Beyond friendship is love

When he saw Shen Mingyan's call, An Shixiao was huddled in a corner of the bar, full of depression, drinking. When he saw the name on the caller ID, he hung up without thinking. The other party didn't seem to give up. He hung up The other party called again, and An Shixiao turned off the phone in a fit of rage.

It's not that he didn't want to answer Shen Mingyan's call, in fact, on the contrary, at that moment, there was a voice in his mind that drove him to answer the phone, because he really wanted to hear Shen Mingyan's voice, even if it was just "Hello" also good.However, he turned off the phone in the end, just because he thought of Shen Mingyan's indifferent attitude towards him and the closeness between Shen Mingyan and Ji Yiran, he was so angry that he went crazy.Since quitting the F village case, he has been getting drunk in bars every night, and the fiancée and unborn child that he should have cared about have long been forgotten.

——Shen Mingyan, Shen Mingyan, what is wrong with me, why do I think about you like this, why are you all on my mind?Obviously the person you love is Ji Yiran, why not me, if the person you love is me, how wonderful it would be, how wonderful it would be!

An Shixiao was taken aback, but was frightened by his own thoughts, he put the wine bottle heavily on the table, staggered out of the bar,

The wind at night blew head-on, An Shixiao couldn't help shivering, feeling so depressed that even the air became heavy.Because of his sudden and ridiculous idea, An Shixiao slapped himself on the forehead with his hand, and hurried home.

What is he doing, how could he have such a ridiculous idea, he has Fang You, and he is about to become a father, how could he have such a ridiculous idea, not to mention that the other party is a man, who grew up with him, let him A man who loves and hates.He can't be sorry to Fang You, no!

After getting engaged, An Shixiao moved out of the villa to live with Fang You. Everyone joked that he wanted to live a two-person world with Fang You. In fact, only he knew it. He just wanted to hear less about Shen Mingyan. He was afraid that when he heard Shen Mingyan getting close to others, he would not be able to hold back his temper. In the past, even he himself could not understand why his damn temper became so irritable, like a vinegar jar that drank old vinegar .But now, he can't admit it if he doesn't want to. He can deceive everyone, but he can't deceive his own heart anymore. He loves Shen Mingyan, not the kind of brother's previous feelings, but love.Therefore, when he knew that Shen Mingyan liked Ji Yiran, he was angry, not because Shen Mingyan liked men, but because Shen Mingyan didn't like him!

For so many years, he avoided and confronted Shen Mingyan, until now he suddenly realized that it was because he loved him. These days, he finally figured out his own heart. After he had Shen Mingyan, that satisfied heart, When he saw Ji Yiran and Shen Mingyan embracing that wounded heart, they both showed that they loved him.

But it was too late, he understood too late, he completely lost the qualification to recover Shen Mingyan, because he is already a wife and father, and he has responsibilities that he should bear.My heart was hurting, I looked up at the buildings in front of me, a tear rolled down the corner of my eye, my lips squirmed and silently confessed: "Yanyan, I love you!"

I don't know how long I've been standing downstairs, my feet are a little numb, An Shixiao raised his hand and wiped away the tears indiscriminately, calmed down and walked home, after tonight, he will not let his heart go, he will let His heart returned to its original position, even if he couldn't do it, he would lock his heart and fulfill his responsibilities.

When I got home and opened the door, it was pitch black. Fang You went to bed early at this point, and entered the bedroom lightly, but there was no usual figure on the bed. Since Fang You was pregnant, she has paid special attention to going to bed on time every day, but now it is midnight An Shixiao wondered when the person was gone, did he go back to the villa or Fang's house?Just when he wanted to blame him for not calling himself when he went back, An Shixiao realized that his mobile phone had been turned off.Take out your phone and turn it on.

I was taken aback by a series of incoming call reminders. There were more than 30 missed calls. There were landlines at home, parents, Shen’s parents, two sisters and brother-in-law. , Something must have happened that made the family members look for him so anxiously, and hurriedly called back the phone at home, but no one answered, and there was an inexplicable panic in my heart, why no one answered, where did I go?He hurriedly called An's mother again, and after only two rings, the phone was picked up.

"Mom, what's wrong with looking for me in such a hurry, why is there no one at home?" An Shixiao asked in a hurry.

"..."

On the other end of the phone, no one answered, but An's mother was crying again and again, which surprised An Shixiao.

"Mom, what happened, don't cry, what's the matter, where are you now?"

There was a ringing on the phone.

"An Shixiao, come to Hospital A quickly, something happened to Yan Yan and Fang You."

The phone was hung up mercilessly, An Shixiao recognized An Sihe's voice, but what did she say, something happened in the hospital?

Almost without any consideration, An Shixiao stumbled and ran out of the house, rushed to the garage as fast as he could, and drove to Hospital A regardless of whether he had been drinking or not.His hands and feet were shaking so much that he turned off the engine several times. Maybe nothing serious happened. Yes, it will be fine. An Shixiao forced himself to calm down, and then restarted the car.

But why did Fang You and Shen Mingyan have an accident at the same time?His mind was so confused that he couldn't figure out why.

Panting and rushing to the hospital, seeing that everyone in Shen's family and An's family had arrived, the two mothers and Shen Mingyu were crying like tears, and the two fathers and brother-in-law also looked heavy.An Shixiao's eyes were stung by the bright red words "under operation" facing him, and he grabbed An Sihe in a daze and asked, "Sister, what happened?"

Who is it, who is in the operating room, is it Fang You, or...

Seeing An Shixiao, An Sihe had the urge to hit him, but at this juncture, she could only control her temper.

"Fang You is fine. He suffered a slight injury. The child is also fine. He has gas in his fetus. Now he is resting in the ward, just talking..." I couldn't continue, turned my head to look at the operating room, and endured it again. Shinobu's eyes were still red.

It's just that Shen Mingyan is still in the operating room, right?

An Shixiao's head was buzzing, all this happened so suddenly, he was caught off guard, and everything was fine when he got off work.

"Sister, what happened, why did this happen?"

"We don't know either. We only know that the two of them were attacked. Luckily, Yanyan called the police in advance, otherwise what might happen. The three of them were also taken away by the police and are being interrogated. Your brother-in-law and I He was the first to arrive and saw Yan Yan being carried out of the ambulance covered in blood, he..."

Depressedly put down the hand that was holding An Sihe, took a few steps back unconsciously, stood there blankly, staring at the door of the operating room, at a loss for what to do.

Telephone!By the way, Shen Mingyan called him several times. Those calls must have been made by Shen Mingyan for help. Damn, what did he do? He hung up and even turned off his phone. Shen Mingyan must be very desperate, he must have called him an asshole countless times in his heart, heh, he is really an asshole, he put his most beloved person in danger, let him face three people alone, Let him fall to the ground wounded and sad alone.

If something happened to Shen Mingyan, what face would he have to face all his family members and say that he loved him, so what qualifications did he have to love him as a bastard.

An Shixiao punched the wall so hard that blood oozed from his knuckles immediately.

Everyone was taken aback by his actions.

"An Shixiao, why are you crazy? This is a hospital, and Yan Yan is still undergoing surgery inside. If you want to mess up, get the hell out of here."

Seeing the two mothers who came forward to stop them in a panic because of An Shixiao's actions, and the two fathers who were exhausted, An Sihe yelled at them completely without getting angry.

After being yelled at by An Sihe, An Shixiao woke up a little, and slid on the ground like a defeated rooster, losing all pride.

Seeing this, An Sihe felt uncomfortable, squatting in front of An Shixiao, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Let's go and see Fang You first, she must be terrified tonight, you go and accompany her first." , we are guarding here."

Fang You, that's right, he was really confused, he actually forgot about Fang You, grabbed a handful of hair, and stood up feebly, Fang You was still waiting for him, she was his responsibility!But what he said, the life and death of the person he loves the most is still uncertain in the operating room, how can he be at ease?

"sister."

"Go, I'll go over and let you know right away when I say something." Knowing that An Shixiao was also worried about Shen Mingyan, An Sihe gave his brother a guarantee so that he could rest assured.

An Shixiao had no choice but to walk away with heavy steps, stepping back and forth.

Sitting in the ward, An Shixiao looked at Fang You's pale sleeping face, feeling extremely guilty.He failed to protect her at the critical moment, causing her to be hurt like this. This woman is pregnant with his child, but at this moment, his heart is completely on another person. He has already made up his mind. Shaken again.

Obviously the person who needs his care the most is lying in front of him, but his heart is completely disobedient.

Shen Mingyan, Shen Mingyan, these three words seemed to have become a curse. When he came to his senses, he couldn't let go of it at all. He was still in the operating room for first aid, and the safety of that person was still unknown, but he He could only stay in this place and worry about it. He and he were in the same place, but he felt that there was a thousand mountains and rivers between them.

Should he choose moral responsibility, or should he follow his own heart and pursue his love?

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