I met her in a dream

Woke up again.

My forehead was drenched with sweat.

Today's dream is different, it seems clearer.I was one step closer to my big sister, and she took the initiative to hug me.

I don’t know since when, I often dream about my big sister. My big sister is very tall, and my match with her is like an adult and a child.

But I'm only 18 years old, so I'm a kid who's just stepped into adulthood.

I like to read novels, and I often scream with my good friends because of a character.My favorite book is Uncapturable. The protagonists are two women who tell a very vivid story. I appreciate one of the supporting roles.

The supporting role is independent and rational. After learning that it is impossible to ask for it, he let go decisively, withdraws in time, and becomes an indispensable friend behind the protagonist.She is forbearing and gentle, with a cold face and a warm heart. She is a character that I will never forget.Although I don't remember the author's original appearance, it must be not bad.

Even after reading the novel for so many years, I still like this character very much.Sometimes when my hands are itchy, I will secretly write some fanfic to appreciate. Of course, I don’t let my friends know.For treasures, I always appreciate them silently.

I don't know why, but I always feel that the big sister in the dream is a bit like her, maybe it's the same gentleness.

I didn't tell anyone about my dream, and they would just take it as a joke for something so ethereal and boundless.

The first time I dreamed of my big sister was one night, I fell asleep lying in front of the computer, and the computer displayed a document that I hadn't finished writing in time, with the title Fanren.

There was a lake with blue waves, and white cranes flew across the sky. She stood in the middle of the lake, dressed in white clothes and black trousers, simple and indescribably beautiful.I seem to be able to see her face in the dream, but I don't remember it after leaving the dream.

She stood there and waved to me.

I walked over in a strange way, surrounded by turquoise water, and we were like being in a water polo.

We hold hands and run, laugh, and fight water fights in the dreamlike world...

Even if we don't know each other, we still get along as happily as we know each other.

Tired, we cuddled and lay down, floating on the surface of the water, and we could float far away with an occasional paddle.

"Do you like this world?" she asked me suddenly.

I leaned against her and was about to fall asleep, and said in a daze, "I like it."

"You human beings always like to deceive yourself. You obviously hate life so much. You cry silently under the quilt thousands of times, but you still have to smile the next day.

A patriarchal grandma, a cursing and complaining grandma, a bad state of study... You don't like any of them, do you? "

I was surprised to find that she seemed to know me very well, and felt that her words were very strange.

Buried in her arms, I took a deep breath.

"So what, we still have to live."

The big sister smelled very good, she touched my head: "It's not easy for a girl, I hope you are happy every day. If you have any troubles, you can come to me."

"So are you," I said.

She smiled nonchalantly and stroked my back.

A hair of black ink was on the surface of the water, and I played with the end of my hair, but she was not annoyed and let me mess around.

There are blue fish floating around, their tails stir the water, and slowly, the water surface rolls up a vortex.

"Are you going to disappear?" I asked as she walked towards the vortex.

"depends on you."

Barefoot, she stepped into the center.

It is said that she should be the one who should feel dizzy, but I sank dizzily, spinning in the water, watching her go up and down...

I can't explain the dream, and I, who have always had a good memory, can only remember the outline when the alarm clock rings in the morning, but I can't remember my sister's face clearly.

After washing up, I went out to buy steamed buns and fried dough sticks for breakfast. On the way, I ran into the son of the aunt next door who wanted a divorce.

They got into an argument, and the man threw things angrily.

"Women should cook at home with their children. What can you do when you go out, be a cleaner? I don't know what's good about working hard to support you. You're tired of working, aren't you?"

"Can't your mother take the child with you? Anyway, your mother goes out to play cards when she has nothing to do. What's wrong with me going to work?"

"Do you understand human language or not? I won't allow you to go out. Let me take care of the children at home."

"..."

"...What, it's impossible, I don't agree to divorce, you have the ability to say it again!"

I even heard the sound of a slap, followed by the sound of something heavy falling to the ground.

I quietly called the police, then bit my buns and left.

The cats haven't been fed yet, the cats should be starving.

Feeding cats is a habit developed from the early 10s.Grandma doesn't love me, so I will love myself and protect those who are weaker than me within my ability.

The money saved can be used to buy canned ham sausage, just because I don’t like snack toys.

Although I was seen and scolded several times by my grandma for having nothing to do, she is addicted to playing mahjong and doesn't care much about me, so she doesn't care much about my behavior.

It is very fulfilling to watch the little milk cats who are walking around step by step grow into big cats that can forage for themselves. Now those cats are full of children and grandchildren.

On the way, I bought a bag of sausages, the cheapest kind, and the cats I was used to feeding them didn't even pick it.

When I walked to the cat kennel I built to keep out the wind and rain, I found that most of it had collapsed.

"Wonderful brats didn't do it." I found a big tree branch to prop it up, and rebuilt the nest.

There was not a single cat in the cat litter, and there were even bloodstains.

I know that cats usually don't stay in the litter during the day, they hide in other places, and now this blood is unusual.

I followed the blood into the grass and found several dead cats in the trees. Their bulging eyes and partially exposed skulls made me vomit.

"It's so cruel, even the cat food box I put out last night is gone."

I remember that two Sanhua are about to give birth, how could...

"I will never feed the cat again." When I told my sister about this in my dream at night, my sister didn't even raise her eyebrows.

My sister said earnestly: "Human selfish desires are too strong. No matter how well-meaning you do something, someone will stand up and destroy the results of your careful management. Take it easy, kid. You can choose to keep doing it and find the cat that killed the cat. The murderer, you can also choose to ignore..."

"Is it useful for me to do this?"

"Maybe there's nothing in return, but at least you can show people that you're surrounded by such filthy people."

"What if no one cares?"

"At least you won't regret it if you do it, and it may be hard for you to let go of it if you don't do anything."

Is it.

If the monitor is not broken, I'll look it up.

Sure enough, staying with my sister feels at ease, and I quickly relax. Just listening to my sister's voice makes me feel at ease physically and mentally. Her lazy and hypnotic voice is really addictive.

There is a breeze blowing on the lake tonight, just like my restless heart.

The second time we met, we talked very happily. In the bottom of my heart, I regarded my eldest sister as the object of my confidant. Even if I had a premonition that the absurd dream would end, I often looked forward to seeing her in my dream at night.

It would be great if I could meet my sister in reality, but it's too whimsical, and I quickly put this idea behind me.

I ran into a little trouble when I went to check the surveillance, and the security uncle didn't believe me.

"What nonsense are you talking about, kid? Wasn't it fine when I was on patrol? Even if what you said is true, you said earlier that you drove the cat away, and you deserve it if something happens. Isn't it a wild cat? If it dies, it will die. , but also to investigate, how unlucky."

"Often people who despise life will encounter misfortune. I think uncle, you look very healthy. You don't despise it, do you?"

"What are you talking about...Of course I'm in good health, that's enough, I'll show you, after reading it, hurry up, we still have to work."

I glanced at his hand hiding the table tennis racket, smiled, and looked at the monitor.

There is a gazebo near the cat nest, and there is a street lamp opposite, and the camera on the lamp is facing it. Since the change of property, the monitoring has also been replaced with a new one, and it is not broken.

By coincidence, the situation of the cat's nest was clearly photographed.

From 1:9 in the morning to [-]:[-] in the morning, everything is normal on the monitoring screen, social animals who get up early to go to work, old people walking their dogs, children playing and playing...

There are many people passing by, either in a hurry or with difficulty, they are all very normal people.

It wasn't until a woman in her 40s walked up with a grocery basket that things became unusual.

She first turned her head around to see if anyone was around, and when she saw no one, she took away all the cat food I put last night, put it in the vegetable basket and went upstairs, then came down with a few bags, bulging, and threw them on the ground with a bang ring.

The garbage collector heard the sound and glanced at her, then turned and went to the next location to clean up.

She took a cage out of her bag, put some treats in it, and waited.

A civet cat smelled the smell and approached the cage, and slipped in cautiously. She closed the cage suddenly, and the civet cat screamed in the cage.

This was not enough, she lured two more cats into the cage, and when catching the pregnant Sanhua, Sanhua gave her a paw across the cage, leaving a bloodstain on the back of her hand, which angered her all of a sudden.

He took out the hammer he had prepared in advance, stretched out his hand and smashed it down.

......

The picture was so cruel that even the security guard beside him couldn't stand it.

He jumped across the screen and exhaled slowly: "I know her, let's go together."

Before going to her house, I contacted the local animal protection organization, with their strength, our operation will be smoother.

The staff came quickly, and we went to her house in a mighty way.

Knocking on the door, rescued countless stray cats who were locked in a foul room with scars all over their bodies.

After hours of persuasion and teaching, she vowed to change her past, and cried and begged for forgiveness.

However, it is not that a verbal apology can offset her harm to the small animals. The staff exposed her on social platforms. If she commits the crime again in the future, she will be subject to endless and just public criticism.

"You did very well."

sister said.

I paused: "But, she will be criticized by public opinion. Sister, is there really no problem for me to do this?"