lover's self-cultivation

After a night of indulgence, the result of waking up in the morning is a sore back, and even the brain is buzzing in confusion.Rubbing his aching waist and getting up, Si Xiangyan looked at Weng Linran's sleeping face beside him, and his expression also eased.The two of them entangled for a long time last night, and Weng Linran beat him so many times that Si Xiangyan forgot how he fell asleep, and it was already the next morning.

After moving his only conscious legs, Si Xiangyan endured the soreness in his legs and got out of bed to go to the bathroom to clean his body, but he turned back halfway, kissed Weng Linran's forehead, and then he went in peace Bathroom with shower.Lying in the bathtub, the hot water relieved the soreness on his body a lot, but it aggravated the pain between his legs.Si Xiangyan gently separated his legs, touched the swollen area with his hand and hurriedly removed it, then clamped his legs tightly and dared not move any more.

She didn't mean to blame Weng Linran at all, but she felt that she must do this kind of thing in moderation next time, otherwise she would be like herself now, walking would feel as painful as stepping on the tip of a needle.

In order to make a certain part of his body more comfortable, Si Xiangyan added some cold water, leaned his head on the bathtub, and looked up at his ring.After the passion last night, she seemed to see her hope of getting Weng Linran back again.And the most obvious proof is the ring hanging around Weng Linran's neck when he took off his clothes yesterday.

Thinking of this, the corners of Si Xiangyan's mouth couldn't help but curl up, maybe it's because of the long lonely days, as long as the scene of taking Weng Linran home comes to mind, she will smile unconsciously.She will treat her very well in the future, trust her without any conditions.No matter how busy the Si family is, he still has to accompany her and meet all of Weng Linran's demands.

Si Xiangyan pictured the future of the two of them in his mind, and almost forgot the time, until he heard movement in the room before he put on his clothes and came out.In the bedroom, Weng Linran sat on the bed in a daze, and the smell and messy sheets in the room all proved how crazy the two were last night.

"You're awake, do you want something to eat?" Si Xiangyan felt that Weng Linran's expression was a little strange at the moment, as if he was thinking about something.

"How did you get in? We did something we shouldn't have done last night."

"Why do you say that?" Hearing Weng Linran's question, Si Xiangyan's smiling face suddenly froze.She tried her best not to tremble, and asked softly.

"There is no reason, Miss Si, we are all adults, and we have done it many times before, you probably won't make me responsible?" Weng Linran looked at Si Xiangyan's gloomy face, as if deliberately making her angry. Generally speaking.

"Ran, you shouldn't have said that. You know that's not what I want. Since you...you still love me, why don't you come back to me?" Si Xiangyan was completely panicked by Weng Linran's answer. Yes, she stammered, even her body was shaking.

Seeing her like this, Weng Linran suddenly felt distressed. In fact, she just wanted to test Si Xiangyan one last time, and wanted to know whether they would repeat the same mistakes after they got back together this time.It's a pity that Weng Linran is soft-hearted after all, as long as Si Xiangyan shows that hurt and sad expression, she can't continue acting, but the method Zhuang Jiyan told her should be effective, right?

"Miss Si, if you have nothing to do, you can leave." Holding back his distress, Weng Linran issued an order to evict the guest.Seeing that Si Xiangyan lowered his head and said nothing, although it was a planned temptation, Weng Linran was indeed a little bit disappointed.At this moment, Si Xiangyan suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders, and took out the necklace she was wearing around her neck.And the end of the necklace belonged to their rings.

"Since you want me to leave, why do you still wear this ring? Ran, I know what you are afraid of, and I am determined to change it. Don't treat me like this, okay?" Si Xiangyan didn't want to let the rare progress come to naught, She spoke softly, almost in a pleading tone, but Weng Rinran still separated her hand and pushed her away.

"Si Xiangyan, be more mature, you will only make me look down on you."

"Look... If I really care about my face, how can I stay until now? Weng Linran, I'm not very good at saying those love words, especially at this time, I don't even know how to do it. If it is What I have done is not good enough, I will continue. But I hope you will not take my determination as the possibility of separation next time."

After Si Xiangyan finished speaking, he walked out of the room with his head down.Hearing the sound of closing the door, Weng Linran frowned, feeling that he was acting too much.She sent a text message asking Zhuang Jiyan if she must do this, but the other party said she wanted her to continue acting.However, after 10 minutes passed, thinking about Si Xiangyan's distraught appearance when he left, Weng Linran finally threw his phone on the bed and ran down.

She didn't have Si Xiangyan's contact information, and she didn't know where the other party would go, so she could only look for people nearby aimlessly and ask some passers-by if they had seen Si Xiangyan.He kept running along the road, but after half an hour, Weng Linran still didn't see Si Xiangyan.She went back the same way, planning to go to the other side to continue searching.At this time, she saw that on another small road in front of her house, the person she had been looking for for a long time was sitting on the side of the road, dazed in a daze.

Si Xiangyan, who was wearing casual clothes, lost a lot of her usual domineering, just like the helpless girl next door who didn't bring her keys.Her eyes were empty, as if she had finally sat enough, she stood up staggeringly, ready to go back to where she should go.At this time, a truck turned along the road, but Si Xiangyan walked straight over as if he didn't see it.

"Si Xiangyan!" At the critical moment, Weng Linran didn't care so much, she ran over desperately, calling Si Xiangyan's name loudly.It must be too late to pull people away at such a short distance, and it is impossible to jump to the other side.Almost without any room for thinking, Weng Linran rushed over and pushed Si Xiangyan away, keeping her away from the dangerous zone.

Seeing the man sitting on the ground looking at him with fear and astonishment, Weng Linran smiled at her and closed his eyes tightly.The tires slipped on the road and made a screeching friction sound, but the expected pain and darkness did not come. When Weng Linran opened his eyes, he found that the driver had turned the car around at the last moment, and he was only a few centimeters away from himself.

Realizing that he and Si Xiangyan were fine, Weng Linran finally breathed a sigh of relief, and fell to the ground in the next second, his right knee hurt so badly that he didn't even dare to move.Sure enough, he ran too fast just now, which exceeded the load range of this leg.

"Why...why did you do that, Weng Linran...do you know, if the car hadn't stopped just now, what would have happened to you..." Si Xiangyan obviously didn't recover from the shock just now, she looked through the blurred vision in front of her eyes. Looking at Weng Linran quietly, the tears in his eyes were wiped away by the other party's hands, and Weng Linran's smiling face was right in front of his eyes.

"Sorry, I knew it would make you cry, but I did it anyway. I can't watch the person I love face death and ignore it. If it were you, you would make the same choice as me. You, You usually look so smart, how come you are so stupid when it comes to emotional matters? You are the person I love the most, how can I be willing to let you go. In fact, every time I let you go, I just hope that you will be soft on me and act like a baby with me let you stay."

Weng Lin laughed, but there were tears in her eyes. The necklace around her neck was disconnected at some point, and the ring fell to the ground with a crisp sound.Seeing his initials engraved there, Si Xiangyan smiled, but also cried.She picked up the ring, walked over slowly and knelt beside Weng Linran, and put her hands on her knees.

"I've always been so stupid. If it wasn't for you, I'd still be alone. Weng Linran, this time, I won't let you go, never again." After half a year, the ring was put back on On the ring finger, although it is a little different from the scene imagined in my heart, it makes Weng Linran feel more meaningful.Si Xiangyan hugged herself, seeing her tear-stained side face, Weng Linran couldn't help wrapping her arms around her neck, and kissed her lips.

Even if you let me go, I won't go again.A fish cannot live without water, and a shadow without light has no meaning in its existence.