This is so beautiful, I'm covered

The sun was slanting to the west, and a ray of warm yellow light shone through the small window of the cell, sweeping across Pei Yuli's face, his eyelashes seemed to move.

The mattress under him blocked the wet ground, so it should be comfortable to lie on.Kou Yi didn't hug him anymore, but took off his outer robe, and lay on his side next to him.

There are so many things to say but don't know where to start, Kou Yi stared quietly at Pei Yuli for a moment, then said softly: "You don't want to wake up, I don't want to sleep, can it be that you can't even say a word?"

Pei Yuli naturally did not respond.

Kou Yi's bloodshot eyes showed a hint of helplessness, and he said, "Then I will sleep with you, hoping to listen to you in my dream."

Kou Yi is very aware of his current state, if he doesn't rest anymore, he will follow Dou Xueyi's words: The day Xiao Pei wakes up is the day you fall down.

This kind of thing can't happen again, neither he nor Pei Yuli can bear it.

Kou Yi moved forward a little, his lips pressed lightly on Pei Yuli's side face, then retracted, and slowly closed his eyes.

This sleep is like sleeping on a rope suspended in the sky, the front, back, left, and right are all empty, and you will fall if you move casually.

Kou Yi failed to talk to Pei Yuli in his dream as he wished, because his dreams were all fragments, and many scenes and people were mixed together, so that in the end he didn't even know what he dreamed of.

It's just that the uneasiness in my heart was getting bigger and bigger, and my consciousness was filled with a turbid air, and my mind was torn back and forth, and with a snap, it seemed that some fragile thread was torn off, and Kou Yi trembled in shock, and suddenly opened his eyes.

It was completely dark.

The prison was extremely quiet, so quiet that you could hear a needle drop, so quiet that Kou Yi caught Pei Yuli's different breathing from the daytime at that moment.

Kou Yi sprang up from one side of his body, and went to look immediately.

He saw Pei Yuli staring blankly at the sky with his eyes open. His eyes seemed to be filled with a pool of deep water. They were so dark that he couldn't see any emotion.

"Yu Li," Kou Yi's first reaction was naturally overjoyed, and he kept calling, "Yu Li."

Pei Yuli didn't faint again this time, but he didn't make any response.

Kou Yi's heart trembled, he was stunned for a moment, and then asked cautiously: "Are you back?"

Pei Yuli's gaze didn't have much focus, and after a while, his throat moved slightly, and he said, "It's so dark."

As soon as he made a sound, the breath held in Kou Yi's chest almost dissipated immediately, calling back his own three souls and seven souls into his body.

"The lights in the cell are indeed a bit dim." Kou Yi stretched out his hand to probe his forehead, and felt relieved when he saw his body temperature, "I'll rescue you soon."

But Pei Yuli's reaction at this moment seemed to be extremely slow, and after another long while, he frowned slightly, but said nothing.

The silence between the two lasted for a while, one was just staring straight at the void, the other was full of words but didn't know how to speak.

There was no one in the surrounding cells, and there was no wind outside, and everything was quiet.

Kou Yi couldn't bear this dead silence anymore, leaned down and approached Pei Yuli's ear, and asked with a sour voice, "What are you thinking?"

"Pei Li." Pei Yuli replied numbly but obediently.

"Pei Li," Kou Yi repeated in a low voice, and then asked, "Is it the son of Butler Pei?"

"Well," Pei Yuli seemed to be saying calmly, "Li Ming Li, that's a good name."

"Indeed." Kou Yi said.

"But he disappeared." Pei Yuli's eyes didn't rippling, and his voice didn't fluctuate. He just asked, "Will there be dawn?"

"There will be." Kou Yi said.

"Liar," Pei Yuli said, "I stole his life, so wherever I go, I'm black."

His calmness is just an illusion, it is better to say that he is really too tired, too tired to cry with all his heart, and can no longer blame fate or himself.

Everything is unsolvable, he just wants to continue to sleep, it will make him unconscious, it is a good thing.

But he still woke up.

Is it punishment?Pei Yuli was thinking, it must be punishment.

"No," Kou Yi coaxed still sticking to his side, "This was not your intention, you didn't steal anything."

This kind of comfort is obviously weak, Kou Yi stroked his temples with his hands, and continued, "You are not carrying a life debt, but a sustenance. Pei Steward traded Pei Li's life for you, you should Take Pei Li's share and live well, can't you?"

Pei Yuli was silent, and even the sound of her breathing was extremely steady, without any fluctuations.

"There are so many irreversible things in this world," Kou Yi propped up his upper body, looked at Pei Yuli's face up close, and said softly, "But do you know what you have changed?"

do not know.

"Whether you want to give credit or blame, it has to be a spontaneous action. How others treat you, how fate treats you, and what the consequences are, it is not up to you to bear the blame." Kou Yi said, "You saved me. Your spontaneous behavior."

Pei Yuli's lips trembled indistinctly.

"You saved my life when you were in prison, remember?"

On the morning of the second day of exile, Pei Yuli passed through a sea area, where he met Kou Yi who was tied to a rock.

The team marched for a day and a night, when he was resting on the beach, he ran to the reef to use the toilet, only then did he find the dying ten-year-old boy.

On the road of exile, only one steamed bun was released all day, and he held that steamed bun in his arms for a long time, and only took one bite.

Seeing that his elder brother by the rock seemed to be dying, he rubbed the rope with the edge of the iron shackles in his hand, took out the steamed bun from his arms, and stuffed it into the only neckline of the younger brother who wasn't too wet .

The officers and soldiers not far away were still yelling loudly. He couldn't drag the little brother, and he couldn't help him call for help, so he could only return to the team after finishing all these.

This memory disappeared along with the memory of Pei Li for 11 years, and just the day before yesterday, he got back into Pei Yuli's mind again.

Pei Yuli's lips trembled uncontrollably, and his Adam's apple moved up and down several times. He gradually found the focus of his eyes, and very, very slowly set his eyes on Kou Yi's face.

Kou Yi's eyes lit up.

"Remember." Pei Yuli took a breath, and finally there was a hint of crying in his voice.

"Look," Kou Yi's heart was cut by his trembling voice, but he still smiled and said, "Many things are destined. You saved me when you were eight years old, and you met me again when you were eight years old." This is the good cause you planted and the fruit you picked, isn't it?"

Tears welled up in Pei Yuli's eyes, filled in the eye sockets, surrounded by the dim yellow lights, with a gleam of light leaping.

Kou Yi's words are heartwarming.

"Pei Li is very innocent, but you are also innocent." Kou Yi raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Pei Yuli's eyes, and said, "Live with his share, Xiao Yun."

The sound of "Xiaoyun" broke through all of Pei Yuli's psychological defenses, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, he jumped up, his entire upper body hung in the air, and hugged Kou Yi's neck.

Kou Yi was brought down by him, and after stabilizing his figure, he immediately asked worriedly: "Doesn't your stomach hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." After Pei Yuli answered this sentence, he opened and closed his mouth again and again. He couldn't make a sound, but after finally being able to make a sound, he choked up and said, "No...I hurt."

He was stuck in Kou Yi's neck, and the bruised sobs also intuitively pierced into Kou Yi's ears.

"Where does it hurt?" Kou Yi held his head and kept stroking his hair.

Pei Yuli cried bitterly, crying so hoarsely, he cried hoarsely: "My heart hurts... Kou Yi, my heart hurts so much! I don't know what to do, I can't seem to catch you, I'm so afraid I won't be able to catch you you!"

"No," Kou Yi kept repeating, as if telling him, but also as if telling himself, "No, I promise."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... , ” Pei Yuli seemed to vent all the tears accumulated in the past few days.He lost his relatives, lost his young lady, lost Pei Bo and Pei Li, he took the lives of others, his body was covered in dirt, all his connections with the past were knives, they were all cutting his flesh.

He was in so much pain, he didn't want to wake up, but he couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear it!

The only oil lamp in the cell swayed in the darkness, as if it felt this sadness.Passing through the long passage, there are some slight sounds in the distance. In the dead of night, it is always going to disturb others.

Kou Yi supported Pei Yuli's head, enduring the soreness in his throat and wanted to lift him up, but Pei Yuli stubbornly used the opposite force to fall down while crying bitterly.

Kou Yi followed his strength and pressed down, and the two hugged each other on the mattress.

Pei Yuli picked up his face and bumped into it, with the salty taste of tears in his mouth, sucking Kou Yi's breath greedily.

"Hoo, hoo———" Kou Yishang still had some reason, and when his lips parted, he said anxiously, "No."

"Okay!" Pei Yuli begged tremblingly with tears in his eyes, "Catch me, Kou Yi, please."

You kill me, please.

This sentence will always be the deepest pain in Kou Yi's heart. He blamed himself countless times, how could he let Pei Yuli be in such despair.

He didn't want to hear Pei Yuli's prayers, but...

"I'll survive, Kou Yi," Pei Yuli was still sobbing, "You said you wanted to save me, save me."

Kou Yi took a deep breath many times, his mind crashed uncontrollably, he completely suppressed it, and regained the initiative of this kiss.

His body was suddenly filled with blood, one hand was still resting on the back of Pei Yuli's head, and the other hand went down along Pei Yuli's waist.

"Are you sure?" Kou Yi swallowed the saliva in his throat, and finally asked vaguely.

Pei Yuli's tears were all on his face, and his sinking eyes answered instead.

Kou Yi's rationality was directly crushed, he straddled him with his right leg, put his arms around Pei Yuli's waist with force, lifted him up, and pushed him down with that force.

The faltering candle was extinguished just right, as if covering his eyes shyly.

"Xiaoyun," Kou Yi's voice was hoarse, he bit Pei Yuli's earlobe, "Xiaoyun."

"Huh?" Pei Yuli replied confusedly, and called out intermittently, "Kou Yi...er...Kou Yi."

"Yes, I am."

Both of them rubbed each other into their own flesh and blood with the softest murmur, which was a sincere cherishment, an inseparable embrace, and a redemption that exhausted all their strength.

For a long time, all the movements were submerged in the night, only the rustling sound and obviously suppressed sobbing lingered over and over again, tightly sticking the two beating hearts together.

The author has something to say: Location: Cell (didn’t expect it)