not as sweet as you

There were fewer and fewer countdowns on the blackboard. Huo Xingzhou ran to and from the school and hospital every day. It was really hard work, and he lost a lot of weight visible to the naked eye.

Luo Xing was distressed and told him not to come here, he had someone to take care of him, and Wu Suyan was always with him in the hospital, so don't worry.

He refused to listen, so he had to come and sleep with him no matter what he said, otherwise he would not be at ease.

Luo Xing could already hear it.

It's been too long, and he has already forgotten what it was like when he could hear it. He heard it at first, and felt that even the trembling of the grass had a sound.

He remembered the day when he could hear completely, Huo Xingzhou was more nervous than him, holding the edge of the table tightly with both hands, he was so nervous that he was afraid that he would not be able to hear, and he was afraid that the loud noise would cause his ears to hurt, so in the end he had to go out. "Can you hear me, can you hear me?"

Luo Xing just nodded, and Huo Xingzhou immediately hugged him tightly, regardless of the crowd of doctors and nurses, they hugged him as if no one was there and did not let go.

"Have you ever seen the world? It's a shame." The doctor had already disliked Huo Xingzhou, and wanted to taunt him whenever he had the opportunity.

Huo Xingzhou was so happy that he was going crazy, he didn't care who ridiculed him, he was happy to beat him up.

"What are you thinking about?" Huo Xingzhou asked with a smile when he saw the people next to him lost in thought.

"Thinking about you is so silly." Luo Xing said.

"How dare you call me stupid!" Huo Xingzhou glared at him, "Do you want to rebel!"

"No, you are the smartest! I like you."

Huo Xingzhou's heart softened at his sudden confession, he snorted to save face, and said, "Although it's spring, it's still a bit cold at night, let's go up." Huo Xingzhou touched his hand a little cold, I'm afraid he'll get sick again, he's still weak after the surgery.

The two of them had dinner together every day, and then went downstairs for a walk. The early spring wind was very comfortable on their faces, not cold, with a soft fragrance of green grass.

The sky was about to sink, Huo Xingzhou held Luo Xing's wrist, and the two of them walked slowly in the hospital, as if the time had been sped up dozens of times.

In a daze, they have been walking together for decades like this, and when Cang Cang faltered in his old age, they still held each other's hand tightly, watching Yun Shu Yunjuan, the sky was getting darker.

"It's so delicate, I want to go for a while, the smell of disinfectant is all over the ward, it's so bad."

Luo Xing didn't want to go up, took his hand and acted like a baby unconsciously: "I want to go back to school in a few days, okay?"

"No." Huo Xingzhou rebuffed straight away, "Until you fully recover, you are not allowed to go anywhere!"

Luo Xing pursed his lower lip, grabbed his finger and shook it twice, blinked his eyes and said softly, "But I won't see you during the day, I... will miss you."

"It's useless to be coquettish." Huo Xingzhou raised his hand to cover his wet eyes, forced himself not to be seduced by him, and continued to say coldly: "I told you that it's not hard, I'm happy to run away, and besides, I'm here here No one bothered us, and there was a huge light bulb in the dorm."

Seeing that he was exposed, Luo Xing was a little discouraged, and raised his hand to touch his face: "You said it was not hard, you have lost a lot of weight."

Huo Xingzhou kissed his palm, and said with a vague smile: "It's not thin, it's turned into muscle. If you don't believe me, feel it, it's hard."

Luo Xing was held by his hands and brought to his chest and abdomen. The spring clothes were already a little thin, and his chest was hot and hard through the lead gray sweater.

Huo Xingzhou lowered his head, pressed his palm into Luo Xing's stomach through the thick coat, and said softly, "Honey, you are so soft."

It happened that there were two girls passing by carrying things, they were probably visiting patients, and they turned their heads to look at them more.

"Wow, did the two of them kiss just now..."

"Kiss, kiss, my God is so handsome, this little brother, the one in his arms is also so cute, these two are too sweet!"

Huo Xingzhou laughed in a low voice as if on purpose, "Oh, I was seen by others."

Luo Xing blushed at a loss, and subconsciously hid in his arms, waiting for the two girls to leave like ostriches.

"Have they left?" Luo Xing asked in a low voice.

His voice is soft, but now he is shy and dare not speak loudly, like a steamed cotton candy, with a little warm sweetness that can melt people's hearts.

Huo Xingzhou looked at the backs of them leaving, and pulled him away from his arms with a smile, "It's already gone far, so what should we do in the future?"

Luo Xing: "I'm not soft!"

"It's good, it's not soft." Huo Xingzhou lowered his head and leaned close to his ear, and said in a low voice: "Our little boy, we are tough."

"You said it!"

"Don't talk, don't talk, go to bed." Huo Xingzhou suppressed a smile, and walked him through the big flower bed of the hospital as if no one else was there, and returned to the inpatient department.

Luo Xing took off his thick coat, walked to the bathroom, and saw Huo Xingzhou pouring warm water with his back turned to him, his heart was sweetened.

During the time he was hospitalized, Huo Xingzhou shuttled back and forth between the school and the hospital every day, and he had to take care of him to wash himself, for fear that his ears would be bad for his recovery.

On the one hand, Luo Xing thought it was funny that he took care of him like a child, but on the other hand, he felt that someone could hold him in the palm of his hand and take care of him like a baby, so close to feeding him and pampering him, he was immediately moved I can't stop laughing.

I want to cry.

Luo walked over and put his arms around Huo Xingzhou's waist.

Huo Xingzhou froze, feeling that the child behind him was trembling, and turned around hastily, "What's wrong?"

"Don't turn around!" Luo Xing hugged his waist tightly, sniffed and said, "Thank you, husband."

! !

There was a rumble in Huo Xingzhou's head, like thousands of volcanoes erupting together, hot lava poured down his head, burning him so stupidly.

What did that soft voice say just now!

Huo Xingzhou turned around, showing a dumbfounded expression for the first time, swallowed hard twice, held Luo Xing's face with difficulty, and asked, "Honey, what did you call me just now, call me again."

Luo Xing bit his lips, and was so shy by his eager gaze. The cry just now had exhausted all his courage, and he couldn't cry out anyway, so he hooked his neck with both hands, and kissed his eyes on tiptoe .

Huo Xingzhou grabbed his wrist, not letting him hide, "Be obedient, call me again."

"I, I'm going to wash my face." Luo Xing bypassed him, ran to the sink, and swiped the water twice.

Huo Xingzhou pulled him back, leaned his waist against the wall and kissed him hard for a while, as if he had to force him to scream before he would give up.

Luo Xing soon passed away, begging for mercy while holding his breath, Huo Xingzhou just refused to let him go, and teased him more and more ruthlessly, until he called him more than a dozen times before he was done. As soon as he was let go, he immediately became angry ran away.

"Honey, don't be angry, I know I was wrong." Huo Xingzhou was so good that he got a bargain, begging pitifully for mercy.

"Go away."

"I won't go, even if you beat me, my wife, can I kneel on the washboard tonight? Don't ignore me." Huo Xingzhou patted him on the shoulder with a playful smile: "Please, my wife , forgive my husband."

"No."

"Okay then, let's sleep first, and get up in the morning before getting angry." Huo Xingzhou remixed a basin of hot water to wash his face and hands, carried him to bed, and teased him to talk.

"I'm going to sleep." Luo Xing turned sideways, with his back to him.

Huo Xingzhou sighed and said, "Alright then."

After finishing speaking, he covered him with a quilt, turned off the incandescent lamp in the ward, and went to write the paper by himself under a slightly dim desk lamp by the window. The sound of rubbing paper.

Luo Xing turned around quietly, and looked at how he was doing his homework seriously under the lamp.

The desk lamp was not very bright, but it stretched his shadow very long, stretched on the floor and then on the wall, Luo Xing pursed his lips, he was not angry with Huo Xingzhou, but angry with himself.

Every time Huo Xingzhou teased him like that, he felt uncomfortable but looked forward to it, and even wanted him to be more ruthless and heavier, so that he couldn't bear it and cried out.

He always felt that he was too slutty like this, so he tried to hide his anger, but it was actually a cover-up.

Huo Xingzhou was still coaxing him, thinking that he was wrong, so he held him carefully and coaxed him to apologize. Luo Xing bit his lower lip, took out a pen from under the pillow, tore a little paper lightly, and wrote a few words. word, and threw it at him.

Huo Xingzhou dropped a small ball of paper by his hand, he was taken aback, and raised his head to look at the person on the bed, only to see him retracted under the quilt, not even showing his eyes.

shy.

He opened the note, looked at it by the light of the desk lamp, and was stunned.

—Actually, I like it when you tease me.

Huo Xingzhou looked at the child huddled up in the quilt with a headache, and laughed helplessly in his heart, he was getting more and more proficient at flirting.

This little white-eyed wolf who only cares about flirting with fire!

As if venting his hatred, Huo Xingzhou also tore up the paper to reply to him, and threw it back.

——What if it makes you cry and breaks it?

Luo Xing's cheeks burst red with a bang, his lower abdomen was scalding hot, he moved his legs uneasily, closed the note subconsciously, blinked and took a small breath, opened the note, coming and going I went to see it several times.

Huo Xingzhou caught the note he threw back, guessing that he probably told himself to stop talking, opened it with a smile,

However, this time it wasn't a volcanic eruption, but he was directly thrown into the tens of thousands of miles of magma torrents, where he was repeatedly roasted and tortured, letting him be dominated by raging emotions.

——I, listen to you.

Huo Xingzhou looked up to the sky and sighed, how could he be able to get such a treasure in this life.

"Huo Xingzhou."

"Ok?"

Luo Xing poked his head out from under the quilt, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "I have the glass jar you gave me in my schoolbag. I made a wish, and you will help me fulfill it."

"Okay." Huo Xingzhou came over, took out the jar from his schoolbag, and threw it on the hospital bed. Luo Xing sat up and opened it for him from one to eighteen.

Huo Xingzhou sat behind him, took him into his arms, and took him apart one by one.

At the end of the eighteen letters, he left a space for Luo Xing to make a wish.

Huo Xingzhou opened the first letter, and there were three words written on the wishing place, Huo Xingzhou.

He was startled, and looked down at the person in his arms, only to see him blinking his eyes with a blushing face, embarrassingly telling him not to look at himself, and urging him to continue looking.

Huo Xingzhou took a deep breath in his heart, his hands were trembling because of choking, he tore open eighteen letters in a row and wrote the same wish, as if it had never changed, there was only one wish in thousands of years.

All his life, his only wish was to have a Huo Xingzhou.

Huo Xingzhou felt as if he had never cried in his life, even if his hands and feet were broken, he never cried. However, at this moment, he felt that his eyes were so sore that he couldn't bear it.

He raised his head, took a deep breath to hold back his tears, lowered his head and kissed Luo Xing's hair, and solemnly promised word by word: "As long as there is a day for Huo Xingzhou, he only belongs to you."

Luo Xing nestled low in his arms, let out an "um", and unscrupulously felt the warm chest behind him, as if it was resting on the whole world.

Luo Xing stretched out his hand, intertwined with Huo Xingzhou's ten fingers, and said silently in his heart: The whole world.

-

In a blink of an eye, the countdown to the college entrance examination came to an end. Cheng Limin no longer urged them to study as hard as before. Instead, he let them have a good rest, stop thinking about studying, and prepare enough energy to face the exam.

Huo Xingzhou implemented this very thoroughly, pestered Luo Xing to eat candy for a few days, and then willfully let him take the exam with his parents.

Wu Suyan sneered at him: "Okay, your dad can take you there, baby Luoluo is going to play with mom, whoever wants to bask in the sun."

Huo Xingzhou said "Hello" and said in dissatisfaction: "Isn't it standard for family members to send me to the exam? You and my dad can go out to play, and my wife will send me off."

Luo Xing shyly told him not to talk, and after a while looked at Wu Suyan embarrassedly, and whispered: "Mom, I want to accompany Huo Xingzhou, okay?"

Wu Suyan's complexion immediately turned cloudy, and she said with a smile: "Of course, of course, you can do whatever you want, Mom and Dad will go with you."

Huo Xingzhou was silent for a few seconds, and asked a question that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time: "Mom, tell the truth, what is my status in this family?"

Wu Suyan thought about it seriously, turned her head and glanced around, her thin white fingers, which were well maintained, pointed loosely: "It's worse than it."

Huo Xingzhou turned his head suspiciously.

... A picture written by Huo Yeshan and Luo Xing on the wall.

Fine.

"I see, pack up and get out."

Luo Xing endured a smile, and quietly held his hand under the sofa, drawing a few words on his palm with his fingertips, comforting him silently.

On the day of the exam, Luo Xing checked everything for him, but when it was delivered to the entrance of the exam room, he refused to go down, and asked for a blessing for everything.

Luo Xing was startled, and Wu Suyan immediately turned her head knowingly, even retreated back to Huoye Mountain, and said with a click: "Hurry up, baby, give him a kiss and tell him to get out."

Luo Xing was immediately dumbfounded. Although they had done more intimate things, in front of their parents, they still... how embarrassing it is!

Huo Xingzhou stared at him relentlessly: "Don't tell me you want me to pass the exam?"

Luo Xing was most afraid of this, so he shook his head in shock, took a deep breath after a while, and quickly kissed him on the face, "Come on for the exam!"

-

At the end of the college entrance examination, the students seemed to be liberated, standing on the stairs and spilling their piles of test papers all over the sky, covering the teaching building of the third year of high school like snowflakes.

After three years of depression, the principal and teachers also acquiesced in this way of decompression.

Let them make trouble, today is also the last day.

Even though I was out of breath when I was teaching them, when I thought that this graduation might be a farewell, my eyes turned red involuntarily.

There were exaggerated graffiti drawn on the blackboard of the Class [-] classroom. The students stood in front of the room for a group photo, and Luo Xing was also pulled over to take a lot of photos together.

"Hey, hey, Luo Xing, Luo Xing!" Feng Jia rushed in from the outside, Luo Xing turned around in doubt, saw him in a hurry, and smiled: "What's the matter?"

Feng Jia pressed her knees out of breath, and pointed behind her: "Huo Xingzhou... Huo Xingzhou is singing under the flagpole!"

Luo Xing was startled.

Class [-] students swarmed Luo Xing and went down together. When they got to the playground, Lu Qinghe almost adjusted the equipment borrowed from Huo Xingzhou and the school radio station, and gave him an OK look.

Huo Xingzhou took the microphone, coughed twice, and said: "When the third year of high school started, I said that if you fell in love, you should sing Conquest under the flagpole."

As he said that, he looked at Luo Xing in the audience, tilted his head slightly and smiled and said, "I haven't sung because he couldn't hear at that time. I don't want to make him regret, but now he can hear. Please help me and me Boyfriend, be a witness."

Everyone booed and yelled "Aww", Luo Xing felt his ears tremble to the tip of his heart, and couldn't help trembling, followed by Huo Xingzhou's low-pitched, somewhat distorted singing voice coming through the inferior wheat.

"You who look healthy have countless scars in your heart... I am a stubborn prisoner of this battle... I was conquered by you just like that..." Huo Xingzhou sang in a low voice, not only a song, but also an announcement to everyone.

He has a boyfriend, he belongs to that one.

Luo Xing looked at him on the stage with wet eyes, and remembered that when he just transferred to another school, he followed him carefully and watched his back, never thought that such a day would come.

Yet here he is.

When he didn't dare to expect anything extra, Huo Xingzhou came to his side and gave him luck again and again.

After Huo Xingzhou sang, he put down the mic and walked down. The students spontaneously moved out of the way, and the end of the road was Luoxing.

He walked slowly, walking towards him as if going backwards in time, towards the child who was waiting for him ten years ago, and opened his arms.

"Hi, my name is Huo Xingzhou, come with me?" Huo Xingzhou asked.

Luo Xing was startled, nodded very lightly, put a candy in his palm, and then raised his head: "Hello, my name is Luo Xing."

Time may not be able to go retrograde anymore, and the roads we have traveled and the rivers we have crossed cannot be turned back, but as long as we have faith in our hearts, no matter how we go, we will find the star that belongs to us.

It only illuminates a small area of ​​the world, and it only shines around one person.

Luo Xing thought, he had already firmly grasped this starlight.