After the rebirth, I'm a scumbag [entertainment circle]

It has been many years since Qi Jue passed away.

This was the first time Yu Zhibai saw him in a dream.

During the few days when he left, Yu Zhibai cried and went blind, hugged his clothes and did not let go, stayed in his room for three whole days without a single drop of water.

Yu Zhibai's affection for him is a kind of dependence.

Because it seems that at the beginning of memory, this man has been protecting him.

From small to large.

On many cold nights, in the deserted streets, put him in a warm coat.

Yu Zhibai had just transferred to that school when he was a child, and was bullied by everyone because of his small size and lack of talkativeness.

He was too scared and timid to endure the ridicule, beating and humiliation of his classmates.Dare not resist.

Everyone takes pleasure in bullying him.There is only one label on him: not welcome.

Just like that day, when the rain was pouring, he was left alone on the deserted street.

The wind and rain were heavy, and he was drenched all over, and his thin body was swayed from side to side by the blowing.

He huddled in front of the shop that closed early, squatting on the ground and crying loudly.

Until a pair of exquisite black shoes appeared in front of his eyes, he sobbed and raised his head, and saw a young man who had just grown up.

He is cold, introverted, and has an exceptionally strong aura.

The butler stood behind him, holding a black umbrella for him.

The umbrella mask covered him, he silently looked down at Xiao Yu Zhibai, and stretched out a hand towards him.

The young Yu Zhibai was too thin, two circles smaller than other people of the same age, and he didn't even reach Qi Jue's shoulders when he stood up.

He was afraid, afraid that Qi Jue, like his classmates, would first treat him well and then hate him.

The hand stretched out and then retracted, and there was only suspicion and caution in the red eyes.

Qi Jue took off his coat and put it on him.

The wind and rain were kept out, and there was his unique fragrance on the coat.

Xiao Yu Zhibai looked up.

Qi Jue buttoned up for him and took his hand.

His voice was cold: "I'm not a bad person, what are you afraid of?"

This is the first sentence Qi Jue said to Yu Zhibai.

Obviously so emotionless, but surprisingly reassuring.

Qi Jue pulled him away in the wind and rain, Xiao Yu Zhibai asked timidly: "Brother, where are you taking me?"

Qi Jue didn't turn his head back, his delicate clothes were soaked by the rain, most of the umbrella covered Yu Zhibai.

It was raining heavily, and Yu Zhibai couldn't hear what he said clearly.

It’s just that what I vaguely seem to hear is——“Go home.”

When the black streamlined car stopped at the entrance of the alley, the rain stopped, and Qi Jue stood holding Xiao Yu Zhibai.

There are piles of sundries inside, one room after another.

Xiao Yuzhibai let go of Qi Jue's hand: "Thank you brother."

Qi Jue frowned: "You... live here?"

Xiao Yu Zhibai nodded.

Qi Jue seemed to hesitate to speak.

Xiao Yu Zhibai said: "Brother, don't frown, don't look at the mess here, but I am very happy, because my parents treat me very well. Although my family has no money, they all regard me as a sweetheart, which is much better than money Lah. Thank you brother for today."

He bowed and ran away.

Without looking back, he ran desperately, as if there was a bad guy behind him.

The housekeeper opened the car door for Qi Jue: "Master."

The boy looked into the distance and thought deeply, then turned and got into the car.

The picture in the dream is like a flashing film, which is blurred and flashed over and over again.

He was hot all over and his brow was sweating.

In the dream, I heard the sound of beating and screaming.

He hurried over and saw Tan Yue and Qi Jue.

Every punch of Qi Jue was ruthless to the bone, he pursed his lips, his eyes were full of hatred.

Grabbing Tan Yue's collar, he gritted his teeth and asked, "I gave you the person I cherish the most, and you just abused him like this."

Tan Yue's face was covered with bruises, he looked up to the sky and laughed out loud, almost out of breath.

"Yes, your treasure is in my hands. If you cherish it, I must cherish it? When you die, you should be a dead person. You have no right to manage the affairs of the world."

"Aside from this dream, what else do you have? If you die, you are dead. If you have the guts, you can come back to life."

"Qi Jue, take a good look down here, take a good look at how I made Yu Zhibai's life worse than death step by step, just like his—"

"Beep beep beep—"

Suddenly, my mind buzzed.The screen rotates rapidly, and the whole world is turned upside down.

With no picture and no people, Yu Zhibai suddenly opened his eyes and heard his own heartbeat, "Boom, boom."

Waking up from the dream, Yu Zhibai sat on the bed and rubbed his head.

"hiss."

I have a terrible headache.

He tried hard to recall the scene just now, and sighed.It was cut off at the most critical time again, and the dream was half done, which is really uncomfortable.

When the door was opened, the house was in a mess, and the two of them were sound asleep, both drinking too much.

Yu Zhibai rubbed his temples and walked over to pour himself a glass of water, the corner of his eyes glanced at the small wine glass he put on the window sill.The wine inside is already empty.

He shook his head, helplessly: "Steal all the wine given to Brother Qi Jue, you two drunkards."

Yu Zhibai's life is not as peaceful as he imagined.

He didn't know who was behind the crew of "Yun and Anan". The turmoil hadn't passed yet, and the people behind it had already brought the topic to campus bullying, workplace bullying and other issues.

Coupled with the fact that the assistant director was full of evil deeds, exaggerated incidents surfaced one after another.

Yu Zhibai didn't know whether it was a blessing or a curse, and he was constantly appearing in the major media as a means of hype.And other topics that have been extended have also been detonated one after another.

All of a sudden, the enthusiasm about him reached its peak.

A series of preparatory work in the past few days was quickly completed, and the variety show he signed was suddenly announced at this juncture.

Yu Zhibai's name appeared resoundingly, and the variety show official seemed afraid that others would not see it. The word "Yu Zhibai" was golden and golden.

Some people were surprised and others laughed in the comments.

—— "What did I say!! What did I say!! Just relying on this face to enter the entertainment circle!"

—— "After a long time of hype, it's just to pave the way for myself. Why, the variety show has been accepted? He broke the news himself? This person is so disgusting."

……

There are people who say anything, and the sound of discussion and tearing is heard.

Ni Ye came to Yu Zhibai every day under the guise of training and acting.

Yu Zhibai asked for leave from the school and planned to concentrate on filming this variety show.

One million is not a small amount for him now.

It's not that I have to prepare a coffin for myself.

The school was dissatisfied because of his sudden leave of absence, but he had the means to do so, so he couldn't open it as soon as he said it, so he could only suffer from being dumb.

Yu Zhibai fired the first shot, followed by five top players and four amateurs.

The moment the top five were exiled, the official variety show blog of "Bang Bang on the Left" was directly exploded.

Fans flocked to push the heat to the peak.

Yu Zhibai was briefly forgotten, and the topic was brought to the past at once.

Looking at the tens of thousands of retweets and comments, he was a little at a loss.

In the past, I made too many literary films, and there was no noise. I can't feel the impact of the Internet now.

Feeling a bit cloudy now.

Everyone went to take promotional photos, but they were all taken separately.The effect shown in the photo now depends entirely on post-processing.

However, when Yu Zhibai saw clearly one of the participating amateurs——with a trembling hand, the phone dropped.

With a bang, his head exploded instantly.

"I'll fuck it!" Ni Ye got angry and dropped the phone directly, "Is he haunted or something?! A movie is not enough for him to do? Wherever you are, there is him, right? Filming Participating in every variety show? He’s a dead gay guy participating in some couple variety show. Let’s just ignore him? Isn’t it poisonous?!”

Ni Ye was furious.

Yu Zhibai held back his breath for half a minute before exhaling.

He closed his eyes.

His hands were clenched into fists and kept shaking.

Seeing this, Ni Ye ran over quickly: "Brother, are you okay?"

"It's okay." Yu Zhibai pushed Ni Ye away and rushed back to the room, turned on the phone and pressed the number he knew by heart.

After a long time, there was a lazy voice: "Hello."

"Talk more!" After Yu Zhibai roared suddenly, the other side became quiet, and so did he.

"What's the matter?" The cold words came from the receiver, without emotion.

Yu Zhibai's hand holding the phone was shaking.

He wanted to say, are you fucking playing with me?I want to ask you what exactly you want?

But in the end it turned out to be meaningless.

He hung up the phone, and sat down on the ground against the bed.

He was afraid.

Afraid of hearing Tan Yue's voice, afraid of feeling his coldness, afraid that all these farces are really as he thought, just to please Lin Han.

The previous talk can give him the sweetest and most gentle self, now?

Yu Zhibai was buried in his knees, and images kept flashing in his mind.

The person he loves, the person he has loved for seven years, really doesn't love him anymore.

My heart was tight, the pain was severe, my nasal cavity was sore, and tears rolled in my eyes.

He closed his eyes hard.

The lungs began to burn again.

He asked himself softly, "What are you drawing?"

"They're all about to die."

The phone rang again.

He answered without looking at it, with his head bowed and his long hair covering it.

"Brother Ah Bai!" The voice came into my ears, and Yu Zhibai's out-of-focus eyes gradually gathered, and traces of cruelty spread.

"Lin Han."

"Brother Abai! I'm with Ayue. I heard you call. Is it because of the official announcement of the variety show? Brother Abai, don't be angry. I didn't mean it. Listen to me! I'm sorry I didn't tell you. You want to participate with you, I just... I just want to get closer to you, I really really like the literary films you acted in before, you are my idol, I, can you forgive me... This time it was indeed on purpose, but I really like you so much!"

"Can you..." Yu Zhibai swears for the first time, "Don't fucking bother me anymore."

After saying this, he hung up the phone.

Unexpectedly, it rang again within 2 minutes.

He pressed the answer button and roared, "Are you fucking annoying?!"

"Yu Zhibai!" The voice on the receiver was louder than him, and he trembled all over.

Tan Yue conveyed his anger word by word: "Who allowed you to scold him?"

Yu Zhibai: "What did I scold him for?"

Tan Yue: "Let me ask you, who allowed you to scold him?"

"What did I scold him for?!" Yu Zhibai didn't even have the strength to roar, he closed his eyes, rubbed his temples and raised his head to ask.

"Why do you scold him and ask me? I warn you, swallow everything you shouldn't say, and if you hear a word you shouldn't hear, I'll tear your mouth apart."

"A Yue, I didn't scold him." He was really exhausted.

"You didn't scold him, he kept crying?" Tan Yue was obviously a little impatient, "If he didn't beg to join you, do you think you have a chance to be on this show? I told you a long time ago, don't step into this circle !"

"A Yue, don't quarrel with brother Abai, he definitely didn't do it on purpose, hey, it's my fault, I shouldn't have joined this variety show without telling him, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, Ah Yue, don't scold brother Abai." Lin Han's voice came from the other side, and it was so expressive that Yu Zhibai laughed softly.

"Tan Yue." He still smiled, "How am I worse than him?"

He covered his lips and tried to hold back all the broken voices: "Why don't you want me."

Talking about getting more upset, but still tough: "You, apologize."

Yu Zhibai: "Is this the person who has made you think about it for more than ten years?"

Tan Yue: "I don't want to say it a second time."

Yu Zhibai: "Why, you said it will kill me the second time?" He was tired of everything that was arranged, tired of the love between the two of them and him being an outsider, "Come on, just come ! I give you my life!"

When the conversation became more and more angry, the voice became deeper and deeper, as if a magnetic sound was put on the ear.

"Yu Zhibai!" He was really angry.

Yu Zhibai smiled, his eyes were bloodshot, and his red lips mossed beside the receiver: "Did you know that your voice now is exactly the same as when you cum next to my ear."

"You call me that, and you call him that?" Yu Zhibai smiled, "Tan Yue, if you warn me, I will warn you too."

"Don't fucking force me."

He stared at one place, and before he knew it, a tear fell from the corner of his eye.

He has changed after all.

Just like what Le Yusheng said before.

"Mei Ren Yu, when I saw you for the first time, I thought you were an iceberg beauty, and I didn't dare to say anything to you. Your body was depressed, and your eyes seemed to hide knives. Plus every day with Qi Jue, everyone I think you are scary. But after you and Tan get together, I find that you are more and more gentle. Sure enough, love is the best antidote to heal people. You don’t know what kind of gentleness you are now!"

"But Yu Meiren, I think you've been eaten by him, will you get hurt in the future?"

"When two people are together, although they have to adjust and change, I still think it's best for you to be yourself. Otherwise, it won't be you when you don't look like yourself."

"Are you right, Meiren Yu!"

Correct.

exactly.

He really doesn't live like himself anymore.

I also forgot what I was like back then.

If possible, can I do it again?