Life in the Three Kingdoms

They used it in turn, because of the complexity of the formation, it was hard for him to feel whether we couldn't break the formation or didn't want to break it at all. Cao Ren was waiting for his large army to burn Liu Bei's food and grass and then Attacking back and forth, but the result of waiting was that his own food and grass were robbed and the news of the burning troops was delayed.As for the long-distance long march, if there is no food and grass, there will be nothing.

The big picture is set.

I saw that the gunpowder smoke at the foot of the mountain had faded a bit. After all, the number of people had decreased, but I still couldn't see Yuan Zhi from a distance.will you thank meOr blame me for meddling?

Thinking about the sudden gust of wind blowing, it was a bit cold, I thought it was better to go back, but the road down the mountain is so long, fortunately there are horses on fire when going up the mountain, do I have to rely on my two legs when going down?I couldn't help laughing at myself, I'd better wait on the mountain with peace of mind.So I leisurely watched the battle at the bottom of the mountain. Everything was going on as I expected. From being a little nervous at the beginning to being boring later, I fell asleep again without knowing it.

I had a dream after falling asleep.

"Mr. Kong Ming, I like you." Yuhuo in the dream still had bright eyes.

Then I woke up, this scene is very familiar, of course it is very familiar, because it was almost like this before I fell asleep last night, I suddenly remembered the things that I had temporarily forgotten because of the war, and I finished talking about those things in the fire last night After the conversation, I couldn't react for a long time. The information he gave was too fast and direct, and I didn't know what to say.After I was silent for a long time, I heard Yuhuo say in a very low voice: "I'm sorry..." Then I didn't know what to do, and then I fell asleep amidst the entanglement.

For the first time, I found myself so heartless that I not only fell asleep in that situation, but actually forgot after waking up.But it's no wonder, after all, my whole heart is tied to Yuan Zhi, so I don't have any extra thoughts to think about Yuhuo and Zhao Yun, not to mention that the former is just a child, and the latter is just a child's guess.

"Sir?" A voice interrupted my thoughts.

"General Zhao?" I was surprised that it was him who came. After all, the war has just ended, and there should be many things waiting for him to deal with. "Why are you here?"

"Of course it's the hero who came to pick us up." Zhao Yun had a pretty smile, and there was a kind of high-spirited brilliance in his deep eyes, which probably made me feel dizzy every time.

But, on the surface, I was still as calm as ever: "I dare not take it, I don't know what your Master Xu said?"

The moment I asked, I clearly felt that the light in Zhao Yun's eyes dimmed, which made me start to seriously think about whether the speculation in the fire was true?

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☆, cold words

"Mr. Xu didn't know about it yet." Zhao Yun's statement surprised me a bit, "When Yuhuo rushed to the battlefield, the military division was still in front of me giving advice on how to break the formation, but Yuhuo found me and told me what you said directly. I told the lord the same way, but due to time constraints, I did not explain the source of the plan or your existence, but fortunately, the lord immediately decided that this method was feasible, and immediately implemented it.”

After pausing for a moment, Zhao Yun said again: "I'm here to pick you up now. I'm going to introduce you to the lord and explain the situation to him. Come with me."

"Wait, I'm not going."

"why?"

"……"I do not want to say.

"Let me tell you, is it because of Xu Yuanzhi?" Zhao Yun's voice was a little cold.

"Since you already know, why bother to ask?"

"I don't know, how do I know what happened to you?" Zhao Yun's voice seemed to be full of anger, "I can see that you are very nervous about him and he cares about you, but the relationship between you It seems that I just can't talk properly, why?"

"...This has nothing to do with you." Don't ask me, I don't know why, I'm not even sure whether Yuanzhi cares about me, and I'm afraid to face it.

"not my business?"

I was startled by the words gnashing my teeth. I raised my head and looked at Zhao Yun. He looked at me with eyes I had never seen before, anger, sadness, helplessness, and love.

"If the person I love loves me, I don't care what happens. As long as I know that he loves me, I won't give up. But God didn't give me such a chance, I can only let go, and what about you? Now Obviously there is a chance for you to be together, but you are unwilling to do anything, you just want to escape." Zhao Yun said a lot in one breath, and then without giving me any room to reply, he rode his horse and turned around quickly and left.

"Hey, at least you leave the horse to me..." I muttered to myself, my mind went blank.

Fortunately, Zhao Yun came back not long after. It felt like he just went for a walk.

"Get on the horse." He acted like nothing had happened.

"Where to go?"

"I'll take you home first. You've been here for almost a day and a night, and you haven't eaten well, no wonder your head is like a mess."

Head is a mess?Are you talking about me?It's the first time I've heard someone comment on me like this, especially after I just completed a miracle of winning more with less, someone still said that my head is a mess?

Thinking of this, I glared at Zhao Yun, but I didn't expect him to smile.

"I didn't expect that you also have a childish side, and you can stare. I thought you were so mature." Zhao Yun teased.

Sometimes he criticizes my head as a paste, and sometimes laughs at my mind as a child. If it weren't for the fact that I still want to ride his horse back, I would have quit.

So in order to prevent him from hurting me further, and to prevent me from arguing with him, I can only change the topic: "Where are you going tonight?"

"Tonight? All of us will stay in Xinye. Although Cao Ren is defeated, there is still a possibility of sneak attack at night, and we also need to discuss future countermeasures. After all, he has fought Cao Cao several times, and he is paying more and more attention to it. We, we are playing more and more difficult, and we will lose sooner or later.”

"Then I won't go back to Nanyang anymore, you should take me back and arrange my residence in Xinye." Anyway, if I still have to face Huang Yueying when I go home, it doesn't matter if I don't go back.

"Alright." Zhao Yun didn't say anything else, and let me get on the horse first, and then he himself got on the horse and sat behind me, and drove the horse all the way down the mountain.

Back at Xinye’s residence, it was getting late at night, Zhao Yun went to Liu Bei’s office by himself, and then sent Yuhuo to take care of me. To be honest, I think Yuhuo’s work of serving tea and water by my side is really overkill. So I didn't let him do this, but I was willing to let him sit down and teach him something.

From Fuxi's gossip to Sun Tzu's Art of War, I said whatever came to my mind, and I would ask some questions while listening to it, and then I would talk about this issue again, and the chat continued until very late without knowing it.

"Mr. Kong Ming, you really know a lot." Yuhuo kept looking at me with blinking big eyes, and didn't continue to ask until he saw that I was a little tired. He just said, "You've said a lot. I still don’t understand, can I ask you more slowly in the future?”

"after?"

"Aren't you going to join us?" Yuhuo stared at me with twinkling eyes when Yuhuo asked, and I felt a little dizzy.

"No, he doesn't plan to join." When I was thinking about how to answer, a voice suddenly answered for me.

Both Yuhuo and I looked towards the source of the sound, and I saw the person I could dream of countless nights again.

"Yuanzhi...you, why did you come?"

"Did I bother you?" Yuan Zhi's voice seemed to be on fire.

"No..." For a moment I didn't know what to say. Could it be that Zhao Yun and Yuan Zhi said something? I can't understand Yuan Zhi's state these days. Sometimes he seems to hate me very much, and sometimes he looks like he doesn't care.

Instead, Yu Huo spoke up: "Mr. Xu, how do you know that he doesn't plan to join?"

"Are you concerned about this issue?" Yuan Zhi asked back.

Yuhuo asked again: "Is it not possible?"

Yuan Zhi didn't intend to continue entangled with Yu Huo, but directly approached me and asked, "Are you really planning to join us?"

You, us——his words clearly demarcated from me, as if he was declaring that he had nothing to do with me, and he couldn't help feeling a pang of pain in his heart.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Yuan Zhi thought that I had acquiesced, and continued to ask: "For Zhao Yun? Or for him?" At this point, Yuan Zhi pointed to Yu Huo.

Can't you think it's for you? A voice in my heart almost forced me to yell out, but the words turned into: "It's just for the two of them, what does it have to do with you?"

"Are you really telling the truth?" Yuan Zhi asked.

"Yes!" In a hurry, the words were unobstructed.

Yuan Zhi stared at me fiercely, clenched his fists with both hands, there was almost a prelude to a flash flood, but in the end it still didn't happen, the scene stopped awkwardly for a long time, Yuan Zhi's eyes finally became more and more The darker he was, the fist in his hand loosened, and then he turned and left without saying a word.

Looking at his leaving back, the bitterness in my heart is indescribable. Compared with the bewilderment I felt when Zhao Yun got on his horse and left me during the day, now I can feel the piercing pain, and at the same time, I have a premonition. I seem to be losing him forever.

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☆, farewell

I stayed in the post house in Xinye just like that, and stayed for several days. Ever since Yuanzhi suddenly appeared and left that night, I have never seen him again.

Zhao Yun and Yuhuo would come to see me sometimes, but they didn't sit around or talk much, and they didn't ask me about whether I wanted to be with Liu Bei, nor asked me about me and Yuan Zhi, but I don't dare to mention it, I always feel that every time someone comes, the atmosphere is very weird, even a natural optimist like Yuhuo becomes taciturn when he sees me, and doesn't know what to say.

Until one night, Zhao Yun came to see me as usual and talked a little bit, but I always felt that he was a little different today.

Sure enough, seemingly inadvertently, he suddenly said: "Are you going to see him off tomorrow? This may be your last chance to see Xu Shu."

"what?"

"Xu Shu is leaving tomorrow."

"Where to go?"

Zhao Yun gave me a slightly surprised look: "You really don't know? It seems that Yuhuo never told you, and Xu Shu never came to look for you."

"Tell me, where is Yuanzhi going?"

"He will leave here tomorrow to join Cao Cao."

"What? Why?" I was shocked.

"Are you sure you want to know from me?" Zhao Yun looked at me and said, "You can send him off tomorrow, and you will know then. If you don't come, I'm afraid you won't be able to let him go for the rest of your life."

"Why should I go? Why didn't he come to find me?" I asked Zhao Yun like this, and I also asked myself like this, remembering that Yuanzhi almost kissed me that day, and now thinking about it, I even suspect that it was my dream. From the beginning to the end, he always understood me Thoughts, but I still don't understand what he thinks.Unexpectedly, he is leaving tomorrow and going to seek refuge with Cao Cao, but he still doesn't come to me and doesn't tell me. I even got the news that he is leaving from other people. The situation seems to be that they don't take me seriously anyway.

"Anyway, I won't go."

"Anyway, it's time for me to go. It's up to you whether you want to go or not. I'll tell you just because I'm afraid that you will blame me if you find out in the future. It's best if you don't go." Zhao Yun teased, although his raised eyebrows and eyes had a kind of It's indescribably charming, but I don't have the heart to read more.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhao Yun said again: "Do you want me to accompany you tonight?"

The voice is unattainably gentle.

"Kong Ming is indebted to the wrong love, and I ask the general to come back early."

The wording is carefully perfunctory.

"You..." Zhao Yunchang sighed, "Then I'll go back first, it looks like things are going to change tonight, you should put more quilts on the bed."

After Zhao Yun left, he felt that his whole body had softened. It was so late, and Yuan Zhi obviously wouldn't come, so it can be seen that he really didn't intend to come to say goodbye to me. He was disheartened, so it's better to go to bed early and not think about so many things .

This night, it really became much colder as Zhao Yun said, but I didn't listen to him to add a quilt, so I was so cold that I almost didn't sleep all night, and it rained heavily in the second half of the night, and I could hear the sound of hitting the porch eaves .

In front of the heavy rain corridor at night,

Luo Quen wins sleepless nights with an iron pillow.

Suddenly dreamed that the old man lined up the horses,

Startled with tears in his eyes.

The next day it was only dawn, and I got up, not intending to see him off, but hoping that he would come to say goodbye.To be honest, I don't care why he went to join Cao Cao, and I don't think it's a bad thing, as long as he says, I can let him go, but I can't accept him as if I don't exist, nothing. Tell me, don't even tell me you're leaving.

The guy who got up early and swept the floor in the post house watched me pacing back and forth in the yard, and couldn't help frowning: "Guest officer, can you go back to the room to rest for a while, and then come out to relax after I clean up, otherwise you will How do I sweep around?"

I gave him a wry smile, it seems that now even the servants think I'm a nuisance and an eyesore, let alone Yuan Zhi.Seeing my smile, the boy actually stopped the broom in his hand, smiled back at me foolishly, and stopped persuading me to go in and rest.

Yuan Zhi, why, it seems that you are the only one who is always unmoved by my every frown and smile?

Later, I was still walking around in the yard, and the time passed by, I couldn’t tell whether it was fast or slow, and it was almost noon. It seemed that he had already left, and the sun became scorching hot, so I had to turn around and prepare to go back. I stayed in the house, but I heard someone calling me.

"Kong Ming!"

It was a familiar yet unfamiliar voice, a voice I had heard every day but hadn't heard in a long time recently.

I turned around, surprised and surprised: "You haven't left yet?"

It was Yuan Zhi who I had been looking forward to for a long time. Before he could answer, he rushed forward and hugged me. I struggled subconsciously for a few times, but I fell silent in his arms. The first time he hugged me, he still hugged me so tightly that I couldn't even breathe.

"You know I'm leaving, so why don't you come see me off?"

"Since you are leaving, why didn't you come and dismiss me?" When I looked at him, my eyes could not help but mist.

Yuan Zhi brushed my eyes with trembling hands, and when he spoke again, he choked up: "My mother was arrested by Cao Cao, and he used this to threaten me to go to him. I have to go."

"What? Does Liu Bei know?"

"know."

"Then he is willing to let you go..."

"Yes, so, before I left, I recommended you to him."

"What did you say!" Hearing this, I pushed Yuan Zhi away, "I thought that you came to find me now because you planned to take me away with you."

Yuan Zhi shook his head, and said with a sad face: "No, I'm here to persuade you to join Liu Bei's camp. Before, it was my fault."

"Haha, haha..." I looked at Yuan Zhi, couldn't help but burst out laughing, and even burst into tears, "It's so funny... Who do you think you are? You were the one who didn't want me to join Liu Bei's camp before, Now you are the one who said this when you were leaving! Did you come to me to persuade me to help Liu Bei? Why did I listen to you? Why did you keep repeating so much?...I just found out now I don't understand you at all, do you understand yourself, Yuan Zhi?"

"Kong Ming, don't be like this...I..." Yuan Zhi stretched out his hand to grab me, not letting me continue to lean forward and laugh, but instead clasped my shoulders tightly with both hands, so that I could only look up and face him, " I have never dared to tell you the truth... You, have always radiated a light that seems to be able to dim everything around you, and make everyone around you fascinated by you."

I was stunned when I heard it, so I was like this in Yuan Zhi's heart?

"However, what you showed was completely different from what you said..." I still couldn't believe it.

"Because I'm afraid!" Yuan Zhi raised his voice, "I'm afraid that I'm getting deeper and deeper, and I fell in love with you before you found out that you like me, but I keep suppressing myself, because I know that you won't Belong to anyone, because you belong to this world, you can always inadvertently point out the country and see through people's hearts, I really don't deserve you like this."

"...Whether you are worthy or not is not up to you." It turns out that you have been thinking this way, why didn't you say it earlier, why at this time, I am already a husband, and you are about to leave..."Now , I just want to ask you, I want to go with you, I don't care about anything but you, will you take me away?"

The author has something to say:

☆, coercion

"Kong Ming, stop talking." Yuan Zhi put his fingers between my lips, "You know that I have to go this time as a last resort, Cao Cao threatened me with my mother, and Liu Bei was willing to let me go to save my mother, Don’t you know which one is better? Maybe Cao Cao is ruthless enough to make big things happen, but I’m afraid that when big things happen, he will die like a rabbit. I won’t let you accompany me to take risks, and I won’t let you give up for me Your principle, you used to keep saying that Cao Cao is really a traitor, and you must not associate with him, have you forgotten it now?"

"I..." I didn't know what to say for a while, and I didn't know whether to leave or stay.

"You stay." Yuan Zhi seemed to have opened up the conversation box, saying a lot of things that he hadn't said before, "I can see that Zhao Yun and the kid next to him like you very much, that's why I didn't let you join Liu Bei before. Their reasons, I can't bear the way Zhao Yun looks at you, I've been suppressing myself so much, but he seems to be afraid that you don't know... But now, I'm doomed to have no chance to be with you, at least you stay , and someone else can treat you better."

"What are you? Why do I have to decide my choice? Do I have to listen to whoever I am with?"

"No, you can choose Zhao Yun, or that Yuhuo, or even Huang Yueying, it's up to you to decide, but please forget about me, I'm leaving, and it's too late if I don't leave. I've said goodbye to Liu Bei and the others, once again Turning back to see you, I really didn't want to come, but I couldn't let it go..."

"You come to tell me this now, I wish you didn't come! You go, I don't want to hear you say this!"

"Kong Ming..." Yuan Zhi seemed to want to say something, but I didn't want to hear it anymore, I threw away his hand holding my shoulder, and went back to the room without looking back.

I could hear Yuan Zhi chasing after me a few steps behind me, but he stopped immediately and left.

He left just like that, and I sat on the bed in the house, my brain was in a mess. I met ten years ago during a outing in the countryside. At that time, I was just like an ordinary teenager. I didn’t understand the country, the world, or him. I just feel that he is different from the people I have known before. He does not have the impetuousness and noise of young people. He is always so quiet, with a kind of stability and wisdom.

Later, I thought I understood him and fell in love with him, but only now did I realize that I still don't understand. His love is the same as the mature wisdom in him, bottomless yet unwilling to show others.

Tears, one drop or two, just fell quietly like this, moistening the corners of the mouth and the back of the hands.

In a trance, I suddenly heard someone knocking on the door. Is it Zhao Yun, or is it in the fire, or is it Yuan Zhi who left and returned?Thinking of this, I couldn't wait to get up and open the door. Before I could wipe off the tears on my face, I opened the door.

However, the people outside the door were far beyond my expectations.

"You are... Ming'er?" I hope I called her name correctly, Huang Yueying's maid whom I have only met a few times.

Ming'er seemed surprised to see me in such a dazed state, but she soon realized why she came: "Sir, madam, please go home immediately."

"Go home? Now?" This was even more unexpected to me. Ever since I knew that Huang Yueying was behind my back, she left home and was drunk all the time, she never cared that I didn't say a word, and now suddenly If you want me to go home, I really don't know what to do again.

"Yes, Madam said that if you refuse to go back, let me give you this letter." Then, Ming'er handed me an envelope.

I took the envelope, opened it, and immediately changed my expression, Huang Yueying, you are really so ruthless, do you think you can get me like this?But I couldn't ignore the contents of the letter, so I had no choice but to say to Ming'er: "Let's go, I'll go back with you right away."

Along the way, I didn't have a good look at Ming'er. In my opinion, she was Huang Yueying, the little devil next to Hades, and Ming'er seemed to have seen my attitude towards her, so she didn't have anything to say to me, and was careful all the way.

When I got home, Huang Yueying was not waiting for me at the door as I expected. I searched for someone to find the bedroom, only to find that she was sitting quietly on the bed in her pajamas, her hair was loosely tied, and her eyebrows were lightly brushed. It seemed that she was not the same as before. It's so ugly, but I'm just angry and not in the mood to appreciate it.

"Do you think you can make me change my mind by doing this? Do you think you will have a chance when Yuan Zhi leaves?" I raised my hand and threw the letter on her body.

Huang Yueying didn't even frown, but said lightly: "Let me remind you again, what I said in the letter is not a joke." After finishing speaking, she took off half of her skirt loosely, revealing her fragrant shoulders, and then smiled at me mockingly and charmingly.

"You!..." I was so impatient that I couldn't speak for a moment. The letter said that the Cai family had arranged for someone to be on the way Yuan Zhi was leaving, waiting to kill him at any time. Straight life, and if there is no news of Huang Yueying's flying pigeons within two days, the killer will retreat.

For two days, does she mean that she wants me to be her doll for two days, to be manipulated by her...

"Do you think this is interesting?" I was not willing to give in and did not want to take risks, so I could only delay it temporarily, my brain spinning rapidly to think of a way.

"You don't need to say these things to delay time or shake my determination. Either I send a letter to let Xu Shu die, or you just listen to me." Huang Yueying's words were surprisingly cold, but the movements of her hands were surprisingly gentle. He took off his clothes, even stood up half naked and walked forward, hooking my neck.

I didn't dare to move, I stood there stiff like a piece of wood, and closed my eyes.

Forget that I owe her, I comforted myself, after all, I first regarded her as a gamble, first involved her innocently, and now I should make up for the mistakes I made to her.So I desperately let her untie the clothes on me slowly, I could feel her breathing quickened, her face was getting closer and closer to my breast, and the scorching breath just spit out in the air. On my sensitive skin, I couldn't control the tears.

At this time, a sudden gust of wind blew by, and the heat in front of me suddenly disappeared, and I opened my eyes in doubt.

I saw that Zhao Yun had already knocked Huang Yueying down with the scabbard, and the latter fell unconscious on the ground, while Zhao Yun stood there and looked at me angrily.

"Why did you come?" I took a long breath, relieved.

"Before you talk nonsense, put on your clothes first." Zhao Yun's tone was extremely bad, he bent down and grabbed my scattered clothes and threw them to me, then turned his head and didn't look at me.

Only then did I realize that looking at myself, fortunately, I was still wearing the pants, but the top was basically unbuttoned, so it wouldn’t be too embarrassing. I asked while wearing it, "When did you come?" Coincidentally stepping on the key time point to appear.

Zhao Yun didn't answer, and since his back was facing me, I couldn't see his expression, so I didn't know if he heard my question, so I repeated: "When did you come?"

Zhao Yun still didn't answer, just turned around and looked at me.

Those eyes were filled with anger and desire.

The author has something to say:

☆, part-time

Although Yuhuo told me before that Zhao Yun liked me, Yuan Zhi also said, and Zhao Yun himself expressed such meaning, but I didn't really feel it.But now, seeing Zhao Yun's eyes, I immediately understood his feelings.This understanding even scares me.

I was only half dressed, but Zhao Yun had already turned to face me, and I immediately grabbed the unfinished clothes in front of me nervously.

Seeing my reaction, the anger and desire in Zhao Yun's eyes became even worse. Under my extreme nervousness, he finally spoke: "I have been standing outside the door, and she said that either Xu Shu's life or yours will be killed. At that time, I will arrive, originally I just wanted to hear your answer, but I didn't hear the sound for a long time, I was worried about something, so I opened the door and looked in, and it turned out..." At this point, the desire in Zhao Yun's voice faded, only He was left with anger, "I really didn't expect that you could do this for Xu Shu! You really opened my eyes, what does he, Xu Yuanzhi, deserve that you do for him?"

"I'm sorry." I don't know why I said these three words, but I really don't know what to say.

Zhao Yun probably didn't expect that I would apologize, and his temper softened all of a sudden: "I'm sorry, you should say these words to yourself, and Xu Shu, do you think that if Xu Shu knows that you do this for him, he can still do it?" Do you want to live in this world?"

Hearing this, I felt a shock in my head, I suddenly looked up at Zhao Yun, and almost shouted at him: "Quick, take me to chase Yuanzhi!"

"What are you going to do again?" Zhao Yun was very dissatisfied with my reaction, and his anger came up again.

"Hurry up, it's too late, I'll talk to you as we go." As I said that, I dragged Zhao Yun and ran outside until I reached the thatched hut. I saw that Zhao Yun was riding a horse. I was not good at riding and shooting since I was a child. Yuan Zhi and I have nothing to be polite to Zhao Yun, so I just said, "I can't ride a horse, so take me to chase."

"No, wait, I'll go back." Just as I was about to get on the horse, I suddenly remembered that Huang Yueying was still unconscious on the bedroom floor, what if she woke up in the past two days and asked the killer over there to do it, so I went back and called Jiang Xiao.

I asked Jiang Xiao to help me help Huang Yueying who was unconscious to the bed, and then tied her limbs to the bed post with red strings, and then gave Jiang Xiao a pack of calming and tranquilizing medicine - I often rely on this for light sleep during this time The medicine came to sleep, so I told Jiang Xiao to watch over Huang Yueying day and night, and if she showed any signs of waking up, Huang Yueying should be given the medicine no matter what. To be on the safe side, try to prevent her from doing anything for three days. I saw Yuan Zhi.

Jiang Xiao quietly listened to all my orders, without asking why, he just said yes, he has been with me for so many years, I like his temperament very much.

As for Ming'er, just in case, I can only ask Zhao Yun to knock her unconscious in the same way as I did to Yueying, and then hand it over to Jiang Xiao to follow suit.Although I can't bear it, but time is tight, and I can't think of other perfect solutions, so I can only use this bad strategy.Thinking of all the things Huang Yueying did to me, I left in relief.

Going out again, Zhao Yun reluctantly got on the horse, then pulled me to sit in front of him, and set off.

"Hurry up." I said anxiously.

"Why are you going to tell me what you are going to do? What kind of play is this singing?" Zhao Yun was almost mad at me.

"I said, I said, this is because you reminded me, you said that if Yuanzhi knew that I did something very excessive because someone threatened me with his life, Yuanzhi would not be able to live. For the same reason, Cao Cao took Yuanzhi's mother You don’t know that his mother is also a strong-tempered person, I’m afraid that Yuan Zhi’s departure will harm his mother instead.”

"At this level, Xu Shu himself would not have thought of it?"

"This, I'm afraid I'm just like I was just now. I'm anxious and chaotic. I don't have the heart to think about it. Even if I think about it, I don't want to think about it, because I really can't think of a better way." Hey, when I said this, I suddenly felt that I was really kidding before. Temperament, Yuan Zhi has been forced to this point, and I still don't want to send him to see him for the last time, and he can still think of seeing me at that time, what more can I ask for.

Zhao Yun stopped talking, but he swung the whip more frequently, and the horse ran faster.

It's getting late, the new moon is rising, now it's been more than half a day since Yuan Zhi left, and Yuan Zhi must be in a hurry, I don't know when we will catch up with him, we can only hurry day and night, tonight is destined Going on horseback, although I am weak, I have no complaints or regrets for Yuan Zhi, and it is not particularly hard to just sit and do nothing, but I feel a little bit hard Zhao Yun, he looks a little tired, in order to rush to the My family has been looking for me to ride a horse all afternoon. I have been fighting for several days and discussing important plans with Liu Bei and the others and have not had a good rest. Now I have to travel all night because of my business. I feel really sorry.

"You don't have to be sorry." Zhao Yun seemed to hear my heart, "I just don't want you to leave any regrets, otherwise you will never forget him for the rest of your life."

I didn't intend to forget him, I said in my heart, but couldn't bear to say it.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Zhao Yun thought I was tired, and whispered in my ear: "If you can fall asleep, you can rest on the horse for a while, and you can sleep well when I find a post station to change horses at dawn."

"No, I'm not going to sleep. I'll wait for you when you change horses, and we'll leave right away." I turned around and said eagerly to him, but met his heartbroken eyes, my heart was flustered for a moment, and I turned my head away immediately.

"That's fine, up to you." Zhao Yun didn't say any more, but I could feel the bitterness in his words.

The road to catch up with Yuanzhi was much farther than I imagined. We rode until dawn and still did not see Yuanzhi. At dawn, we arrived at a small post station, and Zhao Yun stopped his horse.Zhao Yun got off the horse first, and then stretched out his hand to pick me off the horse. When I got off the horse, I felt dizzy for a while. If Zhao Yun hadn't supported me, I would have fallen to the ground.

"Are you okay? Let's take a rest." Zhao Yun asked.

I saw that Zhao Yun's eyes were bloodshot, even if he is a warrior, I guess my situation will only be worse than his.But I still held on and shook my head. After shaking my head, my eyes went dark and I passed out.

When I woke up again, I was already sleeping on a warm bed, and Zhao Yun was holding the medicine and looking at me.

"You're awake, I'll help you get up and drink your medicine."

"No," I pushed his hand away, and I sat up forcefully and was about to get off the bed, "Where is this place? Why don't you take me and keep going, or you can go first, it's too late!"

"Sit down for me first!" Zhao Yun's tone was very bad, almost commanding, "We have already arrived at Xudu."

"What did you say?"

"Well, I was worried that you would wake up and hate me for not continuing to take you away, so I just hired a carriage on the spot and continued to take you away. We have been here for half a day."

"What about Yuan Zhi?" I asked anxiously.

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Zhao Yun didn't answer my question right away. He looked at me with meaningful eyes, then handed me the medicine, and said, "You drink the medicine first, and I'll answer."

"Why?" Seeing that he didn't mean to explain, and I didn't want to argue so much, I immediately took the medicine and drank it down.

"Can you talk now?"

Zhao Yun showed a very hesitant expression for the first time, which made me feel worried. Did something happen to Yuan Zhi, or did something happen to Yuan Zhi's mother?

Seeing that Zhao Yun was still frowning and did not speak for a long time, I could only ask cautiously: "Is he alright?"

Zhao Yun nodded.

"Then, what about his mother?"

Zhao Yun didn't respond now, so I understood.Presumably he also saw my epiphany expression, so he said to me: "I'm sorry, it's still a little late."

"You don't need to say sorry, I'm going to find him, where is he?" Now that I know what happened, I'm not in a hurry to learn more details from Zhao Yun. I want to know if he is okay, his mother died because of him, I'm afraid he won't be able to think about it for a while.

"I made porridge for you, I'll get it, and I'll tell you after you drink it." Zhao Yun was about to get up and go out after speaking.

"Zhao