Sweet in my heart [aka: in my heart]

In the self-study class, Xing Nian left ahead of time. As soon as he went down the stairs, he saw Hou Han coming up with a courier.Xing Nian glanced at Hou Han, and Hou Han also looked at Xing Nian and smiled, showing his white teeth, and asked, "Did you go home so early?"

Xing Nian stroked his hair and replied with a smile, "Self-study class, I have nothing to do anyway."

After speaking, one continued to go upstairs, and the other continued to go downstairs.

Xing Nian went down the stairs, feeling annoyed all the time, did he lose his mind just now? !Why do you call back?If he asks, does he have to answer?What a pig brain!

It's okay to do this once. In the past few weeks, he can see Hou Han almost once a day, sometimes three or four times a day. He is also shocked by this frequency.

He even discovered a very serious problem, he didn't seem to be indifferent to Hou Han like he was at the beginning, he actually felt that he might, seemed, maybe, probably had a good impression of Hou Han.

It's getting worse and worse. He has always thought that Hou Han is like a little shou, but now he actually likes Hou Han. He directly doubts that Hou Han can become a gong?Anyway, he knew that he couldn't succeed in attacking, because of his nature, he always suffered.

Xing Nian fiddled with his hair in difficulty, very irritable, how could he have feelings for a teacher?Could it be that he hasn't been in a relationship for a few years, so he wants to?

He sometimes envies the happiness of other couples, but he also knows that he is still in an embarrassing existence in this era in this country.

Hou Han!Get out of my mind!Xing Nian took a pen and drew a big cross on the draft paper.

The final exams are over, and everyone goes home separately.

Xing Nian always thinks of Hou Han at home, and when he plays games, he thinks, whether Hou Han plays games or not, and if he does, what games are he playing.When eating, I would think, has Hou Han eaten now?Who burned it for him?

Xing Nian's mind was filled with Hou Han, and every move of Hou Han was more memorable than his smile.

Hou Han's smile is too pure and sunny, like a big boy, it is completely impossible to tell that he is already a big uncle.

Sure enough, it is different to have good looks.Xing Nian thought to himself.

Halfway through the winter vacation, Xing Nian went to the official website to check his grades and credits. He even found it unbelievable that he passed English.It must have been pulled up by the usual score, otherwise, the English test paper that he failed to copy that time would definitely only have [-] or [-] points.

Instead, he failed engineering CAD, and he was instantly dumbfounded when he saw the grade. Wasn't this class taught by Hou Han? !He didn't even pass the exam, it's a shame!

Could it be that Hou Han had to take the make-up exam at the beginning of school?God, he didn't want Hou Han to know about such an embarrassing and embarrassing matter.

Xing Nian silently made up his mind, let him go to hell with this damn subject!He didn't make up the exam, and he didn't do it until he was about to leave school for an internship.At that time, he would leave the school as soon as the make-up exam was over, and Hou Han would never have the chance to see him again, nor would he have the chance to laugh at him.

Xing Nian thought about not seeing Hou Han, but couldn't help but want to get Hou Han's contact information.He couldn't get the phone number, he just wanted to get Hou Han's chat account now.

He remembered that there was an after-school assignment to be completed, he hadn't finished the career planning PPT, and he had to submit it to the teacher by email, and the teacher happened to be Hou Han's friend and colleague Wu Yun.

Xing Nian has already imagined it. He uses his chat account to send assignments to Wu Yun, and Wu Yun will know that the account belongs to him. Wu Yun and Hou Han have such a good relationship. Maybe when Wu Yun reads the career planning homework , Hou Han is next to him, then Hou Han will know his chat account and add him as a friend.

Xing Nian happily gave his thumbs up for his idea. With the motivation, it will be different immediately. Originally, Xing Nian did not plan to complete this PPT, but now he took the initiative to make a career planning PPT.

Hou Han, if you don't add me, you will be too sorry for me!Xing Nian finished the PPT that night, switched his Penguin English mailbox to Penguin mailbox and sent this PPT.

Excitedly, Xing Nian keeps turning on the network of his mobile phone, and does not turn off the network every day.Based on his intuition, he felt that Hou Han would definitely add him, and he would definitely add him before the end of this winter vacation.

He firmly believes!

So he turned on the Internet every day, and every time he read the news he received, he looked forward to it. The first thing he did when he woke up every morning was to check if there were any new friends adding reminders.

Day after day, Xing Nian, from the initial expectation to the later disappointment, until the end of the winter vacation and the day before the start of the new semester, he held a little bit of expectation, hoping that Hou Han would join him.

But the reality is so cruel.Xing Nian didn't receive Hou Han's request to add him during this winter vacation, let alone heard any news about Hou Han.

For the first time, he hated him so much that he didn't write down Hou Han's mobile phone number when he was in Hou Han's class.

For the first time, he hated himself so much for not getting to know Hou Han earlier.

For the first time, he hated so much that he didn't run for class cadre.

If he was a cadre in the class, it would be a breeze for him to get Hou Han's cell phone number.Unfortunately he is not!

The girls in the class must have Hou Han's contact information, because he often saw those girls chatting and laughing with Hou Han and Wu Yun, and they seemed to be quite chatty.But he had absolutely no reason to ask those girls for Hou Han's contact information, what if it was exposed? !

well!Xing Nian was in trouble lying on the table.

He took a pen and wrote two letters on the draft paper - HH, and then wrote a Chinese character - Tian.

He didn't dare to write the word Hou Han in school. If someone with a heart found it, it would be exposed.

Hou Han, HH form a pair, two H's horizontally, two H's vertically, when put together it becomes a Chinese character!Xing Nian couldn't help but want to applaud his association ability.

Since the start of the new semester, Xing Nian can't help but cast his gaze out of the window, which is the only way for Hou Han to enter the office. He has never been to the classroom on the fourth floor before, so he doesn't know that Hou Han's office is on the fourth floor. building.

All the courses this semester were in the classroom on the fourth floor. Only then did he know that Hou Han had been in the office on the fourth floor. He also knew a little about Hou Han, although it was not a big deal.

Xing Nian sat in the first group by the window. Although he couldn't play with his mobile phone, he could see Hou Han's seat, which was a good seat.

Wearing a suit, Hou Han was chatting and laughing with a female colleague as he walked towards the office. Hou Han turned to Xing Nian.

Xing Nian couldn't see Hou Han anymore, so he turned his gaze back naturally, with no expression on his face, actually burst into laughter in his heart, he saw Hou Han.

But when he thought of Hou Han's identity and what Hou Han was talking and laughing with his female colleague just now, he felt a little melancholy.They are not the same after all.

Xing Nian returned home, wrote his feelings into an essay, and published it on the website.

He knew that they were impossible, so he only dared to imagine, but did not dare to act. He always met him when he didn't want to see him, and always wished that he was not in front of him when he saw him.

I still remember him smiling and asking softly, and I still remember that I was still blushing and only dared to grin at him, but didn't dare to answer.

I look at a place frequently every day, hoping that there will be his figure in my heart. This is like the smell of secret love, warm and sweet, but I know it will only be a quiet love, and then I leave quietly.

This heart-pounding will eventually end without a problem.

You are Tian, ​​in my heart.Xing Nian wrote at the end that he did not give this essay a name, but directly used the date of the day.

Xing Nian knew that it was impossible for him and Hou Han to be together, so he was persuading himself to give up liking Hou Han.But the more he knows that he should give up liking, the more he likes it. This feeling is really too complicated.

The more you want to give up, the more you can't give up, the more you want to dislike, the more you like it.

man!It's cheap!Xing Nian couldn't help scolding himself for being so worthless!

This secret love must only be a secret love, and must not be revealed.Xing Nian secretly made up his mind that as long as he could see Hou Han at school every day, he would never take the initiative to touch anything else.

This bottom line was set by himself, and he must abide by it.Xing Nian saw a strange netizen commenting and chatting under his essay, he glanced at it, but did not reply, and then closed the page.

If one day he locks up this essay, it means that he has really given up.