smoke like fire

.I also said mine.Of course she didn't understand, but she tried her best to cooperate.I still explain one by one.

It's almost two o'clock when we have dessert.Fan Yuejiao called over on time.

Seeing my answer, He Baoling said after the call: "I'm full."

I said, "Then let's go."

After buying the bill and leaving, I sent her to the art gallery she was going to.In the car, she asked when it was time to watch a movie.A long time ago, I went to the movies with her and went on a date, never once.

I looked at a report on my phone and said, "You decide what to watch first, old movies or new releases."

He Baoling said, "Okay."

When the car arrived at the gate of the art gallery, the driver came to open the door.He Baoling got out of the car, turned around suddenly, and leaned into the car.I went to kiss her cheek.

She blushed and smiled, "Can you call me?"

I said: "OK."

She walks away.The door closed, and after a while it was on the road again.The driver Xiao Li said to me: "Chairman, there is a car parked nearby, it seems to be following the film."

I continued to read the report and said, "Let them alone."

It's not the first time it's been photographed either.Those reporters never stopped taking pictures of me.or the other side.Anyway, no matter how you shoot it, it won't cause any kind of uproar.

Mom and I have never been close.Her concern has always been superficial, and she has never paid much attention to my affairs.Obviously her love is so warm, but she is stingy to share with me.Then I thought I didn't need it anymore.In terms of family affection, or similar to her, it is as weak.

But there are times when it seems like reconciliation.

When I returned to Taiwan, I lived with my mother first, and that was the time when I got along the most in the past few years.Later, when they moved out, they often went back to see her, and even went out to meet her for dinner.She thinks of paying, and I am willing to cooperate and buy it.

During this period, the relationship between mother and Cheng Jingcheng has also improved, I am not surprised.She has always made friends without sticking to her generation or age.Besides, Cheng Jingcheng is not the only one, there are many young friends like her around her.

But there were a lot of gossip at the time.

Mother's life is good, only love is not harmonious, but don't be discouraged, the harder it is to get, the more you want to get it.Of course I don't think Cheng Jingcheng really has anything to do with her.He won't.What I don't trust is Mom.Later, the two of them joined hands to hide it from me.But I was not happy at the time, but I also wanted to understand later.

Not his fault.I should know my mother's inertia.It's been a long time since I've been estranged from him.

That was probably the time when our separation was the deepest.However, I really didn't expect that the present in the future is the stranger.

Half a year after we separated for the second time, Cheng Jingcheng and I only met on one occasion.It was not because there was no opportunity before, but I deliberately avoided it.Because it is too difficult to face, as much as you pay, you will be as sad as you are.Really want to forget him.

I think it is not difficult to forget a person.I have always been able to clean up my emotions very well.

He took over his father's business, busier than ever, and had to attend too many occasions.Originally, he wanted to escape when he was estranged from the past, but he never did.He looked at me like a lot of words.

All I could do was calm, as if I had never had a relationship with him.

After returning from Shanghai, He Baoling made a date with me in two days.Pass the word at least once a day before this.I give her time to go to the movies together.

The movie theater I went to was in Matsuyama.That area has been rectified and is a park, where you can spend time everywhere.After three o'clock in the afternoon on Friday, many people who were unwilling to endure until the weekend slipped out first, and they were all human beings.

He Baoling and I went directly to the cinema.The movie theater is located on the basement floor of the building. When you enter the counter, the surrounding displays are very different from those of ordinary movie theaters.

He Baoling said, "All the movies shown here are relatively new movies." She looked at me and smiled, "I've already bought the tickets."

I said yes, don't ask what to watch.Sitting in the movie theater, a picture of a long street in a foreign country in the middle of the night appeared on the big screen. A man staggered to the middle of the road, and suddenly fell to the ground, rubbing his forehead against the asphalt road, and a car drove past... …

Now I know what movie it is.It is Les Amants du Pont-Neuf that is no longer familiar.I watched, watched the heroine Michelle draw the picture of the male protagonist Alec, saw the confession that Alec wrote on the cardboard in order to keep Michelle, and saw the sympathy of the old man Ans; Struggling in love, entanglement and separation, madness or despair.

Following these pictures, the impression that popped into my mind was something else.There is the past and the present, but what I think about most is every moment in France two years ago.At the moment of letting go of hesitation, when deciding to love.

He confessed to me during the reunion, but I noticed it before.I know that he really loves me.But still struggling.Because it is impossible to really answer him.I decided early on what path to take.But it may have been shaken by the time it was realized.I thought, I like him and accept him, why don't I love him?It doesn't make sense.How can love be justified?I can't refute myself after all.Neither can reality.

But unexpectedly, the pressure came one after another.

I can understand his struggles and trade-offs, but it is not always possible to face them.

After the day we really separated, I really blamed him, but I had no choice but to hate him in the end.Love is terrible, beautiful and crazy.Once you get it, you can hardly think of losing it.In the movie, when Michele leaves, Alec shoots a gun through his palm, shouting that no one taught him to forget.It is the scariest place of love, because it is unforgettable.How could it be forgotten?Every time I think of him, the feeling is still deep.

Whether time is fast or slow, you cannot forget to love him.Still only love.

On the screen in front of him at this moment, Michelle asked Alec: Do you still love me?

Alec answered without hesitation: love.

I think, of course love, because once you love, you can only love.

I walked out of the cinema, but in the evening, the sky darkened early in winter, and it was already gray.

He Baoling walked by my side, telling her thoughts about the movie.Before waiting for the car, she said: "But my favorite is the ending. They really don't fit, but they fit the best."

She turned her head to see me looking at her, then turned around and smiled, laughing as if she was very nervous.She asked, "What's wrong?"

I should have spoken, and I said, "We won't meet again in the future."

She seemed to be in a daze and didn't make a sound.I continued, "You are fine, but you should marry someone who loves you with all your heart, because I can't."

She stared at me.His face seemed to pale a little.Her voice seemed to be trembling: "I don't understand what you mean."

I said: "You will understand, you are a very smart girl."

She was silent, lowered her face, and whispered as if choked with sobs: "Since I'm fine, why don't you give me a chance?"

I don't speak, but think, because that opportunity has been given to another him.

She didn't ask any more questions.I asked the driver to take her home first.She didn't refuse, got into the car, and sat there numbly, as if she was lost.

As the car drove forward, she suddenly turned her head.There is only a momentary gaze, but I can understand it, it is sad and hateful.I looked in the direction the car was going.

I don't feel guilty.

Suddenly thought of a sentence, he once said that I was hateful and hateful.I think, I always have been.But if he came to ask me for a chance now, I would still give it to him.

(overseas...end)

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