not as sweet as you

He recalled a little.

On the day he had dinner with Huo Xingzhou in the classroom for the first time, there was a reminder on Weibo that @不远行行 became your new fan.

It is normal for Weibo to gain fans and lose fans. Although he rarely posts anything unrelated to Huo Xingzhou, sometimes he will gain some fans, including some sister fans.

Sometimes he would secretly post something about Huo Xingzhou's daily routine, and there would be many comments from fans, and many people would reply with very... very slutty tricks, saying Lolo, listen to this sister!

He knew that Huo Xingzhou liked to call him brother because he once said on Weibo that those young ladies reminded him.

They are nice people, they will not discriminate against him for liking a man, and they will encourage him to help him find ways and give him advice, although those ways are all, all a bit embarrassing.

But he knew that those people had no malicious intentions.

Luo Xing pursed his lips, raised his eyes cautiously to look at Huo Xingzhou, and saw that he was seriously writing the paper, then secretly lowered his head again, his face slowly turning red.

His weibo name is Shangtan Biluo, fans usually call him Luoluo, this person calls him Xingxing, obviously he knows his name, he should not be those "sister fans".

He clicked on Weibo and entered the homepage of Not Far Traveling.

The avatar of a piece of green bamboo, the information is not filled in, it only shows that it was registered only a year ago.

He doesn't seem to use Weibo very much, there is no original post, only a few retweets, all of which are appeals to orphans, left-behind children, and poor children in mountainous areas.

Seeing that he didn't reply, the other party thought that Luo Xing was unwilling, so he sent another one soon.

@不远行行: If it’s inconvenient, forget it, I’m just talking casually... Don’t tell your mother, she doesn’t like me contacting you.

@不远行: I actually...don't want to bother you, I just miss you so much.

Suddenly seeing the words "Mom" and "I miss you so much" on the screen, Luo Xing's heart ached, and he always felt that the person opposite had a great relationship with him.

Luo Xing rarely has friends, let alone any elders.

During the New Year and holidays, other people's families would visit each other for New Year's greetings. He didn't visit any relatives, grandparents, uncles and aunts, they didn't even have a single relative.

He and Zhao Jiulan spent all festivals in their own rooms and did not celebrate.

He has almost zero experience in the ways of the world, and being able to get along with people normally is considered a gift.

Luo Xing always felt that something was wrong with such a strange exchange of greetings, but he couldn't figure out what was wrong. It suddenly occurred to his mind that a man had visited him the day he was deaf and hospitalized.

wrong,

Zhao Jiulan was very happy that day and even fed him a bite of cake. If it was that person, how could she not like him contacting her.

He frowned and thought hard, flipping through the memories over and over again, but he still couldn't think of another person in his life.

Is it a woman...

While Huo Xingzhou was absent-mindedly doing his homework, he glanced at Luo Xing from the corner of his eye. He was amused when he saw him frowning and closing his eyes while pressing the phone.

"Hey hey hey." Huo Xingzhou raised his hand and waved in front of him twice: "What are you doing?"

Luo Xing looked up at him in a daze. After two seconds, he suddenly realized that he quickly hid the phone, "No, nothing, let's do homework."

"You asked me to do my homework and play with my mobile phone here, isn't it too much?" Huo Xingzhou tapped the tip of the pen on the table, and looked at him with his left hand propped up, "Let me see what you are playing."

Luo Xing shook his head.

That microblog recorded a lot of small daily routines with Huo Xingzhou, so he couldn't let him see that he was really masturbating him like an idiot.

"Knock knock."

There were only two knocks on the door, and Huo Yeshan's voice came from outside, "Xingzhou, I have a meeting going to X city, I'm not at home these days, your mother and your uncle Ji went abroad, and I'm not here for the time being." Can't come back. Treat Luo Xing yourself."

Huo Xingzhou got up and went to open the door, standing at the door and talking to Huo Yeshan, Luo Xing also hurriedly got up to go, but he raised his hand and patted twice to signal him not to come.

Luo Xing sat down nervously, staring at the door all the time, for fear that he would feel bad about himself and be dissatisfied with himself.

Although Huo Yeshan disliked his own son, he felt at ease with him, and left after only a few words.

Huo Xingzhou hummed, and after watching him go downstairs, he turned around and just lifted his foot, suddenly thought of something, and said to Luo Xing: "I'll go downstairs to get some things, you will wait."

Luo Xing nodded.

Huo Xingzhou smiled, turned around and left.

Luo Xing turned his head to look out the window. Huo Yeshan was wearing a long black cashmere coat. He was tall and straight. He stepped on the snow silently and got into the car.

He is seven or eight points similar to Huo Xingzhou, but more calm and introverted. Luo Xing couldn't help thinking, what would it be like if he had a father, and was he the same as Huo Yeshan.

Although he would be disgusted, he was still worried about explaining things before going out.

It seems that it is impossible for a person like him to teach such a good person as Huo Xingzhou. Luo Xing couldn't help thinking enviously, if this is the case, maybe he has a little bit of it.

He is worthy of Huo Xingzhou.

Luo Xing looked down at the daily routines he posted on Weibo. People often wondered what kind of person Huo Xingzhou was, but he never answered.

Huo Xingzhou.

He is like Dongfang Tianyu after a long period of darkness, holding out a cluster of bright sun, which occasionally spreads down through the gap of time, and shines on him, it will be very good.

It is already a great sin for a person like myself who needs to do his best to restrain the darkness in his heart to spy on his life secretly and invade his life.

Luo Xing sometimes thinks that he is like Gollum, who was lucky enough to get a "Lord of the Rings" suddenly. Although he tried his best to restrain the temptation, he still couldn't resist the greed and darkness in his heart, and eventually became greedy and ugly.

call……

Luo Xing let out a low breath, and before Huo Xingzhou came back, he quickly replied to Buyuanxing's private message, "Who are you?"

@不远行：I...I am an old friend of your mother.

——Why do you want to see me.

@不远行：I am dying, before the end of my life, I want to see you again.In my whole life, I have lived in a muddle, with one wrong step and one wrong step. Although I tried to make up for it several times, I still could only watch the situation develop beyond my ability.

Luo Xing's brows were frowned. This person revealed a sense of guilt and despair between the lines, and his words and sentences were not like ordinary people, with a kind of self-repentance and... evasion that cannot be explained clearly.

Luo Xing had never seen death, so he didn't know what it meant when a person said such words when he was about to die, but the sharp pain in his heart made him not know how to reply.

If it was Huo Xingzhou, he must have easily known what to do.

But he couldn't tell him that if this person was really his "father", it would be tantamount to showing him everything, and the filth he tried to hide was meaningless.

After thinking about it, Luo Xing said, "I want to think about it first, is that okay?"

@不远行行: Well, I live in Ward 1 on the seventh floor of the Third Inpatient Department, No.721 People’s Hospital in Beishi.

-

"Xi Cheng?"

After the examination, Luo Zhiyuan was pushed back by the nurse. When he opened the door, he saw Lin Xicheng using his mobile phone to send messages to someone, with a suppressed smile of fulfillment and relief on his face.

He was so startled that he almost dropped his phone on the ground.

"Zhiyuan."

Looking at the panicked expression on his face, Luo Zhiyuan knew what had happened, smiled and said to the nurse, "Thank you."

The nurse smiled back, explained some things, and went out. As soon as the door was closed, she heard a suppressed roar: "I said, you are not allowed to find Luo Xing, do you fucking remember it or not!"

Lin Xicheng turned his eyes away, heard him panting, mixed with painful roars, and gritted his teeth.

The last time he saw Luo Xing coming to compete in Beishi, because that face looked so much like Luo Zhiyuan, he asked his mother in private if she was Zhao Jiulan, and he told Luo Zhiyuan excitedly.

In the end, not only was he not happy, but he smashed his mobile phone severely and warned him not to look for Luo Xing again.

Lin Xicheng was stunned, this was the only chance to save him, why wouldn't he!

Luo Zhiyuan pointed at the door and asked him to get out. The two had been together for more than [-] years, and this was the first time he said such sharp words to him, and Lin Xicheng slammed the door and went out.

Quarrels are quarrels, Luo Zhiyuan can't die, even though he doesn't want to, he still wants to find Luo Xing.

It doesn't matter if you say he is selfish or whatever you say, this is the only person he loves most in this world, and even if he pays all the price and is hated and scolded by him, he must save him.

"It's just a bone marrow donation, and it won't die." Lin Xicheng knelt down, gently held Luo Zhiyuan's deformed calf due to bone cancer, and coaxed him in a low voice: "I asked the doctor, he won't die very soon." Painful, just a little."

"Death is better than pain, and being alive is better than anything else." Lin Xicheng raised his head, looked into his eyes, and said softly, "Zhiyuan, I only have you. Even if you don't care about yourself, you should still think about me." , and Luo Xing, he may not know your existence until now, so you don't want to use the rest of your life to make up for him and give him fatherly love."

-

When Huo Xingzhou came back with his things, Luo Xing was reading the paper he had just written. He frowned meticulously, and then smiled provocatively at the corner of his mouth.

The movement of pulling the test paper was too big, and he dropped the pen to the side of the pillow. He got up slightly and lay down on the low table, knelt and reached forward to pick it up. It was probably too far away, so he stretched forward even more, showing a Cut a thin white waist.

He walked over lightly, tapped his waist very lightly, and saw his waist tremble and quickly shrink back.

"Where are you going, your hands are so cold." Luo Xing sat down on his knees, subconsciously grabbed his hands and put them on his face to cover his face, and took a breath of heat.

"Go down and find something to eat for you." Huo Xingzhou pressed his palm against his soft and warm cheek, his heart softened from being poked, and he pulled out his hand in distress: "Okay, it's not cold."

He put the tray on the low table. The bottom of the tray was clean and there was no water, so he put it directly on the test paper.

There were three glass fruit bowls and a can of Coke on the tray, a plate of strawberries with the stems removed, and an empty plate under a plate of nuts.

Huo Xingzhou had long legs, and he didn't like to sit properly like Luo Xing, so he turned his body sideways, with his left arm resting on the low table, "Try whether it's sweet or not, this thing is delicate, you can't use force, I'll follow you one by one Wash it like an offering, and taste whether it is sweet or not."

Luo Xing looked at the huge and bright red strawberries in the fruit plate, and a warm current surged through his heart, why...how is Huo Xingzhou so good.

In such a cold day, I went to wash strawberries for him to eat.

He looked down at the fruit plate and picked out the biggest one. Huo Xingzhou laughed. He was like a child and picked the big one. In the next second, he leaned forward and handed it to his mouth in a soft voice. Said: "You eat first."

Huo Xingzhou was startled.

Ok?

"Yo baby, I know that I should honor my brother first, not bad." Huo Xingzhou smiled, opened his mouth to bite half of it, and kept the other half.

But this time he bit the top, biting down with his fingertips, the tip of his teeth tapped lightly, his lips and tongue lingered on his fingertips, and he saw his face instantly without any suspense. famous.

Huo Xingzhou swallowed the strawberry with open eyes, and said meaningfully: "It's very sweet."

Luo Xing withdrew his hand in a daze, looking at the wet marks on his fingertips and the bright red juice, his cheeks felt hot, and he felt that the sweetness Huo Xingzhou said meant something else.

He still holds half a strawberry with his fingertips.

"You used to eat half of it, it's cheaper for you." Huo Xingzhou sat sideways with his knees bent, smiled and stretched out his hand to push his wrist: "Eat it quickly, you can also taste the sweetness."

Luo Xing lowered his eyes, looking at the half-bitten strawberry, hesitating for a moment.

Originally, he wanted Huo Xingzhou to eat it first, but now...he has already eaten half of it, the bite mark on the strawberry is obvious, and he can almost feel the light clenching of his teeth.

he ate.

"What, you think I'm dirty?" Huo Xingzhou raised his hand to get it, and said with emotion: "I don't think so much about you. I won't eat any of the strawberries, cakes, and milk tea you've eaten, you little white-eyed wolf."

Luo Xing didn't suspect him, fearing that he really misunderstood that he hated him, so he hurriedly stuffed half a strawberry into his mouth, chewed it quickly and swallowed it.

"Is it tasty?"

"good to eat."

"Let's eat." Huo Xingzhou sat up, took the nut tray, took out the empty one at the bottom, put the shell in, and said while peeling: "Today we won't go out to catch the cold, let's go out for a walk tomorrow morning, I heard from Ye Qiaoqiao that a good movie has been released recently, go and see it?"

Luo Xing took small bites of the strawberry, and subconsciously nodded without caring what he said, making Huo Xingzhou smile, and handed the first pistachio he peeled to his mouth.

"Come on, eat pistachios with pistachios."

Luo Xing opened his mouth to put the pistachio nuts in his mouth. Unexpectedly, Huo Xingzhou stretched out his fingertips and tapped on the tip of his tongue. There was still a little strawberry in his mouth that he didn't swallow, and he subconsciously closed his mouth when he touched it.

His face was as red as a strawberry, and he stepped back but was afraid that he would touch the strawberry in his mouth, so he didn't move his fingers.

Luo Xing looked at him nervously, he just put his fingers in his mouth without moving, subconsciously begged for mercy twice, but Huo Xingzhou went too far, directly pinching the tip of his tongue with two fingers.

!!!

Luo Xing's eyes widened in an instant, and he was stunned with a buzzing sound in his head, feeling dazedly that his fingertips were unscrupulous in his mouth.

The strawberry flesh was soft and rotten, so Luo Xing was afraid that it would be brought out with his fingers after being moved by him, so he quickly closed his lips and sucked his fingertips and stepped back.

When the fingertips left his mouth, there was a slight and ambiguous sound of water. Huo Xingzhou looked at his rosy lips and eyes filled with water, and smiled.

Luo Xing couldn't hear it, but seeing that there was no flesh on his clean and slender fingers, he was relieved but felt even more shy. If he hadn't been sitting here, his legs would have been weak.

"Luo Xing." Huo Xingzhou's voice became hoarse.

Luo Xing turned his head away, and pushed his hand in horror, feeling that the nerves in his brain were about to explode, gasping for breath with his mouth open, almost starving for oxygen.

Huo Xingzhou took out the paper and wiped it for himself, and continued to peel the nuts under Luo Xing's nervous eyes, but he didn't feed him any more, just put it by his hand, "I won't tease you, eat it."

"You really don't want to feed me?" Luo Xing didn't believe it.

Huo Xingzhou smiled and nodded: "Really, I lied to you as a puppy."

Luo Xing heaved a sigh of relief, raised his hand to pinch a round nut, put it into his mouth, and crunched it into pieces, but his eyes drifted to Huo Xingzhou's face unconsciously.

In fact, he was looking forward to and afraid of Huo Xingzhou's teasing. On the one hand, he hoped that he could get along with him, but on the other hand, he was afraid that he would be too close. Huo Xingzhou discovered his shortcomings.

He always doesn't know how to weigh a degree, if he can find it, that's great.

Luo Xing sighed lowly, if only he could be smarter and better, that would be great.

-

Huo Yeshan was not at home, the snow started to fall in the morning and continued until the evening, and it was getting bigger and bigger, and the takeaway was also stopped.

Huo Xingzhou was reluctant to let Luo Xing cook again, so he searched a bunch of recipes from the browser, chose the simplest one, and prepared to implement it.

He found a chair for Luo Xing to sit on the side, and he rolled up his sleeves to wash and chop vegetables, which was pretty good.

As soon as it is put on the pot, it will be revealed.

"You can't put the oil in now, the pot is not hot yet." Luo Xing jumped off the chair, walked to the side to be a supervisor, and when he saw that the pot was almost ready, he said, "Let's pour it."

Huo Xingzhou unscrewed the cap of the oil bottle and poured it with his hand up.

"Hey hey a little less!" Luo Xing looked anxious to death, wishing he could go over and fry it himself, but he just refused.

"Start up, start up, the oil will burn you again, stay away, and be obedient." Huo Xingzhou stared at the oil pan without raising his head, as if there was a monster in it.

Luo Xing was pushed back by him, and went around to guide him.

"Put in a little vinegar."

"This is soy sauce."

"There's too much salt, you pour back half of it."

Huo Xingzhou raised his hand to touch a rock candy from the jar, and put it in his mouth while he was speaking.

Luo Xing pursed his lips, and his face turned red instantly.

"Sweet?"

Luo Xing nodded shyly, and suddenly opened his eyes: "Hurry up, I'm confused."

-

Huo Xingzhou felt exhausted after the messy dish was finished. He had never felt so tired after playing golf all day.

Under Luo Xing's step-by-step guidance, the appearance was ugly but the taste was not bad. Huo Xingzhou brought out the soup, untied his apron and threw it on the chair next to him, "Taste my cooking."

Luo Xing squinted his eyes and smiled, picked up the chopsticks and tasted it, and paused for a few seconds on purpose when Huo Xingzhou was so nervous that his Adam's apple rolled unconsciously.

"Isn't it delicious?" Huo Xingzhou said, "Our aunt recently had a grandson and went home to enjoy family fun. My mother said that we didn't go home very often, and we didn't look for new ones. people."

"It's delicious." Luo Xing chewed and swallowed the scrambled eggs mixed with egg shells, then put some good ones into the bowl in front of Huo Xingzhou, lowered his head and snickered: "I scared you, try it yourself , if the appearance is deducted, I can give one... seventy points."

"You dare to scare me!" Huo Xingzhou snorted, "For you are my teacher, I forgive you."

Luo Xing bit his chopsticks to hold back the sweetness in his heart, and couldn't help but hope that if he could eat with him every day in the future, he would be willing to eat no matter how unpalatable the meal was.

-

After dinner, Huo Xingzhou cleared the table and urged Luo Xing to wash up.

Just after finishing it, it happened that Lu Qinghe called and asked him if he would go to his house for a barbecue.

Huo Xingzhou intentionally asked Luo Xing to get in touch with people, so he couldn't stay bored and not get along with others, but when he looked back at his nervous look, he changed his words and said: "I just finished eating, so I won't go there, you tell Uncle Lu and the others One sound."

Lu Qinghe didn't gossip like others, so he hummed and hung up the phone.

Huo Xingzhou went upstairs after washing up in the bathroom of the guest room. It was almost dark, but it was still early, so he couldn't sleep now, but he was lying on the bed with Luo Xing in his arms...

chuckled.

When Luo Xing came out after washing, Huo Xingzhou was already sitting on the bed, leaning against the head of the bed with his knees bent, holding his mobile phone in both hands, probably playing a game.

He stood at the bathroom door and swallowed nervously. Last time on this bed, he secretly kissed Huo Xingzhou.

That photo is still in his mobile phone. Sometimes when he couldn't fall asleep in the middle of the night, he secretly looked at Huo Xingzhou on the opposite bed, and when he opened it, he felt his heart burning.

After standing for a while, he lifted his feet and walked over, lifted the quilt from the other side and got on the bed.

Huo Xingzhou deliberately laughed at him: "Oh, who's kid, why is he crawling on the bed?"

Luo Xing froze when he was halfway up, half kneeling on the edge of the bed, neither getting down nor getting down, and asked blankly: "Then... where do I live?"

"I didn't even tell you where you lived, but I just climbed onto my bed and asked me where I lived." Huo Xingzhou leaned over, squeezed his chin and chuckled lightly: "Is this a new way of playing hard to get?"

Luo Xing hurriedly got up and shrank out of bed, and stood aside awkwardly: "I'm sorry...I...go to the guest room, I..."

Huo Xingzhou suppressed a smile and pretended to be extremely cold: "Very good, you have successfully attracted my attention."

Luo Xing was completely stunned now, always felt that there was something wrong with Huo Xingzhou, and stared at him blankly and nervously: "What's wrong with you..."

Huo Xingzhou couldn't help laughing, and showed him the phone: "Just now, Ye Qiaoqiao and the others had barbecue at Lu's house, and Lu Qinghe's...um..."

The conversation stopped suddenly.

Luo Xing was even more confused.

Huo Xingzhou struggled to find a descriptive word in his vocabulary, "Just Lu Qing and his uncle's wife, recently took on the role of a domineering president, the lines in the drama, for example, what, woman, you successfully attracted My attention. Woman, you light the fire and put it out by yourself. Woman, are you still satisfied with what you see... This kind of sand sculpture lines."

Luo Xing was also amused, "How silly."

"Where's the punishment?" Huo Xingzhou lifted his quilt and raised his eyebrows: "Come in."

Luo Xing blushed and said embarrassedly: "Guest room..."

Before he finished speaking, Huo Xingzhou glared at him: "What kind of room are you in? I can't fit you in this bed?" Startled, he quickly climbed onto the bed, and lay down in a well-behaved manner.

The quilt was soft and loose, and the bed was wide and large, completely different from the narrow, hard and cold bed he had stayed in last night.

Luo Xing opened his eyes, looking at the beautiful and tidy wallpaper against the warm yellow light, all kinds of furniture and equipment that seemed to be expensive at first glance, and the half-wall-like bookshelf, where a few books were scattered here and there.

Huo Xingzhou didn't like to read books, they mostly had various limited souvenirs related to basketball, and there were many models. Everywhere, even the dust in the air, showed that they were people from two worlds.

"Luo Xing." Huo Xingzhou also lay down, put his phone aside and chatted with him, and looked at him sideways for a while with his head propped on one hand, "Aside from studying, what do you usually like to do?"

Luo Xing thought for a while, then shook his head.

Huo Xingzhou thought for a while and said, "I heard you say that there is someone you like, can you tell me what kind of person he is?"

Luo Xing paused, and Huo Xingzhou was hurt by a flash of resistance in his eyes, thinking that I have treated you so well, you little white-eyed wolf, and you are still thinking about wild men.

"Tell me, I'll also tell you about the person I like."

Luo Xing blinked his eyes and didn't want to say anything, but he wanted to know what kind of person Huo Xingzhou liked. After struggling for a while, he finally nodded and said, "When I was young, I met a brother. I was only five years old at that time. Duo, made a mistake..."

Luo Xing stopped talking, and skipped the half part.

"That brother saw me when he climbed on the wall, he asked me what I was doing, and gave me a piece of candy." Luo Xing blinked, feeling panicked in his heart, hoping that he would remember himself, but also afraid that he would not remember at all. Own.

Perhaps in Huo Xingzhou's life, it was just a trivial episode, and he had long forgotten the small kindness he once expressed to others.

But in his eyes, that was the first time the sun shone into his life.

are different.

"And then?" Huo Xingzhou asked.

"Later, I haven't seen him again for a long time. Maybe he was just playing at a relative's or friend's house. He saw me by accident." Luo Xing lowered his brows and eyes, and the frustration that could not be concealed suddenly invaded his heart , it hurt him so much.

Huo Xingzhou really didn't remember him.

"Then did you go to that person afterwards?" Huo Xingzhou suppressed the sour feeling in his heart, and asked him in a soft voice as much as possible. It's a good thing that Luo Xing is willing to open his heart to him, so he just bear with it.

"Well, when I was playing later, I happened to meet him at his school. From a distance, I saw him surrounded by many people, full of energy, confidence and arrogance, but he no longer remembers me."

"Do you like him so much?" Huo Xingzhou stretched out his hand, held his fingers under the quilt, and rubbed them gently twice: "If one day, he remembers you and confesses his love to you, will you agree?"

Luo Xing was at a loss, looked into Huo Xingzhou's eyes and thought, if one day he confesses to himself...

he……

"I don't know." Luo Xing shook his head, lowered his eyelashes and exhaled softly: "In fact, he and I are from two worlds, even if one day he thinks of me, I will..."

Luo Xing wanted to say that he was not good enough for him, but he didn't want to appear so humble in front of Huo Xingzhou, so he swallowed his words after thinking about it, paused and said: "He probably won't remember me, it's been so long .”

Huo Xingzhou looked at his half-covered face, raised his hand and pulled the cup under his chin, and said with a smile, "Aren't you bored?"

Luo Xing blinked, but didn't realize that his hand was held by Huo Xingzhou all the time, staring at him blankly, smelling his scent, feeling satisfied and sad in his heart.

Huo Xingzhou was silent for a while, and then asked: "Have you ever thought that you may not actually like him, but because he once gave you a little kindness, you think he is different... It's like, people always Chasing the illusion that you can't touch, you think he is good, but in fact he is just an ordinary person with many shortcomings, many unbearable problems."

Luo Xing didn't speak any more, Huo Xingzhou said again: "Where did I read a sentence before, saying that the person you like is also an ordinary person, and you like to put a golden body on him. In fact, that person is different to you. , because he is liked by you."

Luo Xing shook his head, but said nothing.

a long time.

"What about you, what does the person you like look like?" Luo Xing asked.

Huo Xingzhou groaned, feeling that he was lying on his back, the light was just above his head piercing his eyes, so he got up and turned off the light, leaving only a desk lamp behind him.

"He is good-looking and has good grades, but he is a little disobedient, which makes me feel very headache." Huo Xingzhou looked at him in the shadow cast by him, and smiled slightly.

Luo Xing looked at the backlight here, couldn't see his expression clearly, and his eyelids trembled: "It's just that he doesn't know that I like him, and he always pretends to be other men in his heart. I can't force him to forget others. Put me in it, right? I can only pamper him, and wait until he finds out that I like him."

He really likes Ye Qiaoqiao.

Luo Xing bit the tip of his tongue lightly, and the tip of his heart seemed to be pierced hard with a thick awl, and a sour and painful liquid dripped out, which made him feel uncomfortable.

"If she lives...she won't find out." Luo Xing choked his breath, barely able to suppress the soreness in his heart, and said with difficulty: "If she wants to marry someone else, you..."

Huo Xingzhou smiled: "I don't think he should be so stupid. Give him another half a year. When the college entrance examination is over, he has to know if he doesn't know."

"Hey, how can you say that I can't compare to that wild man? Why does he only like him." Huo Xingzhou said, raised his hand to pinch his cheek, and asked with a smile: "Can you give me a beating? Let him cry."

"No, don't, it's not good to hit someone." Luo Xing suppressed the soreness in his heart, and said with force: "And she is so... probably too unbearable, so don't hit her."

Luo Xing lay sullenly in his arms, almost unable to suppress the sour jealousy in his heart. He was jealous that Ye Qiaoqiao could be liked by him, and he was even willing to suffer silently to such an extent.

For her happiness, I would rather just watch her from afar.

Huo Xingzhou couldn't help laughing, his eyes lingered on him calmly, and he really started to check whether Luo Xing could bear it, it was just another way to make him cry.

Luo Xing pursed his lips and murmured weakly: "Actually, liking someone is the last thing you can do. Even though you like him no matter how much you are willing to give up everything for him, you can't really get an equal return, but sometimes, he just wants to give up everything for him. Just look at it and you'll be satisfied."

Huo Xingzhou frowned, this child's love is too humble.

From what he said between the lines, he put himself lower than the dust, that person is like a scorching sun in the sky, if he shines on it occasionally, even if it's not for him specifically, it can satisfy him?

Yes.

Huo Xingzhou thought of the place where he lived, and carefully hid his past from him, probably because of the long-standing shackles of humble and humble thoughts instilled by Zhao Jiulan.

During the growth process, plants will also grow deformed according to the oppression of the outside world, not to mention a child who has been under the oppressive education for more than ten years.

"Luo Xing, remember." Huo Xingzhou held his shoulders distressedly, raised his chin, and said almost word for word: "You are the best, unique in this world, and worthy of being praised by everyone. Beloved on the tip of the heart."

Luo Xing's eyes trembled, and his lips moved: "You said... what?"

Huo Xingzhou put his arms around his shoulders and said, "I read a book before, and there is a sentence in it that says that those words that make you suffer have nothing to do with you in essence."

Luo Xing stared at him blankly, with a trace of confusion in his eyes, he didn't understand why he said that suddenly, and...was it really nothing to do with him?

Isn't it because he didn't do well that Zhao Jiulan hated him?

Then... isn't he bad?

Luo Xing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he looked at Huo Xingzhou unconfidently, fearing that he might misread what he said, he repeated carefully, "Is it nothing to do with me?"

Huo Xingzhou looked at him and asked timidly, eyes full of uncertainty, he pulled him into his arms distressedly, put his chin on the top of his head, and hummed: "Of course it has nothing to do with you, you are so good."

The corners of Luo Xing's lips trembled, his eye sockets instantly became wet, and he blinked desperately, hot and uncomfortable. It was the first time someone told him that those words had nothing to do with him, not how you would be punished if you didn't make mistakes.

"Thank you." Luo Xing sniffed his nose lightly, and said slightly choked up.

"Thank you, thank you, I won't say anything." Huo Xingzhou heard his nasal voice, afraid that he would feel uncomfortable if he said too much, so he pulled the quilt and covered him: "Hurry up and go to sleep!"

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The two of them went to bed early the first day, but they didn't wake up until after ten o'clock the next day.

Luo Xing woke up first, yawned and rubbed his eyes. Just as he wanted to get up, he found that Huo Xingzhou's hand was on his waist, but he was nestled in his arms.

He suddenly thought of the time when Huo Xingzhou was drunk, he also woke up in his arms, but that time he woke up first, and he woke up later, because he was shocked and hit his chin.

Luo Xing raised his eyes to look at him, his chin was so close that he could almost kiss him with a slight upward movement, the tip of his nose was almost touching his collarbone, his breath was closely intertwined with him, and he couldn't help but blush.

"Have you seen enough?" Huo Xingzhou didn't know when he woke up. He smiled softly, took his hands from his waist, and stroked his eyelashes. Seeing how helpless he was in his arms, he smiled happily.

Being caught, Luo Xing buried his head in embarrassment: "No, I didn't look at you."

"I even found out that you are still lying." Huo Xingzhou sneered: "If you want to see it, you can look at it openly. Tell me what else you want to see. Would you like to take it off for you to take a look at? It's cheaper to see it, but it may be more expensive to touch it. gone."

"Do you want to touch it?"

"Abdominal muscles or waistline?" Huo Xingzhou rubbed his fingertips with a low smile, which made his fingers numb and his heart numb, and shrank into the quilt embarrassingly.

"Never mind, don't say anything, I'm going to get up." Luo Xing struggled, trying to get out of his arms, but he held him down again.

Huo Xingzhou rang and said, "I'll give you a discount, or if you don't have any money, you can pay off the debt."

"Let me touch your waistline, you touch my waist and eyes, and I'll fold it in half and give you abs, how about it?"

"Mr. Luo, do you want to change?"

"Don't, don't say it." Luo Xing was already very shy when he peeked at him, and he said it deliberately, which made him even more embarrassed. He shrank back, and finally retreated to the edge of the bed.

Huo Xingzhou caught it quickly with his eyes and hands, but he was still a step too slow and fell down with him.

His hands were placed behind Luo Xing's head. Although the bed wasn't too high, it still hurt to hit him with such inertia. Huo Xingzhou knelt down on Luo Xing's body without pressing him down, and hummed softly.

Luo Xing felt something resting on the back of his head, looked at his instantly pale face, got up in shock, grabbed his hand, saw that it was red, and there was a dent slightly oozing blood, and his eyes were instantly swollen. famous.

"Why, why are you protecting me?" Luo Xing's eye circles were flushed red, holding his hand in distress, trembling his fingertips and daring not to touch him, "Does it hurt?"

"Pfft." Huo Xingzhou clenched his hands, and said with a smile, "How heavy can you be? It's a trivial matter. It doesn't hurt."

Luo Xing looked at the scar on the back of his hand, then turned his head to see that there was a raised iron retainer on the ground.

"How could it not hurt!" Luo Xing held his hand distressedly and ran to the bathroom, turned on the faucet to flush him, not caring about the cold, and said while flushing, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

"Here it comes again." Huo Xingzhou rubbed his head helplessly and said with a smile, "I've been hurt a lot, it really doesn't hurt so much, don't fight to take the blame."

After flushing the water, Luo Xing took the towel and gently wiped off the water around him, keeping the wound from touching it.

"Where is your medicine box, let me pack it for you."

Huo Xingzhou smiled. He really didn't think such a broken skin needed to be bandaged, but seeing his worried look, he smiled and said, "It's in the locker next to the TV cabinet downstairs. Go and get it."

Luo Xing hummed, opened the door and ran down, then ran up quickly.

Huo Xingzhou sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand towards him and said with a smile, "Hey, my hand was hurt because of you. If I can't use it anymore, do you have to help me?"

Luo Xing was already distressed, but when he said this, the circles of his eyes became redder, and he didn't know what he thought of, the hand holding the medicine suddenly stopped, held his hand, slightly stuck out the tip of his tongue, and licked it lightly.

!!!

Huo Xingzhou was shocked.

He sat on the edge of the bed, and Luo Xing was not convenient enough to stand, so he half-knelt on the ground and bandaged him.

Looking from him, the child was lying there, the tip of his bright red tongue timidly stretched out, the hot and moist touch felt a slight sting when touching the wound, but it also directly ignited a cluster of thundering flames.

From the nerves on the back of his hand, all the way to the apex of his heart.

"Little boy." Huo Xingzhou's voice became hoarse: "What... are you doing?"