Abandoned cat effect

"I'm fine, I'm fine..." Zhou Pei was at a loss, he looked at the person in his arms, only this scarlet was left in his eyes, he didn't know how he waited for the ambulance next.

The hour hand crawled slowly, as if he had gone through a long life and shed all his tears. He prayed that Xu Yan would be fine, and he called Xu Yan's name over and over again, begging him to be fine.

When the ambulance arrived downstairs, the medical staff went upstairs and carried Xu Yan on a stretcher downstairs. Zhou Pei staggered behind and got into the ambulance together.

After Xu Yan took the first aid measures, the bleeding from the incision in the abdomen stopped, but there was a lot of blood, and he was not conscious, curled up there in a daze, Zhou Pei stared at him without blinking, feeling like There are boulders passing by.

He was so bored at first, thinking that this person should be as far away from him as possible, he didn't want to see him, he didn't want to remember him, but now, the knife was stabbed in Xu Yan's body, but it seemed to have penetrated deeply. Zhou Pei's heart peeled off the armor and weapons he had prepared, and smashed open his tightly closed city gate.

Zhou Pei could hear the sound of his heart being knocked, pain, soreness, and numbness, the three mixed feelings made it impossible for him not to care about this person.

Xu Yan was sent to the hospital and pushed into the emergency room. Zhou Pei watched the door close, his body lost strength in vain, and he fell down on the bench.

His back was leaning against the wall, cold white light fell from the lamp above his head, and fell on his face, which was pale as paper. He raised his hand and covered his face, not knowing what to think, his head was in a mess It became a ball, a dizzy pile in the brain.

It didn't take long for tears to overflow from his fingers. He suppressed crying, his throat was sore, and he only dared to sob softly.

A few minutes later, a nurse walked up to Zhou Pei, "Is the patient's family member? First go through the admission procedures and sign the consent form for the operation."

Zhou Pei was dazed, he stood up, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, the nurse looked at him and sighed, "Don't worry, nothing will happen."

Zhou Pei showed a wry smile. He signed the consent form, and under the guidance of the nurse, he walked to the other end to go through the formalities.

After finishing all this, he went back to the door of the emergency room, waited for a while, and finally the door was pushed open.

The doctor came out from the inside out. Xu Li was lying on the bed and was slowly pushed out by the nurse. Zhou Pei stood up all of a sudden, walked over in two or three steps, and followed the bed, not daring to get too close , but not too far away.

After entering the ward, Zhou Pei was clustered at the door, watching Xu Wei being put on the bed, and after the nurses had left, Zhou Pei turned around and closed the door tightly, and then walked towards Xu Wei step by step, cautiously.

When he got to him, he moved a chair and sat down. Xu Yan sank into the bed, looking sleepy. Zhou Peizai looked at him carefully, feeling a throbbing pain in his heart.

He stretched out his hand, vainly covering the tip of Xu Yan's nose, not daring to touch it, his fingertips traced the outline of Xu Yan's cheek lightly in mid-air.

This is the person he hasn't seen for a long time, and it's also the person he lost so badly back then that he doesn't want to see it again.He lowered his head, and the memories of the past flooded into his mind like a tide, with mixed emotions in his heart, tears fell again, ran down his cheeks, and stained with water stains.

"Why are you crying?"

Xu Yan's voice was weak, and Zhou Pei was startled when he heard it. He withdrew his hand and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately. He is so big, but his actions at this moment are still like a ignorant teenager. .He wiped away his tears, his eyes were red, and he stared blankly at Xu Yan, with a hoarse voice, "I didn't cry."

"Teacher, are you crying for me?" Xu Wei turned his head to the side, the expression on his face was soft and ugly, and his eyes were fixed on Zhou Pei.

Zhou Pei opened his eyes and bit his lower lip. He was silent for a long time. He didn't want to admit it at first, but when he heard Xu Yan sigh, he turned his head, his tearful eyes fell on Xu Yan, and he said softly: "Well, I'm crying because of you."

Xu Yan didn't expect Zhou Pei to admit it like this. He was stunned for a few seconds, and then he heard Zhou Pei say: "You see, I cried when you came, so when you recover from your injury, we'd better not meet each other. You can't be together."

"Impossible." Xu Yan became agitated after hearing this for a while, pulling the wound on his abdomen, he hissed, his body curled up, his whole face was covered with pain.

Zhou Pei was taken aback by this, and hurriedly moved over, wrapped his arm around Xu Yan, and said tremblingly, "Are you okay, what I just said is nonsense, don't move, the wound will open gone."

"Teacher, you know I can't listen to such words, and you still say it like this." Xu Yan looked at Zhou Pei with red eyes. He is a good player in the world of pretending to be pitiful. , Just this sentence made Zhou Pei feel guilty.

"sorry."

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I should tell you these three words." Xu Wei paused, he stretched out his hand, carefully hooked Zhou Pei's hand hanging beside him, hooked his index finger around his little finger, Zhou Pei trembled slightly, and then I heard Xu Yan say to him: "Teacher, I'm sorry."

Zhou Pei didn't move, he and Xu Yan looked at each other, they saw each other, he slowly curled his fingers, held Xu Yan's little finger, pinched it in the palm, the missing space in his heart seemed to be filled fill up.

A few seconds later, Xu Yan heard his teacher's voice, it was no longer cold or indifferent, but soft, just like that summer day five years ago, when he leaned on Zhou Pei's shoulder, thinking coquettishly Want to get more love from the teacher, and Zhou Pei is doting on him as always, he called Xu Yan's name and smiled softly.

It was the same at this time, he whispered to Xu Yan, and said those three words.

The word seemed to have hesitated hundreds of times in his mouth, and now that he finally said it, Zhou Pei felt that it was in vain. He was like a jellyfish shackled by a glacier, fluttering its tentacles, and finally calmed down slowly. Back in the current.

"It's okay." He looked at Xu Yan, raised his hand, and gently covered the side of Xu Yan's face, then opened his arms, hugged the person in front of him, and said again: "It's okay, Xu Yan, I... I I forgive you."