[Bungo Stray Dogs] Silent Curry Noodles

It's getting dark, isn't it normal to see darkness in front of your eyes?

??? But Dazai's current situation is not normal.

??? Dizziness, dizziness, and twitching in the stomach, the body became cold, and even the beating of the heart slowed down bit by bit.

??? He stretched out his hand, trying to use his other half's strength to stabilize his body, but he couldn't.

??? Grabbed an empty space and knelt down on the ground.

???Perhaps, he has been walking firmly in the first half of his life, seeking how to better win the favor of the God of Death.

??? Since finding his other half, such thoughts rarely come up.

??? What, is he going to die here today?

??? With Oda Saku, he would never...

?? "Dazai... Dazai" Oda's call made Dazai calm down, yes, Oda.

??? "Fool, are you finally awake, let me help you up."

???Odasaku changed back to the clothes he wore to go to the swimming pool during the holidays.

??? Or, these days, I have been wearing this dress frequently.

??? Is this dress so pretty?

??? Dazai moved the corners of his mouth, trying to show a smile, but his muscles were stiff, and he couldn't make any good-looking expressions. After trying a few times, he gave up in frustration.

??? Then he became proud again, ha!These are the clothes he chose for Oda Tsukuru.

??? Wearing this outfit, Odasaku is much more handsome than before.

"Mr. Oda, you are so handsome today." He sincerely praised his lover.

?? "Okay, okay, Mr. Dazai is also very handsome today." Odasaku helped up his lover who couldn't stand still, and kissed him on the cheek by the way.

Help Dazai out of the door.

"Is the air better outside? Dazai." Odasaku's tone was as usual, maybe Dazai was unwell at this time, he couldn't hear anything, and his intuition from years of experience told him that things were not as relaxed and happy as they seemed.

He grabbed Odasaku's hand that was about to be retracted, "What do you mean, Odasaku."

??? Dazai felt that his eyes became sharper, but in fact, in the eyes of Oda Saku, his other half's eyes were dull, and his face looked blank, which made him feel a little distressed.

???fool.

??? became ruthless, closed his eyes, and said, "Dazai."

?? Dazai tried to straighten his back, he said he was listening.

??? "Dazai, I have thought about it for a long time, we are not suitable, let's break up."

??? "! What! Why so suddenly." Something is not right, I want to think about what is wrong, but the more I think about it, the more my head hurts.

Unable to bear Dazai's suffering, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Dazai's head, trying to relieve Dazai's headache.

??

Rubbing his lover's hand, "You really don't want me to go, Oda."

??Oda pushed Dazai outside.

?I always feel that breathing is no longer as uncomfortable as before.

?? The brain is not as chaotic as before.

?? "You have to go, people who are not from the same world, how can we be together." How can I be willing to let you go, but, no.

"Let's go, Dazai, let's go!" The attitude was firm.

??Oda's complexion began to turn blue.

??Ah, it turned out to be such a thing.But Dazai still didn't want to let it go.

?? "I understand, Odasaku. Finally, let me hug you again."

?? After thinking about it, there was still time, so I stretched out my arms and gave a hug.

?? When he let go, he never expected that Dazai would suddenly attack and rush straight into the hut.

?? "Are you a fool!" At the very moment, he grabbed Dazai's wrist, preventing him from taking a step forward.

?? "Be good, Dazai, go back quickly, you will run out of time." Odasaku sighed.

How does this make him feel at ease.

?? "You, just take my share and live a good life together."

?? "Also, don't miss me too much, stay away from all kinds of dangerous places!"

?? "Finally, goodbye, Dazai."

??A kiss on the forehead of the lover, without any nostalgia, pushed Dazai far away.

?? Now, you can always feel at ease, and live a good life. Living on the side of justice will always make you live a little happier.

I have always known that your various changes are really different from before, Dazai.

??Try to move on from the past, and then, forget me, you deserve better.

"How could I forget"

?? Dazai opened his eyes, he had already sunk to the bottom of the deep pool, his body was a little stiff, and the air in his lungs was about to be used up.

?? "I still couldn't say goodbye in the end"

?? "We just separated... I miss you, Oda"

?? effortlessly opened a small air bag, and slowly floated up.

?? He has no strength to row up.

?? "Ah, Dazai-senpai is here!" Nakajima's voice was heard in a daze.

??"saved"

?? Several members of the detective agency pulled him out, and Kunikida threw a little yellow duck swimming ring for him to lie on.

"Really, you can also play tricks like this in the swimming pool. It's a rare holiday. Can you stop thinking about suicide?"

?? Nakajima grabbed Dazai's arm and expressed his agreement.

It was another weekend morning, and the door of the detective agency was pushed open.

?? "Yo, good morning, everyone!" Dazai appeared in the detective agency full of energy.

?? "Oh, you are so energetic, Mr. Dazai." Nakajima looked up at his lovely and respectable senior.

"Well, look what this is, Atsushi." Dazai raised his wrist proudly.

??Hmmm...has something??

??Under the sunlight, you can see a slight reflection between Dazai's fingers.

? is a ring.

?? "Well, why did Mr. Dazai buy a ring all of a sudden?"

"Not one." Kunikida glanced at the ring on Dazai's other hand, and continued to write his daily schedule.

?? Atsushi has some black lines, "So, why did you buy two rings, Mr. Dazai?"

?? "You said this, the mall happens to be on sale, and you can get more discounts if you buy two, haha, you can also go and buy a few." Dazai smiled and showed off the ring on his hand.

?? "Well, it's really beautiful, yes, but who would buy a ring and play with it!" Atsushi Nakajima complained.

?? "Isn't this a ready-made one in front of your eyes?"

?? "But how can it be regarded as a reference!" Dun was a little crazy.

??The chaotic day of the detective agency kicked off like this.

?I am alive today, Oda.Dazai touched the newly bought ring, "I will keep this ring for you temporarily, Oda."

The author has something to say: the main text will end in this chapter, and then there will be a special episode, I want to see Xiao Tiantian's special episode.

This ending was already thought of from the very beginning. Halfway through the writing, I thought of the possibility of another story happening. So, another sweet ending, Yan Chuan put it in the episode, I hope you all like.

This time it's really the end of the day, (I mean, the time that has to be counted, it's less than 24 hours, awesome)

☆, extra one

?That year and today, the important person in my life has left "me" forever.

??I brought some flowers from the flower shop to see you, Oda.

?? But it always feels like you don't really want this, right?So, flowers, put them aside.

? He took out two small glasses from his arms and poured them the wine they often ordered at that time.

? "This cup is for you. I haven't seen you for a long time. I miss you very much."

??Drink the wine in the glass and pour another glass of wine on the empty grass next to the stele.

??Fingers stroked the round-headed monument back and forth.

"You're right, it really feels better to be on the side of goodness."

?? "As expected of you, Oda-kun."

"Ha, have another drink."

? One gulp down the stomach, another glass soaked the grass.

"You, just leave like this, leaving me alone, really super cunning, I, really super boring, super lonely, no second person can understand me like you."

"Recently, I bought you the ring that you said was beautiful but didn't buy. It's a couple ring."

"Okay, I'll keep one here, how can I give you the other one?" Dazai got stuck.

??The cemetery does not allow burning items like this.

?? "I can't help it. The place you left has been demolished, and I don't want to shovel the ground here."

?? He touched the ring on his left hand that should have been Odasaku's.

"It seems to be God's will, so I'll wear it for you."

?Facing the stone tablet in a rambling manner, talking about the changes that have taken place in Yokohama during the years he was away.

?Bring a full bottle of wine, and pour it one cup at a time.

?? "Ha, Oda, this is the last cup." Dazai leaned on the stone tablet, twitching the corner of his mouth.

? He raised his neck and drank it clean. As for Oda's glass of wine.

?? "Oda, you are not afraid of getting drunk, so let's have this last drink."

?The cup is tilted, and the liquid inside falls to the ground little by little. The leaves of the grass look shiny, like dewdrops in the morning.

??I've run out of wine, and I'm almost done eating noodles.

?This noodle, speaking of it, I bought it from the restaurant we went to for the first time, and the ingredients are still so full.

?? Swallow the last mouthful of noodles.

?The spicy taste is still strong enough, "Oda, you can't eat it anymore, let me taste it for you."

?? "Are you not convinced? Ha, if you are not convinced, you should come back. When you come back, it's all yours."

??He leaned his head against the stele and closed his eyes.

? After lying down for a long time, the sun was still enough, "Look, Oda, I found you a cool place to sleep, so you won't be so exposed to the sun."

?? The tree above the head swayed slightly, the leaves were rattling, and there was a breeze.

?? There is no one in the cemetery, and almost all the worshipers have gone away.

?There are footsteps coming from afar.

?? "Who is it?" There is no desire to move at all.

??The man walked straight towards him, "It's Nakajima."

"There is such a place in Yokohama." The young junior sighed, and walked over quickly when he saw a familiar figure.

?? "Dun-kun." He raised his head and said with his back to Nakajima.

?? The other party responded, clasping his hands together in front of his chest: "Hey."

?? Dazai closed his eyes: "Do you know whose tomb this is?"

?? Nakajima put down his hands: "I don't know, but Mr. Dazai must be someone very important."

?? Dazai smiled silently: "Why do you think so?"

??

"I've never seen Dazai-san come to the cemetery before."

?? Dazai leaned against the tombstone again, "Do you look at me as if I came to sweep the grave?"

? "..."

?? "That's right, why?" He blinked in confusion.

??Is not it?

?? Hearing this, Dazai lowered his head with a nostalgic expression.

???Ah, could it be another woman?With Mr. Dazai's temperament, this is very likely to happen.

It is not uncommon to die for love or something.

?? "Mr. Dazai's former lover?" asked curiously and happily.

?? "Lover? Ah, yes, my former lover, the man who made me quit the port mafia and join the Armed Detective Agency."

?? "Eh..? Eh!!" The amount of information is too much, so let him take it easy.

?Is Mr. Dazai's lover a man? !

??No, no, the point is, is that a great person who made Mr. Dazai turn from the dark to the bright?

??

?? Really amazing ah?The unknown Mr. Lover.

?? "Without him, I might still be in Hong Kong and Hei, killing people all the time."

?? Nakajima looked at Mr. Dazai in astonishment.

?? "Just kidding." Then changed the subject: "I guess Kunikida sent you to find me, didn't you?"

?? caught up with Dazai, "Yes, he said that there is an important meeting to be held, and he asked you to go back as soon as possible."

"Go back? No way." At this time?forget it.

??"Eh?"

?? "I have a new suicide method that I want to try." I waved away by myself.

"Ah, sure enough, Mr. Dazai's style is still the same, but how do I explain this when I go back, I will definitely be scolded by Mr. Kunikida when I go back." Nakajima raised his forehead.

?? But, did Mr. Dazai have a lover?

??etc!

??When Nakajima looked away, he saw a pile of...well, a small pile of garbage.

? I really had no other choice. I helped Dazai clean up the wine glasses and bottles on the ground, as well as the ramen bowls, and threw them into the trash can.

?? You smell like alcohol, did Mr. Dazai drink such a bottle of wine just now?

? As expected, she is a very important lover.

The author has something to say: Let’s end this episode

Originally, there was another ending, but the timeline is different, not the swimming pool ending, but the Hong Kong gangster era continues to develop. Unsurprisingly, it is still a sweet chapter. If the ending of the sweet article is sweet, those mentioned above Foreshadowing can be regarded as a natural plot development and has no other meaning.

You should still be able to see it clearly. The timeline of the swimming pool ending is on a certain holiday of Armed Jae; the other ending timeline of the sweet article is Hei Shizai’s holiday trip. For the sake of the two endings, I didn’t write them out at the beginning. The partner is the person over there.

I don’t want to start writing it now, I’ll stop here, just treat it as the only ending, um, it’s also a complete ending, so I typed the ending when no one is watching.

By the way, if anyone wants to see the ending of another sweet story, they can also tell Yan Chuan that it will be even better when they are in a better mood?

☆, if line

The rare ones were sitting quietly leaning against the head of the bed, the bandages were scattered, and the owner who usually took care of them carefully ignored them at this moment.

This is a rare thing, if he let his former partner know, he must be greeted well.

He curled up his fingertips, clenched his fist hard and released it, and pounded his thigh. The collision between the fist and the flesh produced a sound between dull and bright, as if it was not enough, from under the pillow He took out a dagger.

Without hesitation, he pointed the tip of the knife at himself and stabbed at his thigh.

Just halfway through this time, he was stopped, "Ah, even if it was you, who committed suicide early in the morning, I would be very troubled, Dazai-kun."

It was a voice he was familiar with.

Consciousness gradually returned.

What was faster than his own reaction consciousness was the left hand that grasped the pulse of the incoming person with a backhand.

A beating pulse can soothe his heart better than any words of comfort.

Realizing that he seemed to be overreacting, he withdrew his hand, and agreed to become an ordinary person after retirement.

"What's the matter, Dazai, it's not like you, what happened?" Even after saying this, his movements still seemed a little sluggish, and he, who had just stayed up all night writing a chapter of the novel, was quite tired.

It is also very tiring to chew on words.

"No, it's nothing, I just had a dream." Bandages had already begun to wrap around his hands.

"That must be a very special dream." Rubbing Dazai's curly hair.

Even if it was just a dream, it was quite real.

It was as if he had been in that dream for 1 years, and his mind was a little dull.

Scratching through the previous memories, I finally remembered what happened yesterday when I had a party with Hong Kong and black people and got drunk by my colleagues and subordinates.

It's really uncomfortable to think that he, a majestic boss of Hong Kong gangsters, can be poured down in an open and aboveboard manner.

Sure enough, nothing good will happen if the old scourge of the former leader came back. No wonder the eyelids were always twitching yesterday, and it was not without warning.

He decided that if such small pseudo-scientific incidents happen in the future, he will...

Well, how about blowing up the opponent's base camp? He thinks it's a good idea, and he can pull Oda to skip work together. Anyway, he is the boss, so it's totally worth it.

It doesn't seem like the boss didn't skip work before throwing the work to the cadres to do the same.

It is worth mentioning that the cadre Zhongyuan Zhongye has been dissatisfied with this for a long time. No matter how skinny his former partner is now the leader, the paperwork has always been left to him.

Do you really think that Uncle Chuya, Zhongyuan, has no temper?

Heh, with his short temper, he can make someone's best friend fail to recognize him in a matter of minutes.

That's right, it's already a well-recognized secret among the gangsters in Hong Kong. Since the person concerned has been unwilling to admit the truth, and the job in his hand still needs to be secure, the gangsters in Hong Kong can only pretend to be calm on the surface.

But in fact, they are still very concerned about the harmonious life of the leader and the leader's advisers, and they have even established a forum secretly.

There are not just one or two posts built thousands of floors high, well, this is also evident.

The issue of attacking and accepting was not undiscussed. In fact, the two factions were arguing fiercely at that time.

In the end, because there were a few Hong Kong black people who did not manage their emotions so well, they exposed their restless hearts, even though it only revealed a little bit of murderous intent.

It's already very wrong to show murderous intent indiscriminately when there is nothing to do, and the leader who has just taken office for a month has followed the clues and pulled it out.

Perhaps Dazai doesn’t understand creatures like rotten girls. Posts can still be opened after they’re deleted, and forums can be rebuilt after they’re closed. Being punished and locked up in a small black room for extra training is just like exercising. What’s more, the executors who train them deliberately Unintentionally, the strikers were not as vicious as they used to punish them for their mistakes.

What does this mean, rounding up is equivalent to the leader acquiescing to their behavior Oh my god, happiness, official certification.Sure enough, the leader is attacking, right?

"So cute, I want to produce food!" The expressionless killer girl on weekdays covered her little heart, blushing quietly.

After paying the food quickly, Ben sat down to eat the cookies made by other wives.

Obviously, the friendship mark is so conspicuous, but there are still other CPs popping up.

The grass on the wall swayed, and fell decisively into the wall of someone else's house.

Don't worry about the food, I happily ate Shuanghei Tuotai and other major CP food.

Their Hong Kong gangsters are an organization that emphasizes the coexistence of force and culture and entertainment.

Ah, digressing, I hurriedly pulled back my scattered thoughts, speaking of which, what did he want to do last night?

"Oda Sakunosuke!" The leader said seriously.

"Wh... what, suddenly so serious, yes! What is your order, sir?" Put down the half-shaved razor.

He looked a little funny, with some bubbles left on his chin, but he had to give the leader face, and he would always return if something happened.

When Dazai is the leader, it is naturally like this, but when Dazai is just Dazai, then they are Wushuang's best friends, and maybe they can add some things that break through the bottom line of best friends.

Obviously, both of them are not people who would care about such things.

The atmosphere became serious. This would be put on the battlefield, and swords would be tense every minute. Unfortunately, this is the bedroom, but it did not hinder the anxious momentum between the two in the slightest.

Dazai: Look at——

Oda: stare——

"So, in the end..."

"Let's get married!" Staring at Oda was like a cat staring at a fish on the shore.

"Huh? Are you serious, Dazai." He reached out and touched his forehead, not because of a hangover.

He patted the hand that was outstretched, and said seriously, "I've thought about it, the serious one, are you willing to spend your whole life with me, no matter poverty, wealth, or health, pain, happiness and troubles, we will bear together, are you willing? Marry...cough, marry me?"

However, Oda sighed and confirmed that the child was probably really drunk and didn't recover.

"Dazai, you are no longer a child."

Dazai looked at Oda blankly, the key was that he drank too much and his face was a little stiff, it wasn't that he didn't want to show any expression to deal with it.

"You know how much you drank last night, right?" Dazai pressed down on Dazai's upturned hair.

Um!Dazai even felt that he was a little wronged. There is nothing more sad than proposing to someone he likes, but the other party still treats him as a child and preaches.

If he really wants to be free, it's not that he can't consider letting go, but there's no guarantee what he will do when the time comes.

If you want to marry a wife and have children, he will bless you, so...

If that was the way he wanted it to end, they could be best friends forever.

At that time, at Oda's wedding, everyone will sing and dance together in a circle, and he promises that he will not bring anyone to smash the scene.

Seeing Dazai's mood getting more and more depressed, Oda felt a little headache.

I'm afraid he's really going to age before he gets old, and the hairline doesn't show any depth for the time being, so he still needs to take precautions first.

"Let me tell you, didn't I promise you last night? You drank a few more glasses when you were happy, and slept until now. Ah, sure enough, smoking and alcohol are not good things." Shaking the ring on his hand , Mr. Dazai personally put it on for him last night.

Don't talk, people who drink happily by themselves are not qualified to say such things.

As for things like quitting smoking and alcohol, let’s forget it if you’ve heard about it. They are regular customers at the tavern where they often gather, and the 85% discount is unambiguous.

Dazai thought that he would be so happy that he would fly when he heard the news that made him explode in surprise.

But no, he was much happier, but he didn't set off fireworks in his heart, so he had already let it go. It seemed that Oda wasn't trying to comfort and lie to him.

The skill of instantly calming down came into play again at this moment, which made Dazai feel that his brain had been manually cooled.

"Otherwise, why do you think you drank so much last night?" He was also taken aback at the time. Dazai at that time was so willing to come and he almost took him to the hospital for emergency treatment.

When I went to the doctor, I only got the news that "the patient will be fine after a night of sleep".

I don't know why, and out of some kind of psychology, it has become a public knowledge that Dazai is alive today.

God is too lazy to accept this guy who has different preferences from ordinary people.

Vitality is not generally tenacious.

But there is one more thing, Oda is still a little concerned, if he heard correctly just now, Dazai must have had a strange dream.

He always frowned in his sleep.

What the hell did I dream about?Thinking so, he also asked at the same time.

Today's Dazai is completely free of the previous slump and trance, and looks in good condition.

"Ah, it's indeed a wonderful dream, and it's too real." Dazai laughed softly.

Dazai thought about it, and it would be good to tell Oda this dream as a joke: "I think about it, you must not have guessed it. We went to the swimming pool at that time, and you were still basking in the sun..."

Oda listened carefully, looking into the distance with gentle eyes.

Today is also a sunny day, suitable for swimming, ah, but seeing Dazai's appearance, I'm afraid I won't go.What happened in the swimming pool seems to have had a great impact on him.

The whole thing sounds a bit unbelievable, but in this kind of matter, Dazai will not lie, or in other words, no matter how he deceives anyone, Dazai will not hurt him by mistake.

Turning the ring, there is still a wedding in the church that has not been held, this kind of thing, I don't know if I should talk about it or not.

But first go to the Netherlands to get a permit.I don't know if the honeymoon in the orthodox sense will be held as scheduled.

These are not important anymore, after all, the future is long, so there is no need to worry.

Dazai didn't think it was just an exquisite nothingness, but in comparison, the present where everyone is happy is the future he wants.

The author has something to say: If you can write well, you will definitely release it. Personally, I don’t think it’s very sweet, but I still have a good ending to the story.

In fact, I think, now that I think about it, Oda has a very special position in Dazai's eyes.

Few people would be willing to take the initiative to push open the door of Dazai, where despair and thick lingering darkness exude, think about it, there will be no stupid people who will take the initiative to lean over.

Oda might not have pushed the door open, but for Dazai, he was close enough.

A relationship that is so close that as long as you look back, I will be waiting behind you.

Emmmmm, when I think about it this way, what is this article about, and I accept Zai's writing, but he is actually an attacker.

And this article, this time is coming to an end, maybe I will come back to catch a bug or modify it in the future, or maybe not.

Sure enough, Yan Chuan is still not good at writing cookies, I don’t know if you can eat the warmth of an old couple...

In other words, this ending can actually change a direction every minute, but forget it, the promised cookie, we will not talk about abuse in this chapter