lover's self-cultivation

"Miss Weng, you're awake. What do you want for breakfast?" Rubbing her numb body from too much sleep, she came down the stairs. Just as she went downstairs, she heard the servant's kind greeting, but the empty living room made people feel uncomfortable. Weng Linran's look of anticipation faded, she shook her head and sat on the edge of the sofa, seeing the servant getting busy again, she still couldn't help but speak.

"Do you know where Yanyan went?" Weng Linran hadn't seen Si Xiangyan for a whole week since the unpleasant episode with Si Xiangyan that day. Also deliberately hiding from himself.Weng Linran covered his chest with his hands, feeling that it was so sore there.

"Missy went out early and said she had something to do."

"I see." After getting the expected answer, Weng Linran lowered his head and sat on the sofa a little helplessly.The days of ease have been so good recently that she almost forgot what she needs to do and her responsibilities.Thinking that the police kept creating opportunities to contact him but he turned a blind eye, and Cheng Lun was also aggressive.

Weng Linran could easily see that Si Xiangyan had become wary of herself, and she gradually stopped letting herself go on missions, and even blocked her at home in disguise.If I was smart enough, I should have evacuated now, but... getting her to leave Si Xiangyan, this kind of thing is probably more difficult than sitting still and waiting to die.

Unwilling to stay downstairs in a daze, Weng Linran returned to the third floor in a daze, sat on the floor in a daze, and finally decided to clean up the room.She knew that Si Xiangyan didn't like servants coming to this floor, she used to clean up by herself, but after Weng Linran moved in, she naturally took care of cleaning up the room.In order not to let himself think wildly, Weng Linran began to clean carefully, even the dust in the corners was unwilling to let go.

"This cabinet... should be cleaned too." Seeing that all the places had been wiped clean, Weng Linran looked at the square wooden cabinet that Si Xiangyan had kept in the farthest corner, and said in a low voice.As lovers, Weng Linran does not actually have a lot of freedom. Si Xiangyan's identity and personality prevent them from getting along like ordinary lovers, and Weng Linran never inquires about any of Si Xiangyan's secrets.It's not that she doesn't want to know, but she understands that any temptation she makes will make Si Xiangyan feel dissatisfied.

Wiping the edge of the wooden cabinet with a towel, Weng Linran was very careful, because the cabinet was not new, and it was a bit worn out.At this moment, the drawer in the cabinet slid out because of Weng Linran's wiping action, and the things inside were scattered all over the floor.Weng Linran hurriedly bent down to pick it up, only to realize that there were no important things inside, but framed photos one by one.

There are two people in the photo, one is the familiar Si Xiangyan. At that time, she was younger than now, with an immature and green smile on her face.She snuggled into another man's arms, and just from the look in her eyes, it could be seen how much she liked and trusted that man.Looking at these photos, Weng Linran always felt a little uncomfortable.Even if she knew about Si Xiangyan's past, she couldn't help but be jealous.

"Yanyan, when will you be able to show me this kind of smile, I..."

"What are you doing?" Just as Weng Linran was in a daze, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open, looking at Si Xiangyan who was standing there looking at him with a cold face, Weng Linran put away the photos in the drawer, and Put it back into the distance.

"Yanyan, I miss you very much, I..." It was rare to see Si Xiangyan, and Weng Linran said in his heart that it was a lie that he was unhappy.She completely ignored the defense and alienation in the other party's eyes, got up and walked over to hug her.

"Answer me, what are you doing." Seeing Weng Linran's series of actions, Si Xiangyan pushed her away and asked again.

"Why did Yanyan lose her temper as soon as she came back? I just wanted to help you tidy up your room. Even if you kept a picture of you and your ex-boyfriend, I didn't ask you how you were doing. Why are you so excited?"

"Weng Linran, figure out your own identity and situation." Hearing what Weng Linran said, Si Xiangyan's expression turned colder, she stepped back a few steps, and said in a low voice.

"What is Yan Yan talking about? I know my identity and situation very well. I am your lover. Don't I even have the qualifications to know your past?"

"Yes, you didn't, Weng Linran, don't think that with your current identity, you can probe my body casually, you can ask me directly if you have anything, there is no need to engage in these small tricks behind the scenes. You go out, I want to be alone Quiet."

"Okay, I can only say yes to what Yan Yan said. After all, what else can I say? Even if I say it, you won't listen." Weng Linran said, and finally glanced With Si Xiangyan's back, he walked out slowly.She didn't know what to do at the moment, or what to explain to Si Xiangyan, all her strength was sucked away under the indifferent gaze of the other party, she ran away not because of guilty conscience, but because she couldn't afford Si Xiangyan's eyes.

Seeing Weng Linran leave, Si Xiangyan's tense face also relaxed.There was a sharp pain in the waist, presumably it must have been too excited just now to tear the wound.Today, she went to a meeting in the branch jurisdiction of the Si family, but she didn't expect to be attacked on the way, and was shot in the lower back.There have been too many things happening in the Si family these days, so Si Xiangyan has to guard against it, and she is extremely irritable in her heart.

But even so, she didn't want her negative emotions to affect Weng Linran, but she still lost control just now.Thinking of Weng Linran's dejection when he left, Si Xiangyan knelt on the ground with his hands on his waist, locked the contents of the wooden box again, and bit his lower lip sadly.Those words just now should have hurt Weng Linran's heart?Even I think it's too much, let alone someone who cares about me so much.

The headache and wound pain made Si Xiangyan extremely uncomfortable. She asked Weng Linran to go downstairs because she was afraid that the other party would know her injury.Lying back on the bed with his weak body moved, Si Xiangyan panted with difficulty, and used the gauze from the medicine box to re-bandage the bleeding wound.After completing the emergency treatment, she put the pistol under the pillow and fell asleep drowsily.

Compared with Si Xiangyan's deep sleep after exhaustion, Weng Linran's insomnia is also inevitable.Sitting on the stairs on the third floor, looking at the faint light flashing through the crack of the door, Weng Linran felt at ease even though he couldn't see Si Xiangyan's face.It must be a lie to say that she was not hurt by Si Xiangyan's words today.

For Weng Linran, every word of Si Xiangyan is a holy mantra.They can make themselves ecstatic in an instant, and they will fall into hell the next second they land in heaven.This kind of mood is complicated and helpless, but Weng Linran can't control her thoughts, she loves Si Xiangyan, she has lost her position and reason long ago, because in her opinion, those things are not worth in front of love one article.

"Cough...cough cough cough...uh..." Just when Weng Linran was about to go back, Si Xiangyan coughed in pain from the originally quiet room. Even though she was asked not to go in, she still couldn't restrain her instinct, He pushed the door open in a panic and walked in, running to Si Xiangyan's bedside.However, as soon as she approached, a black gun was pointed at her chest, and when she looked down, she saw Si Xiangyan's wary eyes.

"It's you...how are you..." Si Xiangyan saw that it was Weng Linran who came, and found that his gun was pointing at him, and subconsciously wanted to close the gun, but he didn't expect Weng Linran to hold her hand at this time Hand, pressed even harder to her heart.

"Yanyan, I'm sorry, I made you uneasy. I don't know what to explain to make you feel at ease, but I want you to trust me, I will never betray you. Maybe many things I do seem to you It's all purposeful to please, but I don't care, and I don't have any desire to spy on you."

"I love you, and I hope this love can move you. If I do anything that makes you uncomfortable, this heart is up to you."