withered color

Chen Yan always put Xu Liangyun first. After the doctor said that he could try stopping the medicine, Chen Yan always took this matter to heart.

He asked the psychiatrist when he could stop the medicine, and the doctor said it would be about Wednesday.

"He used to take medicine frequently, and I was afraid that there would be adverse reactions if he stopped it all at once, so he took the medicine at a reduced intensity for at least ten days, and then stopped the medicine, probably until Tuesday... let's stop taking the medicine on Tuesday night."

The doctor said.

Chen Yan was counting the days, and it happened that it was Tuesday when they returned from Xu Liangyun's house, so Chen Yan asked him to stop taking the medicine at night.

Statement Yan was not worried, he felt that Xu Liangyun had already walked out and nothing would happen.

He was really fine, and when he woke up the next day, everything was as usual.

Chen asked him how he was feeling, and he said nothing happened.

Everything is fine.

Seeing that Xu Liangyun's two-week sick leave was about to expire, at noon that day, Chen Yan looked at the calendar while stirring the eggs in the bowl, and asked him when he would go back to work.

"Next Monday, I will be granted a little more than two weeks' leave." Xu Liangyun said, "Go out to play?"

Statement Yan also thought so: "Okay."

Xu Liangyun asked him, "Where are you going?"

"Let's go to the playground." Chen Yan said, "I want to go with you again."

Xu Liangyun nodded and agreed.

On the same day, the two booked tickets online, and drove to the playground early the next morning.

The one I went to was the one I always went to.

The next day, Thursday, was a working day, and it was winter, so there were not many people in the playground.It was after nine o'clock in the morning when they arrived. The weather today is fine, but it is a bit cold.

Children have to go to school on Thursday, basically no one brought their children, almost all young couples, many people held hands and kissed each other, it seemed that they were in love.Chen Yan glanced at the past, and couldn't help but want to sigh that youth is in a hurry, the years are like the rolling waters of the Yangtze River, and there is no turning back. In a blink of an eye, he changed from a young man in his twenties to an old painter in his thirties.

I think back then he had had a romantic relationship with Xu Liangyun here, more than once.

They also came several times later.

They have played a lot of romance here, bought roses and shot guns, and they have to pick a night for kisses, which happens to be at the highest point of the Ferris wheel when the lights first come on.

Chen Yan lost his mind when he thought about it, and thought of Xu Liangyun who was on the Ferris wheel that year.

He leaned forward and kissed him in the high night.

Someone on the roller coaster screamed, and the screams brought Zhang Yan back to God.

He turned his head and saw the previous group of tourists getting off the roller coaster.The faces of this group of people were flushed or pale, Suo Suo haha ​​were all frozen stiff, it was cold just looking at them.

... This roller coaster is as deadly as ever.

When Chen Yan sat down with Xu Liangyun for the first time, his head was buzzing for a long time.

Xu Liangyun glanced at the roller coaster going straight up into the sky, breathed out a few breaths, lowered his head and asked Chen Yan: "Will you ride?"

"Don't sit, it's so cold, I can't bear it." Chen Yan shrank into the scarf while talking, and said to Xu Liangyun, "My body is not good, and I have a cold and fever if I don't pay attention to it in the past few years. I won't blow my hair today."

"Really." Xu Liangyun rubbed his hair distressedly, and said, "Then let's do something gentle, do you like watching horror movies?"

Narrator nodded.

Xu Liangyun unfolded the map of the playground that he found on the shelf when he first came in from the door.Statement took his arm in disgust, leaned on him, looked at his unfolded guide map, and followed him brazenly.

Since the breakup, Chen Yan hasn't been to this playground.Although the map looks similar to what he remembered, some items have been replaced and some have been upgraded.

Yes, it has been five years, and of course the playground will make some innovations.

However, project innovation belongs to innovation. Judging from the guide map, it has not been broken as a whole and is very harmonious.

Xu Liangyun pointed to the ghost castle on the picture: "The haunted house is still here."

The statement is tired of leaning over to look at it.

The haunted house had been there when they came a few years ago and the location has not changed.But this haunted house has been changed, it was still a hospital when they came before, it should be changed to an old castle theme later.

The castle is also good, fresh and challenging.

The two went together.

15 minute later.

In the old castle, a huge white bone opened its mouth wide, and spit out bursts of black air from the mouth, blood gleams from the black swirl-like eye sockets, and horrible screams came from all directions, extremely hoarse.

The tourists screamed and screamed heart-piercingly, and some even called their mother.

Among the crowd, Statement Yan and Xu Liangyun were holding hands, expressionless—or even looking at it indifferently.

Half an hour later, among the tourists who walked out of the castle, half of them had weak legs and feet, half of them still had tears in the corners of their eyes, and a few looked blankly as if they had seen the other side, and said stupidly that I missed my mother.

The scene was once very funny.

Statement Yan and Xu Liangyun who came out together were fine, they came out refreshed once they left.

Neither of them was afraid of ghosts.

Chen Yan asked Xu Liangyun for the guide map of the playground, and was studying it here, when Xu Liangyun came to hug him and asked, "Do you want to eat marshmallows? I bought you marshmallows last time. Just forget about ice cream. It’s winter, don’t eat that.”

"Eat." Chen Yan nodded, "I want strawberry flavor."

Xu Liangyun had no choice but to say, "Change your taste."

Back then he always ate strawberry flavored ones.

Chen Yan said: "I just like strawberry flavor."

"Okay, okay, I'll buy it for you. I remember that it's sold here. Let's take a walk over there. Where do you want to go?"

Statement Yan had long been optimistic about it. As soon as Xu Liangyun asked, he pointed to a place on the guide map: "Here."

The two reached their destination.

The destination is not elsewhere, it is the shooting range of that year.

The shooting range also has a big piece of equipment.Back then it was an open-air venue, but now it has a small silver room with a sense of technology, and it has become a dignified indoor project.

The two walked in.

Stated distaste for licking marshmallows on hands.On the way there just now, they happened to meet a seller, so Xu Liangyun bought one for him.Just now on the way, he said that he wanted to eat it, so he handed him the marshmallow when he was bored, but Xu Liangyun didn't bite the marshmallow, so he came over and kissed him.

He said, "Okay, I've got it."

Chen Yan was stunned for a moment, then laughed, saying that you can eat a few more bites.

Chen Yan took the marshmallow, followed Xu Liangyun inside, and asked him, "Can you still fight now?"

Xu Liangyun knew that he was talking about guns, after all, his right hand is completely useless now.

Xu Liangyun smiled at him: "I have a solution, don't worry, I have to pay back the avocado I owe you."

The statement got tired and said, don't be brave.

Xu Liangyun nodded, said don't worry, and then dragged him in.

The shooting range has a house, and the equipment inside is naturally renewed.The walls are covered with toy guns, and there are electronic display screens above the distant targets, showing the scores flickering.

It seems that the rules have been changed, and now it is a system of counting total points.

Chen Yan was looking around the room when Xu Liangyun gently tugged his sleeve.

"Hanyan," Xu Liangyun pointed in another direction, "The prize is over there, which one do you like?"

Statement Yan looked in the direction of his finger.

The prizes are also dazzling and orderly placed on a table, with everything from top to bottom, including dolls and food.

No avocado.

"There is no avocado." Xu Liangyun's tone was a little regretful, "What should I do?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't have one, that bear looks good to me." Chen Yan pointed to a big white bear inside, "Look."

Xu Liangyun looked over.The big white bear was big, with its mouth curled downwards, and its expression was very fierce.

Xu Liangyun frowned lightly.Chen Yan glanced at him, and it was obvious at a glance that he was very puzzled why Chen Yan chose this.

"It's very similar to you," said Statement Yan, "you have this expression when you're outside."

Xu Liangyun: "...I didn't."

Statement: "Yes, you are a policeman, you are so fierce outside. To be honest, you are very handsome, I like it, but you don't want to be fierce to me, so I just want to have a look like this, I can look at plum blossoms to quench my thirst."

Xu Liangyun had nothing to say.

He sighed softly and said that you look like me in everything, you.

"Because I love you." Chen Yan said.

"I love you too," Xu Liangyun said, "I know, I'll call you, come with me."

Statement is tired of being led forward by him.

The two walked to the stage together.The staff came over, greeted them warmly, showed them the board, and introduced the rules.

"We use a point system here. Three shots at a time, ten rings on the target, and a few points for each ring you hit. There are points marked under the prizes over there. Points can be accumulated, and it doesn't matter how many times you play."

Statement tired of turning his head to look at the past.The prize platform was far away, so he couldn't see it clearly. He could only vaguely see a label under the big white bear with a number written on it, the first one being 2.

He couldn't read the number behind 2 clearly.

Xu Liangyun's eyes were sharp. He glanced at it and said that it said 23.

After speaking, he paid the money and asked for three shots.

The staff brought him a sniper, and Xu Liangyun signaled her to change to a sniper.

Chen Yan looked at his right hand, unavoidably worried: "Can you do it?"

"I need you to help me." Xu Liangyun smiled at him and said, "Come here, stand beside me, put down the sugar first."

Having said that, there is no place for the statement to put down the marshmallows in this playground.

Although the staff didn't know the reason, they still stepped forward with professionalism and volunteered to help Chen Yan get the marshmallows.

Chen Yan handed the marshmallow to her and walked to Xu Liangyun.

Holding the gun in his hand, Xu Liangyun lowered his head to check the gun body and magazine, to see if there was any problem before shooting.

Statement Yan is too familiar with this scene, and can see his unfamiliar movements at a glance.

... He is not familiar with the most convenient gun in the past.

The staff explained the mechanism of the gun to him, and Xu Liangyun nodded while listening.

After checking the gun, he reached out and rubbed the barrel of the gun, and said to Chen Yan, "Come here."

Statement tired obediently go.

Xu Liangyun stretched his right arm forward and put it under the butt of the gun, instead of holding the whole gun with his right hand.

This movement was a bit difficult, but Xu Liangyun seemed to be doing okay.He moved his right arm, pouted his mouth towards the trigger, and said to him, "Put your index finger on the trigger, and if I say press it, press it down hard."

It was only then that he understood what he meant.

Xu Liangyun couldn't use his right hand, so Chen Yan came to help him shoot.

Chen Yan walked over, stretched out his hand, and lightly pressed the trigger, ready to wait for Xu Liangyun to give an order, and then he pressed it hard.

"Don't be nervous." Xu Liangyun said.

"I'm not nervous." The statement said angrily.

"That's good."

Xu Liangyun laughed, squinted one eye, and looked at the scope.

In just a moment, the smile on his face disappeared without a trace.

The muzzle wobbled back and forth a few times in the air with an unstable center of gravity, and finally stabilized at one point.

Xu Liangyun said, "Press."

Statement tired of pulling the trigger.

The bullet came out of the chamber and flew through the air, but it deviated a bit and hit the nine rings.

And it's in danger.If the gun was deflected a millimeter further, it would be eight rings.

Nine points for one shot.

The statement was a little bit disappointed, Xu Liangyun used to get red hearts with every shot.

"That's right," Xu Liangyun put down his gun and said indifferently, "We are 99."

Statement tired of laughing: "Yes."

The two shot down three times together, and hit an auspicious number of 998, a total of 26, more than enough to take the big bear.

After the exchange, there were three points left, and Chen Yan took a keychain for Xu Liangyun.

Xu Liangyun took the car key and put it in his hand, and used it in seconds.

The staff said that they could vacuum pack the bears and send them to the storage counter at the entrance of the park, and then give them a hand card, and just take the hand card to change when they leave.

Chen Yan took the cards and left with Xu Liangyun.

The two played and wandered around the playground for a whole day, and when the sun set and the night fell, and the cold moon hung in the sky instead of the cold sun, Xu Liangyun pulled the statement, walked to the Ferris wheel, and lined up to sit on the Ferris wheel.

Chen Yan walked in with him, sat down on the seat, and said, "Is this the last thing you want?"

"Of course," Xu Liangyun led him to sit down, "I live for this all day long."

The statement laughed twice.

The moon was hanging high, and when the two sat on the Ferris wheel, the surroundings were already full of night, and the neon lights in the playground kept flickering, and it was colorful as far as the eye could see.

This Ferris wheel is not small, and as the cockpit they are in slowly rises, the scenery they can see becomes wider and wider.Slowly, most of Liangcheng came into view.

A thousand lights.

Statement tired and look at the sky, next to the moon there are stars.Today is indeed a good day, the stars came out a lot.

Chen Yan withdrew his gaze and secretly looked at Xu Liangyun.

I don't know if the two of them have a good understanding or what, when Chen Yan looked over, he saw Xu Liangyun also happened to turn his gaze back and look at him.

It happened that the four eyes were facing each other.

Xu Liangyun was overjoyed.He laughed and looked up.

Statement Yan also looked up.The cockpit was slowly going up, and they floated unsteadily to the highest point.

Xu Liangyun called out to him: "Hanyan."

Statement hate bowed his head.

Xu Liangyun, who was sitting opposite him, leaned over, and the distance between them gradually shortened.

Xu Liangyun held his hand, and then moved closer and closer—closer and closer.

The world of statement-hateness suddenly slowed down, and the air became slow and gentle.

Xu Liangyun approached him slowly, and once again kissed him in the highest night when the Ferris wheel reached the highest point.

He moved lightly and carefully, with a pious attitude towards faith, as if he was gently touching a colorful painting.

The love and the breath are boiling hot together, and the eyelashes of the statement are tired of trembling slightly.

An unknown light flickered in his eyes, he stretched out his hand and gently grabbed Xu Liangyun's clothes, and he saw himself in those loving eyes that were close at hand.

He gently closed his eyes and let himself sink away.

After a long time, Xu Liangyun let go of him.

He didn't get up in a hurry, he touched Chen Yan's face and pressed his forehead against his.

"Ganan," he said, "thank you for saving me."

Statement was tired of being dizzy from too much love, and he was inexplicably short of oxygen, and didn't quite understand what he meant for a while.

Seeing his blank eyes, Xu Liangyun smiled.

He repeated: "Thank you for your willingness to get me out."

The statement is ignorant and ignorant, some understand it, but some don't understand it.

But it is not important.

He looked at Xu Liangyun, he looked at his eyes, he looked at himself in these eyes, and suddenly couldn't help but think in his heart, he really couldn't do without Xu Liangyun, he could only be Xu Liangyun in this life .

Statement tired can't think of how to describe his thoughts at this moment.There was a chaotic love in his mind, and he couldn't think of any words to describe it.

If the love comes too strong, the emotional color with too high saturation will uncontrollably turn into the most intense flame, which makes people unable to control themselves in one go.

After stepping out of the Ferris wheel, the night breeze on a February night didn't make Chen Yan feel calmer.

Chen Yan turned his head to look at Xu Liangyun, and called out "Brother Yun".

Xu Liangyun was startled, and turned to look at him.With just one glance, his voice choked up and his whole body froze.

Xu Liangyun was silent for a long time.

Xu Liangyun's Adam's apple moved slightly, and wiped his face.

"go home."

He said.

and after?

Later, they took the cards in their hands and replaced them with Big Pyrenees and returned home. No one said a word along the way.

When he entered the house, Xu Liangyun grabbed Chen Yan's hand, but his palm was sweating in the winter of February.

Xu Liangyun turned his head and looked at Statement Yan in the darkness.

The irises in the study bloomed under the moonlight, so blue that people were fascinated.