Beyond friendship is love

The cake was forgotten, and Ye Qianyu squatted in the corner of the corner, with his hands wrapped around his legs, and his face was deeply buried in his body. The place called the heart hurts a lot!

Today is Ji Yiran's birthday, the real birthday, a lunar birthday that maybe his family can't remember.He inadvertently learned from Ji Yiran last year that this year, for today, he started preparing for it very early, and wanted to celebrate a birthday for Ji Yiran that no one else knew about, but after making the preparations, he found that he forgot to order good cake.He hurriedly took the key and went out the door.

Retrieving the cake and walking downstairs, I saw Ji Yiran get off the car, and then Shen Mingyan.Ye Qianyu knew that Ji Yiran didn't like being disturbed when he and Shen Mingyan were alone, so he stood in the corner watching them chatting and smiling.He saw Ji Yiran embrace Shen Mingyan with open arms, saw Ji Yiran whispering in Shen Mingyan's ear, saw Ji Yiran kiss Shen Mingyan.

He kissed Shen Mingyan, and Shen Mingyan was willing to let him kiss. Are they finally together?

Ji Yiran has loved Shen Mingyan for so many years, just like he loves Ji Yiran. He thought that Shen Mingyan would not like Ji Yiran, so he has not given up on loving Ji Yiran for so many years. He has been like an idiot for so many years Also hovering around Ji Yiran, loving that person foolishly, waiting obsessively, thinking that one day it will come.

But now, he finally lost that person, can't wait for his love?

Shen Mingyan and Ji Yiran, they are two people in love, and he, Ji Yiran's bed partner when he is happy, and a tool for venting his anger when he is unhappy, has been an insignificant existence from the beginning, and he wants to quit Did he have to give up?Yes, he should quit, he should give up, otherwise, what does it look like to be caught in the middle of others, don't you hate the third party the most?

Obviously, he always had the realization that he couldn't get it, why when this moment came, he was still in pain and chills all over his body, and he knew that the love he couldn't get would one day leave, but when it really came, he was so cold Unwilling, so painful.Tears kept falling like broken pearls, and he clenched his teeth to prevent the sobs from leaking out, but he still sobbed uncontrollably. From then until now, no matter what grievances and pain he suffered, He had never cried before, but now he couldn't help it.

The person he loves the most, the person he has tried his best to love, the love he has never had, is finally going away.Cry for a while, then let yourself cry for a while, to commemorate the love that has no beginning and no result, just for a while, let him do whatever he wants, after crying, he will do what he should do.

So tonight, let's spend some time with Ji Yiran, at least I can keep one more memory for myself.

Half an hour later, I slowly calmed down, wiped away my tears, put on the cake, and returned to Ji Yiran's house with a smile on my lips.

When he entered the house, Ji Yiran was brushing his hair. He had obviously just come out of the shower. He was very upset to see Ye Qianyu come back after so long.

"Where did you go, you said you had something to ask me to come back, but you ran away without seeing anyone, what do you mean?"

"Ahaha, I'm sorry, I'm going to get the cake." Putting the cake on the table, he quickly went to find the hair dryer, and dried Ji Yiran's hair.

Seeing the cake, Ji Yiran was a little confused.

"Today is your birthday?"

"Me? How is it possible, today is your birthday in the lunar calendar, have you forgotten?" Turn on the dryer, blow dry Ji Yiran's hair, and occasionally comb it with your fingers to dry it, looking like a virtuous wife.

"Really."

"I'm sorry, I made my own way again, and I don't know if you like it or not, but I made a lot of your favorite food and bought your favorite red wine."

With the sound of the hair dryer, Ye Qianyu's gentle voice reached his ears.Inexplicably, there was an inexplicable commotion in his heart, he almost thought that he was a happy man with a caring partner.

That night, everything went with the flow more than ever, eating, drinking, crazy together, falling asleep together.

Hearing the steady breathing in his ears, Ye Qianyu opened his eyes, looked at Ji Yiran who was already asleep, feeling sad, pulled up the quilt to cover each other's naked bodies, reached out and gently stroked Ji Yiran His face, this person whom he loves to the bone marrow, will belong to someone else from now on.

Tears came from the corner of his eyes, he opened his mouth to bite his clenched hand, turned his back, he knew that he and Ji Yiran shouldn't continue this relationship, he felt sorry for Shen Mingyan, the person who was wholeheartedly for his own good, He can't be sorry.

When Ji Yiran's Australian MV shooting is over and his work is not so busy, he can find another assistant for him. Maybe it's time for him to change jobs.

Shen Mingyan didn't know what choice he should make, whether to protect himself or protect the interests of the company?

Everyone is constantly making choices on the road of life. Sometimes if you choose a wrong step, you may lose your entire life.

After struggling for several days and nights, after meeting Ji Yi, Shen Mingyan finally decided to abandon himself and stepped into An Sihe's office.

"Second sister, I have something to tell you."

Standing in front of An Sihe's desk, Shen Mingyan had a serious expression on his face, which made An Sihe shudder. He had seen Shen Mingyan's eyes in so many years, as if he was holding Jue Jue, firm and cold.

"What's the matter, with such an exaggerated expression, it can't be that you have done something bad, little brother? Haha." An Sihe wanted to ease the atmosphere, but obviously it didn't work, so he had to pull Shen Mingyan to the side sofa and sit down. Get ready to listen!

"Second sister, no matter what I say later, I hope you will listen to me, can you?"

"What's the matter, look at your nervous look, tell me, Second Sister is listening." An Sihe smiled and patted Shen Mingyan's hair.

"I...I...I like...men...men!" He stammered.The words that had been hidden for many years came out of his mouth, and he suddenly felt that everything was not that difficult. Everything was difficult at the beginning, and he had already taken the first step. No matter what kind of treatment he would face, he would never turn back.

"Ah?" For a moment, An Sihe thought she had heard it wrong. Of course, it's not that she didn't know about homosexuality, and she had seen it in the mall, but she didn't expect that Shen Mingyan, whom she grew up with, would do the same.

The reaction to An Sihe was completely expected by Shen Mingyan, and he couldn't help but feel his nose turn sour. Is he finally going to be hated by his family?

"I don't know if I'm gay, because so far, I only like him alone. It hasn't changed in so many years. I don't have any feelings for other people. I found out that I liked him in junior high school. I didn't think about it. I wanted to disrupt his life, but now I seem to have no choice."

"Yanyan, you..." An Sihe knew what expression she had without thinking about it. This incident was too unexpected for her, and she needed a buffer.

"Heh, the second sister actually thinks people like me are disgusting, right?" Then it's disgusting, he doesn't care, but his heart is still hurt.Even the most forthright second sister can't accept the reality, can he still count on the understanding of other family members?

"You... do you like... is... Shi Xiao?"

This sentence stuck in An Sihe's throat for a long while, and finally he asked it out.

Shen Mingyan was shocked, he didn't expect An Sihe to guess it so sensitively, now that the words have reached this point, maybe there is nothing to hide, there is no eternal secret in this world, she will know it sooner or later.

Clenching his fists, he finally answered in a low voice: "Yes!"

The whole office fell into dead silence.

After a long time, Shen Mingyan could hardly stand the silence, An Sihe finally asked: "Shi Xiao, does he know?"

Shen Mingyan was stunned, and said with a sad smile: "5 years ago, he knew that I liked men, and he had a fight with me because of this, saying that I was a pervert. It has been 5 years, and you can also see his attitude towards me." , How dare I tell him, and I have no intention of telling him, this road is too hard, and I don't want him to go astray, but maybe he will know soon." Laughing at himself, but no Man knows how bitter his heart is.

"Yanyan..." Only then did An Sihe understand why the two people who wished to be together since childhood had such a fight. It turned out to be like this.Looking at the little brother in front of her, she didn't discriminate against her, and she didn't feel disgusted. She just felt sorry for him. Shen Mingyan must have been very sad these years. He was treated indifferently by the person he liked, and he was carrying such a secret alone. How painful it must be to see the one you love is happy with others, and even smile and bless.

"Second sister, if you think I'm not suitable to stay in the company, I will resign, but..." Shen Mingyan took out something from his suit pocket and handed it to An Sihe.

"There is a reason why I suddenly said this to my second sister today. After all, I can't ignore the company's affairs."

An Sihe took it and opened it to a CD.

"This is?"

"Fang You seems to want to steal information about the resort."

"What?" An Sihe looked back at Shen Mingyan in surprise, saw Shen Mingyan nodded slightly, rushed to the computer, opened the CD, it was a video, from the time Fang You sneaked into the office, until the end Shen Mingyan finally locked the door and left, as well as the video clips that he sneaked into the office several times before when no one was around to search for them. The whole picture was extremely clear, and even the sound could be heard clearly.

Because of the importance of the resort case, Shen Mingyan paid more attention to it and installed a miniature high-definition voice monitor in the office just in case. They are all locked in the safe, otherwise the consequences can be imagined.

An Sihe couldn't believe her eyes, a person who was about to become the daughter-in-law of the An family did such a thing, she knew, she knew that Fang You was not as submissive as she appeared on the surface.Unexpectedly, really unexpected, stealing information and threatening Shen Mingyan.No wonder Shen Mingyan would suddenly tell her the secret that Shen Mingyan had hidden for so many years, it was all because of Fang You.

This hateful woman.An Sihe cursed angrily.

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