Beyond friendship is love

An Shixiao felt that he was sick, and he was still very sick.

After the orientation meeting that night, his mind became extremely abnormal, and he kept recalling Shen Mingyan's lonely expression that was about to cry when he played the violin that night.The song 'Secret Love', what is Shen Mingyan saying?Is it simply sad because of the song, or does Shen Mingyan have someone he likes in his heart?Who is he secretly in love with?

His Yanyan is almost 18 years old, and he has made countless girlfriends at his age, but Shen Mingyan has never had a single one so far, and there are not many opposite sexes around him, does his Yanyan want to fall in love? , who is he in love with now?Thinking of this, An Shixiao couldn't stop the pain in his heart, the beating heart in his chest felt like it was being pinched, and it hurt suddenly.

But at this moment, he is even more like a pervert, peeking at Shen Mingyan's sleeping face, his smooth and fair face, and his bright red lips are like little cherries waiting for him to pick.

Unconsciously, she walked to Shen Mingyan's bed, bent down a little bit like a demon, and approached the mouth full of temptation.I want to kiss, I want to suck my lips that look delicious, kiss him, kiss him...

When he was about to approach, Shen Mingyan suddenly turned over in a daze, sleeping on the outside, An Shixiao was startled and took several steps back.

What was he doing, he almost kissed the brother he grew up with, An Shixiao slapped his face with a slap, and shook his head vigorously.

——An Shixiao, you pervert, how can you have such a nasty behavior, your words are not only your pettiness, more importantly, he is a man, how can you do such a shameless thing.

After cursing himself hundreds of times in his heart, An Shixiao lay back on his bed, but when he turned around, he saw Shen Mingyan's sweet sleeping face again.

ah!Terrible!An Shixiao got up annoyed, and gave up this afternoon nap.He took the dormitory key and ran out.

He must be crazy.

Shen Mingyan sat blankly in the piano room of the Ministry of Literature and Art, with a pale face.

Two hours ago, Shen Mingyan waited in the dining room for lunch with An Shixiao, who had finished his busy work in the student union, ordered the food, and waited obediently, but never thought that he would wait for a result that seemed to be scheming.

The proud An Shixiao appeared in his sight with his arms around Fang You, who was smiling sweetly. The two of them walked together so intimately that no one in between could accommodate him anymore, including himself.

"Yanyan, this is Fang You, you know her too, and now she is officially my girlfriend." An Shixiao smiled and took Fang You's hand, and stood in front of Shen Mingyan.

Shen Mingyan wondered if the surrounding air had been sucked away by someone, otherwise, why did he find it so difficult to breathe, a part of his body was screaming in pain, and suddenly even the strength to stand was drained by something.

Girlfriend...?Is it girlfriend again?But he never brought women to see him before, why did he bring Fang You to him today?Why?Are you serious this time?Actually... are you serious?

Trying to open the corners of his mouth, Shen Mingyan smiled softly and said, "Xiao, you have good eyesight, Fang You is very beautiful, congratulations."

"Of course, she and I are going to get married in the future." I don't know why, when I saw Shen Mingyan smiling and saying congratulations, it would be so harsh and dazzling. Brother said this, shouldn't he be happy, but his heart rose instead Displeased to say such words against my will.

——Do you want to push me to someone else?

"Married?" Shen Mingyan was startled, and almost bumped into the table next to him.

What did he hear?Get married, get married!

"Well, I finally found the person I was destined to be. She is Xiaoyou, Yanyan, you don't know how happy I am." Turning around, holding Fang You's face, and kissing her forehead lightly.

"Xiaoyou, I love you."

"Shi Xiao..." Fang You blushed, and the little bird snuggled up to An Shixiao.

Shen Mingyan smiled wryly, if there was no one around, would they be kissing together?

"Hehe, Xiao, the younger brother really wants to bless you all. Sit down and eat, I've already ordered something." The left hand behind him clenched his fist tightly, and the long nails were inserted into the palm of his hand, forming a curved shape. Crescent bloodstains.Does it hurt?pain!Only by continuously creating pain elsewhere in the body may be able to ease the pain in the heart.

He wanted to eat as if nothing had happened, but his right hand didn't work. He dropped a pair of chopsticks several times before he finally grasped them. Fang You poured water, picked up vegetables, and when his two eyes were looking at Fang You, it was Shen Mingyan's completely unfamiliar infatuation and pampering.

Before, An Shixiao had never treated him like this, but now he gave all his attention and tenderness to others.

In the middle, everything is different!

My mind was blank and buzzing, my lips were trembling uncontrollably, the vegetables fell before they reached my mouth, I stretched out my left hand to hold down my right hand, but instead the trembling became more severe.

"Well, Xiao, you eat. I'm full. I still have something to do in the literature and art department. I'll go to work first." After finishing speaking, An Shixiao pulled away the stool and left without waiting for An Shixiao's answer.

An Shixiao looked at Shen Mingyan's back, feeling agitated for a while, and said he was full without eating a single bite, not knowing why he was playing.

In fact, he didn't want to say those words, such as love and marriage, they were all just for the moment.As soon as he saw Shen Mingyan's face, he couldn't stop. He wanted to show off in a high-profile way, and he didn't know what he wanted to prove. He knew that Shen Mingyan was not wrong, it was his own problem, but he couldn't control it, and he didn't know What's wrong with myself.

Shen Mingyan didn't know how long he had been running on the training ground, he didn't want to stop, his heart was too chaotic, he really wanted to cry loudly, shout loudly, he didn't know what to do to soothe his hurt heart.

——Shen Mingyan, you can’t do this. Didn’t you agree that you won’t be sad? Didn’t you already decide to stay by An Shixiao’s side in this capacity? As long as you stay by his side, you will be satisfied, watching him get married one day Is having a happy baby enough?But what are you doing now?What right do you have to be jealous, to complain, who made you fall in love first, who made you dislike someone, but you just like your brother, Shen Mingyan, you deserve it, you really deserve it!

Exhausted from running, he dragged his weary steps to the piano room where no one would normally be there. He wanted a closed space where he could hide himself, without worrying about anyone or thinking about anyone.

In a quiet space, with a cold musical instrument, Shen Mingyan sat on the steps, buried his face between his knees, and let his sorrow drown.

A big hand gently placed on the top of his hair, so reassuring, so warm, but strange.

He gently raised his eyes that were hazy with tears.

It's him, Ji Yiran!

"you…"

Ji Yiran rubbed his hair, then put his hands back into his trouser pockets.

"I just came to sit and sit, I didn't expect someone to be here."

Ji Yiran looked at Shen Mingyan, who had stopped crying, and his heart tightened. Eyelashes stained with tears, red nose, lips with teeth marks, how could they be so attractive?

Shen Mingyan turned his face away in embarrassment, looking around in embarrassment.It's a shame that someone else saw her like this.

"Uh, then I'll go first."

He stood up hastily, but because he kept one position for too long, his feet became numb, and he couldn't stand up at all, and bumped into the piano stand on one side.But Ji Yiran didn't intend to help at all, instead, he walked to the piano and sat down, without looking at him again, and lifted the piano cover, revealing the black and white keys.

Shen Mingyan also ignored him, and prepared to leave after his feet got used to it.

But at this moment, the sound of the piano sounded, and Shen Mingyan was stunned by the beautiful sound of the piano. It was so nice, it was completely at the level of a pianist, and he couldn't help turning his head to look at Ji Yiran.

Slender fingers fluttering over the keys, handsome profile, tight lips, focused but wandering eyes.Shen Mingyan had to admit again that this person was really good-looking, and he didn't expect that he could even play the piano so well.He could hear Ji Yiran's dedication in the sound of the piano.

A musical instrument is a kind of spiritual thing, whether there is emotional investment or not, an insider can tell when he hears it.

Shen Mingyan smiled wryly, it has nothing to do with him, his current mood is not suitable for appreciation.

Just at the door, the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

"Shen Mingyan, you like him, right?"

Pausing, Shen Mingyan turned around in surprise, but Ji Yiran still maintained the sitting posture just now, and pressed the keys of the piano with his fingers.So calm, as if the person who asked just now was not him.

"I do not understand what you mean."

Ji Yiran smiled lightly, walked up to Shen Mingyan, his eyes were so sharp that he seemed to see through him, bent down to cover his ear, and whispered softly: "An Shixiao!"

Shen Mingyan pushed him away subconsciously, his eyes were full of horror, and his already pale face was completely devoid of blood.

"What do you mean?"

"What do you mean, don't you understand better than anyone else?"

"I don't know what nonsense you are talking about, I have something to do, excuse me!" Turned around in a panic and wanted to leave.

Why would it be seen by others? He has been hiding so deeply. Why would he be seen through by someone who has only known him for less than a month? No, no, he must leave immediately. He cannot admit it. He is afraid that if Ji Yiran If it gets out, what will he do.He didn't care what others thought of him, but he couldn't help but care about An Shixiao's thoughts. If An Shixiao found out, he would definitely loathe him and despise him, and he would lose the opportunity to stay by An Shixiao's side from then on.

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