lover's self-cultivation

"So, after you found someone, you were ignored and then failed and ran back?" In the garden of the luxury hotel, Zhong Jinlan was leaning on the recliner, and hearing Si Xiangyan talk about the contact with Weng Linran today, she was a little bit unbelievable. Confidently sitting up from the chair, Si Xiangyan had the expression of how can I have a scum friend like you.

"En." Thinking of what happened with Weng Linran today, Si Xiangyan frowned a little helplessly. She had no experience in chasing people, and she didn't know how to win back Weng Linran's heart.After insisting on not disturbing the other party for half a year, now she finally couldn't help coming over.She desperately wanted to return to Weng Linran, because she missed her, and also because she was afraid that there would be another person beside her who could replace her.

"Si Si, let me tell you, most women think they are upright, and they don't agree with what they say, and Xiao Weng probably does too. She probably hasn't found anyone else in the past six months, which means she still misses you. What you have to do now What you want is to stalk, don't want your face, the more she hates you, the more you have to go, and create every opportunity to move her."

"What do you mean?" After hearing Zhong Jinlan's proposal, Si Xiangyan was at a loss. She looked up at Zhong Jinyu who had a thoughtful face on the other side, but the other side just shrugged her shoulders, indicating that she didn't understand either.

"Hey, Si Xiangyan, why are you so stupid? Do you know how to play tricks? It happens to be raining tomorrow night, so you take advantage of the rain and stand downstairs at her house, desperately refusing to leave."

"Really want to do that?"

"What's true? You have to do that. You see, she loved you so much before, and it should be the same now. When she sees you getting wet in the rain, or being stared at by passers-by, she will definitely ask you to go upstairs. When the time comes You need to take a shower when your clothes are wet? You rub against her when you take off your clothes, isn’t there a beauty trap?”

What Zhong Jinlan said made sense, but Zhong Jinyu who was behind couldn't help laughing.She glanced at Si Xiangyan who seemed to be persuaded and ready to implement, and thought about Weng Linran's expression after seeing it.In the end, I decided not to make a sound, just quietly be a theatergoer.As for success or not, she doesn't care.

"Okay, then I'll give it a try tomorrow night." After deliberation in his heart, Si Xiangyan still decided to trust Zhong Jinlan once.After all, face and body are other things, nothing is as important as making Weng Linran change his mind.

"Sister Weng, look at the person standing in the rain over there, why doesn't she hold an umbrella in such heavy rain?" The next night, it really rained as the weather forecast said, and the coffee shop was closed early Afterwards, Weng Linran went home with the clerk on the same road.From a distance, he saw Si Xiangyan standing in the rain, looking at him foolishly.

Her long hair was wet from the rain, and there was no dry place on her body, she must have stood there for a long time.In the past, Si Xiangyan always had a car to pick her up no matter she was going out or doing something, and someone would hold an umbrella for her when it rained.It was probably the first time in her life that she looked so embarrassed now.Seeing her looking back at him, tenderness and anticipation flashed in her brown eyes.Weng Linran ignored her plan, but turned around and went upstairs without looking at Si Xiangyan.

Although he expected this kind of result, Si Xiangyan still felt his heart was stabbed severely.She chuckled and raised her head, watching the light in Weng Linran's room turn from dark to bright. Although she was rejected, she also felt that it was a little sweet to be able to look at her in this way.

Back home, the indifference on Weng Linran's face was gone, but turned into another kind of anxiety and bewilderment.Since meeting Si Xiangyan yesterday, she has been in this state of not knowing what to do.The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and Weng Linran's heart was getting more and more uncomfortable and unbearable.

Through the curtain, she frowned at Si Xiangyan who still refused to leave. Even though she knew that she was doing this to soften her heart, she still fell into the trap helplessly.She felt sorry for Si Xiangyan, and she couldn't bear this kind of grievance for a woman who had never suffered much before, but completely forgot the harm the other party had caused her.

In such a humid and cold weather, Weng Linran's old illness also came as promised.Because Zhuang Jiyan was not at home, she naturally couldn't find someone to massage her.After moving his stiff body, he immediately felt a sharp numbness in his right leg.The vague pain came along the knee, like a bug crawling around on it, or like a knife grinding a bone.The discomfort in his right leg made Weng Linran have to sit back on the bed, but he didn't dare to bend that leg, so he could only rub the uncomfortable place with his hands casually to relieve some pain.

In order not to soften his heart, Weng Linran forced himself not to look at Si Xiangyan any more, and lay down on the bed ready to sleep.Unfortunately, her heart wanted to calm down, but her ears had already flown to the window, listening intently to see if it was still raining outside.After more than an hour, the rain also stopped. Looking at the dark night outside, Weng Linran slowly got out of bed and looked downstairs, but Si Xiangyan was still standing there.

The wind after the rain was a bit strong, maybe because it was too cold, she hugged her clothes tightly, and curled up by the roadside with her whole body soaked.She was the only one in the whole silent street, she looked so lonely and emaciated like a child abandoned by her parents.Biting her lower lip, Weng Linran couldn't take it anymore, she ran downstairs quickly, saying in her heart that they were just friends, and a friend couldn't just ignore another friend in such a difficult situation.

"Come up." Weng Linran's voice was clear and sweet, and it was transmitted to the cochlea amidst the patter of raindrops, allowing Si Xiangyan's somewhat lax mind to return to his brain.She had already forgotten how long she had been standing here. If at first she just listened to Zhong Jinlan and wanted to get Weng Linran's forgiveness, but later on, she fell in love with this feeling of guarding and waiting.

Weng Linran has spent a long time on himself, and has suffered too much in places he doesn't know.The cold rain pouring on his body made Si Xiangyan's brain more clear.She loves Weng Linran, and she wants to marry Weng Linran.Not to mention one night, even if she had to stand here for the rest of her life, she would be willing.At this moment, Weng Lin burned down.As expected, she still hated herself, this stupid woman.

"Thank you." Back at Weng Linran's residence, Si Xiangyan borrowed the bathroom to take a hot shower, dried his hair and came out.She knew that the bathrobe she was wearing now belonged to Weng Linran, because it had the smell of this person on it, and it was also a fragrance that she could never get tired of smelling before.Standing in the living room, she watched Weng Linran bow her head in silence, and suddenly wanted to hug her, and Si Xiangyan did exactly that.

When the long-lost intimate touch, both of them trembled slightly.Holding Weng Linran's soft body, Si Xiangyan leaned his head on her shoulder, unwilling to leave like a greedy robber.She missed her very much, and spent countless days and nights hugging Weng Linran's pillow to barely fall asleep.People are really like many books say, they only know how to cherish after losing.

"Weng Linran, I miss you very much, I really want to hold you like this, and never let go."

"Si Xiangyan, that's enough." He was hugged hard by the other party, although he said enough was enough, and his ribs were hurt a little by the other party.But his state of mind was more stable than it had been in the past six months. Perhaps, only in Si Xiangyan's arms could he find his home.

"Not enough, never enough." Si Xiangyan said, approaching slowly in a kiss-seeking gesture, and kissed his neck with blurred eyes.Her hair was a little steamy after taking a shower, and her lips looked a little cold from the wind and rain all night.But when he touched his own skin, Weng Linran felt abnormally hot.

Si Xiangyan took the initiative to take off the bathrobe on her body, revealing the ketone body without any cover.She has really lost a lot of weight, her waist is so slender and fragile, and her shoulders make people want to hug her tightly.Hearing Si Xiangyan panting softly in his arms, and letting her hold his hand on her chest, a strong heartbeat came from under the skin, and it became faster and faster after he touched it.

"Weng Linran, I'm yours."