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When Chen Yan woke up the next day, it was already light outside.

As usual, he was dazed for a while, then lowered his head, and saw Xu Liangyun curled up in his arms.

Xu Liangyun hugged his waist tightly, buried his head in front of his chest, and huddled under the quilt, sticking to his body.Maybe it was the words that Chen Yan said before going to bed last night that had an effect, his expression was much softer than when he was sleeping these days, but he still frowned slightly, still a little uncomfortable.

Chen Yan looked down at him, was stunned for more than a minute, and then suddenly laughed.

He reached out and rubbed Xu Liangyun's head.

But just at this moment, Xu Liangyun suddenly trembled all over, let out a soft muffled exclamation, and suddenly clenched his hands, so disgusted with the statement that he couldn't help but let out an "uh", raised his head, opened his eyes, and woke up.

Xu Liangyun woke up suddenly, his consciousness didn't seem to react.When he looked up at the statement, his eyes were dazed, as if he was still in a dream.

Statement Yan was strangled by him so badly that his stomach hurt, and he couldn't help stretching out his hand to pull Xu Liangyun's arm. Just as he was about to say something, Xu Liangyun then called him in a bewildered, unconscious state, "Han Han?"

"Huh? It's me." The voice of the statement was so disgusted with pain that it was unsteady, "You should relax first, I'm in pain."

Xu Liangyun hadn't fully woken up yet, so he replied in a vague voice twice, saying sorry to him, then let go of him, fell to the side, covered his face and rubbed it twice, and moaned for a while that he didn't want to wake up Voice.

"Don't be sorry, didn't you wake up?" Chen Yan said, "Then you sleep a little longer, I get up and buy you breakfast?"

Xu Liangyun shook his head, sat up slowly again, and rubbed his eyes twice.

Chen Yan also sat up, and seeing him like this, he said, "If you're sleepy, go to sleep."

Xu Liangyun didn't say anything.He sat there, covered half of his face after rubbing his eyes, his expression was inexplicably sad, and he was lost in a daze without knowing what he was thinking.

Xu Liangyun didn't answer, and Chen Yan called him again: "Liangyun?"

As soon as his name was called, Xu Liangyun turned his head and said, "Huh?"

"What's wrong?" Chen Yan asked, "What did you dream about?"

"...No." Xu Liangyun said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"You ask."

"Did I buy you roses that day? The day I went to the playground with you."

"...?"

The statement was stunned for a moment, and said, "I bought it...you bought it in the playground."

Xu Liangyun then murmured and asked: "The one who sold it to me was a little girl with a flower basket...isn't it?"

Statement: "... yes."

Xu Liangyun didn't ask him any more.He started talking to himself, as if filling himself with lost memories.

He said: "The little girl wore braids and wore a blue plaid skirt. There were white roses and tulips, hyacinths and baby's breath in the flower basket...I bought the last red one. Rose."

"There are also small thread lights on the flowers... small golden lamp beads connected with a thread, very bright... very beautiful."

"When I led you there, it was getting dark." Xu Liangyun said, "When you took the roses from me, the little girl with the flower basket was a little surprised... She laughed quickly again, she said... ...she said I wish you happiness."

"You are a little embarrassed, hide behind me, you grab my clothes corner."

"I can't help it. I said thank you to the flower seller, and then turned around and pulled you up...I said you were embarrassed, and I said you had a rose in one hand and me in the other."

"And then it just got dark...the Ferris wheel lit up."

"I saw it....Then, I told you...I said...I said I'm bored, let's go ride the Ferris wheel, I said I want to kiss you there."

The statement was so disgusting that I was speechless for a long time.It was only at this moment that he finally opened his mouth in surprise: "You..."

"I dreamed it." Xu Liangyun obviously couldn't believe it, "I was halfway through the dream, and just sat up...all of them came back up suddenly."

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Xu Liangyun's memory came back so suddenly, it made him stupid to state that he hated people.

This is undoubtedly a happy thing.

So, after a moment of stupefaction, Chen Yan's eyes lit up quickly, it was so damn bright.

He pounced on him, and immediately threw Xu Liangyun back on the bed, then grabbed his shoulders and jumped up, held his face with both hands, and kissed him.

Xu Liangyun was caught off guard, and Chen Yan could clearly feel that his whole body was stiff.

His receptivity is not very good, and his teeth give the statement a tight feeling, which is hard from the inside out.

Before Chen Yan finished kissing, he couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing?"

Xu Liangyun was trembling with breathing, unable to utter a word.When Chen Yan got up to look, he saw his face flushed, his eyes dodging, and resistance was written all over his body.

Statement tired suddenly choked up.

Only then did he react.Xu Liangyun thought about it, but it didn't mean he went back.

It doesn't mean he walked out.

He just remembered, just remembered.

"...I can't." Xu Liangyun stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, his voice was difficult and jerky, "I can't...you let me wait for a few days."

"...Okay." Chen Yan said, "Then I'll go buy you food."

Xu Liangyun nodded.

"Don't worry." Chen Yan said, "Take your time."

"……Um."

Chen Yan hugged him again, and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Xu Liangyun was still very stiff.But Chen Yan didn't say anything, he patted Xu Liangyun's chest, then got up, washed and changed clothes, and went out to buy breakfast.

On the way, he thought about it and sent a message to the psychiatrist - when he came out of the hospital yesterday, he and the psychiatrist exchanged contact information.

Statement Yan simply explained the ins and outs of Xu Liangyun remembering everything overnight, and then asked the doctor what was going on and whether there was anything he needed to pay attention to.

The doctor came back quickly.

She said that this is very strange. It is theoretically difficult to recover memory from psychological barriers, especially Xu Liangyun, who has not yet fully passed the hurdle in his heart, should have a little resistance to this kind of thing, no Should have recovered so quickly.

"In this case, there is only one possibility." She said, "You really have a great influence on him, Mr. Chen."

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"But you have to understand that this will make him feel more uncomfortable. Today, the medication has been reduced, and it may... very likely that he will get sick. Mr. Chen, please watch him carefully. If there is no one when he gets sick, he may harm himself Yes. He must be very insecure now, stay with him more and try not to go out."

"Okay." Chen Yan replied, "I will."

Chen Yan returned home with soy milk and fried dough sticks.

When he got home, Xu Liangyun had just finished washing.I don't know if it was the doctor's words that gave Chen Yan some psychological hints or it was true, but Chen Yan always felt that Xu Liangyun looked more haggard today than before.

The more haggard Xu Liangyun seemed to be struggling when he smiled at him.

"Are you back?" Xu Liangyun smiled and said to him, "Let's eat."

Statement tired of seeing him feel distressed, so he opened his arms and said, "Come here and give me a hug."

Xu Liangyun went over obediently and hugged him.

He just came out of the bathroom, and there were still drops of water on his hair.

Statement Yan hugged him and patted his back every now and then.

"Not afraid." Chen Yan said, "I'm here."

Xu Liangyun remained silent.

"I'll ask my friend to pick up the dog for me in a while, and I won't go out. I'll be at home with you today."

"...Why don't you go out?" Xu Liangyun said, "I'm fine by myself..."

Statement Yan interrupted him: "I can't leave you alone, I don't worry."

"...I'm fine. I've been here for five years, you just went out for a while..."

"No, I don't worry."

Xu Liangyun tried to struggle: "I'm really fine by myself, I..."

Statement: "Stop talking, I have to accompany you, I can't leave you alone. It doesn't matter what you say, I have the final say on this matter."

Xu Liangyun finally had nothing to say.

"Now that you have me, don't be afraid." Chen Yan said, "You can tell me anything you have, don't carry it all by yourself."

Xu Liangyun remained silent for a while.

He was silent for a long time, then said, "I don't know."

Declare and ask: "Don't know what?"

"A lot." Xu Liangyun said, "Too many, too messy, I can't figure it out...I'm very annoyed."

Statement Yan patted him on the back: "It's okay, let's take it easy, there are a lot of things, I'll take care of them with you."

Xu Liangyun didn't say anything.

"Let's eat first." Chen Yan said.

"it is good."

The two walked to the coffee table and sat down.

During the meal, Chen Yan sent a message to Zhou Dengzhou, asking him to pick up the pudding instead of him.

After sending the message, Chen Yan looked at Xu Liangyun.

Xu Liangyun's mental state is indeed not very good today.After a meal, he was always in a daze, and looked up from time to time to look elsewhere, his eyes were blank and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Statement tired of calling him several times, brought him back to God.He asked him what was wrong, if he heard or saw it again.

Xu Liangyun said no, but he couldn't help being distracted all the time, and when he recovered, he couldn't remember what he was thinking when he was in a daze just now.

As soon as Xu Liangyun did this, the statement became even more worried.

He was really worried about Xu Liangyun.According to the doctor, Xu Liangyun is in a high-risk period of illness today, and he looks a lot like him. No matter what he thinks about it, there is no way for Chen Yan to leave him to pick up the dog, even if it won't be too long.

What if he gets sick when he goes out?

Zhou Dengzhou didn't reply until the two of them finished their meal and reported that they had packed up their things and threw them into the trash can.

Zhou Dengzhou said that he is working on a work today, which is the work that he intends to display in the exhibition that he cooperates with Zhang Yan.He said that he was working on the last piece, and was in the process of final refinement.

The statement was silent for a while, and asked him if he was in a hurry. After all, most artists pay attention to inspiration, and they really can't stop when the inspiration comes, and they don't have the mind to do other things.

"Don't worry, haven't we set a date yet?" Zhou Dengzhou said, "What's the matter, Teacher Banyan?"

Teacher Yanyan said: "Don't worry, can you help me pick up a dog?"

Zhou Dengzhou has been to Chen Yan's house and seen Pudding.

"Okay, what happened to your dog?"

"I'm in the hospital. There's something wrong with my stomach, Bian Mu's glass stomach." Chen Yan said, "My boyfriend went to see a psychiatrist yesterday, and he asked for leave today to treat his illness at home. They asked him to try less medicine today. I think he is in good spirits." I'm not in the right state, I don't dare to go out, me."

"Understood, I'll pick it up for you." Zhou Dengzhou said, "Which hospital is your dog at? Where is your partner's home? You can send me a location, and I'll pick it up for you in a while, and then I'll give it to you." Send it over."

"I'll send you right away—oh yes, and more."

Chen Yan suddenly remembered Pudding's love for his children and said: "There is an Alaska named Xiao Ming with our dog. I told the front desk of the pet hospital that you told them that you are my friend and that I have something to go today. No, please ask the parents to add me vx."

Zhou Dengzhou obviously couldn't understand: "Huh?"

The statement was disgusting and succinct: "The two dogs see each other."

Zhou Dengzhou was silent.

After a long silence, he said, "A dead tree is in spring."

Chen Yan snorted with joy, and echoed: "Well, spring is on a dead tree."

As he spoke, he raised his head and looked at Xu Liangyun, who was now unknown whether it was dead wood or spring.

Xu Liangyun was dazed again, sitting on the sofa in a daze, turning his head to look out the window.Stated his distaste for this pleasure, and brought him back to God.

Xu Liangyun looked back at him: "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing," Chen Yan bowed his head and typed, "I asked my friend to help pick up the dog."

"Which friend?" Xu Liangyun asked.

"Zhou Dengzhou, a sculptor, I met three years ago. I broke up with you at that time, and you didn't know him." Chen Yan said, "But you have. That time I lied to you that I was going to late autumn, and I was so scared. When you ran over and followed me into the western restaurant, he was the one who asked me out."

Xu Liangyun pulled his face down visibly.

"Oh." He said in a cool voice, "it's just that fucking bastard with no sense of boundary who hangs on your shoulders and hugs your neck in disgust, telling you to keep moving closer to your face. "

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