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How can the painting of blood-stained mountains and rivers be compared to a little cinnabar between your eyebrows?

——Shen Yan

I really feel that my heart is in a mess now. I am a little afraid to face my junior brother now, because I have unreasonable thoughts about me because of trivial things. Although I also have unreasonable thoughts about my junior brother, but this is not true the same.

From this moment on, I really regarded my little junior brother as a man. From the very beginning, it treated the child, and I never noticed the growth of my little junior brother.

It turned out that the child I raised with one hand has now turned into a man who has inexplicable thoughts about me. I am a little panicked and need to calm down.

For the next few days, I was avoiding Shen Yan, eating, taking a bath, and choosing the time when he was not around, practicing and avoiding. In the end, I simply retreated directly.

However, all things cannot be solved by escaping, and everything has to be faced positively. I am escaping from reality now.

Obviously, I came here to attack Shen Yan, but when Shen Yan's sincerity was laid out in front of me, I actually felt scared.

Maybe it's because Shen Yan hid his intentions for me too deeply, which makes people feel a little scared. Shen Yan is obviously not like this at ordinary times, why now...

No, I need Jing Jing, don't ask who Jing Jing is, I don't know who Jing Jing is.

"Ding... the connection is successful." The voice came out of nowhere, but the voice seemed quite familiar, but the familiar yet unfamiliar electronic sound shook his heart, and he finally came back .

"Does the host miss you? During the recovery period, he misses the host very much~" Saoli's angry electronic voice made me extremely uncomfortable. I had a vomiting expression, but I didn't spit it out.

This tone, these words, are really too uncomfortable for people.

"Conscience, please speak well, your host is about to be disgusted to death by you."

I have always disliked and would not do this kind of business that is sure to lose but not make a profit, because my system is a very shrewd system, well, it is not too shrewd at all.

I clearly know that the system treats me well because it is afraid of losing this shrewd host, that's why I speak like this, but I don't know, it will be even more disgusting.

"Oh, I don't want it~"

Conscience is as if you can’t hear anything, just do what you should do, it’s really annoying. I really can’t stand him anymore, if this is the case, don’t blame me for killing him, “Conscience!”

"Here!" This crisp voice, I think, if there is a solid conscience, I will definitely give him a salute, it's so funny.

My family's conscience is a bit naive, everything else is fine, but I seem to have gotten used to it now, and I don't have any other feelings, but I still don't know the brain circuit of conscience, that's all.

"Host, what happened? Why are you hiding from the adults?" As a system, although he doesn't understand love and feelings, he can still tell whether he hides or not.

"Are you sure it's not your lord who attacked me?" Is it really okay to rush forward like this?

I really don’t know if the adults with a conscience still have a little bit, even a little awareness of being attacked, it’s always like this, always so active, how can I bear it, why do I feel that it’s really not me who is attacking, but It was captured.

Could it be that there are hidden plots in this world, or that it should have been the case in the last century? I blamed myself for committing suicide, and then severely injured the soul of conscience, and then the small system was injured along with me. ?

"Don't think about what you have and what you don't have. You might as well spend the time you spend thinking about it on some Raiders." The merciless tone of conscience really made me a little uncomfortable.

I also know that I shouldn't avoid him, but I really feel that I can't bear it, like the kind of person who grew up watching him suddenly confess to you that he likes you. The surprise is really not a short-term surprise It will be fine in a while.

My little junior brother is really a bit too naughty, is it because I was too kind to him, so the little junior brother didn't follow the plot, and didn't want to beat or kill me?

Since the return of conscience, I just don't want to see Shen Yan, and I can't help it, because conscience has been urging and urging.

If that's the case, I have no choice but to leave the customs, and then get along with Shen Yan day and night, ah, that's not right, there is no night and night, only days.

Basically, as soon as I wake up, I can see my kind little junior brother. The little junior brother is very attentive. He comes to wash my face and comb my hair every morning, and then I go to practice swords and read minds with me.

Then, cooking, washing, and sleeping are all done for me by my younger brother. I feel as if I have become a useless person, so I don’t have to do anything. I just need to wait to be arranged every day.

This kind of life seems a bit too simple, and the favorability has been dawdling all the time, always hovering there, never too low, and naturally not too high.

Until one day, it was still afternoon when I woke up, and I was not in a familiar room at the moment, but in a maple forest, red, red all over the mountains and plains, which made people feel a little shocking.

My head hurt so much, I covered my head, and then slowly got up, there seemed to be a little red blood on my original white clothes, I still don't know what happened.

At this moment, I can only stand up first, then look at the surrounding environment, and try to call my conscience, but my conscience does not answer, maybe it is sleeping, or doing something else.

I saw a lot of corpses around, I looked carefully, those corpses should be mortals with no power to restrain chickens, I naturally don't know those people.

Of course, I don't know who killed it, and I don't know why I appeared here. Just when he was about to turn around and go up the mountain to inform the people on the mountain to come down to see what was going on.

I saw the disciples of their Sword Sect coming here from all directions, all holding long swords in their hands, and the blades of the swords were pointing at me, as if they were afraid of something.

"You guys came at the right time. Look at so many corpses here, hurry up and find someone to carry them back to the mountain, and then see what's going on."

I obviously still had that icy and cold appearance, until I saw my junior brother, I showed a slight smile.

"Senior brother Shen, you don't want to cry like a cat and pretend to be merciful here. You have pretended so well all these years that we didn't see that senior brother Shen is such a person. No, devil Shen, die. !"

One of the disciples rushed forward, and after saying these words filled with righteous indignation, he began to attack me.

I said that I was very innocent, obviously I just fell asleep and did nothing, so it became my business.

"I didn't do anything. If you don't believe me, you can ask my junior brother." I trust Shen Yan 100% now, but I didn't expect that my junior brother not only refused to speak for me, but also shook his head sadly.

In this way, it seems that everything is my fault, no one is willing to believe me, everyone does not believe me, everyone is holding weapons against me, against the elder brother they once admired the most.

Blood-stained armor, not even the sunset, red, all red, the world seems to deviate from me, everyone stands on the opposite side of me, as if, I am the only one, even, even me My little juniors don't even believe me.

Obviously, things shouldn't develop like this, really, they shouldn't...

I can't face a group of people who don't believe me. It seems that I have no other strategy except to run. I have tried my best not to hurt people, but there are still some people who kill me. They can only hurt people's arms or Legs and the like are not critical places.

Then I made a bloody path for myself and disappeared into the maple leaf forest. At the last moment, he glanced at Shen Yan, and Shen Yan was also looking at me, looking at every point of my blood spattered.

That point is so beautiful, like a cinnabar flower, Shen Yan thought so.

I don't know why I became the big devil who was shouted and killed by decent people overnight. This feeling of being out of control made me feel very uncomfortable.

"Conscience, come out." I randomly found a bamboo grove outdoors, cut down a few bamboos, and built a bamboo shed, which can be regarded as a residence. Now I really want to find out what is going on with all this. How did he become a demon that everyone shouts and beats.

"What's the matter with you, host?" Conscience also looked sick and listless, as if he was a little out of spirits.

"I just thought about it. Let me ask you, what happened that night, what happened that I didn't know, and then it became what I am now." I can be said to be extremely confused now, my obedient little brother How did it become like this overnight?

"I don't know anything about adults, I can't spy on it." His conscience was also very distressed, why didn't he want to help me, but he was really powerless to help me.

"Forget it, I knew you were unreliable." Sitting in the bamboo hut, drinking a cup of tea and eating a full meal, is quite comfortable, and it is considered a vacation.

For a few days in a row, I didn't mention the matter of Mr. Conscience, as if I just need to live his own life well here, and I don't need to attack any adults.

This time his conscience was so anxious, he thought that his host had forgotten to attack the adults.

"Can you be a little bit more considerate to your lord, you haven't seen him for several days, so don't worry about it." There was quite a feeling of hatred.

"Don't worry, I won't look for your lord, your lord will come to me naturally." It's not that I have self-confidence, but I feel that no matter what kind of feelings my little brother hates me, he still has feelings for me. Regardless of the good impression, you will come over after all, and you will find me after all.

I also admire him now. He can drink tea calmly. I can still have this kind of mentality. I know that the original owner has never treated Shen Yan kindly, and moreover, there is no need for this at all.

As long as I have that magic weapon, even if I die, even if I die in the hands of Shen Yan, it doesn't matter. I believe that the favorability can be maxed out. There is no other way but to have this kind of self-confidence.

My little junior brother has really grown up, even the older ones can't see his thoughts clearly. Little junior brother, he succeeded, but he still pushed me to the forefront.

I really don't know why the little junior brother pushed me to the cusp of the storm, whether it's love or hate, after all, he put me in his heart.

But in the end, it is estimated that he reaped the consequences of his own misfortune. I have such a superstitious confidence, because Shen Yan's "handle" is still in his hands.

Not long after, he found a large group of people who naturally came here, and the men in black came out of nowhere and hid behind my bamboo house for a long time.

The two groups fought without even a word of language. Under the shadow of swords and swords, naturally they couldn't see each other's cheeks clearly, and there was only endless fighting.

I looked at him wearing a mask, life and death intertwined, but I knew that it was him, because of his soul, and this look, I will never forget it in my life.

However, when Shen Yan looked at me like this, he felt distressed. He felt that he was crazy, but he still felt sorry for me. Seeing him hurt, his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Is it really that good to be reborn from Nirvana? In an instant, but at the cost of the rest of your life.

I have never thought that when we meet again, it will be like this. The six armies will not send troops to the city. The two of us have reached the point where we will die. You can be alone, or you can bring everyone together to crusade against me, and keep saying that it is for justice...

Maybe, I am really not suitable for this game, I admit that I am too emotional, I still remember the first time we looked at each other and smiled, I still remember talking and laughing, so now it is only me, only I remember Is it right?