[Red Mansions] The Road to Empress Dowager

He pulled back his sleeves and walked quickly.

"Saint, listen to my explanation!"

"Saint, can't I ban gambling from now on?"

"The saints ignored me, so I played with them."

"I played because I was bored."

"I'm under a lot of pressure, just decompress."

Tu Yuanyi scolded: "You were not like this before. You are becoming more and more outrageous!"

Xing Xiuyan said: "Can it be the same now as it used to be? I can't see the road ahead at all. I can live a day to day, live a day to earn a day. What if I gamble some money, what if I don't gamble and run out to harm people? "

Tu Yuanyi scolded: "You still want to harm someone? Who do you want to harm?"

Xing Xiuyan said: "Sage, I'm just a mortal, and I also have conflicting and complicated feelings. You became my husband, and I don't know if you count as my husband, but you are the only man I can contact in my life. I Now there is only a desert in my heart, you will give me a sip of water and hang my life, but you can’t change the fact that I have been living in the desert, do you understand?”

Tu Yuanyi stared at her viciously, and said, "Everything I give you is a desert to you?"

Seeing his gloomy face, Xing Xiuyan moved in her heart, and said, "I seem to have fallen in love with the saint. But, you are my relative, and you also made me lose my uncle; you gave me the hope of living, but you also ruined me." ruined my life; you changed me from a girl to a woman, but also turned me into a concubine; you gave me the only protection, and completely trampled on my dignity. All your contradictions to me, you made me I also have to be contradictory. I want to love but can’t love, want to hate but can’t hate, sometimes I really suffer.”

Tu Yuanyi looked deeply into her eyes, stretched out his arms to hug her, and pressed her tightly, he carried her back to the bedroom.

After dinner, he tossed about, flew into the sky and landed again. Although she was young, she still tasted the kind of joy that cannot be grasped by reason.

She turned sideways, with her back to him, her long hair swaying, he smelled her hair, and she couldn't think of anything else until she was passionate.

In fact, Xing Xiuyan himself didn't know whether those words were true or false, or whether they were true or false when pretending to be true.

Regardless of whether a man loves you or not, but he stays with you every day and every night, and is passionate when he goes to bed with you. There is always something interesting about him.This man's occupation determines that he will not be swayed by a woman, and she is self-willed enough. She can't let him go away while playing a little bit of sex. She can't die even if she wants to die now, and she doesn't want to. die.

Men are always very complicated creatures. It is not their thing to get it easily or not at all. They just want this kind of will.He has it for granted, but he has not fully obtained it, so he may have a taste.

Xing Xiuyan felt that he couldn't just leave like that at that time, so she stayed like this. If the novelty passed, she would have nothing and all the work would be for nothing.Even if she regards the queen mother as bullshit, she still needs to earn capital to protect herself. Sometimes wanting to die is just a momentary impulse after all, and being a person has feelings that being a Piao doesn't have.

One thing she said to him is absolutely correct, this man is her only choice, and the only man who can protect her.

Gambling and decompression are all true, but she is not sure if the others are true or not.

Anyway, she is playing the role of an affectionate and petty woman, but in the original novel, Daiyu is a bit petty, she treats Baoyu the best and has the worst temper, Baoyu treats her differently, Baochai is not petty, showing gentleness and generosity, Not so much.

Tu Yuanyi suddenly said: "Xiuxiu, how are you living in Beiyuan?"

Xing Xiuyan turned around and pressed against his chest, love is too ethereal, but this person is so stunning, he is not annoying at all when he gets close to him, his eyes are fascinated by lust.

"In the past, I either had an embroidery job at home, or I went to Panxiang Temple to study with Miaoyu. Later, I went to Lin's house and locked myself in a boudoir. I only went to Zhuangzi twice and went to incense three times with Daiyu. The life in Beiyuan was similar. Even if I don’t have any relatives or sisters, it’s fine if the sage visits me often. Or if the sage allows me to write the scriptures, I’ll be ambitious and life will be easier.”

"Your story is not good." It's all about two beautiful men who cherish each other, and finally love and hate, sadomasochistic love, of course, there are some who support each other, but few.But all in all, the emperor's love of listening to stories at the beginning of the end of the straight man's cancer was also due to other elements in the stories, and had nothing to do with "attacking and suffering the truth".

Xing Xiuyan thought about it, Yue Qing was really too good at the beginning, and she learned the knowledge in that direction from her, but she fell into a deep pit and was ruined.

"I don't write Danmei anymore, and I don't write about gifted scholars and beautiful ladies. I can try to write Romance."

He hugged her, lowered his head to look at her, his phoenix eyes were gentle, and said: "That can only be shown to others after my interrogation."

"In ancient times, there must be a political review!" Xiuyan twitched the corner of her mouth.

Tu Yuanyi asked curiously: "Could it be that the emperor showed you what you wrote before?"

Xing Xiuyan couldn't laugh or cry, she heard "zhen trial" as "political trial", so she explained it again.

Tu Yuanyi smiled lightly, stroked her cheek, lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, and said, "I'll let you out of Beiyuan in two days, and play wherever you like in the palace. I ran into the empress. I don’t have many concubines. Empress Yang is the first wife I married back then. She should have passed away long ago. I saved her back then. She is just a little... There is nothing wrong with being in charge of the harem , Her father and brother are loyal to me, and I can't abolish her, otherwise the minister will drown me with spit. The other concubines don't care. I can't remember exactly."

It is rare for him to explain to her, as the emperor, he never needs to explain to women, but recently he has been immersed in love, and when he is the happiest, he also suffers from the same sense of gain and loss as ordinary men, only mildly , and he will never admit it.

However, Tu Yuanyi's former emperor should be sad, but Yang's father and son have always been loyal to him. Even if his original wife, the queen, and the eldest son of the emperor are also dead, they cannot be the ancestral home of the next emperor.When the emperor had few people of his own to use, Yuan Yi remembered very clearly the suffering, so even if he had no affection for Empress Yang in this life, he should also be grateful for the selfless loyalty of the Yang family and his son in the previous life.

The system of the Great Zhou Dynasty inherited the Ming Dynasty to some extent. It is unlikely that Yang's father and son rebelled, and Tu Yuanyi did not need to use the harem to keep the throne.But to be an emperor, to make a difference, just like developing a company, it depends on people, money, things, law and culture, among which people are the first.No matter how much he prefers Xing Xiuyan in his heart, if he has to, he will not lose the heart of his loyal courtiers who are useful to him, but better control others.

"I don't remember exactly what it means, but this is, withdraw/ruthless." She almost said pull/hang/ruthless, which is an adjective used by the great writer Mo Yan.

He couldn't help his eyebrows turning cold, but she threw herself on his chest, occupied the high ground, put her hand next to his ear, stretched out her hand to hook his chin, looked at him with evil eyes, and said, "beauties can't remember too much." Clean me up, I'll be sad."

Tu Yuanyi turned over and pressed her back, and said with a smile: "You are such a little fairy, I can't forget it even if I want to."

Xing Xiuyan said: "If the sage is half as good to me as before, my life will be easier."

"Little heartless, isn't I not treating you well enough now?" He stroked her hair tenderly, and said, "Are you still blaming me for letting you draft into the palace? But I am not a prince, and I have already established a queen." , the only way for you to enter the palace is the draft."

Xing Xiuyan said: "It would be good for me if a sage treats me as Jieyu."

Tu Yuanyi said: "If you are favored by me, what is the position of Jieyu? I don't like it, and it's no fun for you to be a queen. Xiuxiu, how can anyone in the world take all the benefits of the world? You already have it." My favorite, it's just a bit of a loss in name."

Xing Xiuyan hehe: "Cheating Ah Piao? It's just a bit of a loss in fame, so I don't consider a saint as my husband, but a saint as my face. I also like the saint the most in my heart, and it's just a bit of a loss in the name of a saint."

Tu Yuanyi couldn't help scolding: "Presumptuous!"

Xing Xiuyan was just talking about it, knowing that it was impossible for him to punish her in bed, Xing Xiuyan said: "Forget it, anyway, you are the emperor, and what you said is the golden rule. However, I didn't mean to offend your majesty. I don't have the capital to put a saint in front of me. I say this, just thinking of a saint and Confucius' words: "What you don't want you to do to others hastily". Does the saint want me to respect and love you as a woman, or I respect and love you as a dog, if a sage doesn't treat me as a woman, how can I have a woman's heart?"

Tu Yuanyi couldn't help thinking deeply, his thinking had never been in this dimension, he paused and said: "I don't treat you like a dog, you are my woman."

Xing Xiuyan also knew that it was too difficult to instill respect for women in an ancient feudal emperor, and he must not act too hastily.

Xing Xiuyan pressed against him again, leaning on his chest, and said leisurely: "I know the sage doesn't want me to be a dog. Even in the past, the uncle didn't treat me like a dog, but the uncle is used to being the 'big patriarch' who speaks loudly. Some, but he will still love me. Uncle left the fruit of Xianfu for me to eat, because I eat everything outside like chewing wax, only the fruit tastes good. I don’t have a body, and my uncle will make it for me. I despise my uncle's ugly work at the beginning, but my uncle's craftsmanship has been improving. My lotus root body has no clothes to wear, and my uncle went to the world to steal beautiful clothes. I cried that my uncle's body without hair and bald head was too ugly, and my uncle went to the world to steal it. I bought the hair of other girls to make my hair. I don’t like to practice and feel bored, so my uncle will take me for a walk in the world; my lotus root is useless, and I can’t go very far, so my uncle will carry me on his back. Uncle wanted to practice, and I sneaked into the world alone, and the big black dog that could read ghosts barked at me. Dog. I became Xing Xiuyan. I didn’t like embroidery in the past. I just practiced hard because I wanted to live. But I thought in my heart that if my uncle was by my side, I wouldn’t be able to bear Xiu’er’s hard work on embroidery. I was born in a poor family. Sometimes some disciples said that I was good-looking, because I was the niece of Mrs. Jia She, the first-class general, so they dared not rape me. Jia She’s family would always be unlucky. I have become Xiangling, and I have no place to reason. Later, when the younger sister of the Shi family came, I was actually very happy. I made good friends with her. If the Rongguo Mansion falls in the future and I haven’t married yet, she comes from an official family and can take care of her. Me one or two, I always feel sorry for Huier, who treats me sincerely because of my calculations, so I have to treat her better on weekdays, so as to make up for my impure motives. Whether it's my parents, Jia Amnesty, or Shi's family, there is no one. Hello Uncle. I think about Uncle every day, thinking and thinking, Uncle just won’t come. I’m blind, Uncle finally came, Uncle is the emperor, I’m so happy, I’m finally going to be a princess, no one will dare You bullied me. It doesn’t matter if my uncle doesn’t seal me up for now. I’ll be tough on my uncle. My uncle will always agree. My uncle loves Xiu’er the most. My uncle is Xiu’er’s most important person, and she’s also the hope of staying alive. Every time Xiu’er is in trouble When I was young, I just thought about going through it, so that I could see my uncle. I love my uncle, that’s why I suffered so much when the saint wanted to accept me. It’s so hard for me to tear up all the feelings and memories in my heart. Do it. The saint is young and unrestrained, and I also like the saint, but when I miss my uncle in my heart, I will blame the saint. This kind of contradictory mood has a cause and effect, if the saint can't understand, don't blame me."

Tu Yuanyi used to think deeply about her question, and felt a little uncomfortable. People always feel uncomfortable when they want to change their deep-rooted ideas and misunderstand, let alone the emperor.

But at this time, listening to her daughter's thoughts, speaking softly, and recalling the past with her words, there is already a lingering feeling in her heart.However, the ancients and modern people, the three views of the emperor and the three views of modern women are too different.She has always regarded him as an uncle in her heart, but he regarded her as his own woman, because Gein was a ghost back then, so he couldn't enjoy the joy of fish and water.But a woman ate and slept with him, had seen the "body skin" (the form of the ghost's consciousness), and was hugged by him. Later, the body was made by his magic. How could she not be his woman?Back then, I couldn't touch her, and there was no one else around, so I didn't bother to let her be called uncle.And as Emperor Suzong, he was also proud, so he couldn't explain it to her.

Tu Yuanyi gently caressed her back, and there was a lingering meaning in his heart that he couldn't explain clearly, and said: "I don't blame you, you have always been my beauty, and I still love you the most."

Because Xing Xiuyan heard the rumors of the "fox spirit", she realized that there might be enemies outside, and she wanted to protect herself instead of making progress, so she had to play tricks.These words are very grasping of a man's psychology, the relationship between uncle and nephew is the foundation, but she lost it and made him feel guilty, and he also read it a little bit, and then satisfies the psychology of a woman with a straight man and cancer to admire him, and then the admiration is slightly insufficient. .There are such rumors outside, she must be the target of public criticism if she goes out, she is a young talent, if she is asked to go out to fight with women in the palace and fight with the queen mother, she must not be able to.

What's more, it's better to be familiar with it than to be a raw one. When doing business, you can meet the boss to reminisce about the old days and get in touch with each other, and then give a reasonable quotation that makes the boss's heart flutter.She will definitely get the project!

Going to argue with the business competitors under the "Harem Company" and getting twice the result with half the effort, then she is not an author, and she is not an outbreak of complex conflicting emotions of human beings, she is a complete idiot.

At this time, she really said these words and fell into his arms, but she was a little dazed. In fact, what she said was eight percent true, but if it was her personality, she would not tell him. After she became Xing Xiuyan, she didn't look forward to her uncle appearing every day.

As a modern woman, how many setbacks and human feelings have she suffered, and when will she point to the coming of God or the salvation of men by heroes?Isn't everything calculated by yourself?

She defends herself by relying on the power of the Rongfu, makes money from embroidery, makes friends who are beneficial, and pretends to be an ancient lady's demeanor, words and deeds to make people feel good. These are not things that a woman who wholeheartedly points at men will do.

In this way, Gein, a straight man with cancer, will feel more pity for a weak woman who is only thinking about him.

Nine out of ten unsatisfactory things in life, she must be unsatisfactory in the matter of marriage, she wants to be a concubine.

She also wants to trick these little women who she used to despise to men.

They are all things that have never been done before. Everything has a beginning. She can no longer be clean, so she can only try to maintain the rest of her conscience when she wants to do it unconsciously.

The two embraced each other and slept without going into details.