Beyond friendship is love

"An Shixiao, what do you mean today?"

As soon as Shen Mingyan entered the dormitory door, he smiled maliciously at Shang An Shixiao, and the anger that had been restrained for a day rushed to the top of his head.

He didn't ask An Shixiao to like him equally, and he didn't ask An Shixiao to be with him, but he never expected that An Shixiao would help him introduce a girlfriend, heh, he just wanted to guard him, so it didn't matter. OK?

An Shixiao didn't notice that Shen Mingyan was really angry, so he approached him with a playful smile and asked, "How about it, brother, let me find you this beautiful one. Is there any more text, do you like it?"

Knowing that he was angry, Shen Mingyan skipped An Shixiao and sat beside his bed without saying a word.

"Why, don't you like it? It's okay. I'll find another one for you. What type do you like, cute and charming? Don't you like Miss Yu?"

——I don't like anyone, I only like you, I only love you, I don't want anyone.

But he can't say, why do these things suddenly, he has no other requirements, just guard him as before, isn't it okay?Can why rush to push him to others.Biting her lower lip desperately, she told herself to be patient and not lose control.

But An Shixiao didn't pay attention at all, and walked around the dormitory with his hands behind his back, while thinking in distress: "Well, there is a cute girl in the Chinese Department, but this one is said to be boring, no, then..."

"An Shixiao, you are enough!"

Hearing Shen Mingyan's sudden yell, An Shixiao looked at him in horror, and stood there helpless for a while, finally realizing that Shen Mingyan's face was very ugly, he rushed up to grab Shen Mingyan, and panicked.What to do, his words are angry.

"Yanyan, what's the matter?" Looking at Shen Mingyan's slightly red eye circles, his heart tightened. He really deserves to be damned, why did his Yanyan make him cry, but he just wanted to introduce him to a girlfriend. It's also for his own good, I don't want his words to go astray, why are you angry, why are you crying?

"An Shixiao, it's not that no one wants me, don't worry about it, don't worry about my affairs!"

Don't...you...don't care!

When An Shixiao heard these words, his brain started to explode. What did he say, don't let him care?

"I don't care, I don't care who can take care of it, Ji Yiran?" As soon as he thought of Shen Mingyan and Ji Yiran embracing in the piano room, An Shixiao couldn't stop his anger, and his voice couldn't help raising his voice.

"An Shixiao, this is my business. It's nothing to do with Yiran. Don't involve others." Shen Mingyan felt that An Shixiao was simply unreasonable.

Yiran, Yiran, damn it, actually screaming so affectionately.

"Isn't it because you're having an affair with Ji Yiran that you're so unhappy?" An Shixiao became angry, and there was nothing to stop him from speaking, his heart was bubbling with sourness. How could Ji Yiran take away his words? Say, why?

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Shen Mingyan couldn't believe that the person who said such words would be someone he had liked for so many years.

"I'm talking nonsense, you all hugged each other, and you still say I'm talking nonsense, how dare you say you are innocent?" An Shixiao lost his mind in anger, and threw the alarm clock on the table to the ground, smashing it into pieces.

"An Shixiao, you..."

"Me, what should I do?" He approached Shen Mingyan step by step, cornering him with no way out.

"Am I wrong, Shen Mingyan, do you dare to say that you don't like him?"

When An Shixiao thought that Shen Mingyan would like Ji Yiran, his heart felt sore and painful, and his words became more and more hurtful. He was unhappy, and others should not think about it.

"I do not have…"

——I don't like Ji Yiran, I don't.The person I like is you, An Shixiao!

"I've seen it all, but you still said no. Shen Mingyan, I didn't expect you to be so shameless."

Shameless, he looks at him like that?

"Yes, I like Yiran, and that's none of your business, An Shixiao, what right do you have to control me." Shen Mingyan was so stimulated that he lost his reason. The person he liked scolded him for being shameless. Where is An Shixiao? Is this the kind of person he is? After more than ten years of getting along, he has become shameless in exchange.

"Shen Mingyan, he is a man, why are you so disgusting, are you a pervert?" Yibi said a vicious sentence uncontrollably, hurting others as well as himself.

Disgusting, perverted?Haha, it turns out that he is like this in An Shixiao's heart, so what is his love, what is his heart that has been hurting for so many years, and what is he insisting on for so many years?My heart hurts so much, Shen Mingyan seems to have tasted the taste of despair, so bitter, so painful.

"Slap..." A slap was slapped on An Shixiao's face.

An Shixiao covered his face and stepped back in disbelief.

"You hit me, for Ji Yiran, for a man you've only known for less than a month, you hit me?" After sweeping everything on the table on the ground, An Shixiao opened the door and rushed out.

The dormitory was a mess.

Shen Mingyan stared blankly at his right hand, and he actually hit An Shixiao.What did he do?He slumped and sat on the ground weakly, letting the tears flow, how could things become like this, he didn't want to, really didn't want to, he was really out of breath.

Ever since they were young, they had never blushed or quarreled once, but today it happened like this. Will An Shixiao forgive him?Can they go back together?I can't go back, because An Shixiao misunderstood that he likes Ji Yiran, because An Shixiao knows that he likes men, thinks he is disgusting, and says he is a pervert, how can I go back after all this?

——Shen Mingyan, why are you so impatient? Now, you don't even have the qualification to stay by his side and watch his happiness. You deserve it.

Slapping himself hard, Shen Mingyan fell on the floor and wept wantonly.

Everything has changed, it will never be the same again, and it would be nice if they didn't have to grow up.

Is he going to give up, is it finally time to give up?Haha, I really want to laugh, isn't it all self-inflicted, what right does he have to cry, he just fell in love with someone, what is wrong with him, maybe the only thing wrong is that he shouldn't fall in love with his brother.

An Shixiao didn't come back all night.

Shen Mingyan, who had been calm all night, finally decided to apologize to An Shixiao. It was his fault for beating someone. He wanted to say to An Shixiao, "You asked me to date girls, so let's date them. Let's make up." 'However, after waiting all day on Sunday, An Shixiao still didn't come back, and no one answered the phone.

An Shixiao was determined to ignore him.

Then Monday, An Shixiao must go to class.Shen Mingyan was wrong, An Shixiao skipped class.

When Shen Mingyan returned to the dormitory, his mind went blank for a moment.All the things belonging to An Shixiao in the room were removed, leaving nothing behind.

All the strength was exhausted, the book in his hand fell, and the "boom" hit the floor with a loud sound.

——An Shixiao, do you have to be so terrific?Do I like men so unbearable?If I say I love you again, will you never see me again?Ah, then, so be it.The ten years between me and you will end like this.If my love is destined to become your burden, then I will stay away from you as you wish, look at you from afar, and see you happy as always, enough, this is enough.

Since An Shixiao felt that he was disgusting and didn't want to see him, he took the initiative to withdraw from his sight.Before class the next day, I changed seats with someone, and sat on Ye Qianyu's left, by the window. With a slight tilt of my head, I could see the world outside the window, which was clean and clear.

After class, Ye Qianyu and Shen Mingyan walked on the school's green path. It was also the first time that get out of class was over. Ye Qianyu didn't rush to work.

After hesitating for a long time, Ye Qianyu couldn't help asking.

"Famous words, what's the matter with you and Shi Xiao?"

In the morning, I heard that An Shixiao moved out of the dormitory. He didn't come to class yesterday and today, and even Shen Mingyan changed seats. These two people are usually so good, so it can't be a quarrel, but, what could it be? So stiff, can't take care of the relationship for so many years?There are too many questions to ask, but his character makes him unable to speak.

"Oh, Qian Yu, if I say I like men, what will you think of me?" Like An Shixiao, do you think he is disgusting and perverted?Shen Mingyan smiled wryly.

"Huh?" The question came so suddenly that Ye Qianyu was stunned.Will this news be too explosive?

"Oh, you feel disgusting too, can't you accept it?" He turned his head and left lonely, only he knew how much his feet trembled.

Looking at his back, Ye Qianyu had an indescribable feeling, how could such a warm person be so lonely?He strode to catch up and grabbed Shen Mingyan.

"Famous quotes, I don't know why you think you like, well, men, it's disgusting. But, I think love has no boundaries. Some people like young ones, some people like beautiful ones, some people like gentle ones...everyone likes The standards are different, and you just like the same sex, not to mention, don’t you say that love is beyond your control, so, I, I support you. No matter who you like, male or female, I will On your side, I, uh, that's over."

After finishing speaking, seeing Shen Mingyan staring at him without speaking, Ye Qianyu lowered his head awkwardly and looked at the ground.

Shen Mingyan didn't expect that Ye Qianyu, who was usually shy and quiet, would say such a big truth, let alone that he would say, standing on his side, the gloomy heart suddenly had a ray of sunshine.

"Move to."

"Huh?" Ye Qianyu raised his head with a cute and cute expression.

"Thank you!"

"Well, that, you're welcome." Scratching his hair, he didn't know what to say to the sudden thank you, reflexively said no thanks, and felt embarrassed after saying it.

Shen Mingyan burst out laughing, and was about to say something more when he was interrupted.

"Famous words, what are you doing here?"

Following the voice, Shen Mingyan saw the big boy coming from the other end, it was the calm, elegant and handsome Ji Yiran.

"Hi, Yiran."

"Are you okay?" Ji Yiran pointed. He knew about An Shixiao's move out of the dormitory. It must be hard to leave yourself.

"It's okay!" Shen Mingyan smiled awkwardly, avoiding the topic lightly.

When Ye Qianyu watched Ji Yiran walk over, his face was like a blushing apple, and he unconsciously twisted the corner of his clothes with his hands, trying to say hello, but found that the other party didn't even look at him. Suddenly, the bright eyes dimmed with disappointment.

"Well, Mingyan, I'll go first."

"Hey, wait a minute, Qian Yu." Shen Mingyan glanced at Ji Yiran apologetically, and motioned him to wait a moment.

"Are you going to work?"

Ye Qianyu glanced at Ji Yiran secretly, and found that he was looking at Shen Mingyan tenderly.

Ji Yiran, does he like Shen Mingyan?

It turned out to be like this, such a cruel person, he never paid attention to him in the dormitory, only he asked questions with the cheek.You can be so gentle when facing Shen Mingyan, is it because you like it?So he's being selfish again?That's right, Shen Mingyan is so excellent, so good, of course he deserves to be liked.Is the person Shen Mingyan likes Ji Yiran?The two stand together really well.

As a friend, he should bless him. He just said that no matter who Shen Mingyan likes, he will stand by his side, but his heart is filled with pain and jealousy.

"Qianyu?" Shen Mingyan waved his hand in front of Ye Qianyu.

"Ah, what's the matter?" Pulled back to his thoughts, Ye Qianyu smiled angrily.

"Why are you in a daze all of a sudden, are you going to work?"

"Ah."

"Qianyu, are you short of people? I'll go to work too."

"Huh? Famously, you..."

"Why did you suddenly go to work?" Ji Yiran asked after taking Ye Qianyu's words.

"Accumulate social experience, and you can get extra money. Sometimes, experience is more important than a diploma. This is the truth we said." Shen Mingyan patted Ye Qianyu on the shoulder, which made Ye Qianyu blush again with embarrassment .

"Qianyu, I heard that you have changed your job recently, how are you doing, what do you do, is there any shortage?"

"Uh, um, it's in a dessert shop, maybe we can go and ask together, uh..." Under Ji Yiran's gaze, Ye Qianyu felt that his whole body was about to burn, and he stuttered and finally finished speaking In a word.

"Of course, do you want to go together? Just take a walk." Shen Mingyan pulled Ye Qianyu but asked Ji Yiran who was on the side.

"Okay." With a simple and concise answer, he took the lead in taking the lead.

Ye Qianyumu Nana walked behind, looking at the two people walking side by side in front, talking about something, Ji Yiran gently rubbed Shen Mingyan's hair, his movements and eyes were full of tenderness.He was as small as dust, and his eyes were secretly red.

Love seems to be a strange cycle, I love him, he loves him, he loves him, and he loves me.As a result, people are doomed to struggle painfully on the track of love, suffer all kinds of trauma, but cannot give up.

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