Life in the Three Kingdoms

You can also use this to kill Cao Jun's morale and let them stop for a while. "

"I'm afraid I won't be able to do what my lord wants." I immediately poured cold water on him, "Although the victory or defeat this time is obvious, for Cao Jun, it's just a loss of part of the vanguard, and it doesn't hurt the bones. heart is stronger."

"Then according to what the military adviser said, what should I do?"

"My lord, do you still remember what Liang said a few days ago? Please allow Liang to go to Jiangxia to ask Mr. Liu Qi for help."

Liu Bei thought for a while, and felt that the first hurdle before him had passed, so he nodded and agreed with me to leave for the time being.

"Liang hopes to leave as soon as possible, why not go on the road overnight." As I was saying this, someone suddenly broke into Qibao from outside the door.

It was only humane: "Report! We caught a suspicious person while patrolling around. We suspect that it is an enemy spy. How should we deal with it?"

Liu Bei was a little surprised how Cao Jun's secret work would arrive so soon, and stood up uneasy: "You bring him here, we need to find out."

So someone came out to lead the order, and after a while, one person was escorted in. The detained person was completely soaked, and even his hair was covered in a mess in front of his face. He was extremely embarrassed, but I still recognized him at the first sight!

"Yuan Zhi!" I couldn't restrain my excitement and rushed in front of him, "Why are you here?"

The soldier who was holding Yuan Zhi saw this posture, and naturally let go. Yuan Zhi couldn't stand up for a while and fell towards me, so I stepped forward to hold his arm, and then took him to the seat next to him to help him Sitting down, this series of actions were so natural and smooth that I completely ignored Zilong's complex expression behind me who was staring at us.

"Yuanzhi, why do you look like this?" Liu Bei walked over with concern.

Yuan Zhi just sat down, and when he saw Liu Bei approaching, he got up and saluted: "Uncle Liu Huang, I came from the Baihe River. Cao's army doesn't have much water, so you are not in danger for the time being. It's just that Cao Cao's army has arrived and ordered to fill the river. What will you do next?"

Liu Bei was about to answer, but I stopped him with a wave of my hand.

I turned to Yuan Zhi and said, "Are you here to spy or to persuade you to surrender?"

My tone was as cold as ice, even freezing the atmosphere around me at this moment.Many people began to look at Yuanzhi with unfriendly eyes.

Yuan Zhi shook his head helplessly and smiled: "Kong Ming, you still know everything, and you can't hide anything from you."

Yuan Zhi's answer obviously made the scene even more rigid.

Instead, I smiled relaxedly: "Cao Jun has just suffered a defeat, and he will definitely forge ahead to avenge his shame and strengthen military discipline, so you must not be able to hide it from them, so you must use reasons such as persuading Cao Cao to let him go. However, Seeing how readily you admit it, is there something else going on?"

Hearing what I said, everyone around breathed a sigh of relief, but held their breath and waited for what Yuan Zhi had to say.

But Yuan Zhi's expression turned solemn: "Kong Ming, you really understand me..." After muttering so softly, he returned to normal, "I do have something to do, but it's not suitable now." Looking around, I immediately understood that he felt that there were too many people present.

So I suggested: "My lord, Yuan Zhi is here to swim at night, it must be very hard, let him change into clean clothes and rest for a while before we talk about it."

Liu Bei nodded quickly when he heard it: "Oh, it's my fault that I was so excited about the reunion that I forgot the etiquette. What the military adviser said is very true. Since Yuan Zhi is your old friend, you can arrange everything."

"Yes, my lord." I agreed without hesitation, and then left the conference hall with Yuan Zhi.

On the way back to my room after we left, I couldn't help but speak first: "What the hell happened, what do you want to say?"

"Don't ask me first, I want to ask you what happened?"

"What do you mean?" I couldn't react for a while.

"It seems that you don't know yet." Yuan Zhi actually showed a long-lost smile, that expression seemed to go back ten years, the smug smile of a boy when I first met him, he kept smiling like that. , "This is the first time that something has been successfully hidden from you for so long, but you haven't discovered it until now? I arranged for Ru Lin to be by your side."

"What?" I was really shocked this time.

"Sure enough, you didn't find out, otherwise he would not be able to send me information so smoothly. I'm afraid you don't know that he has been communicating with me. He will tell me no matter what happens to you."

It was then that I remembered that every time I asked Xu Feng about Yuan Zhi, he would leave it clean, but he had a clear understanding of the things between us and Zilong and me. It turned out that there was a reason for all of this.

"Then..." I was a little afraid that Yuanzhi would know something, "What did you mean when you said you wanted to ask me what happened?"

Yuan Zhi frowned: "Not long ago, Rulin sent me a letter saying that something happened to you that he couldn't tell, so I came here."

It seems that he doesn't know yet. I feel a little relieved, but I don't know how to interface.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Yuan Zhi continued: "Ru Lin and I met shortly after my mother died. Only then did I know that I have such a younger brother who was left behind. After all, they are blood relatives. We hit it off right away. It was too late to meet each other, and soon we talked about everything, and when we mentioned you later, he wanted to see you very much, so we reached the current practice tacitly, let him find a way to contact you, and then help you as much as possible."

When Yuan Zhi said this, I interrupted him.

"Then what Rulin said to me is also your idea? For example, what are you ashamed of me... and something about Zilong?"

Yuan Zhi understood what I was asking as soon as he heard it, and replied: "Yes, because there is no possibility for me and you, but I hope you can live well."

Live well, Yuan Zhi's words are very simple, but the affection is very deep, but I didn't give me time to immerse myself in it, and then he continued the topic just now: "But, that Ru Lin who said everything to me before , I suddenly kept silent about something, so I couldn't rest assured, I must come and see."

"You...are you still worried about me?" When the words came out, even I disliked the sour taste in my tone.

"Why have I ever let you down?" Yuan Zhi asked back, "That's all, are you still going to tell me what happened?"

I shook my head: "I just want to ask you, you saw me today, do you think there is anything wrong with my life?"

Yuan Zhi looked at me and replied: "Not really."

"That's all right? Since you see that I'm fine, I don't want to say anything else." I pretended to be indifferent, and really didn't want to continue this topic.

But Yuan Zhi didn't intend to do what I wanted.

"Then let me change the question, Zilong, does he know about this?"

"...He knows." When I answered this, I felt a little guilty as if I had made a mistake.

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☆, alone

Yuan Zhi didn't speak for a long time, and I didn't know what to say, so we came to my residence unknowingly.

Thankfully, I finally have something to break the silence.

"I'll find you some clean clothes, you can dry yourself and change." As I said that, I opened the closet, turned over my clothes and came out.

When I took out my clothes and turned around, I saw that Yuan Zhi had already taken off his shirt, his wet hair was hanging on his shoulders, and a few drops of water dripped from time to time to wet his thin upper body.In fact, ever since I realized my feelings for Yuan Zhi, I have always avoided such scenes as much as possible, so that I haven’t seen him naked for many years, and now I saw him so unprepared for a while, and it became popular immediately Turn your face away.

But just as I turned around, I was suddenly hugged by him from behind without warning. At that moment, even through my clothes, I could feel the cold water on Yuan Zhi's body and his fiery body temperature.He leaned his head on my shoulder, and the warm breath he exhaled was blowing on my neck, so close that I almost suffocated.

"Don't move, just a moment."

Hearing such a soft voice, I could only stand still and let him hold me tightly, not daring to move my whole body, for fear that he would let me go if I moved.

I don't know how long it took before Yuan Zhi let go of his hand slowly. When he let go of me, I felt that every muscle was a little sore when he let go of me. It seems that we stood like that for a long time.

I turned around with a blushing face, and I saw that Yuan Zhi's face was also a little red. This expression appeared on his usually calm face, and his upper body was still exposed, which made my heart beat faster. , so he hurried to the side and picked up a dry towel and threw it to him.

"Don't be dazed, wipe it off quickly, or you'll be sick."

Yuan passed the towel directly but didn't do it right away, but stared at me blankly.

"Why? You still want me to wipe it for you?" I made a joke in order to avoid his eyes.

But Yuan Zhi just smiled wryly after hearing this: "I regret it a little now."

I was shocked by his sudden words, I stared blankly at him, knowing that he had more to say.

"I thought I could let it go, I could forget it..." Yuan Zhi didn't say any more when he said this, but just shook his head with a wry smile. For him, it was clear enough when he said this. One who expresses or is willing to express.

The atmosphere became heavy for a while, and he and I both faded the flush on our faces and looked at each other. What we saw in this glance was that we chose to let go of so many years, so many changes, and so many opportunities in the past...

"Now, I can't go back." I spoke first.When I said this sentence, Zilong suddenly appeared in my mind.

"I know." Yuan Zhi's voice was choked with sobs, "So, I'm here this time just to see if you're doing well."

If it was me in the past, I would definitely yell back at him when I heard such words. Since you don't want me anymore, it doesn't matter to you whether I'm doing well or not. You want you to ask me hypocritically.However, time has changed and I have experienced so many things, I have neither temper nor resentment towards him.

"It's okay." I only answered two words, but I believe these two words are enough for Yuanzhi.

Sure enough, he stopped talking, just dried himself silently, picked up the clothes I gave him and changed them on silently. I watched him change, and suddenly felt that his clothes had changed, like The whole person has transformed, and the relationship between us is completely severed.Once I think this way, there is no soreness or pain in my heart, I just feel empty, empty, empty...

By the time Yuan Zhi changed his clothes and sat down, I had already lit a candle and made another pot of tea. After a long night, I met my best friend for a long time. After getting rid of that special layer of emotion, we seemed to have a lot to talk about.

"I think, you are here, do you have something to do? Just now you said in the lobby that it is not convenient to talk there, so there should be something you want to tell Liu Bei?"

Yuan Zhi nodded: "Well, I want to tell you about the situation in Xiangyang. You probably don't know that after Liu Cong sacrificed Jingzhou, Cao Cao made him a governor of Qingzhou on the surface and ordered him to leave here, but secretly arranged for someone to kill him." Liu Cong and their mother and son, so you don't have to shy away from anything."

I naturally understood what he meant, so I nodded and said: "I was worried that if Cao Cao used Liu Cong to blackmail the lord, the lord would be in a dilemma. It seems that with Cao Cao's ruthlessness, he never thought that Liu Bei might fight for an innocent man." Cao Cao gave up his weapons and surrendered because he was a child of some kind. In fact, it was a matter of time for Cao Cao to solve Liu Cong. He just didn't expect him to do it so quickly. He thought he would at least take the whole of Jingzhou. Now it seems that he thinks he is determined. We are."

"What are your plans?"

"Before you came, I was talking about going to Liu Qi to borrow troops first."

Before I could continue, Yuan Zhi interrupted me: "Looking for Liu Qi? I haven't had much contact with him before. Are you sure he will help you according to the current situation?"

So I told Yuan Zhi that I helped Liu Qi escape from Xiangyang before, and Yuan Zhi nodded suspiciously: "Including this layer, let's assume that he will help you for the time being, but Liu Qi's troops are still far from enough. .”

I smiled: "Yuan Zhi, what do you want to say? But it doesn't matter."

"Looking at you smiling like this, I knew you had already guessed what I was going to say. You must have thought about it, right now, we can only unite Soochow, but why can Soochow agree..."

"You can rest assured about Yuanzhi. To be honest, I have more confidence in Soochow than in Liu Qi."

"Oh? How do you say this?"

"Just let me play tricks. I have been playing Soochow's move for too long. I never thought I would use it at the beginning, but now it finally comes in handy."

Yuan Zhi looked at me in surprise: "It's been a long time? You still have something I don't know?"

"Don't mind, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just thought it was worth mentioning." But the fact is, I kept it from you because I didn't want you to find out that I had the ability to see the world, but I just wanted to follow behind you Listen to you talking about the general trend of the world.

Yuan Zhi didn't delve into it, but said: "Since you have said so, I have nothing to worry about. It seems that I can go back with peace of mind."

"You, do you really want to go back?"

I finally couldn't help but ask.

"A man establishes the world with integrity, no matter what the reason is, if I change the camp again and again, how can I establish the world? I came to you this time, and everything I said to you was based on the words of a good friend who has been with you for many years." Identity, not for Liu Bei or Cao Cao, I have met you and seen that you are confident, so I have nothing to worry about."

"A good friend who has been friends for many years, do you need to emphasize so much that we are just friends?" I thought I would feel uncomfortable when I said this, but I could only laugh at myself and helplessly.

Yuan Zhi also smiled helplessly, then slowly picked up the tea and drank it.

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☆, waiting

In the moment of silence, I only heard the sound of him sipping tea quietly. I don’t know if he is waiting for me to give him a reason to stay. Maybe, maybe not, but I changed the subject , and began to chat about the world, the past and the present.

I don’t know why, I enjoy this process with some greed, and even Yuan Zhi’s eyes gradually showed a long-lost brilliance, so that we completely forgot that we left the table suddenly, and I should have arranged for Yuan Zhi to rest Afterwards, I went back to reply to Liu Bei, but now, I am chatting with him, as if I was back in my youth.

In the meeting hall, Liu Bei, who didn't know the situation, waited for a long time before I went back, so he asked everyone to leave first. He wanted to come and see in person, but was stopped by Zilong.

"Wait a minute, my lord. The military advisor and Mr. Xu reunited after a long absence. There must be a lot to say, and for Mr. Xu, it may be more convenient for Mr. Xu to tell the situation on Cao Cao's side to the military advisor. Why don't you go back to the room to rest first, my lord. Go and wait, if he finishes talking with Mr. Xu, I'll let him find you as soon as possible, okay?"

Liu Bei thought for a while: "That's fine, then Zilong will have to work hard. The military division can ask him to come to me anytime he is free, and it doesn't matter if he wakes me up if I fall asleep."

"Yes, my lord, don't worry."

So Liu Bei and others went to rest, and only Zilong walked to my house. At this time, I was sitting and drinking tea with Yuan Zhi, so I didn't know that there was another person outside the door.

Zilong stared at the room in front of him in a daze for a while. He saw that the candlelight inside was faintly discernible, so he knew that everyone was in the room. He could have just walked in like this. He even had the urge to do so, but he finally pressed the button. Impulsively, he shook his head and went to sit on a stone not far from the house, then raised his head to look at the full moon in the night sky.

"Today, it happens to be the fifteenth day. It was supposed to be a reunion day."

A familiar voice came from behind.

Zilong turned his head and saw Yuxue who had followed him at some point. He just stood in the moonlight and looked down at himself, with an almost imperceptible desolation on his face.

Zilong didn't answer, but looked up at the moon again, lost in thought.

"Why don't you go in?"

"It's rare for you to talk a lot today." Zilong stopped Mochizuki's gaze and turned to Yuxue.

Yuxue was not in a hurry to continue, but walked up to Zilong and sat down with a stone next to Zilong.

"Are you afraid?"

No one answered.

"What do you think they are doing in there? Are you afraid that you won't be able to accept the scene you saw when you went in? That's why you persuaded Liu Bei to go back to rest and come here alone. What are you afraid of seeing? Embrace? Long kiss? Lingering? Or ..."

"Enough!" Zilong interrupted Yuxue's words, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"I just want to say, if you sit here alone and think wildly, it's better not to want to break in."

Zilong shook his head: "I don't go in, not because I'm afraid of what I'll see, of course I don't deny that I'm also afraid of what you said, but I don't go in, not because I don't want to see, but because I don't want to disturb."

"Don't want to disturb?"

"...No matter what he does, as long as it is what he wants and what he chooses, I will not interfere. Since he is staying in the room with him now and will not come out, then I will sit here and wait for him to come out. If he has been If I don’t come out, I’ll just wait here, but I won’t go in.”

Yuxue was silent for a moment before speaking: "Are you going to do this for him?"

"Then why do you sit here with me?" Zilong looked at Yuxue and smiled wryly, the two of them agreed.

Yuxue let out a long sigh: "I used to wait all this time, thinking that one day when I grow up, the person I love will fall in love with me, but he fell in love with someone else. But you are different from me. Waiting is because I don't see the enemy in front of my eyes, but there are enemies in front of your eyes, if you wait, it means you give up the spoils of war to others."

"you are wrong."

"What's wrong?"

"He's not a trophy." Zilong said slowly, "He has his own choice, and his choice is to follow his own heart, and I can't control it."

"So you just gave up?"

"Otherwise, what else can I do?" Zilong's voice began to fluctuate, and he raised his head to look at the moon. Yuxue was surprised to see something on his face glittering against the moonlight.

"So I made a bet with myself, if he comes out before sunrise, no matter what happens in the house, and no matter what he chooses, I will fight."

That's all Zilong said, Yuxue couldn't help asking: "Then what if he didn't come out?"

"... From then on, I will not ask about his affairs anymore."

"Then, if that's the case, is it still possible for you to fall in love with me?"

Yuxue's sudden question startled both Zilong and Yuxue himself.

Zilong looked at Yuxue in disbelief. Although he knew the child's feelings for a long time, he didn't expect him to ask such a direct question in such an atmosphere.

Seeing Zilong like this, he laughed bloody and self-deprecating: "Oh, look at your expression, you haven't even thought about me, forget it, I won't joke with you, I'm going back."

After Yuxue finished speaking, he got up and left. Zilong saw his clenched fist with veins protruding from behind him, and wanted to call him to stop but finally gave up.Since you don't know how to love, don't give him hope, otherwise it will be even more cruel.

Watching Yuxue go away, Zilong murmured in his heart, if you don't know how to love me, don't give me hope again and again, if he appears, the past between us will disappear , then what do you want me to do...

It's past three o'clock, and the night is at its heaviest, but the temperature is getting colder and colder. Zilong looked at the moon, and the color of the moon began to fade. He looked at the house again, and the candle had gone out. , but there was still no movement inside.

Zilong hugged his body tightly. This seemed to be the coldest time he had ever felt in his life. He had never felt so cold. He didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't dare to look at the door again, for fear of seeing those two people. Walk out together hugging each other.

What I said to respect his choice is actually just an excuse to comfort myself. Yuxue is right, I am afraid, but I dare not face it, and I don’t even have the courage to fight. In front of Xu Shu, I have no equal at all. Capital can fight.The two of them have known each other for more than ten years, and they've both loved each other longer than they've known him.

Zilong ushered in the sunrise in this desperate waiting, until the sun completely illuminated the sky and the sun became dazzling, the door of the house opened without warning, and two people walked out at the same time.

Zilong followed the sound and saw that Kong Ming was holding Yuan Zhi's hand when he came out, but when he saw him, he flung it away in a daze, and then looked at him with some embarrassment.As for himself, he couldn't even put on a fake smile.

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☆, misunderstanding

The moment I opened the door and walked out, I never expected to see Zilong there, even if I said something unconscionable, I had already forgotten the character Zilong, and the night with Yuanzhi in the room seemed to be static But it was flying by. When I came back to my senses, it was already dawn outside the house, and Yuanzhi and I talked this night, so that we all temporarily forgot everything we were going through. Instead, we stood in a corner of history, worrying blindly about those hundreds of years in the past. Years or even thousands of years, this kind of conversation is just like what we did when we were teenagers.

So when we chatted until it was dawn, we looked at each other and smiled, only to feel that our backs were sore and our mouths were dry, so we supported each other and planned to go out to find water.

But when I opened the door and saw Zilong, I was pulled back to reality. Like a child who did something wrong, I threw away Yuanzhi's hand in a panic, and I didn't even have time to consider Yuanzhi's feelings, but even so, Zilong Long saw it anyway, and even if he didn't, he couldn't imagine that we'd just talked all night.

Zilong's face was more ugly than ever.

He just stood up there, a trace of ruthless hatred flashed in his eyes, and then left without looking back.

I was still at a loss, but Yuan Zhi said, "Aren't you going to chase after me?"

I looked at Yuan Zhi, raised my fist, and followed the direction Zilong left. I walked so resolutely that I couldn't see Yuan Zhi's dark eyes behind me.

"Zilong, Zilong, wait a minute." I finally caught up with him, but Zilong walked even faster.

"Wait! Listen to me!" I yelled as I ran, "Nothing happened to us, just wait!"

But no matter how I shouted, Zilong's footsteps became faster and faster, and I couldn't seem to run anymore, but I knew that if I didn't stop him now, this misunderstanding would hardly see the light of day.

So I was forced to have no choice but to shout something that I never thought I would say.

"I like you! Only you!"

Zilong's footsteps faltered obviously, then he turned his head hesitantly and looked at me: "What did you say?"

"You heard it, I won't say it again." He clearly heard it when he asked this way, and he didn't want to say the same thing a second time.

Hearing what I said, Zilong turned around again and started to walk away.

I hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, I like you! Don't go anymore, listen to me."

Only then did Zilong stop completely and turn around, but his expression was still unfriendly: "If I heard correctly, what you said the first time is that you only like me?"

"...Yes." Under his oppressive aura, I could only respond in a vain manner.

"And what about him?"

Of course I knew who he was referring to.

"Before meeting him this time, I thought I still loved him, but now I clearly understand that I may still have regrets for his feelings, but I no longer have love. This regret is only for my own sake. In the past, those time wasted and feelings paid because of him."

"Then you stayed in the room with him all night last night, did you think of me?" Zilong's face was full of loneliness, "But if you think of me, how can you stay so calmly?" All night? Have you ever wondered where I am and what I'm doing?"

To be honest, I really never thought that Zilong would stay at my door and wait all night, otherwise I would not have chatted with Yuanzhi so leisurely.

"I really didn't expect it." As soon as I said that, Zilong's face darkened, and he hurriedly changed his words, "It's not that I didn't expect you, but I didn't expect that you would be waiting at my door all the time, worrying."

"You didn't think of it? How could you not think of it?" Zilong didn't agree with me at all, "Then you think I should cover up the quilt and sleep peacefully? Do you think I saw the two of you reunited after a long absence, and then you are alone in a room? Can you still sleep? What do you think I treat you?"

A series of questioning made me speechless. In fact, I may have only noticed Zilong's unconditional support for me, but I still ignored the deepest love behind this support.

"I'm sorry." I had no other words to answer, I could only bow my head deeply and apologize.

But before my guilt lasted too long, I was embraced by a pair of strong arms. This hug was so sudden and so strong that I was really at a loss.

"I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry." Zilong leaned against my ear and said softly, there was an apology in his voice.

"I'm sorry," Zilong apologized in turn, "I couldn't help being jealous, jealous, and afraid..."

I raised my head slightly, met Zilong's frustrated gaze, smiled in relief, then moved my head forward, pressed against Zilong's face, and slowly covered his lips.

Zilong just let me do this movement, but after being still for a few seconds, he returned his enthusiasm. He rubbed my lips hard with his lips, and then pried open my teeth with his nimble tongue. A wet and viscous feeling filled my mouth, and his tongue was still looking for my retreating tongue, as if it was a kind of robbery.

Although his movements were not gentle, even a little rough, I didn't feel any disgust. At this moment, my mind was completely empty, and I just enjoyed this long process wishfully.

I don't know how long it took before my eyes finally brightened and my lips and teeth loosened, but before I had time to take a few more breaths of fresh air, the face in front of me was pressed against it again, but this time his nimble tongue rubbed against my earlobe. Licking and licking bit by bit, the scorching breath spewed by my ears, even my ears became hot.

"is it okay?"

Zilong's voice was too soft to be heard, but I still heard it and understood it, and even nodded in a strange way.

The moment I nodded, I suddenly felt my body lighten, and my feet were suspended in the air. When I realized it, I realized that I had been hugged horizontally.

"Ah, what are you doing?" I asked almost reflexively.

"Hush." ​​Zilong leaned close to my ear and whispered, "Do you want everyone to know?"

Being asked such a question, I felt ashamed all over, a blush spread from my ears to my neck, I naturally knew what Zilong wanted to do, but I didn't want to stop him.

Until the moment when the quilt dragon carried him into his room, I felt like I was in a dream.

It wasn't until Zilong put me gently on the bed that I finally woke up a little bit. In just a moment, Zilong pulled my front placket open forcefully, and I could almost feel the crimson at the base of my neck followed by The nakedness of the skin stretches infinitely.

"It's so beautiful." There was a longing in Zilong's voice, but I was actually willing to immerse myself in it and closed my eyes.

Seeing me like this, the speed of Zilong's hand became faster, as if he was afraid that I would regret it and stop him. When he touched my body again, he was not as gentle as before, but a little impatient. I could clearly feel that feeling. The hands that move quickly over my body are getting hotter and hotter.

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☆, Tent heating

After one night, Zilong gently embraced me and made me face him. Then we looked at each other and smiled slightly. I naturally turned my head to his shoulder and rested my head on his shoulder.

"Can I really have you?" Zilong asked still not confident.

"Otherwise, do you think these are all dreams?"

"No, I'm just, more scared than before..."

Because I got it, I am more afraid of losing it. In fact, I am not like this.Before today, I never knew that I had such a deep love for Zilong, but today, when I completely let go of the past with Yuan Zhi, when I saw Zilong turn and leave decisively, when I was hugged by him Walking into this room, I was finally able to fully face up to my feelings, and I was finally afraid of losing Zilong in case.

"If I say I'm afraid too, will you feel better?" I smiled and comforted Zilong.

"You?" Zilong looked at me in surprise, then smiled, "Don't worry, I will always be by your side."

"So, me too."

After we finished speaking, we looked at each other and smiled, hugging each other for a long time.

Later that night, after I came out of the Zilong House, I learned from my subordinates that Yuan Zhi had left. He didn't say goodbye to me, nor did I see him off. So of course, I didn't even care about it, but went straight to Liu Bei.

Because this episode of Yuanzhi's arrival interrupted my original plan to go to Jiangxia to find Liu Qi. When I found Liu Bei again, he looked ashen and was sighing.

"My lord?"

"Oh, sir, you are here."

"Looking at my lord, it seems that you already know the news from Xiangyang?" I think Yuan Zhi should have told Liu Bei the news about Liu Cong's murder before leaving.

"Exactly." Liu Bei let out another breath, turned to me and said, "It's all because of my cowardice. If I had made up my mind early on, brother Jing Sheng's foundation would not have fallen into the hands of Cao Cao, and his son would not have been so young. Just die in Huangquan. Now, even I am in a precarious situation of fleeing, and I have caused so many people to leave their homes..."

"What's the use of self-pity, my lord? The people in Xinye didn't follow you to increase your sense of guilt. They followed you out of trust. They believed that you could let them return to their hometown one day."

"...Kong Ming," Liu Bei looked at me as if awakened from a dream, "...you really have the ability to make people feel at ease. It seems that if you can go to Jiangxia, Liu Qi should agree to help us."

"I came this time just to bid farewell to the lord, and I am going to leave for Jiangxia immediately."

"At this critical time, I originally wanted to send Zilong to protect you all the way, but I am afraid that if the road is delayed, we will lose a general here, so do you think Yuhuo should bring a few people to accompany you?"

"My lord and I want to go together, then I will set off with Yuhuo."

Saying goodbye to Liu Bei, I immediately found Yuhuo and asked him to pick up a few more skilled soldiers to go on the road together. In fact, Zilong wanted to go very much, but I was persuaded by my good words.To ask him to stay, on the one hand, it is naturally to deal with the sudden arrival of Cao Cao's soldiers, and on the other hand, he wants him to watch Liu Feng carefully.

Ever since I knew that Zilong knew what Liu Feng was doing, I also talked with him without any scruples, including the last time I secretly ordered Yuxue to take advantage of the chaos to kill Liu Feng, but Liu Feng acted first, and instead Almost hurt Yuxue.

It's not easy to touch Liu Feng unnoticed under Liu Bei's nose, not to mention that the latter has already taken precautions. The main thing I want Zilong to do is to take precautions. What if Liu Feng takes advantage of my absence? Action, I will regret it.

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☆, childhood

"Sir, why did you let me go with you this time?" Yuhuo still asked me such a question after departure.

The surrounding night is heavy, the fog is thick, and the wind is loud. This is really not a night suitable for traveling, but the energetic voice of Yuhuo will always warm my heart, so no matter how many times he asks, I still answer it tirelessly.

"Because no one else can leave, only insignificant people can leave Fancheng at this time."

"Sir!" Yuhuo was a little annoyed.

"Okay, okay, what I'm saying is the truth. If you are not reconciled, then you can quickly become as reliable as your brother?" The current situation is becoming more and more turbulent, and Liu Bei Group has internal tension Misfortune, if you still maintain that innocence and straightforwardness in the fire, it will be difficult