Beyond friendship is love

On the day of the cultural tour, the weather was very good. To put it bluntly, the sun was shining and it was extremely hot, but the students were very excited. The guides of each hall wore work clothes and started work early.

An Shixiao was busily busy in the gymnasium, while Shen Mingyan and his classmate Sun Yao were wandering around the campus.

"Shen Mingyan, don't you want to prepare the speech tonight, can you just hang out like this?" Sun Yao was a little worried, seeing that the people who had programs at the welcome party were rehearsing nervously, but the main protagonist of the party was leisurely. very.

"Don't worry, you won't embarrass our class."

Shen Mingyan stretched his neck and looked forward to watch the excitement. There were too many people, so crowded that he couldn't breathe.

"Sun Yao, let's go to the radio station to watch Qian Yu, I don't know how he is doing, let's go and make a surprise attack."

Sun Yao and Ye Qianyu usually have a good relationship, Sun Yao forgets that apart from Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao, the first friend Ye Qianyu made in University A, several people often stay together, and the relationship has been long. It's all good.

"Okay, that kid must have done a good job. For this reason, this guy practiced his voice all the time he ate, and then played a voice, making it look like a concert. He was so nervous." Speaking of Ye Qianyu, Sun Yao laughed at him. It was the first time Sun Yao met someone who was so hardworking and serious in everything he did. The joke was a joke. He usually took good care of Ye Qianyu, for fear that Ye Qianyu's cowardly character would be bullied go.

Speaking of Ye Qianyu, Shen Mingyan smiled faintly, and looked up at the blue sky. In his eyes, Ye Qianyu was as pure as this sky. The scorching sun was too dazzling, so he subconsciously covered his eyes.

"Yeah, he really works hard. No matter what he does, he is always serious. He does his best and doesn't like to cause trouble for others. Sometimes he is so polite that it makes people angry. Sun Yao, Qian Yu is a very sensitive person, please help us take care of him, he hides everything in his heart, talk to him more if he has nothing to do, and help me take care of this brother."

In Shen Mingyan's heart, Ye Qianyu has always been regarded as an elder brother, but perhaps because of the kindness of Shen and An's family towards Ye Qianyu, Ye Qianyu can't let go of them in front of them, although he and An Shixiao are not alienated. , but also always very polite.

Shen Mingyan didn't know what happened to him before he was sent to the orphanage. I only heard that he stayed in the hospital for a long time and was very withdrawn when he was sent to the orphanage. It took them a long time to make friends with him. Only then did he gradually become more cheerful. Father Shen once thought of adopting him, but Qianyu refused.He always lives very hard, studies hard, and works part-time whenever he has time. Ye Qianyu like that makes people feel distressed.

"Well, you don't need to say, I will too, he is my buddy." Sun Yao patted himself on the chest as a guarantee.

When the two of them arrived at the broadcasting hall, Ye Qianyu was very busy, surrounded by a large group of people, asking about this and that. It can be seen from the famous words that Ye Qianyu is very happy at this moment.

Seeing the two people outside the crowd, Ye Qianyu was surprised for a while, then raised a big smile, and slapped the crowd around him with his mouth, expressing that he couldn't leave, Sun Yao winked at Ye Qianyu mischievously Shrugging, Shen Mingyan waved at him. The two of them walked around the broadcasting hall for a while before Ye Qianyu broke free and ran over.

"Sun Yao, Mingyan, why are you here?" Running quickly, Ye Qianyu was still panting.

Shen Mingyan handed over a bottle of water, and Ye Qianyu took it with a smile, opened it and drank it, maybe he was too thirsty, and half of it went down.

"Drink it slowly, be careful of choking." Shen Mingyan expressed his horror at the way he drank the cow's drink.

"Are you done? We idlers, come here to make a surprise check to see if you are lazy."

"Yao, how can I be lazy, I am busy, how can I have time to be lazy..." Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted.

"Qianyu, come here, take these to broadcast, ouch, I'm so busy, I'll go and receive this group of people first, little guy, read it carefully." The senior sister, holding a A stack of broadcast scripts came over, put it in Ye Qianyu's hand, and left in a hurry.

Ye Qianyu stared blankly at the manuscript in his arms, then at the two of them.

"Well, I have to go to work again."

"Go, go, work hard. Tonight, no, there is a party tonight. Tomorrow, my buddy will invite you to eat something good." Sun Yao patted his pocket, like a rich man, and motioned for his purse There is food these days, so it is no problem to treat guests.

Ye Qianyu has long been used to this guy's tyrant appearance, completely ignoring'

"Okay, then I'll go."

"Well, let's go, let's go to another place. I guess Xiao is just like you now, busy like a spinning top." Shen Mingyan watched Ye Qianyu scratching the back of his head amusedly, and suddenly remembered that he was in A University. Somewhere, perhaps the equally busy An Shixiao.

The two stayed in the radio hall for a while, and Ye Qianyu's soft and pure broadcast sounded in the hall.

Sure enough, as expected by Shen's famous words, An Shixiao in the gymnasium is also very busy. Putting away his usual smirk and gruff face, he exudes a mature and stable aura when he is serious, and he is extraordinarily charming. Occasionally, an unintentional smile and chic movements, Seeing Shen Mingyan was a little crazy.

There are two words: serious people are the most attractive.And beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, no matter how ugly a person is in the eyes of his sweetheart, he is the most beautiful person in the world, not to mention the already dazzling An Shixiao, who is irreplaceable in Shen Mingyan's heart.

He wanted to step forward and stand beside An Shixiao, wanting to use his light to illuminate his dark heart for a long time, but his feet seemed to be fixed by magic, and he couldn't take that small step, so he could only stare at it from afar. Watching some bold girls handing An Shixiao water, wiping off sweat, and chatting.An Shixiao radiated brilliance in the noisy crowd, but he could only stand outside the crowd and watch alone.

If he hadn't fallen in love, could he just stare at her innocently? If he hadn't fallen in love, could he have behaved generously in front of An Shixiao instead of being so hard-pressed now, for fear of showing something strange.

"Famous words, famous words?" There was no response after calling out a few times, Sun Yao waved a few times in front of Shen Mingyan, and finally called people back to God.

"What's the matter, why are you suddenly in a daze."

"Ah, Sun Yao, let's go for a walk, it's a bit boring here." Shen Mingyan was eager to escape from everything in front of him. He didn't want to see the person chatting with other girls, at least not at this time. , His heart hurt a little, he couldn't make a mess in front of so many people, the grief and anger surging from his limbs made him too weak to support his thin body.

"Will it be?" Sun Yao was confused, the air was obviously similar to other halls, how could it be boring?But seeing Shen Mingyan's face turned ugly, he was uncertain.

"Then let's go, don't you go say hello to Shi Xiao?"

"No, let him be busy, let's go."

"Oh."

Escape is the stupidest way in the world, but it is also the most tolerant way to yourself. At least, you don’t have to force yourself to face the piercing pain. He and An Shixiao can only be brothers, he can’t Breaking through, he can't let An Shixiao also go on this path, to face the world's strange eyes, can't let him bear the pressure of public opinion on the same sex in this world, he can't let An's family down, so they can only be brothers.

Between brothers, the eye contact should not stay for too long, and the close behavior should not cross the boundary. This is between them, they are the closest people, but they can never become the closest people.

There is a geomantic land in University A, which is a meadow in the middle of the school. The meadow is surrounded by trees and the terrain is high. Sitting on the edge of the meadow, you can overlook some unique landscapes that are not usually seen in the school. Many students like to come here The place, but because of the large-scale school activities today, there are only a few people in the grassland.

Shen Mingyan and Sun Yao became two of them. They sat side by side under a green shade, watching the students coming and going in the garden, sisters in twos and threes, brothers in groups of threes and fives, lovers walking hand in hand, There are also some people who walk aimlessly by only one person. The relationship between people is actually so delicate. Just a feeling can make a stranger enter your life, and you can also make a stranger remain a stranger forever. Depending on your feelings, approach people who feel good to you, and reject people who feel bad to you.

Friends and lovers are just a feeling of difference.If you have too strong feelings for friends, you will want to become lovers, and if you become dull feelings for lovers, you may degenerate into friends or even return to strangers. It turns out that the traction between people is just a matter of feeling.

"Sun Yao, have you ever been in love?" Without turning his head or turning sideways, Shen Mingyan just looked into the distance and asked such a question.

"Huh? Why did you ask this suddenly?" Facing the sudden question, Sun Yao looked strangely at the person beside him who was two years younger than him but felt more mature than him.

"No, I just suddenly want to know what it's like to like someone?" Heh, do you really don't know, of course not, I just want to find someone to share the feeling of liking, the heart fluctuates only for one person .

"Well... how should I put it, the mood of liking and falling in love may be different."

"Different? Don't you all like it?" Shen Mingyan tilted his head, with doubts in his eyes.

"Love is a process, liking is just a feeling. Liking can be a matter of one person, but love must be a matter of two people. How can it be the same? If you like someone, you may only see the other person's good, the other person's Advantages, but ignore those shortcomings, that is a very pure feeling. It’s just that once you enter the period of love and get along with each other for a long time, you will understand each other more and more, and the imperfect side of the other person will pay more and more attention. If If you are tolerant enough and like you enough, you will be in love for a long time, and you will be married, otherwise..." Sun Yao shrugged, expressing that the result is self-evident.

"Hearing what you said is very reasonable, wouldn't you also be a veteran in love?"

"I'm not considered a veteran, but I had two conversations in high school. When I first fell in love, I tried my best to catch up with her. But after dating for a long time, all the faults and bad habits of the other party came out, and then we broke up."

"I don't have any regrets after breaking up. At least I've been with the person I like, isn't it? Compared to someone who doesn't even have a chance to confess, he's much happier." Biting his lower lip, Shen Mingyan looked away uncomfortably , I don't know how to hide the red eye sockets.

"That's right, huh?"

Sun Yao, who finally noticed something was wrong, glanced around, approached Shen Mingyan like a thief, and asked in a low voice, "Mingyan, did you secretly fall in love with someone? Your eyes are sharp enough to start school. Have a goal in half a month?"

Shen Mingyan looked at the man in front of him like a cat that saw a mouse with a funny face.

"Where do you want to go?"

Sun Yao didn't believe that people who didn't like him would ask so many insinuations?

"Hey, don't be shy, my buddy has already got a second girlfriend at your age, what's there to be embarrassed about, tell me, is it from our class, tsk, there seems to be no good-looking girl in our class, then Is it from another class? From another department? Could it be a senior who fell in love with?”

Look at Sun Yao's frightened expression.

"Really, I'm just curious. How could Xiao be so comfortable in the flowers? Is it because he really likes what you said until he fell in love and found out that the other party is not suitable for him? ?”

"Shi Xiao, you have been buddies with him for so many years, you still don't understand? It's not because I said bad things about him, let's just analyze his character, Shi Xiao is a playboy with a typical personality, and he is a bit domineering, sure. Not to mention liking, just chasing after seeing the right one, and once you get it, the sense of conquest is gone, so naturally there is no more to say, he is surrounded by so many beauties, so he is naturally used to enjoying it, do you think I am right?" Sun Yao is proud, rare I also have times when I am such a master of philosophy.

Stretch your feet and support the back of your head with your hands, and lie flat on the grass. The view from this angle is always the widest. Shen Mingyan looks at the sun that is mischievously slipping onto the grass through the gaps in the trees. Maybe this is like An Shixiao, no matter how thick it is Even the trees can't hide the sun's exposure.

"Well, maybe, who knows." The watch on the wrist was ticking, ticking, and there were many things that could only be handed over to time.

"Let's not talk about this, Sun Yao, which museum do you want to go to, and then go and have a look? We can't miss the cultural garden that the school only has once a year." Standing up, patting the grass clippings on his body, he was usually cheerful .

"Hmm... How about going to the Science Museum? In the afternoon, the seniors in the Science Museum displayed experiments in the museum. I heard it was very exciting."

"OK!" He stretched out his hand to lift up Sun Yao who was still sitting on the ground, and the two headed towards the Science Museum side by side.

The two new partners just shuttled through the various halls of the school and spent the whole day.

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