lover's self-cultivation

"Burn, get up."

"It's still early..."

"It's getting late, it's already 8 o'clock."

In the morning, Zhuang Jiyan prepared breakfast like every day and knocked on Weng Linran's door. If she was lying in bed, as the most punctual doctor, Zhuang Da would definitely take out a spare key to open the door and put Weng Linran on the bed. Drag it up.But hearing the other party say that today, she had a rare patience, sitting on the sofa and waiting for Weng Lin to burn up.

Such an abnormality was noticed, which made Weng Linran lose all sleepiness in an instant.She rubbed her aching head, only to feel that she was more tired after sleeping than not sleeping.Maybe it was the hallucination at the door last night that reminded her of the person she deliberately forgot. The dream was full of scenes with Si Xiangyan, the two of them reconciled as if they had never experienced the pain, and she was on top of herself …gave her the pleasure of forgetting what it was like in reality.

"Weng Linran, you still have no way not to desire her." Feeling the wetness between the legs and the wetness of the underwear, Weng Linran said in a low voice, rubbed his long hair, put on a pair of pants casually, opened the door and walked to the bathroom Go, she really wants to take a bath now, to wash away the image of Si Xiangyan in her mind, and also wash away her body's fantasy about her.

"Wake up? Let's eat something."

"I want to take a shower first."

"Today I'm going to go out to see a doctor. If it goes well, I should be able to come back, and it will be tomorrow morning at the latest. But thinking that I won't see you for a day, I will always selfishly want you to spend more time with me."

Zhuang Jiyan said to herself, and her body was hugged from behind. Weng Linran sighed in his heart, enduring the discomfort in his body. "Doctor Zhuang, I've said it many times, you and I just live together, I have someone I like, she..." "In that case, why did you call me so intimately last night? Why did you call me so intimately last night? Don't call me Dr. Zhuang anymore?"

Zhuang Jiyan interrupted Weng Linran and straightened her body.Zhuang Jiyan is 33 years old this year. In China, no matter what status or status a woman is, if she is not married, some people will make irresponsible remarks or feel embarrassed.But in foreign countries, no one cares about this.

Her parents immigrated to New Zealand for a long time, and she grew up here.Zhuang Jiyan likes to study medicine, and she likes to study some Chinese culture.She had never liked any man, and never thought that she would like a woman someday.But human beings always encounter unexpected things, just like she fell in love with Weng Linran.

Half a year of contact, half a year of relentless pursuit, and half a year of being moved.Zhuang Jiyan has always thought that she has nothing to do with thick skin, but unfortunately, when she met Weng Linran, she seemed to have several more faces, and she couldn't lose enough.Weng Linran's voice is nice, and he will habitually act coquettishly and lazily when drunk.

Hearing her calling her so intimately last night, Zhuang Jiyan almost burst into joy.She felt that what she had done had finally moved Weng Linran, and she was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night.But he didn't know that this title was just another person imprinted in the other party's heart and even soul.

"Dr. Zhuang, I think you may have misunderstood. The Yanyan in my mouth is not calling you, but I think of the person I can't forget. Just last night, I had a dream of being in love with her all night, It's still wet there." Weng Linran's answer was straightforward and unfeeling, but this time Zhuang Jiyan didn't have the strength to laugh.She glanced at the woman in front of her, and she knew that what she said was so harsh, but it didn't make her angry.

Zhuang Jiyan remembers very clearly that she also had fantasies about love and the future when she was a child.She thought that the person she would like must be a man as rigorous and serious as her, but the facts ruthlessly overturned her previous thoughts.No matter from which point of view, Weng Linran is definitely not a good partner. Apart from cooking delicious food, she has too many shortcomings.

However, no matter how many shortcomings there are, seeing Weng Linran look alone.Seeing her staring at the ring without a partner in a daze, Zhuang Jiyan felt nothing but pity.Although he was rejected again, as long as the person in Weng Linran's heart does not come, he still has a chance.

"Forget it, go take a shower, I'm leaving."

"Well, be careful on the road. Doctor Zhuang, don't waste your time on me anymore, because my heart has long been given to another person, and you deserve better."

"If I could see someone better than you, I might have left. I know what you're thinking, and it's because I know that I can't be angry with you. Also, if you really suffer, In fact, women themselves have their own solutions. From a medical point of view... that kind of patience hurts the body." After Weng Linran's words, the atmosphere seemed to be much better.Zhuang Jiyan smiled and said meaningfully.After hearing it, Weng Linran showed an expression that she still used what you said, she knew very well about self and so on.

"Doctor Zhuang, I don't need you to remind me to do this kind of thing. After you leave, I can lie on the sofa once."

"Remember to draw the curtains." Seeing that the time really couldn't be delayed any longer, Zhuang Jiyan finally picked up her suitcase and prepared to leave.She first stepped forward and hugged Weng Linran reluctantly, then opened the door and left.

Sending off Zhuang Jiyan, Weng Linran didn't really think about what to do on the sofa.She went to the bathroom, took off her clothes and wet underwear, lay in the bathtub and almost fell asleep again.I didn't want to go to the coffee shop at first, but it seemed boring to stay at home, so I might as well go to the coffee shop to pass the time.Having made up his mind, Weng Linran changed his clothes, put on high heels, put on light makeup, and went to the coffee shop beautifully.

Although there is a language barrier in a foreign country, the coffee shop opened by Weng Linran does not know whether it is because of the good location or because of Weng Linran's face. Her shop always has many repeat customers, and it also changes its tricks to inquire about her.Every time we met, Weng Linran would pretend not to hear or sell other things in his store, and the money went into her bag.

Seeing that no one has come to the store for more than ten minutes after opening, Weng Linran simply grinds coffee for himself.Wash the beans and put them in the machine, and grind them slowly little by little.Before she knew it, she turned her attention to her neck.Subconsciously, he held the ring connected to the necklace in the palm of his hand, repeatedly rubbing someone's initials inside it.It seems that by doing this, she can get closer to her.

After a while, the smell of coffee came out and filled the room.Weng Linran poured it into the cup, turned and walked towards the chair beside him.At this moment, the door of the coffee shop was slowly pushed open, bringing in bursts of refreshing coolness.Weng Linran lowered his head and asked the other party what he wanted, but the moment he looked up, the coffee cup in his hand fell down, and the hot liquid spilled on the ground.

Seeing his gaffe, the visitor just smiled gently, and then took out a tissue to wipe off the coffee that accidentally spilled on his body.I haven't seen her for half a year. Her hair has grown a bit, but it is still soft and smooth.Her eyes were indifferent and superficial, but filled with countless tenderness and pampering.Her side face is very beautiful, with fiery red lips slightly parted, with a pleasant arc, so beautiful in the sun that Weng Linran forgot to breathe, unable to spit out any words.

"Is it hot?"