face-blind spring

Ye Lin has a secret that he tries hard to keep—he has severe prosopagnosia, that is, he cannot remember faces.No matter how familiar a person is, as long as any two changes in skin color, hairstyle, and clothes reappear in front of his eyes, he may not recognize him.

When he was in kindergarten, he had many good friends, because it was impossible to tell which one was his best friend.

When he was in elementary school, it took him a long time to memorize the schoolbags of each classmate, matching names with schoolbags one by one.But when he came back after a summer vacation, the children put on new schoolbags. When school started, he seemed to have entered a brand new class.

Once there was a parent-teacher meeting, and his mother made a special trip to get her head permed before going to school in order to impress everyone.At the end of the parent-teacher meeting, all the children walked towards their parents, and he was the only one standing blankly in the corner of the classroom.In the end, his mother was already standing in front of him. He carefully identified it for a long time, and finally said to her: "Hello, Auntie." His mother went home and cried for a long time.

When he was in junior high school, a girl wrote him a love letter for the first time, and he hurriedly replied to the letter until Valentine’s Day, when he sent the girl Ferrero chocolates to the wrong person, and he got a big scumbag from then on. male title.Realizing that I actually like boys, that's a later story.

Gradually, he grew up, entered university, and met more and more various people.In addition to the bedmates who get along day and night, tens of thousands of people come and go on campus every day.Many people stopped to say hello to him, but he didn't recognize any of them, so he could only smile back one by one and say, ah, hello.

After 29 years of being in such a daze, Ye Lin has never been in love.As his 30th birthday approached, he made up his mind to work as hard on a passionate relationship as he had always kept it a secret.

It is said that when people change their state of mind, it is suitable to climb mountains. Perhaps when they stand tall, their thinking will also expand and they can realize many truths.On the recommendation of a friend, he took annual leave and went to a travel agency to sign up for a ten-day hiking and camping project.

During the few days when the tour group set off, it was either windy or rainy in the mountains.The guide said that this kind of weather is rare, probably because they are unlucky, but maybe this is another brand new and valuable experience.

But the team members obviously didn't think so. The bad weather made everyone feel embarrassed.Half of the group consisted of couples or friends traveling together, while the other consisted of young people traveling alone. No matter what they were, they were in a bad mood, and few people spoke along the way.

About the third day, there was a sudden heavy rain. A member of the group slipped and injured his leg while climbing the mountain.Everyone had to stop halfway up the mountain in the wind and rain to check the situation of the group members.Under the organization of the guide, everyone worked together in a division of labor. Someone carried his backpack, and someone stood in front of and behind the team to maintain the team. Ye Lin took the initiative to support the group members and acted as his crutches.

There is a well-known idiom that misfortunes never come singly.When everyone finally arrived at the camping site, the group member's backpack with all the luggage was gone.Everyone took turns helping to carry his backpack, and no one could tell who lost it.Fortunately, the group member didn't intend to pursue it, but asked Ye Lin pitifully: "Can I use your things together?"

Ye Lin didn't care, so he said generously, "You can use it as you like."

When eating at night, the two share a pair of bowls and chopsticks.At night, we sleep together in a tent.Ye Lin gave him his clothes, and half of the quilt.

At first, the two didn't know each other well, and the atmosphere was very awkward.At night, they couldn't sleep, so they started chatting without saying a word.The group member said that his name is Cheng Feng, the Cheng of the program, the wind of the breeze.Ye Lin thinks the name sounds nice, and it feels like flying with the wind.

The two chatted from travel to movies, from movies to novels, and from novels to childhood... They talked about everything, and their thoughts were like the wind and rain outside the tent, without knowing where they came from and aimless.

Ye Lin learned that Cheng Feng was 32 years old and single like him.Cheng Feng knows a lot of knowledge, including astronomy, geography, music, philosophy... He also has many hobbies, such as watching movies, playing basketball, photography, playing the piano, and traveling.But his job seems to be unstable, because he said that he is very self-willed, and his work is relatively free - which is probably what vagrant means.

Ye Lin also shared his not-so-rich hobbies with him.

Perhaps it was because they hadn't had a good rest after chatting all night, Cheng Feng caught a cold the next day and started to have a low-grade fever.Ye Lin was a little guilty, and lied to Cheng Feng that he was not afraid of the cold, so he gave him the thickest coat, while he was wearing a thin jacket to support him in the wind and rain.Fortunately, the wind and rain were a little lighter this day, and the temperature was two degrees higher than the day before, so he didn't catch a cold right away.

That night, Cheng Feng took Ye Lin to chat again.Ye Lin originally said that we would rest at eleven o'clock at the latest, but unknowingly, he chatted with him until two o'clock in the morning.And if you think about it carefully, there is actually no nutritious content in the chat.

Almost every day after that was spent like this. During the day, Ye Lin supported Cheng Feng and fell to the end of the line. At night, the tent of the two of them was probably the last quiet one.He didn't know why they were able to chat so well, one day was not enough, and another night was not enough.

Perhaps because of this, until the last day of the trip, the rain finally stopped and they returned to the city. Cheng Feng's cold did not recover, and Ye Lin also fell ill.They finally stayed in a star hotel that day, far away from the endless natural scenery.

Dinner is eaten around a round table, and the guide said it was the last meal for the team.Thinking of returning to their warm and comfortable home tomorrow, everyone's emotions were obviously high. Some drank wine, some sang songs, and some exchanged WeChat IDs with each other.Cheng Feng only exchanged contact information with one person, and that was Ye Lin.They exchanged mobile phone numbers and WeChat IDs with each other.

After dinner, Ye Lin returned to the hotel room. He had just finished taking a shower and was about to pack his luggage. At this time, Cheng Feng called and asked him to meet him at the barbecue stand in front of the hotel.Ye Lin felt a little unwell, and originally didn't want to go downstairs to have a shower, but when he thought that he might never see Cheng Feng again, he went downstairs immediately.

Cheng Feng was alone in front of the barbecue booth, with the down jacket that Ye Lin lent him hanging in his hand.Ye Lin originally thought that he was looking for him for supper, but now he thought he was here to return the clothes, but Cheng Feng confessed abruptly.

Cheng Feng said: "After getting along with you these few days, I found that I like you. If you are willing, I would like to meet you again when we return to S City, and I hope I can be your boyfriend. "

At that time, there was a dim street lamp behind Cheng Feng, and Cheng Feng was dressed cleaner than any other day in the past few days, his face was also fair and clean, and there was a faint light in his gentle eyes.Ye Lin realized belatedly that Cheng Feng was actually very handsome.

At that time, Ye Lin's heart was beating very fast, his head was in a daze, and he didn't seem to spend a long time thinking, he heard himself say to Cheng Feng: "Okay."

Cheng Feng looked very happy. He walked over with a limp and gave him a big hug: "Then it's settled."

After that, the two didn't say anything, and the atmosphere became a little awkward again. They walked back to the hotel together at a certain distance, and said goodbye to each other in the elevator.The two live on different floors.

That was the last time they saw each other on this trip.The next day everyone took different flights to go home. Ye Lin's flight was scheduled at [-]:[-] in the morning, and he took a taxi from the hotel to the airport at [-]:[-] in the morning.

When he got home, all the exhaustion from the journey swept over him. Ye Lin developed a high fever, and he had to take two days of sick leave to recuperate at home.When he had completely recovered from his cold, he suddenly remembered that Cheng Feng had never contacted him again.The love in the Cangshan stream was like the wind and rain that accompanied them day and night during the journey. At that time, I always felt that the rain would never stop, but it stopped after all.

This kind of thinking made Ye Lin very frustrated. At that time, the two did not take a group photo, and he could no longer remember the face of this ex-boyfriend.

But at this moment, Cheng Feng sent him a message, asking him to meet the next day.It turned out that Cheng Feng had been sick for a few days when he returned home, and with work, he was too busy.During this time, Cheng Feng seems to have found a new job, which is really a double blessing.

Ye Lin was very happy, because his ex-boyfriend turned back to his current boyfriend, and he finally fell in love.

They met twice after that, both at a sports bar.The decoration of this bar is very new, there are many drinks and snacks, there are TV screens showing various live games, and there are not many customers.What's more, it's open all night, so they can spend more time together.

Every time Ye Lin arrives at the venue ahead of time, takes the old position, and waits for Cheng Feng to come to him.If Cheng Feng arrived first, he was afraid that he would not recognize his boyfriend.

When they met for the third time, even though they didn't stay in the bar for a long time that day, Cheng Feng said: "It's already so late, and we have to go to work tomorrow, why don't we find a place to rest."

Ye Lin froze for a moment, and asked with some uncertainty: "Where are you going?"

"Find a hotel nearby?" Cheng Feng said, and at the end, he added with red ears, "Just like when we were camping, find a bed, let's lie down and chat."

Ye Lin didn't know if Cheng Feng really wanted to find a place to lie down and chat with him, but he couldn't think of a reason to object, so he agreed.

The two found a star-rated hotel near the bar. Thinking that Cheng Fenggang had no salary for work, Ye Lin rushed to pay for the room.Cheng Feng looked a little unhappy, but he didn't say anything after all.

When the two arrived in the room, Ye Lin went to take a shower first, and Cheng Feng went after.When Cheng Feng came out of the bathroom, Ye Lin was already lying on one side of the big bed, waiting for Cheng Feng to lie on the other side, so that they could chat together.

But Cheng Feng finally appeared directly above him, looking at him with a pair of slightly moist eyes.Ye Lin was fearful and anticipating at the same time, trying to relax his body and let him manipulate him.

This is the first time Ye Lin has had a relationship with Cheng Feng, and it is also the first time in his life.During the period, pain is mixed with sweetness, and tenderness is mixed with panic.After the whole process, Ye Lin didn't regret it.

In the end, both of them were too tired, and instead of chatting as promised, they hugged and slept all night.