and said to him softly: "What are you talking about? You are our child, no matter what you have done, of course we will forgive you."

Chen Shuye lowered his head obediently, like a growing beast, no matter how powerful it is, it would lower its high head when facing his mother, letting her gently rub his head.

With a docile smile on Chen Shuye's always rebellious face, imperceptible sadness in his focused eyes, he said in a low voice, "What if it's a serious, serious mistake?"

The author has something to say: In the last chapter, You Xiaolu bit Chen Shuye's ear because of anger, so children who haven't seen the previous version of the lock don't need to be confused