smoke like fire

In the end, I didn't go to the company.I was caught up in time, and I could barely make it in time, but on such a sunny day, I felt unmotivated.Of course, this is not the whole excuse; the main one, of course, cannot be said.

I tidy up and make a phone call to the office.

For official business, I actually don't repeat myself. Elin should be surprised to change the meeting time twice in one day, but she didn't ask too much. She just complained that she has a lot of work today.

I have always been sensible, and dare not entrust more things.

After I finished using the phone, Zhao Kuanyi also planned to go out.It just occurred to me that he must have something to do, so he left the company at noon. No wonder the phone kept ringing, and the phone didn't answer, and he called home again.

Maybe it's not a trivial matter, but he's not nervous, and he's still spending time here with me.I can't guess how many people could reach his home, but I just remembered that Qi Dongwen said yesterday that the meeting with Zhaomei had been rescheduled.

I didn't intend to ask more about his company; he was not in a hurry about other matters, and after thinking about it, he didn't ask any more.

The driver drove the car downstairs and waited.I went out with Zhao Kuanyi. After getting in the car, he asked me if I could go to the company.

Hearing this, Zhao Kuanyi smiled faintly.

I feigned a cough and turned my eyes away.If it wasn't in his car, it was time to hold him down and kiss him.

I heard Zhao Kuanyi ask me again: "Then are you going home?"

After thinking about it, I reported an address to the driver, and then said to Zhao Kuanyi: "I forgot, it's the opposite direction, will it delay your return to the company?"

Zhao Kuanyi said: "I'm not going back yet." Pausing for a while, he seemed to think about it, "Grandma and a friend of hers are at home, and they were waiting for me for lunch, so I'm probably going to have dinner with them."

I was stunned for a moment and couldn't help smiling.I can't help but feel happy in my heart. I don't think clearly about what it is for, but I think it is clear.

I pretended to be sympathetic, and said to him: "There may be more than one dinner for the old lady to make amends."

Zhao Kuanyi glanced silently.

I couldn't help laughing again.

When I got to my destination, I got out of the car and saw Zhao Kuanyi's car kicking up the dust before turning around and entering the hair salon behind.After greeting a few familiar faces, I went upstairs to the office.

Not only Qiu Yisen was there, but also his overseas Chinese boyfriend Milton in California.The first time I saw him, I was surprised, he was a gentle-looking, tall young man, not the type Qiu Yisen had always liked.

Seeing me coming, Qiu Yisen only introduced a few words and asked him to go out.Probably very reluctantly, before he left, he looked at me intentionally or unintentionally.

I waited for the door to close, and said, "How old is he?"

"25. Do you think he looks smaller, too?"

As Qiu Yisen said, he handed me the cigarette.I took it, but didn't click on it. I just said to him: "It's not bad, I was just guessing that I just graduated from college, so it's not too bad."

Qiu Yisen lit a cigarette and said, "He's been back for a while, and he's still looking for something to do. It may be like this, the pressure is high, and after being together, he will lose his temper more than if he is not together."

I smiled slightly and looked at him, "Actually, you don't need to ask him to go out, I'll take the car keys and leave."

Qiu Yisen was smoking a cigarette, looking at it, he was not very angry, "Come on, don't talk about me—how is it? Are you reconciled?"

I said vaguely, "That's right."

Qiu Yisen raised his eyebrows, leaned against the table, and looked at me all the way.

"Seeing that you are refreshed, you can tell that you are reconciled with your knees. Men are lower-body animals."

I spread my hands, not embarrassed.It's useless to explain too much.

Qiu Yisen clicked his tongue, he touched from the table, got a car key and threw it, "It's in the alley behind, don't worry, it's in good condition, not a single corner is missing."

I laughed, "You're about to crash, and I won't ask you to pay, thank you." After a pause, "There's still yesterday's incident."

"Next time, I won't take too much care. Even if we are friends, this kind of thing is still thankless." Qiu Yisen said, staring at me: "Besides, I actually don't think you are suitable."

I was silent and smiled after a while.

"Thank you for taking care of me." I said.

Qiu Yisen hummed twice and only smoked.

I just lit up the cigarette and said, "You've been right. There are some things that I should tell him. I can't ask him to confess. I haven't done anything. I think I want to be fair. a little."

Qiu Yisen snorted, but didn't say much.

I understand him, he always persuades me like this, and he is never optimistic about the relationship between me and Zhao Kuanyi.I will not talk too much.I chatted casually with him about other things, and when I was about to leave, I suddenly remembered something.

I turned around and asked, "By the way, what did you say when you called him?"

Qiu Yisen stood by the door, startled for a moment, as if he just remembered, but said in a bad tone: "I said you were sad because of love, drunk to the point of death, the address is as follows - I want to roll my eyes, it's not the first day of love, It's too late for you to get drunk."

I couldn't help laughing.

"Oh, what did he say?"

Qiu Yisen snorted, and said: "He is so amazing, he hung up on me without saying a word."

I was taken aback, but still wanted to laugh.I don't know what to think for a while.Fortunately, Qiu Yisen didn't vent his anger, and he still took good care of my car.

I couldn't help but chime in for Zhao Kuanyi: "He probably thought you were drunk too, and made fun of my phone."

Qiu Yisen seemed unable to stand it, and gave me a solid look.But he said again: "But I didn't expect him to come. Frankly speaking, I was really shocked when I saw him."

I just smile.

Qiu Yisen shrugged, looked at me and said: "I don't know him well, you can't guess what he is thinking, and I don't know, but I think he said he doesn't love you, but he treats you differently, which shows that he still loves you. have you."

Whether Zhao Kuanyi has me in his heart, I think to myself, and I don't feel too much expectation.But I really understand myself in my heart.Because I was confused, of course I always have his place in my heart, but sometimes when I think about love, I always feel very weak, as if I can forget him without thinking about him.

But no matter who I promised to be with, I always think of him.If, who is he, everything will be better.I always think this way, but I really get it, but I don’t believe it, worrying about gains and losses.I'm not as calm as I thought.Knowing that he doesn't love, knowing that I can't treat him like anyone in the past.

I think the word love cannot be easily mentioned between me and him.But I know very well that in terms of love, I have already lost a step.

But I still want it.I just say I love him.

Wang Ziying asked me to see the art exhibition on the phone.

Since the last time we saw a movie together, she started calling me.Not very often, but in a week, there will always be two or three calls from her.

I wanted to be indifferent to her, at least if I didn't answer the phone properly, I would have to go back and forth once I came.But I also thought that it was just a phone call, or there was nothing in the first place, but it would become something.

Many things are just a single thought.I kept it normal and didn't make her think wrong.But she never said anything too close to me, even holding hands, but it was only on a very formal occasion at the concert.I was also the one to hold her back.

The art exhibition was held in the Municipal Art Museum, and it was a joint exhibition of two new generation painters.I have an appreciation for any painting.Wang Ziying seems to understand very well.

After watching, she went to the nearby Ouhua Hotel to sit down and have tea, and she chatted about her experience.The words came to the point of interest, and the appearance showed the cuteness of a girl.Ben is also very cute; she has a better temperament, has temperament, and her demeanor is elegant and unaffected.

But I never saw her as a woman.

Wang Ziying stopped for a while, as if embarrassed.She said, "I'm the one talking."

I smiled and said, "What's the matter, I'm afraid you're thirsty."

Wang Ziying smiled and picked up the tea.He kept looking at me while drinking, but I pretended not to notice and looked at my watch instead.It was more than three o'clock in the afternoon, which was still early, and I had an appointment with Zhao Kuanyi for dinner today.

Together again, Zhao Kuanyi and I are still getting along.They are all doing their best.I gave my all and he was trying to be fair to each other.But not all changes.It is still undeniable that we were once alienated, although the tacit understanding is still there, but the barrier is there, and it seems that it has really completely disappeared until now.The intimacy seems to be more than before, and even the things that I didn't think to say before, I can talk about it with eloquence.

Once, Zhao Kuanyi and I talked about Ms. Xu.I suddenly remembered.She has been very active recently and can be seen on most occasions.Occasionally, she would see her son, Xu Chengcheng; after the meeting, he would pick her up and leave.His job in Huayuan seems to be doing well, and he can be heard mentioning it on several occasions.

He should know about me, for example, I also know about his existence.But never had a chance to say hello.It seems that everyone has seen through the inappropriateness between them.

I said, "I don't know what my dad is going to think? She has been so quiet all the time. After her son comes back, she can't seem to stay at home anymore."

At that time, Zhao Kuanyi listened, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Maybe it's because I don't love you that much anymore."

I didn't expect such an answer. At that moment, I was a little speechless.

Because he was even more surprised, Zhao Kuanyi used the word love.

When he left the hotel, he saw a familiar face, it was Lin Luowei.She walked towards the other side of the hall, looking at this side, she seemed to be listening to the man beside her very intently.

The man's condition seems to be a good match for her, but he doesn't know him.

Wang Ziying suddenly said, "Hey, it's Sister Luowei." After standing still, she didn't stop Lin Luowei.

Hearing that her tone seemed to be skillful, I wondered: "Last time I called Miss Lin very politely, but now I call her sister."

Wang Ziying looked at it and smiled, very shy.She explained: "We met again on other occasions. After chatting for a day, we found that we had a lot of topics, and we became familiar with each other. We even went out together a few times."

I asked, "Then why didn't you call her just now?"

Wang Ziying smiled and said, "I think she's on a date, so I'm sorry to call her." After a pause, he added: "However, I thought her boyfriend was Chairman Zhao whom I met before."

I smiled and didn't answer.

Less than two days after that drunkenness, I met Lin Luowei at an exchange reception hosted by the city government.Of course she is beautiful and generous, with confidence, not a bit depressed.

When Lin Luowei saw me, he didn't seem to remember that night.But when the atmosphere was slightly drunk and lively, she held a glass of wine and walked towards me.

"There are a lot of people here today, if you don't greet well, please forgive me."

I smiled, clinked glasses with her, and said, "With your words, how can I feel inconsiderate."

Lin Luowei also smiled, "Mr. Cheng is very polite." After a pause, he seemed to look around, and said in a low voice, "I was so rude that night, I hope you don't mind."

I didn't expect her to bring it up. I was surprised, but I smiled and said, "No."

Lin Luowei smiled.

After a while, she spoke, with a steady tone: "I was very drunk at the time, talking incoherently, as if I didn't think clearly, but if you think about it clearly, you should really hate him. How many good years a woman can have is on him. , I bet a lot, thinking I could get something, but I got nothing."

I didn't make a sound.

Lin Luowei glanced at me and smiled, "Are you wondering if you should tell him?" Without waiting for my answer, he said, "That's okay too."

I smiled, looked at her, hesitated and said, "Do you really want me to talk about it?"

Lin Luowei remained silent, and said after a while: "I don't deny it. I think it's good for you to tell him, otherwise, in front of him, I can't say a word of what I just said, let alone lose my temper with him, what are you doing with him? Neither."

I do not speak.I don't even ask her why she said these things.Anyway, I will not disclose any of the sentences just now to Zhao Kuanyi, because it is meaningless.

Because of my selfishness.

And she was talking: "So, I can't waste time on him anymore."