I met her in a dream

When I was in the first year of high school, I started to work part-time to make money. I took the money back to my grandma, and she happily went downstairs to show off to her poker friends for a long time.

Grandma was just a bit of an alcoholic, and that alone made her leave forever.

I knelt in front of the mourning hall and burned paper, and the monks chanted sutras around the coffin, tears dripping down my face.

How did it happen, how did it happen.

There was no mourning hall for others to mourn, so I stayed alone for three days and two nights.

During this period, Shitou ran out to look for 1 to 20 cats. Each cat had a daisy in its mouth and fled in front of the brazier.

After burying my grandma in the cemetery and paying the rent, I left the place with the stone.

Just right, the school fills in the south.

The night before I left, I dreamed about my sister again.

This time, I saw her face clearly, and I remembered it when I woke up.

"Sister, are you the one who invited me to dinner that day?" I suddenly remembered the scene of that day.

My sister hummed: "Yes, and no."

No wonder it's so familiar.

"Then, will you leave me?" I asked, staring at the calm lake.

She still said: "It depends on you."

I really didn't understand what she meant by the two sentences she said, but I might not be able to get a satisfactory answer when I asked. I chose to remain silent, lying on the lake, and drifting with the current.

Just let me stay silent here, I really don't want to face it.

Drifting and drifting, I found myself drifting to the edge of the lake, which had never happened before.

With a thud in my heart, I got up all of a sudden, ran towards her with all my strength, stopped in front of her, raised a smiling face, and kissed her on tiptoe.

"Sister, you are so pretty, why didn't I think of taking advantage of you before, well, you have to remember me from now on."

She stayed for a while, and gently hugged me for the first time.

"I won't forget."

Smiling and laughing, tears ran out of my eyes, and I couldn't stop, I choked up and said, "Do you know, except for grandma, those classmates have always only laughed at me, and even the neighbors will criticize me behind my back. Pointing. I really only have you, sister, I am so afraid that I will lose you.

I like you very much, not from relatives, but from love.Haha, you may not believe it, but I like a book very much. I think you are very similar to her, so I wrote a fan-art to relieve boredom.

Just now I asked you if it was you that day. I was happy when you said yes, but you said no again.I was thinking, is this really just a dream, everything disappeared when I woke up. "

"Sister, tell me, is this just my imagination?"

A small boat appeared in the center of the turbulent lake, drifting and spinning with the whirlpool.

She smiled softly, and put my hand on her chest, "Do you feel it, here is beating for you."

"Our meeting was ridiculous, I tried my best to stay here..." She stroked the wet tears on my face, "Now, kid, you have to take care of yourself."

I shook my head, my throat was full of bitterness: "I have long, long ago been able to take care of myself."

She pushed me away, and I was submerged in the vortex in the center of the lake, which unknowingly became like reality.Letting the lake water pour into my nasal cavity and throat, I felt the boat weigh heavily on top of my head.

Bubbles appeared in his eyes, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether it was tears or lake water.

So be it... just so I can't swim.

"Di-"

The ECG monitor turned into a straight line.

She held my hand in tears, and shouted loudly and anxiously: "Doctor, doctor, come quickly—"

"My condolences, the patient has lost her sense of survival. This is her choice."

Many trees were planted outside the window, and the cicada was perched on a branch that was about to wither, singing hoarsely and sadly.

Seeing the doctor covering my body with a white cloth, she murmured: "I know, it's me..."