lover's self-cultivation

"Weng Linran, wake up, you've been asleep for a long time." The cool hand patted his cheek, although he was calling himself, but it was more like a soothing touch.Breaking away from the hazy eyes, the person who appeared in front of his sight was indeed the person he missed.Weng Linran smiled happily, stretched his arms around Si Xiangyan, leaned his head on her shoulder, and sniffed the long-lost fragrance.

"Yanyan, I miss you very much."

"Since you miss me, why don't you come to me?" Seeing Weng Linran acting like a baby, Si Xiangyan stroked her head pityingly, and combed her long black hair little by little.Just because he once said that he likes her long hair, Weng Linran really didn't cut it too much. Now, the long hair has reached her waist.

"I know, Yanyan doesn't want to see me, so I dare not go to you and see you. But I think you are so tired from thinking about it, and I feel that even my breathing becomes heavy. Hold me tighter, okay?" Weng Lin Ran eagerly said softly, even she herself forgot why she was afraid to see Si Xiangyan, how long had it been since the two of them hugged like this.

"The reason why you dare not see me is because you betrayed me. From the very beginning, your purpose of approaching me was to destroy the Si family." Suddenly, the embrace that was supposed to be warm became a little cold, and Si Xiangyan's embrace His tone of voice was no longer pleasant.Even being hugged by her, the distance between the two feels as far away as thousands of mountains and rivers.

"No...it's not like that, Yanyan, I do have a purpose for approaching you, but it has nothing to do with hurting you. I don't know what to do now, and I don't even dare to explain anything to you. I'm afraid you will hate me , and I am even more afraid that you will forget me as a passerby. What do you want me to do, so that you can stop treating me like this. "

"Weng Linran, listen carefully, I will never forgive your betrayal unless you die." Although he had already prepared in his heart, but when Si Xiangyan said it himself, Weng Linran still felt at a loss as to what to do.Lying on the bed in a panic, she watched Si Xiangyan recede further and further away, gradually disappearing from her side.This kind of departure was like a sharp knife opening a gap in Weng Linran's heart, and with the disappearance of Si Xiangyan, it became bigger and deeper.

"Doctor Zhang, her heartbeat suddenly dropped, and her breathing became very weak."

"Continue to infuse, just lose too much blood, prepare for electric shock."

"Doctor Zhang, the patient is not breathing."

"Increase the voltage!"

"What's the matter, she just went to the prison, how did she come out like this?" In the hotel in X City, the originally neat suite was messed up, blood and gauze all over the floor, making the warm atmosphere of the room It looks a bit scary.Sitting in the living room, Zhong Jinlan glanced at Zhong Jinyu beside him, and finally turned his attention to Long Wang.

"Sister Lan, don't look at me like that, I didn't do anything." Speaking of which, Long Wang also felt aggrieved. He has been busy since Si Xiangyan's accident, and finally found Weng Linran to be the key As a result, before the plan was started, this person was half dead.

"It's useless to say these things now. Although I said let her die on her own, you should be clear. No one can touch her except Si Si."

"Sister Lan, I understand what you mean, she..."

"Brother Wang, Sister Lan." Long Wang wanted to explain something, but at this time Doctor Zhang had already walked out.

"Is she dead?" Long Wang asked subconsciously, and closed his mouth after receiving a look of contempt from Zhong Jinlan.

"Miss Weng's will to survive is very weak, but sometimes she bursts out with a strong desire to survive. The wound on her abdomen is deep, coupled with the lack of rest and malnutrition for several days, the wound repeatedly dehisces, and excessive blood loss will cause shock. .Although the person has been rescued, but the high fever has not subsided, I can't guarantee whether he will wake up in the court the day after tomorrow."

"What does this mean? Low awareness of survival? What right does she have to play the death game now? No matter what, I have to wake her up, otherwise Sister Si..."

"Long Wang, send Dr. Zhang away, and leave it to me. I will let her appear in court in three days."

"Then I will leave this matter to you, Sister Lan."

Seeing Zhong Jinlan's swearing, Long Wang stopped talking, but took Doctor Zhang to leave.Watching them go downstairs, Zhong Jinlan sat down on the sofa tiredly, looked for Zhong Jinyu's shoulder, and slowly leaned on it.

"Xiao Yuyu, I'm so tired." Although Zhong Jinlan called him an annoying name again, at this time, Zhong Jinyu didn't bother to correct her.She stretched out her hand to hold Zhong Jinlan in her arms, touched her thinner back, and gently rubbed it with some distress.

"I know that something happened to Si Xiangyan, and you are also very sad, but at least you have to treat yourself better."

As someone who has been with Zhong Jinlan for many years, Zhong Jinyu even knows Zhong Jinlan better than she knows herself.She and Si Xiangyan are classmates, friends, and even relatives.Now the Si family is in this situation, and Si Xiangyan is in jail.Even though all this might have been expected long ago, Zhong Jinlan definitely wouldn't feel at ease.

"Actually, I'm not sad, I just feel sorry for Sisi. If I hadn't encouraged her to be with Weng Linran at that time, she might not be..."

"Lan, maybe you haven't understood the relationship between them yet."

"Why do you say that?" Zhong Jinyu's retort made Zhong Jinlan sit up. These days, as long as she closed her eyes, she would think of Si Xiangyan running to her home that night with red eyes.

It was the first time the two had known each other for more than ten years, and she saw such a vulnerable and helpless Si Xiangyan.Zhong Jinlan is not completely ignorant of what it's like to be betrayed by a lover.In the past, I was also desperate for a woman, but what I got in the end was the strangers of two people.It was Si Xiangyan who helped her in her most difficult time. She watched Si Xiangyan lose her parents, and watched Si Xiangyan change from a girl who always smiled to the feared Si boss in the underworld.

Si Xiangyan had been alone for too long, and this loneliness did not make her stronger, but instead made her more afraid of being alone.Zhong Jinlan could feel how much happiness Weng Linran brought to Si Xiangyan, and the stronger the happiness, the deeper the pain.

"Lan, you are sister Si's friend, so you can only see her pain. But as a bystander, although I don't know who Weng Linran is. But you think, the way you look at a person is okay. Did it come from a show? When she looked at Si Xiangyan, the emotion in her eyes was so intense that I could feel it. Sister Si couldn’t see it right now, and she didn’t want to watch it, but that doesn’t mean she didn’t.”

"Why did Xiao Yuyu speak for her?" After hearing Zhong Jinyu's words, Zhong Jinlan fell silent.She got up and walked into the house, looking at the blood stains all over the room, she couldn't help holding her breath.Weng Linran on the bed was still receiving blood transfusions, his whole body was covered with sweat, as if he had just been fished out of the river.Her neck was wrapped in gauze, but there was still blood oozing faintly, and her brows were tightly frowned.

At this moment, Weng Linran made Zhong Jinlan feel a little sympathetic. She picked up the towel beside her and wiped off the sweat on her forehead, and then wiped her arms.However, when the towel reached her right hand, she found that she couldn't open her fingers no matter what, and there seemed to be something inside.In order to make it clear, Zhong Jinlan put down the towel, exerted force with both hands, and finally separated Weng Linran's hands.

Accompanied by a crisp echo, two rings fell to the ground. They were obviously a pair of female rings, and different words were engraved on the inside of the rings.One of them is the abbreviation of Si Xiangyan's name, yan, while the other is in Italian.

"My heart beats just for you."